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    After Wen Yan and Xiao Li roughly told what happened back then, it was already midnight.

    Wen Yan seemed to want to say something, but when he saw Zhong Tianyue and the birds passing by the branches to attract his attention, he realized that it was getting late.

    He stopped talking, squeezed the little hands in his hands, and softened his slightly heavy tone, "It's getting late, you have a game tomorrow, it's time to sleep."

    Yu Fei sat beside him, her round eyes were flushed, and the calmness in her eyes turned into distress at this moment.

    She wanted to stay with him, shook her head, "I'm not sleepy."

    Wen Yan frowned, the little girl's words were a little fragile, he regretted saying so many things today, which only made her sad.

    He reached out and touched her head, looked into her eyes, and said seriously: "It's all right."

    Xiao Li was sitting across from Xu Han, holding the cold tea in his hand, maybe it was a little heavy in retrospect, and he sipped coldly without knowing it.

    Xu Han was silent until now, the boundless regret in his heart blocked his throat, and the dryness and sharp pain in his heart hit him one after another without stopping.

    For thousands of years, he often thinks back on why he killed Wen Yan at that time, asking himself over and over again, tossing and turning unable to fall asleep.

    But those sleepless days were not as painful as today after learning the truth.

    "Brother..." Xu Han was weak and guilty, but mustered up the courage to call Wen Yan again.

    This "Brother" seemed to penetrate the blank space that they hadn't seen for thousands of years, drawing sparks to start a prairie fire with an irresistible posture, and fell heavily on the hearts of the four people.

    Wen Yan shrank Yu Fei's hand imperceptibly, and looked at Xu Han.

    It seems that a long time ago, Xu Han stopped calling him that.

    "I don't know...I really don't know..." Xu Han lost his arrogance, like a homeless homeless man in the rain, looking at Wen Yan helplessly,But he didn't know if his apology, which was so many years late, could redeem even a sliver of his forgiveness.

    "I shouldn't have done that, it's all my fault, bro, it's me who hurt you..."

    "Xu Han." Wen Yan smiled lightly, with a loose tone, "Although I am disappointed in you, you are not hopeless, at least you have not teamed up with Xie Yin."

    He wasn't trying to comfort Xuhan, he was just bluntly stating his mood at the moment, still in the same indifferent manner, but Xu Han wouldn't criticize him again.

    "You led the power of heaven for Xiao Li and me...but I..."

    Moved to kill you.

    XU Han's regret at this moment could not speak, and even said incompletely.

    Wen Yan sighed, it was his own decision to draw down the power of heaven, and it was also voluntary, no one begged him.

    So even if Xu Han turned on him later, he never regretted it.

    He didn't want this to be anyone's shackles.

    "Do what you want, I said, it's not for you, and you don't have to." He paused, "If Yu Fei didn't misunderstand the relationship between the three of us today, I wouldn't say these things."

    Yu Fei looked at him, feeling pain and tenderness in her heart.

    "So you don't have to, it doesn't matter to me."

    XU HAN's throat tie moved hard, and the first time really faced Wen Yan in the first time really faced Wen Yan.

    He really doesn't seem to care about himself anymore, he really doesn't seem to forgive himself anymore.

    "Brother." He could only change palely, feeling that nothing could compare to Wen Yan's understanding, "I was wrong, I will give you back the position of Lord of Four Seasons."

    Wen Yan frowned, dissatisfied with his random decision, "Is it child's play for you to take this position?"

    "I......"

    "He doesn't blame you." Yu Fei looked at Wen Yan, and said softly, but to Xu Han, "You should be clear, he doesn't blame you."

    A trace of surprise flashed across Wen Yan's eyes, and he quickly covered it up, letting Yu Fei speak.

    "In the arena today, he was anxious and worried when he suppressed Xie Yin for you. Although he didn't admit it himself, you should be able to see how nervous he is about you."

    Yu Fei knew that these two people didn't just don't care about each other, but they just had unresolved knots in their hearts.

    Since Wen Yan didn't get irreparable with Xu Han, then this knot should be untied.

    "It's not just you, Zhu Kang and Meng Ming, and even the entire Shenhai, he actually remembers it."

    "If Wen Yan hadn't guessed that you were possessed by evil spirits without knowing it, he might not even take a step further in the Palace of Four Seasons."

    Wen Yan smiled helplessly in her heart, thinking how could she understand him so well.

    "Although he doesn't blame you." Yu Fei said softly, but it seemed to be a test and a warning.

    Every time Wen Yanfu moved, Yu Fei squeezed his hand mercilessly, and swallowed the retort when he reached his lips.

    "But you thought about killing him."

    Yu Fei pointed out the crux of the problem.

    In the past, you were the person he cared about most in Shenhai, but you wanted to kill him.

    So he was sad, he was sad, he seemed to be betrayed, and finally he was disheartened and imprisoned himself for thousands of years.

    But there is no blame.

    As soon as Yu Fei's words came out, Xu Han couldn't control his emotions anymore, and knelt upright in front of Wen Yan, struggling with scarlet eyes, which shocked Xiao Li.

    "During the ten thousand years, I have been tortured by those few days of war every night. I can't forgive myself, but I can't control the hatred in my heart, but I know that I did something wrong."

    "I have been looking for you for thousands of years, and finally found your aura in the forbidden area of four seasons, but you did not allow anyone to enter, so I sat outside the forbidden area all night and night waiting for you to come out."

    "Later, Zhu Kang told me that you would not want to see me, so I set up a defensive formation in the forbidden area, so that no one could disturb you. I thought, you will come out one day, you just need to come back."

    "Later, I began to doubt whether my memory was real, until something happened in the Forbidden Land of Four Seasons, and I noticed that your breath disappeared in Shenhai, and you were resurrected after being sentenced. I asked him what happened back then, and his reaction told me that it was me.Killed him with his own hands, and forced you away."

    "I hate myself. I know you don't want to see me, but you still came to Shenhai to suppress the evil temptation in my body. I'm actually... actually very afraid that you will leave again."

    Xu Han, who was not good at saying, finally opened his heart, and the hopes in his eyes were so careful.

    "Brother, I really know that I was wrong. I lost my mind to think such absurd things. It was my disqualification that let Xieyin take advantage of the loopholes. I really don't want to kill you, I don't want...I won't,I will never."

    At this moment, a tear in Xu Han's eyes fell to the ground, like a heavy weight, throwing out all the regrets of the past ten thousand years.

    Yu Fei originally intended to let Xu Han and Wen Yan open their hearts, but she didn't expect Xu Han to kneel down directly. She stood up and took two steps to the side, wanting to help him, but she looked at Wen Yan,I didn't dare to move again.

    The girl stood up too quickly, Wen Yan's hands were empty all of a sudden, he touched both hands, then stood up under Yu Fei's surprised eyes, and walked in front of Xu Han.

    He stretched out his right hand, dragged his arm, and pulled him up.

    "Let you restrain your temper, not let you kneel down at every turn."

    The deep voice was like the voice of a fairy from the sky, and Yu Fei had a smile on her face. She knew that the knot in Wen Yan's heart was about to be healed.

    The scars caused by these barriers and misunderstandings cannot be erased, and the friendship of thousands of years will not be broken so easily.

    Just open your heart, just say it, let each other know that the care that has never been said is real, that's enough.

    Wen Yan's hand had already been retracted, he was taller than Xu Han, slightly lowered his head to look at the person who was frozen in place, Xu Han's hand was still in the air.

    Xu Han looked at Yu Fei and received an encouraging look.

    He collected himself, and in Yu Fei's expectant eyes, said: "I didn't kneel down to others either."

    ......Adou who can't help it!What a vibe who asked you to say this!

    Yu Fei gritted her teeth with hatred.

    But Wen Yan didn't react much, just smiled, and even felt that this was Xu Han's original temperament.

    "Okay, I think you two will have another life if you turn your fighting into jade." Meng Ming pushed open the door and pulled Zhu Kang in who was still looking unhappy.

    "Have you heard enough?" Wen Yan asked, walked back to Yu Fei and looked at Meng Ming, "You really like to listen to my corner."

    Meng Ming rubbed his nose, pushed Zhu Kang to the side of Xu Han who was still full of sorrow, closed the door, and didn't care much, "What's wrong with listening to a few words? If you don't listen, I don't know that you still cared so much about the world as a brother back then."It's a feat of hacking."

    "What's the matter?" Wen Yan ignored her bitter words and asked Zhu Kang.

    Although Zhu Kang was still angry because of Xu Han, he breathed a sigh of relief and got straight to the point, "After you entered the Four Seasons Forbidden Land, it was Xu Han who announced to the world that the reason you killed A Li was because Xie Yin snatched him away.The crowd rejected all the memorials to abolish your Qiushen position, and personally went to lie in the six realms and all races to quell your rumors."

    He was in a bad mood and spoke very fast, but Wen Yan could hear every word clearly.

    Wen Yan raised his eyebrows, but he didn't know about this.

    Xu Han looked at Zhu Kang, with a weird embarrassment on his face, Zhu Kang knew that he couldn't say these words due to his personality, so he wanted to anger him, and said again: "Ah, he beat you eleven and can't understand you.You still want to ask the heaven to kill you, and you want to invite yourself to be the emperor of Qiushen after abolishing the three clans."

    Xu Han was exposed, like a deadly enemy who was suddenly known to be another person's fanatical follower, and his face turned white and red.

    "Is it alright?" Xu Han asked aggrievedly, but he didn't dare to get angry.

    "Impossible!" Xuhan dared not speak back when he was scorned so rarely, Meng Ming didn't let him go, and added fuel and jealousy: "It's not enough! This kid is still disturbing the snake clan, and the dust snake regretted it after knowing the truthI crusade against you, and later Xu Han made all the grass and trees into soldiers, although I restrained a lot, but after that, I didn't have any contact with Shenhai for ten thousand years."

    Yu Fei held back a smile and looked at Xiao Li, both of them endured hard.

    "..." Xu Han raised his head.

    Forget it, this is the end of the matter, there is nothing more to say!

    "Brother, I was wrong. You can ask me to do anything. I will listen to you. As long as you forgive me."

    Meng Ming and Zhu Kang were again startled by this "brother".

    Everyone was waiting for Wen Yan's answer, but Wen Yan raised his foot and walked towards the door.

    Xu Han lowered his eyes and clenched his fists, feeling extremely sad but helpless,

    He is unwilling to forgive himself.

    Although Meng Ming and Zhu Kang came to reveal Xu Han's background, their original intention was to tell these things that would have been buried, and let Wen Yan know that Xu Han did not hate him as he thought.

    But who knows, it still failed.

    Zhu Kang couldn't bear it, and wanted to say something, but was blocked by Wen Yan's figure suddenly stopped at the door and what he said.

    It's just that no one heard Wen Yan's soft and helpless sigh.

    "Understood, forgive you."

    Xu Han's eyes lighted up, raised his head, and wanted to catch up with him, but heard him:

    "Yu Fei is going to sleep, you should go."

    Xu Han paused, looked at Yu Fei who was smiling embarrassedly at him, and felt sad again.

    Strange, obviously being forgiven, why is it still strange?

    Wen Yan walked fast, Xu Han didn't dare to catch up with him tonight and say something to him, followed Xiao Li and walked away step by step.

    Meng Ming and Zhu Kang didn't realize until they walked out the door, did Wen Yan have some tricks with Yu Fei, otherwise why would he know that Yu Fei was going to sleep!

    And Yu Fei has not refuted yet!

    But Yu Fei himself breathed a long sigh of relief at the moment, threw himself heavily on the bed, and rubbed his face under the quilt.

    After unraveling the knot between Wen Yan and Xu Han, she also seemed to have settled a major event in her heart. The big stone fell to the ground, and a sense of exhaustion swept over after knowing it.

    The girl was lying on the bed, the sound of insects outside the window gradually stopped, and when her vision and consciousness were blurred, she seemed to be about to fall into a dream.

    But she seemed to think of something suddenly, and her eyes widened.

    Yu Fei turned over and sat upright on the couch.

    She forgot to answer Wen Yan!!

    The author has something to say:

    Xu Han: I really am a younger brother.

    Wen Yan: I really want to leave. If I don’t leave, this group of people might tell me what other shocking things Xu Han did back then.

    Xu Han: Mainly shame, right?

    Wen Yan: You know that too, right?

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