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    Do you regret it?Chen Ye regretted it a long time ago.

    He shouldn't have lost all his reason and conscience just because of the dream he had when he was a teenager, and made the stupid move of sending his girlfriend to the operating table and exchanging her heart for Ye Yunqing.

    Only when he suffered on his own, took the consequences, was tortured by illness and struggled on the verge of death, did he realize how crazy and cruel he was back then.

    How could he, how did he have the heart to make a decision to let an innocent person bear the pain that she shouldn't have to bear?

    What's more, he loves that woman.

    Yes, he has never realized so clearly that he loves Ye Yuning - he loves her, but he has lost her.

    He doesn't blame Ye Yuning for the curse that he put on himself, it's the punishment he deserves.He even rejoiced that Ye Yuning had the ability to fight back and didn't have to become a victim of their selfishness and stupidity.

    But he doesn't want to die yet, he hasn't come to Ye Yuning's side to say 'I'm sorry' to her, he hasn't been forgiven by her, he's still young—he hasn't lived enough.

    Watching his own vitality pass away, but unable to keep it back, he sadly realized that he was afraid of death.

    He was about to die, but why did Ye Yunqing who took his heart live a chic life, and why did he live longer than him?That healthy heart—it was originally my own!

    "Give me back my heart,......" Chen Ye grabbed Ye Yunqing tightly, as if he was holding on to his last hope, and gasped and called out weakly, "Doctor, ..., I want a doctor, order surgery, give me my heart back, I, ..." I can still live.

    When everyone reacted and rushed forward to pull the two of them apart, they were shocked to find that Chen Ye was motionless and had stopped breathing.——His pupils were wide open, his heart stopped beating unbearably, and he couldn't bear to die.

    A mournful cry sounded, and Mother Chen staggered and rushed forward.

    The ward immediately became a mess, and Ye Yunqing was knocked aside in embarrassment.Originally, his heart was not good, but he was suddenly stimulated by Chen Ye, and his heart began to ache.When he realized that Chen Ye had died in front of his eyes, Ye Yunqing couldn't stand the scene anymore, rolled his eyes, and fainted immediately.

    Chen Ye is dead.

    What's ridiculous is that when he lost his humanity back then, he had to go all out to save Ye Yunqing, but he never thought that he would die in front of Ye Yunqing, a heart patient.

    Before he died, he hated Ye Yunqing so much, and even eagerly wanted to get his heart back, but he forgot that Ye Yunqing really didn't know about it at the time, and he forgot that he was so affectionate at that time.——Otherwise, Ye Yun would have died under the curse early on.

    Sure enough, people don't know the pain unless they cut themselves with a knife. I know the pain and feel uncomfortable, so I regret it.

    Ye Yuning didn't know that Chen Ye had passed away until she received a notification from Yu Xilan.

    How strange, this person has long been blurred in her memory, so that when she received the call, she subconsciously replied: "Really? I thought he was long gone."

    That's right, this kind of person is disgusting even to think about it, she just needs to know that his result will be bad, even the memory is superfluous.

    Yu Xilan on the other end of the phone paused, then sighed, "That's fine, it means you've put it down."

    Yu Xilan didn't want to mention Chen Ye either, but probably he really regretted it at the last moment of his life, knowing that he was sorry for Ye Yuning, so he left all his things to her.

    Chen Ye's parents hope that Ye Yuning can come to see Chen Ye off for the last time, and it is to fulfill Chen Ye's last wish.

    Death is like a lamp going out, no matter how dissatisfied Yu Xilan was, she still notified Ye Yuning, as to whether she would come or not was up to her own decision.

    Yes, Ye Yuning is not in the company now, but gave himself a few days off to film with Fu Huai in the mountainous area.

    After listening to Yu Xilan's words, Ye Yuning's eyes were far away, and she said lightly: "I have no grievances with him, and I don't have to see you again in heaven and earth, and I don't want his things. Please tell them for me that we have nothing to do with each other. Since we are strangers, why do you need to send them off, that's it!"

    Knowing her decision, Yu Xilan pondered: "Okay, I will tell. The city is in a mess, you might as well stay outside for a few more days and come back when you have had enough fun. Anyway, the company is fine now."

    She didn't tell Ye Yuning, because of Chen Ye's sudden departure, Ye Yunqing was admitted to the hospital again, and she heard that her condition was a little dangerous.The Ye family is running around in a hurry now, lest they trouble Ye Yuning, it is better to avoid it first and be less upset.

    "Okay." She agreed.

    Putting down the phone, Ye Yuning turned around and looked at the shooting scene. The man in the scene had rough and dark skin, with vicissitudes of life in his eyes, and was completely immersed in the role. The surrounding staff waited with bated breath for his performance.

    Fu Huai really loves acting. His role this time is to play a young man who walked out of a mountain village, which is ignorant and backward, and full of some absurd crimes. He is the only one who is sober and realizes that the behavior of the villagers is a crime...??? An evil person is full of pain and struggle.

    This film was made by a director who is good at shooting realistic themes. The melody of this film is depressing and dark. It especially tests the acting skills of the actors, and it is not pleasing to the current audience.Different voices, there are always people who still love their love and insist on their own persistence.

    When conditions permit, Ye Yuning is not hesitant to support the shooting of this theme.

    In order to truly restore the situation, the film crew deliberately found a remote, undeveloped, and primitive mountain village. Although the environment is a bit difficult, fortunately there is a green and natural scenery around, and fresh oxygen without the slightest pollution can be breathed.Not too bad.

    When the director yelled "Cut", Fu Huai finally relaxed his expression, and the surrounding staff also breathed a sigh of relief, and the peaceful mountain forest began to become noisy.

    Fu Huai subconsciously looked for Ye Yuning's existence, and when he saw her, he immediately showed a smile.

    The next shooting will be in the afternoon, Fu Huai hastily tidied himself up, and hurried over to Ye Yuning's side.

    He said apologetically, "Aren't you bored, why don't you go to the city to rest first, and come and find you after I'm done filming?"

    In addition to the beautiful scenery here, the living conditions are limited, and for the convenience of filming, the film crew rented a temporary place to live in a nearby village, and all the staff stayed in the village.

    The mountain village is two hours away from the urban area, and it is inconvenient to travel. Fu Huai really felt wronged by letting Ye Yuning stay here.

    Ye Yuning smiled: "No, it's pretty good here."

    Having experienced such a difficult life, Ye Yunning is really not as delicate as others think.

    The two held hands and walked away from the camera crew, taking a look at the surrounding scenery along the way, whispering to each other from time to time.

    in the ward.

    Ye Yunqing finally woke up after being in a coma for a day, with fear still remaining in his eyes, he looked around drowsily.

    The lights in the room were bright, but her heart sank to the bottom like the night outside, hopeless.

    Chen Manni, who had been guarding her and waiting for her to wake up, couldn't help crying when she saw her daughter woke up.

    "Qing Qing, don't scare mom, mom will be worried to death, okay?" She held her daughter's cold hand with tears in her eyes.

    Ye Yunqing frowned, and subconsciously pressed her chest, feeling the familiar pain inside.

    She whispered, "Mom, what's wrong with me?"

    Chen Manni wiped her tears: "The doctor said that you need to rest carefully after you are too excited, and don't be stimulated any more, otherwise,...," she began to cry again.

    She looked at her daughter's unhealthy pure color, and thought of the doctor's advice, saying that her daughter's heart was at the end of its strength, and she didn't know how long it could last, so she felt sad.

    She only has such a daughter, and after working so hard for so long, she still can't save her. For a while, she felt that the previous feistiness was meaningless.

    Ye Yunqing blinked hesitantly, his thinking was dull, and he couldn't even feel sad.

    She seemed to remember something: "Mom, where is Chen Ye?"

    Chen Manni said bitterly: "It's abominable that he died. It wasn't you who forced him to have a heart change back then. You came here to scare you when he was dying. He deserves it!"

    Tears welled up in her eyes, Ye Yunqing choked up and said, "He's dead, dead, so it's my turn next? Mom, I don't want to die, I don't want to die."

    She was really terrified, facing the threat of death all the time, which made her feel a surge of hatred. Why was she the one who had a heart attack?She just wants to live, why is it so difficult?

    "Mom, please help me, help me find my heart, I need an operation immediately, okay?" She begged her mother's hand.

    "Qingqing, Qing Qing, calm down and don't get excited. Why don't parents want to save you? We are already looking for you, and we will definitely find a heart that suits you. You have to persevere!" Chen Manni coaxed.

    "No, I can't find it," Ye Yunqing lowered her eyes disheartened, "I have waited for so long, if I can wait, I will."

    They had Huo Zheng's help in the past, and she had so many suitors who tried their best to search the world, didn't they not find a suitable one?

    The final result is also known, even if Chen Ye's heart is changed, it won't last long.

    What's more, now that Huo Zheng is gone, the people around her can also walk away, and those in prison, who else can they ask for help, relying on the strength of their own family, how slim is the hope!

    Chen Manni shook her head and comforted, "Don't give up, you will definitely wait. Are you willing to leave your parents?"

    God is really unfair, what mistake did Qing Qing make to take away her health.

    Ye Yunqing's eyes became deep in an instant, and he said softly: "Mom, where is sister? I want to see her."

    The heart that is most suitable for matching, do you have one around you soon?If no one can help you, then save yourself - she must never die!

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