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Chapter 48
Lin Yu'an's confession, to be honest, Gu Miaomiao didn't think of it at all, she just thought that he wanted to say something other than talking about it these few times.
But he never thought it would be a confession to her.
She was dumbfounded, stunned, and turned to look at him in disbelief, "What... what did you say?"
She thought she was hallucinating.
After Lin Yu'an really confessed his confession, the panic and emptiness in his heart seemed to be better, and he finally said it, no matter whether he misunderstood or not, no matter what the final result was, he thought he could accept it.
Thinking of this, he also turned sideways, looked at the girl, his eyes were involuntarily soft and warm, and once again solemnly confessed: "Miaomiao, I like you, not like a brother likes a sister, but like a man likes a woman."
Gu Miaomiao opened her eyes bit by bit, and there was a bang in her head like fireworks exploding, like... the kind of liking a man has for a woman?
Isn't that... the same as her?
Did Brother An have always been in love with each other secretly like himself?
Gu Miaomiao was dizzy, and her feet were limp, as if she was stepping on a cloud and her whole body was floating.
Then what is their estrangement in the past!They obviously like each other, but they have struggled for so long!It made her secretly sad many, many times!
"Miaomiao...you..." Seeing that Gu Miaomiao didn't respond for a long time, Lin Yu'an was so nervous that his heart was raised in his throat. He swallowed heavily, and said in an extremely anxious voice, "You...are youIt's not that you can't accept it, well, if you can't accept it, just... just pretend that I didn't say anything today."
Lin Yu'an thought that he had misunderstood what Gu Miaomiao had conveyed before. His heart ached violently, and his whole body seemed to be deflated by a ball. His shoulders and head drooped, like a big dog abandoned by its owner.
Throat was dull and difficult, "I'll go first."
He turned around and wanted to go out of the alley, he didn't know how to face Gu Miaomiao now, he needed to be alone.
Confession is broken love, isn't this one of the results he had imagined a long time ago, he shouldn't be so sad, isn't it normal?
Yes, it's normal, it's normal...
Constantly comforting himself, Lin Yu'an brushed against Gu Miaomiao's shoulder with heavy steps, and at the moment they crossed each other, two warm lips touched his cheeks.
Lin Yu'an's whole body froze, and his pupils contracted suddenly.
But when he came back to his senses, the girl who caused the huge wave had already run out of the alley without looking back, slipping very fast.
For a long time, it seems that a century has passed.
Lin Yu'an smiled softly.
Gu Miaomiao went back to her friend Chen Ling, and was muttered by the friend, "Why have you been away for so long, I almost called you, I thought you were kidnapped, Miaomiao, why are you so red, you have a coldYet?"
Gu Miaomiao blocked his friend's hand that was reaching out to touch her face, and said with obviously flustered eyes: "Well, I'm fine, I just ran a few steps, it's a little hot."
After speaking, she sat down, put the milk tea on the table, and stared at something absent-mindedly.
Seeing her like this, Chen Ling stretched out her hand and waved in front of her eyes: "Miaomiao, tell me honestly, what's wrong with you, I feel like your soul is flying out, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me."
"It's... really nothing, just... just..." Gu Miaomiao didn't know how to tell her friend, she was so shy, she had the guts to kiss Lin Yu'an just now, how could she continue to attend class in the afternoon?, The two are at the same table again, they don't see each other when they look up.
She has no face to face people, she really has no face to face people.
Gu Miaomiao covered her face with her hands and lay down on the dining table, "Lingling, I don't want to go to class this afternoon."
"Ah?" After Chen Ling was surprised, she immediately said with a serious face: "Look, I know you have something to do, what's wrong with you, tell me quickly, did you just meet Lin Yu'an, and you guys are so superso? So you don't want to see him anymore?"
Although my friend didn't guess right, she was right about one thing. She really didn't want to see Lin Yu'an.
She needs a little time to slow down the changes in the relationship between the two.
She felt that she and Lin Yu'an should be logically counted together now, right?
He confessed and kissed him in response. Does this mean dating?
Damn, how did it become so fast?
"There is no quarrel, I just want to take a leave of absence, well, Lingling, don't guess, I won't go back to school after you go back to school." Gu Miaomiao made up her mind to escape for an afternoon.
She called her mother, pretended to have a stomachache, and asked her to ask for leave for herself.
Then she took a taxi to the beach alone. When she has something to vent, she likes to go there the most. Sitting on the shore and blowing the sea breeze will make her feel very peaceful.
Lin Yu'an only found out that Gu Miaomiao had asked for leave and ran away during the first class. He was helpless and funny about it. He was so bold before, but now he knows how to be shy?
Gu Siyan didn't know that Lin Yu'an had talked to his sister. He was worried that something was wrong with her sister, so it was rare for him to ask Lin Yu'an on his mobile phone during class: [What's wrong with my sister?γ
Lin Yu'an: [No, I must be shy.γ
γshy?] Gu Siyan was puzzled by this term, and after thinking for a moment, he wisely guessed: γYou...?γ
Lin Yu'an naturally wouldn't hide it from him, they are best brothers, [you already know, I like Miaomiao.γ
After talking, Lin Yu'an saw a lot of things clearly. Gu Siyan should have known that he and Miaomiao liked each other.
Sure enough, it was said.
Gu Siyan smiled: [You are finally willing to face up to your heart, it seems that my sister also confessed to you?Then why is she running? It's not something shameful.γ
[Sometimes when she gets emotional, you know, she will be more excited.γLin Yu'an smiled helplessly, γI'll go find her after class.γ
[All right, so that she doesn't run around and get into trouble.] Gu Siyan is still worried about his sister, okay, why run away.
Lin Yu'an asked for leave of absence from school, and she refused to answer Gu Miaomiao's calls, but she was willing to reply when she sent a message, but she didn't say where she was, only said that she was doing well now, so he didn't have to worry.
Lin Yu'an sighed, stood at the gate of the school thinking about where Gu Miaomiao would go, then took a taxi and headed towards the beach.
When he got there, he paid to get out of the car, then looked around, and when he saw Gu Miaomiao, he smiled softly.
He knew she would come here.
Approaching the girl step by step, she wears earphones, eyes closed, can't hear or see the outside world, just leans on her arm, and occasionally smiles foolishly.
Lin Yu'an quietly sat beside her, wanting to see when the girl would see him.
After listening to a song, Gu Miaomiao suddenly wanted to listen to it again, so she opened her eyes and was about to use her mobile phone to operate it, but suddenly there was another person in front of her, the same person she was going to avoid, and she screamed "ah" in frightWith a sound, the body fell backwards.
"Be careful." Lin Yu'an quickly grabbed her waist and didn't let her fall down.
Gu Miaomiao instinctively grabbed his arm to stabilize herself, but this posture turned into a sit-down version of a forty-five-degree idol drama fall.
She blushed, hurriedly pushed him away, and muttered, "Why are you here? How did you find me?"
"I know where you like to go." Lin Yu'an tilted his head and smiled softly: "But I thought of this for the first time, and I saw you when I came here. I feel very happy. Our tacit understanding seems to have always beenThey're all there."
Gu Miaomiao bit her lip, oh my god, after talking about it, why did her heart beat faster and faster, and she didn't dare to look at him anymore.
Putting her arms around her legs, Gu Miaomiao kept her head down: "Oh."
Then there was no sound.
Lin Yu'an knew that she was shy, and looked at her with a smile on his face. They were silent for a moment. He put one hand on the ground, approached her slowly, and pressed a kiss on her cheek. When he left, he whispered softly: "Give you one back, so are we dating now?"
The half of Gu Miaomiao's face that was kissed became numb at the shortest speed. She was stunned for a moment, and finally she was willing to turn her head to look at Lin Yu'an.
Looking at each other, Gu Miaomiao's eyes turned red for some reason.
Lin Yu'an was startled, and said in a panic, "Why are you crying, I... I... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you without your consent, I..."
Gu Miaomiao chuckled.
Lin Yu'an was confused by her and didn't know what she meant.
Gu Miaomiao pinched his face, "Lin Yu'an, you used to stutter like this too. I thought you would always be so easy and calm."
"I didn't." He had never been comfortable in front of Gu Miaomiao. Lin Yu'an touched the girl's face and brushed the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, feeling a little moist, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I felt that I was so stupid before. I always thought that I loved you unrequitedly and that you always regarded me as my sister, so I never dared to confess to you. I could only hide this thought, sometimes alienating you, sometimesI wanted to be close to you for so long, but it turned out that it was unnecessary, so I feel a little wronged." The more Gu Miaomiao spoke, the more her voice became choked up.
Lin Yu'an hugged her distressedly, and stroked her soft hair, "I'm sorry, I'm not brave enough to make you wronged."
"I'm not brave enough either." Gu Miaomiao hugged Lin Yu'an back, and rubbed her small face in his arms, "Yu'an, can we tell each other what's on our minds in the future? Stop guessing at each other, I'm afraid I'llGuessed wrong again."
Lin Yu settled down, thinking of something, and didn't answer for a while.
Gu Miaomiao couldn't hear his voice, so she pushed him away, looked up at him, and saw that he was struggling in a trance, and asked with concern: "Yu'an, what's wrong with you? I warn you, don't lie to me, if you have anything to say, you must speak generously."Come out, otherwise I'm not as smart as you, and I can't guess."
Lin Yu'an looked at the girl blankly for a while, and finally he said hesitantly: "Miaomiao, I never dared to confess to you before, but it was actually because of my family, you know the situation of our family, you...Your parents probably don't like me as your son-in-law."
Speaking of this, he realized that he was wrong, and changed his words: "Look at me, what are you talking about, we are still young, and we may not necessarily get married in the future, well, just pretend that I didn't say what I just said."
He laughed at himself and looked up at the sparkling sea in the distance.
He was talking nonsense just now, why did he think of getting married.
Miaomiao is still young, so she must have never thought about going straight to marriage when she falls in love for the first time, and no one talks about getting married once.
"Lin Yu'an, are you proposing to me?" Gu Miaomiao said suddenly, "Then I agree." She stretched out her left hand to Lin Yu'an, and said with a smile, "Where's the ring?"
Lin Yu'an looked at her in astonishment, unable to keep up with her jumping thinking.
Gu Miaomiao pouted pretending to be angry: "Why, the proposal doesn't even have a ring, how can you be so dishonest?"
She looked around and found a piece of grass beside her. She snapped it off, improvised two shabby rings, and put her own on Lin Yu'an's ring finger.
When it was his turn, she gave him another ring, and stretched out her left hand to him: "Come on, it's you."
Lin Yu'an frowned, feeling warm and caring for her, "Miaomiao, don't be like this..."
"What's wrong with me, don't you want to marry me?" Gu Miaomiao stared at him with clear eyes.
Lin Yu'an blurted out: "Of course I want to, but my family..."
"Your family, your family, what does your family have to do with me?" Gu Miaomiao said angrily, "I didn't marry your mother, nor did I marry your father. Why are you always talking about your family? Let's not talk about it, we will definitely not get along with you in the future."They live together, even if they live together, do you think my natal family is so powerful, do they dare to bully me? Or, do you think your family is inferior to mine, so your self-esteem is haunted, and you dare not marry me if you don't want to?"
Lin Yu'an was taken aback.
He really had this idea before, or rather, he still has it now.
The reason why he didn't confess his love was because he felt that he was not worthy of Miaomiao, and he didn't know if he could give her happiness.
So I can only let myself not provoke her.
"Hey! You really think so!" Gu Miaomiao was angry, and pointed at him with her index finger: "Don't you still think about waiting for you to get rich in the future, and then talk about chasing me?"
Guessing right again, Lin Yu'an pursed his lips, speechless.
He has already planned for the future. He will not inherit his parents' company. He wants to start his own business and draw a clear line with his parents.Give them old age, as for the rest, they don't think about anything.
Therefore, it is conceivable how hard and busy he will be in the future. How can he fall in love with him like that?How can you have time to take care of Miaomiao?
"Lin Yu'an! Now that you've made up your mind, why are you confessing to me today! What do you mean now, thinking of dumping me in the future? Then wait for you to get rich, and then come back to me?" Gu MiaomiaoHe stood up angrily, and stared at Lin Yu'an with tears in his eyes: "Listen, if you dare to say goodbye without saying goodbye, deliberately hurt me in order to dump me, let me tell you, I will turn around and find you right away."Personal marriage! It is no longer possible in our lifetime!"
"No, Miaomiao." Lin Yu'an stood up and hugged Gu Miaomiao into his arms, "Since we are together, I will not let you go, but I just want to tell you that I mayI'm very busy and tired, and I'm afraid I'll hurt you."
"What's the trouble! What do you want to do, I'll just accompany you!" Gu Miaomiao nestled in the boy's arms, curled her lips into a smile, and finally heard what she wanted to hear.
After the two hugged for a while, she pushed him away and gave him the straw ring in her hand, "Hey, put it on for me quickly."
Lin Yu'an frowned, hummed, took the ring, and knelt down on one knee.
Gu Miaomiao blushed and looked around in a panic, "What are you doing, what are you doing formally, we are not old enough to get married now!"
"There is still a sense of ceremony." Lin Yu'an smiled and put the ring on Gu Miaomiao, and finally printed a kiss on her fingertips, facing the sea breeze, and made a promise, "Miaomiao, I will give you the rest of my life."Happy, I swear."
Gu Miaomiao trembled, and looked down at him in a daze.
The promise of youth is precious and pure, and fortunately, they will always hold hands in the future.