After saying goodbye to Chen Hezheng, Wen Li almost ran the section from the entrance of the community to the elevator of the residential building.

I was in a good mood, and even steps were brisk. crossed two steps in one step, and even jumped twice when landed.

After arriving home, Wen Li took the key to open the door, the sound of variety shows wafted in the living room, and there was a smell of spicy crayfish.

Fu Ranning was biting a piece of shrimp tail, and was about to invite Wen Li to come over for supper, when he glanced over and saw the coat on her body, he was taken aback: "Li Li, whose clothes are you wearing?"

Wen Li took off her coat and hung it up first, and then went around to the bathroom to wash her hands. When she came back, Fu Ranning had already paused the video, sat up from the sofa, and said, "You don't have to hide anything from me."" serious expression.

Wen Li smiled, cast a look at her, and said deliberately, "Guess!"

It's still guesswork!

From high school to university to graduation work, there are not many people who actively pursue Wen Li. She is a delicate and gentle girl. She is quiet and good at taking care of others. When she smiles, she has a sweet taste of ignorance. Who would notI like it.

But Fu Ranning has never seen Wen Li pay special attention to any opposite sex. She is polite to everyone, which means that she has a distance from everyone, let alone intimate contact, except for one person.

"Chen Hezheng?" Fu Ranning guessed it right away, with a surprised tone, "Did you meet today? Are you back together?"

This question is not easy to answer.

Wen Li sat on the sofa, her long hair covered her shoulders softly, she seemed a little distressed, she nodded first, then shook her head again.

Fu Ranning was fooled by her, and guessed casually: "Isn't Chen Hezheng single? Does he have other relationships to deal with?"

"No," Wen Li said immediately, "he has never had anyone else by his side."

"In that case," Fu Ranning took off the plastic gloves, and took an apple from the fruit plate to play with, "The double arrows of your feelings are almost thicker than my waistline, so why hesitate?"

Wen Li didn't speak for a while, and the atmosphere fell silent.

Fu Ranning didn't urge him, he threw up the apple in his hand and caught it again.

The spicy taste of the crayfish was a bit strong, Wen Li got up to open the window, and then pushed open the sliding glass door of the balcony.

Fu Ranning followed behind and also went to the balcony.

The two stood side by side on the balcony, the night wind blew in, and Wen Li's hair was a little messy, she raised her head to straighten it out, and said, "Ning Ning, the prerequisite for a broken mirror to be reunited is that this mirror has been broken, similarly, Chen Hezheng'sMy relationship was also broken by me, but he didn't do anything wrong."

Fu Ranning leaned against the balcony railing, turned to look at Wen Li: "Do you feel you owe him?"

"Yes, I love him, and at the same time, I feel guilty." Wen Li said.

There are old buildings nearby, and there are dots of lights behind the glass windows, which are the most common fireworks in the world.

Wen Li wrapped a strand of hair between her fingers and twisted it around. She looked at the lights and continued: "Chen Hezheng is very good, very good. The more perfect he is, the more I can't forget the harm I caused him, I always want to apologize to him, say I'm sorry, but a beautiful and solid relationship doesn't need so much sorry."

Fu Ranning nodded while listening, Lili was more sober and sensible than she imagined.

"I think, I need some time to let go of my guilt," a cool wind came in from the window, and Wen Li's long hair flew up. She looked up at the dark blue night outside the window, and said to Fu Ranning and herself, "Then, I'm going to go back to him with the greatest pride."

"I understand." Fu Ranning took a bite of an apple and said crisply, "First of all, you have to adjust your mentality first, and you can't always feel that you are indebted to the other party and inferior. Second, you have to coax Chen Hezheng.He has been wronged for those five years. The young master is unhappy, getting into trouble, and needs to be coaxed. If he can't be coaxed well, he won't go home with you. "

Wen Li laughed when he heard it, and then nodded after laughing, "The review is well done, that's the reason!"

Fu Ranning patted Wen Li on the shoulder and said, "That guy Chen Hezheng doesn't look very easy to coax, come on, Li Li!"

That night, after washing up, Wen Li fell on the bed, feeling a little insomnia again.She stared at the ceiling for a while, turned over, couldn't help picking up her phone, and found Chen Hezheng from the WeChat list.

Chen Hezheng's profile picture is a silhouette wearing a black baseball cap with the brim pressed down to cover his facial features, with white wired earphones and a small silver ear cuff on his ears.

The photo was taken with a sense of atmosphere. Judging from the outline, it should be Chen Hezheng himself.

The circle of friends below has set permissions, and Wen Li can't see any content, and the cover picture is also completely dark.

In line with his usual style, unruly and mysterious.

Looking at the photo that was used as a profile picture, Wen Li felt her heart beating weakly. She wanted to save it in her mobile phone, but felt that it was inappropriate to do so, like peeping.

After hesitating for a moment, Wen Li opened the photo album, found the photo taken in the car, and set it as the background of the chat with Chen Hezheng.

On the chat page between the two, apart from the system prompt that they had become friends, there was only a green dialog box, which was the little heart that Wen Li had mistakenly sent earlier.She raised her hand, put her fingertips against the screen, and slowly moved along the line of the man's Adam's apple in the background picture.

After moving a few times, the tip of Wen Li's nose suddenly started to feel sore, and his eyes felt uncomfortable.

Wen Li really didn't expect that she could regain what was lost.

Five years was really long, until she was ready to never see him again.

She thought she was completely lost, and accepted the loss.

Countless sleepless nights, she kept thinking, thinking over and over again, it doesn't matter if she doesn't see Chen Hezheng, as long as he is well, healthy and safe, she doesn't mind withdrawing from his life.

Wen Li regards himself as the original sin that caused Chen Hezheng's injury, and bears all the guilt and punishment.She found enough reasons and excuses for herself, thinking that as long as she cut off her weakness, she could have armor.

She deleted Chen Hezheng's contact information and his photos, naively thinking that as long as she didn't look at it or think about it, she would stop being sad.

From now on, no more fear.

She thought she was strong enough and no longer weak enough to bear and face it.

Always thought so.

Until the release of a mini-album called "Hong News Carp News", the underground band Sirius became popular and became famous overnight, and the music producer Chen Hezheng also entered the public's field of vision and became famous for a while.

Chen Hezheng's name began to appear on various websites, and entries related to him were frequently searched on Weibo, with hundreds of millions of views.Everyone talked about his music, his talent, he was a student at Tong University, and he was the number one student in the college entrance examination, as well as his family background and background.

Such an outstanding person, yet so mysterious, makes people yearn for it.

The aisle of the subway station is also covered with album and band promotional posters, a huge one illuminated by lights.Every time he passed by, Wen Li would stop and stare for a long time.

There are people coming and going around, hurried footsteps, chaotic and blurred figures.Everyone was trapped in a fast-paced life, only Wen Li stood there quietly, with a slender and thin back, showing a bit of persistence and stubbornness.

Fans of the Sirius Orchestra passed by, and seeing Wen Li watching intently, they would stop to look at her, and even chat with her, asking which member of the band Wen Li likes the most.

Is it a heroic female lead singer, or a guitar player who is over 1.9 meters tall and so cool?

Wen Li just shook his head and didn't speak.

She caught a cold, caught a cold, and coughed non-stop. When she went out, she wore a mask, covering most of her face.

The little fan she was talking to was also a girl, probably still in high school, with a neat ponytail and puffy cheeks.

The girl was about to continue asking, when Wen Li suddenly raised her hand, pointed to a corner of the poster, and said, "That's my favorite."

On the corner, there is a list of personnel involved in the production of the album. The characters are a bit small, so the girl had to get closer and read it out in a low voice while reading it.

"Songwriter, Chen Hezheng."

The girl looked back at Wen Li with a clean smile and eyes, and asked her, "Sister, is the person you like called Chen Hezheng?"

The person you like is called Chen Hezheng.

The moment heard these words, it was as if a black dagger pierced through chest, and the pain was so clear and intense.

Wen Li couldn't tell whether she had a worsening cold or was choking on the cold wind. She turned her head away and started coughing non-stop.

She coughed so badly that her chest and stomach ached, her eyes gradually turned red, her eyelashes were wet, and it was as if she had swallowed a handful of rough sand in her throat.

The little fan was terrified, and hurried over to help her, and asked nervously, "Sister, are you sick?"

Wen Li just coughed, unable to speak.

The little fan supported Wen Li, and felt something cool on the back of his hand.She raised her eyes to see that Wen Li's face was very small, covered by a mask, and only a pair of eyes could be seen, with star-points of water falling from them one after another.

This must be a very beautiful sister, the little fan thought, just by looking at her eyes.Her eyes are so beautiful and gentle, but why is she crying so sadly?

Is it because of illness?

Why is she so sad?

Because she really likes Chen Hezheng, and she still likes Chen Hezheng after several years.

That name, just appearing once, accurately shattered her so-called armor, revealing the mottled wounds underneath.

It turns out that I have never changed, and I am still the cowardly Wen Li. Her strength and responsibility are all fake.She has been using the clumsy excuse of "for his own good" to cover up her evasion.

Yes, when she chose to break up, it was a kind of escape.

Run away, don't look, you can pretend nothing happened.

Pretend that Chen Hezheng is not injured, he is fine, he has always been fine.

...

Recalling here, it stops abruptly.

Holding the mobile phone, Wen Li tapped on Chen Hezheng's profile picture repeatedly. The side face with no expression was a trace imprinted in her heart.

After experiencing her abandonment and escape, Wen Li really did not expect that Chen Hezheng would accept this feeling again.

To be exact, he never went far away, he stayed where he was, looking at her and waiting for her.

Wait for her to think clearly, and wait for her to turn around.

Chen Hezheng put his heart in Wen Li's hands completely, firmly and unwaveringly.

Even if he was given up once and shattered, his sincerity and original intention have not changed.

Chen Hezheng, who was so proud, always backed down repeatedly when facing Wen Li, even to the point of humbleness.

The more Wen Li understands, the more thorough he is, the easier it is to feel guilty, as well as the anxiety after regaining something lost, and worrying about gains and losses.

The feelings that Chen Hezheng gave for her are too beautiful and precious.

Wen Li was very afraid that he would let him down again.

She wanted to cherish him too much.

The night after the rainstorm, without moonlight, was quiet.

Wen Li turned off the phone, covered the quilt, and curled up into a small ball.She pressed her cheek against the pillow, closed her eyes, and sighed softly even in her dream.

Girls who fall in love are really easy to get entangled.

The whole heart, full, is all about that person.

Obviously just separated, but there is a seedling head that miss again.

Think of his deep black eyes, the lemon-flavored kiss on his lips.

Those little sourness, and great happiness.

I want to treat him better, better.

Never part again.