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Chapter 57
Raindrops hit the glass wall, leaving traces.
Separated by a wall, the wind and rain outside, but the house is as warm as spring.
Ye Yuning held a cup of hot coffee and leaned on the desk, enjoying the rain scene leisurely.
When the phone rang, she listened to a few words casually, lowered her eyes lightly and said: "Don't pay attention to him."
Lin Qinghai is a stranger to her, even worse than a stranger, at least the stranger will not regard her as an enemy, and will do everything possible to be guarded against her.
Any of his actions today can't stir up any ripples in her emotions, life, old age, sickness and death have nothing to do with him.
If he is against himself, Ye Yuning will send him to hell; if he wants to get closer to him and restore friendship, then Ye Yuning refuses;
There are so many people in the world, why make it difficult for yourself to pick someone out of the trash can to be your friend?
After drinking the coffee, Ye Yuning returned to work, and quickly forgot all the chores until the secretary reminded herself that she could leave work.
The sky outside was dark, and it was clear that the night had not yet arrived, but it seemed like night had fallen.
The rain has been falling non-stop, and there is a trend of getting bigger and bigger. The raindrops hit the glass like water balls, winding down.
After the secretary finished speaking, he seemed hesitant to speak, as if he still had something to say.
While packing up her things, Ye Yuning said, "Is there anything else?"
The secretary's surname is Li, and Secretary Li said euphemistically: "Well, Mr. Lin is still waiting downstairs. He has been soaked in the rain all afternoon. He doesn't look very good. Wouldn't it be better to invite him up to meet him?"
Secretary Li was sympathetic. In such a weather, even the romantic hero would not dare to act like this. It would really freeze people into pneumonia.
Moreover, his stop has attracted the attention of many passers-by, and some good people have already taken videos and uploaded them on the Internet.Everyone has speculated about who is the person who made him insist on meeting so much. Some emotional men and women even bluntly said that the person who refuses to meet is too cruel, if they had already softened their hearts.
After all, they are an entertainment company, and Ye Yuning is the president of the company. The secretary is afraid that the stalemate will have a bad impact on Ye Yuning's reputation.
"I said no, he is already an adult who can understand the words, and he should know the consequences of his actions. I don't think I should take responsibility for it." Ye Yuning took the umbrella from one side and said softly, "Why let himDirty my place."
Ye Yuning doesn't care about rumors from the outside world.
She shrugged and went downstairs.
When the elevator opened, through the revolving door, one could see the lonely man standing in the rain. The rain hit his face, like tears shed silently, which made people feel distressed.
Silently pursing her lower lip, and performing a 'stealth trick', Ye Yuning walked out of the gate step by step, passed him leisurely with an umbrella in hand, and quickly disappeared into the crowd.
Lin Qinghai blinked his eyes in a daze, and there seemed to be a gust of wind beside him. He looked sideways as if feeling something, but there was nothing, only raindrops hitting the ground drop by drop, splashing muddy water.
He has been numb from the cold, the breath out of his mouth is white, the windbreaker is like a heavy iron weight on his body, the joints of his whole body are stiff, and he just waits tenaciously with his breath.
Ye Yunning will definitely meet him, she has always been kind and soft-hearted, and she has been benefiting from her without knowing it.He wanted to confess to her, apologize, and tell her that he had admitted to the wrong person and repaid the wrong favor.
It's okay to let him kneel and kowtow, as long as she is willing to forgive herself.
He believed so firmly, so he refused to leave with the hot breath in his chest.
However, he was doomed to be disappointed, from day to night, from the heavy rain until the rain subsided, and until the lights of the whole building were turned off, he never saw Ye Yuning come out of it.
'Cough cough', the violent coughing made him bend over, his chest was piercingly painful, and when he stood up straight on his knees, a mouthful of blood sprayed on the dirty ground like this,Mixed with dirty rainwater.
It was so cold, so cold that his bones hurt like needles. Lin Qinghai began to tremble. He put his hand on his forehead, and finally he couldn't stand up. His legs softened and he knelt on the ground fiercely, splashing a splash of water..
Weakly supporting himself on the ground with his hands, he let himself be surrounded by darkness and coldness, his mind was in a daze, and his vision had long been blurred.
Yun Ning, are you really so cruel?Don't even want to see me.
There were bursts of blackness in front of his eyes, mixed with high fever, he swayed, threw himself towards the ground, and passed out.
Lin Qinghai was sent to the hospital by an assistant who rushed over urgently. He had a persistent high fever and became a patient who couldn't get out of bed.
In a drowsy state, Lin Qinghai kept having nightmares. He seemed to have returned to the time when he was helpless again. He didn't have enough food or clothing to keep warm. His eyes were full of darkness and he couldn't see the way forward.
Then a light came in from the outside, and a girl's figure gradually appeared behind the light and shadow. She took his hand and brought him out of the darkness, so his world was bright with sunshine.
The girl has a face, which looks like Ye Yuning.
He never told her that before he was rescued by her, he had actually liked her for a long time.
He likes her calm and unmoved temperament. Even though she is ignored by the family like him, she is always open-minded and walks her own path firmly;
He likes the way she listens carefully in class, seeing her frown every time because of difficult questions, he can't wait to heal her troubles;
He likes to see her smile, and always secretly pretends to pass by her inadvertently, just to catch a ray of her scent;
But then what did he do?
He took the hairpin and identified the wrong person, tried every means to get close to her, ate the food she sent, stepped on her sincerity, and regarded the other person as his savior.
A deep fear welled up in his heart, Lin Qinghai desperately wanted to go back to the past to prevent himself from making a big mistake, but he could only watch scenes of unbearable facts happen.
He saw that he took Ye Yuning's complaints as the 'criminal evidence' that she was jealous of her step-sister, and then guarded against her, beat her, slandered her, and even cooperated with others to bully her, watching her embarrassing situation with cold eyes.
He watched the other party go further and further away, and he still thought he was staying in the position of 'friend', thinking that as long as he wanted, the two of them could return to their original position.
In the end, it was he who ruthlessly arranged a secret operating room, trying to dig out her 'heart' and replace it with someone else.
Breaking out in cold sweat, Lin Qinghai tossed and turned in his sleep, as if he was burning in a flaming mountain.
He has always liked Ye Yunning, they were so similar, he saw his shadow in each other countless times, but he stubbornly refused to admit it, sticking to the savior in his heart, chasing the illusory bubble in his heart, Let go of the happiness that might have belonged to you in your hands.
Outside, the doctor was sweating profusely to cool him down, and the ward was in chaos.
Lin Qinghai was tortured by the disease, and finally opened his eyes two days later after the doctor's rescue.
At this moment, he was in good shape, he had lost a lot of weight, his beard was unshaven, and his condition had also turned into pneumonia, requiring hospitalization.
Painful coughing sounded intermittently, as if draining the last drop of energy from him, Lin Qinghai struggled to get out of bed: "Yun Ning, Ye Yun Ning, I want to see her."
The assistant has been with him for many years, and when he saw this, he hurriedly stopped him: "Boss, your condition is very serious, and you are not suitable for hospitalization now. Also, the company's situation is unstable now. Your younger brother has appeared, and the intention is not good. The most important thing right now is to take good care of him."Body, deal with business first."
While Lin Qinghai was hospitalized, his half-brother appeared, trying to take back the company, and threatened to take back the old chairman who was in the nursing home, that is, their father.
Health, career, enemies for many years, all of them are not as important as Ye Yunning, he pushed his assistant away and said: "Leave them alone, find out where Yun Ning is now, I want to see her."immediately.
He didn't want to wait for a moment, he still had so many things he didn't tell her.
The assistant was very embarrassed. Seeing that Lin Qinghai wanted to meet people even after his life was over, he didn't dare to disobey the order, so he had to persuade him to get treatment first, and he went to find someone to see her.
Lin Qinghai felt dizzy for a while, and also had an unstoppable cough in his throat. He didn't even have the strength to stand upright.
Falling on the hospital bed in pain, Lin Qinghai said patiently: "Then you go, you must invite her to see me. No, it doesn't matter if she doesn't want to see me, I will go to see her in person, and let her not refuse to meet me."
In a word, he paused several times before he finished speaking intermittently. When the assistant left, his throat sweetened and he spat out blood from his mouth.
Lin Qinghai stared at the blood and smiled miserably. This must be his own retribution, but he begged Ye Yuning to see him for the sake of his illness.
As a result, it is conceivable that it is impossible for Ye Yuning to come to see him, even if he died in front of her, she would not blink.
She is ruthless about the things she has discarded, such as erasing all the proof of the existence of the relationship with Chen Ye, leaving no trace.Just like him, if you say you are not a friend, you are not a friend, and it is best not to meet each other for the rest of your life.
The assistant was helpless, and later Lin Qinghai ignored Ye Yunning's footsteps and appeared around her like a shadow, regardless of her unhealed body and her career.
Lin Qinghai's actions did not move Ye Yuning, on the contrary, it only made her feel bored.
Did Lin Qinghai think he couldn't detect his malice?
Although the bad luck dissipated before it took shape, it didn't mean it didn't appear. She didn't move because she knew that the backlash would come even though it was late.
With a thought, Ye Yunning seemed to see some kind of sign.
Eagle Country, in a certain extraordinarily luxurious villa, the microphone was picked up by a person.
"What, is what you said true? Found his trace." The owner of the voice said happily, "I'm going to tell Dad, let's go to Huaguo, I found him."gone."
Lin Qinghai finally blocked Ye Yuning one day.
Although she can easily avoid Lin Qinghai when she is alone, so that he can't see her, but I don't know if she has noticed something.The human face begged for a private conversation.
Ye Yuning looked at him coldly for a while, and finally nodded under the embarrassing gaze of others: "Yes."
She turned back to the box behind her, and Lin Qinghai followed him in on crutches.
His appearance is completely different from before. His glasses are hung on his nose empty, his face is old and haggard, his face is pale, his shoulder blades are protruding from his suit, and he coughs in a low voice from time to time.The rain hurt his lungs.
Closing the door, Lin Qinghai approached a few steps excitedly, shouting: "Yun Ning, cough cough."
Ye Yuning turned around and sat down, and looked at him coldly: "I remember saying that we are no longer friends, and I don't want to see you again, Lin Qinghai, you disturbed me."
Lin Qinghai clutched his chest in shock, and thought with a wry smile, was it just an 'interruption' in Ye Yunning's eyes that he was so desperate to meet her?
He looked at the girl obsessively, with greedy and sad eyes: "Yun Ning, I know that I have done a lot of things wrong before, and I sincerely come to repent and apologize. Please give me a chance, I can do everything beforeExplain, even if you don't forgive me, it doesn't matter, I will always make amends to you, but you have to give me a chance to speak."
"Last time." Ye Yuning's red lips hooked slightly, "Say it!"
Lin Qinghai was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect it to go so smoothly.
After a while, he spoke with difficulty: "Yun Ning, I know that some things may seem absurd to you, but I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't mean to deceive you on purpose, and some things are not true. The reason for this isFor you, it is because, because I recognized the wrong person, I recognized Ye Yunqing as you, and thought she was my savior."
Facing Ye Yuning's cold and unwavering eyes, his heart became even more flustered, and he hurriedly took out the hairpin he had always brought with him and handed it out: "Do you remember when we were in the third year of junior high school? In the alley in front of our school, IThat younger brother hired a bunch of gangsters to insult me. You called the police to save me, but you left the hairpin at the scene. I picked it up and thought it was your sister who called the police. But I was wrong, that person was youIt is."
Ye Yuning interrupted him: "So you want to say that because you recognized the wrong person, you deliberately used me and trampled on me. In fact, the person you want to repay is me."
"Yes," Lin Qinghai said anxiously, "You can punish me for the mistakes I made, and I will compensate you a thousand times and ten thousand times in the future. Please forgive me."
Ye Yuning looked at the issued card, and thoughtfully said?????: "But what if I said that I was not the one who saved you back then?"
"What did you say?" Lin Qinghai was trembling, his blood froze, and tremblingly said, "How could it not be you, Yun Ning, don't be joking."
Ye Yuning really smiled, and said softly: "Well, it was indeed a joke just now, yes, I was indeed the one who called the police, but is this important?"
This hairpin belonged to Ye Yunqing, but she didn't wear it and put it in the pocket of her school uniform. Later, she was uncomfortable and hurriedly asked for leave and left. Ye Yuning was told to take her things back. think the hairpin was so accidentally dropped from her pocket and lost.of.
However, if Lin Qinghai investigated carefully at the beginning, he knew that Ye Yunqing was not in the school when he was severely beaten, so it could not be said that he could call the police for him.
"Important, very important." Lin Qinghai said solemnly, looking at Ye Yun Ning with a shameful but unconcealable love, "Yun Ning, I have something to tell you, I like you, I have liked you for a long timegone."
"Love me?" Ye Yuning supported her chin with one hand, raised her eyebrows and said, "If I remember correctly, the person you have always loved is Ye Yunqing."
"No, that's just an illusion. I was blinded by the illusion. The person I love is you." Lin Qinghai has never been so clear-headed, and he has a deep understanding of who the person he likes is.
When he was with Ye Yunqing, no matter how happy he was in his heart, he would think of Ye Yuning's figure from time to time, would be annoyed at her stubbornness, would be angry and mock at her with Chen Ye; would come to her from time to time;
But when he was waiting to see Ye Yuning, he never thought of Ye Yunqing. He didn't know when, this person seemed to be far away from him.
"Illusion, illusion of life-saving grace?" Ye Yuning smiled but not a smile, "I'm curious, do you love the identity of yourself or the life-saving benefactor. When you thought Ye Yunqing was the benefactor, your love was deeply rooted, and you could go through fire and water for her.When you find out that she is not the one who helped you, you will fall in love with me instead. If it was cats and dogs who saved you, would you fall in love with them too?"
Lin Qinghai's pale face was flushed, he coughed unbearably, and suppressed the discomfort in his throat: "It's not like this, you are different, I am absolutely sure that I like you. It doesn't matter if you are angry, butAllow me to compensate you and repay you, whatever you want, I can do it..."
"No, it's not uncommon for me to like you like this." Ye Yuning said softly under the sad and painful gaze of the man, "Don't you think I don't know that you misidentified Ye Yunqing as me? No, I was very early.knew."
Lin Qinghai's blood froze, as if he heard some terrible news, he opened his eyes wide: "You already knew that I had misidentified the wrong person, and that you were the one I wanted to find and repay my kindness to."
"Yes." Ye Yunqing said lightly.
Lin Qinghai's mind was roaring, he said hoarsely: "How early, when did you know?"
Ye Yunqing lowered his eyes: "Before junior high school graduation!"
Lin Qinghai grabbed his chest fiercely, and his eyes turned black. He said angrily, "Why, why didn't you tell me the truth after knowing it? Why?" At the end, he almost roared.
It turned out that Ye Yunqing knew all the truth so long ago, but she insisted on not telling herself, she would rather watch her betray her and side with her stepmother and sister than expose the truth.
"Do you hate me that much? Or do you want to revenge me for being blind?" His eyes were red, and a tear couldn't help but overflow from the corner of his eyes, "You are so ruthless, Yun Ning."
The heartache was nothing more than that, so what was the lost time between them, there were so many opportunities to make up and get back together, just disappeared.
"You are wrong, I don't hate you, and I don't want to take revenge on you," Ye Yuning looked at her fingers and said softly, "I never regretted helping you, but people like you are not worthy of being my friend."
Not worthy?
Lin Qinghai said hoarsely: "I just want to repay you, I like you! If I knew it was you, I would never hurt you no matter what!"
Ye Yunning was unmoved, and said softly: "That's it. I always believe that no matter it is for repaying a favor or something else, you need principles and a bottom line to do anything. Repaying a favor is not an excuse, nor a reason for you to hurt others unscrupulously."
Repaying a favor is a personal matter, you can give everything you have, but why involve others and let others pay for your gratitude.In order to satisfy the wishes of the other party, one can even have no principles and bottom lines, and will not hesitate to trample on the norms of the law, just to 'repay' a person.
You were redeemed in the dark, but when you turned around, you easily stepped innocent people into the darkness, doing the same thing as those who hurt you back then.
Is repayment really blind?Can a person be blinded, unable to tell right from wrong, and use all means to achieve his goals?
No, an upright and normal person should understand what to do and what not to do.
What Lin Qinghai did was just a representation of what kind of person he was!
Ye Yuning can't accept that her deskmate, friend, friend is such a despicable and shameless villain.
After recognizing a person's character, persons who walk different paths cannot make plans together, from then on, Lin Qinghai was no longer her friend.
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Well, it's still too late to finish writing.