Gu Huai's deep eyes dimmed, his brows were slightly frowned, and the faint loneliness between his brows made one's heartache unbearable.

The two looked at each other silently.

Jiang Yan watched Gu Huai's big tears fall one by one.

It was as if he had abandoned him.

There was a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, and suddenly his voice became hoarse.

"I forgot."

Gu Huai took out a gun, loaded it himself and put it in Jiang Yan's hand.

"Then you kill me."

With a trace of paranoia and madness, he lowered his head and kissed Jiang Yan's bare shoulder, once and for all, along his neck.

Or die at his hands.

Either stay and love yourself.

"You think I dare not?"

Jiang Yan put his arms around Gu Huai's back, and whispered softly in his ear.

"If killing you achieves my goal, then I won't hesitate."

Gu Huai straightened up, looked at him like this, and gently brushed Jiang Yan's forehead away with his fingers.

The facial features of boys are more clear.

The person in Gu Huai's memory also appeared faintly.

"Do you really think I'm reluctant to kill you?"

Jiang Yan tilted his head slightly, bent his light-colored eyes, and there was a bit of evil in his smile.

Laugh to hide something you dare not admit.

The muzzle of the gun was on Gu Huai's heart.

"We're just... that relationship."

Jiang Yan's eyes flickered slightly, avoiding Gu Huai's sight.

"Jiang Yan." Gu Huai approached again, stroking the boy's eyes with his fingers.

"I only have you left, my parents died, I want you to be mine, mine alone."

Gu Huai carefully held Jiang Yan's cheek, wanting to lower his head to kiss.

"Sorry." Jiang Yan gritted his teeth and pulled the trigger cruelly.

The bullet pierced Gu Huai's heart in an instant, and blood splashed on Jiang Yan's cheek.

Slap.

The gun fell to the ground, and Jiang Yan's fingers trembled violently.

Gu Huai didn't pay attention to these, and wiped off the blood on his face with a clean corner of his clothes.

Jiang Yan turned his head to avoid it, so that Gu Huai could not see the tears in his eyes, he turned around and opened the door to go out.

Like a deserter, he was afraid that if he stayed a little longer, he would be more reluctant.

When he stepped out of the threshold, he heard Gu Huai say something behind him.

"Jiang Yan, I like you."

Jiang Yan paused for half a second, and finally ran out from here.

The boy didn't dare to stop, and didn't stop until he reached the intersection.

Jiang Yan was out of breath, putting his hands on his knees, bending over to breathe heavily.

Beads of sweat fell drop by drop, mixed with the tears from the eyes, and fell into the hot ground that was ironed by the hot air in summer.

He knew he had softened his heart.

The only way to kill a zombie is to shoot it in the head.

But he repented temporarily and shot Gu Huai in the heart.

"Once again." Jiang Yan sat collapsed on the deserted side of the road in the middle of the night.

"Can you really go back?"

"Can I really go home?"

How could he go home if he kept softening his heart again and again like this.

Jiang Yan entered the space with his mind, took a bath casually, and went to drink out of the wine.

"Fourth brother, come to cheers!"

Drunkenly, Jiang Yan touched the beer across the table with a can of beer, and then gulped it down.

"You must be the happiest one when I'm not here. You just like to bully me and cheat me every day..."

Jiang Yan rubbed his numb cheeks and opened another can.

"Wait for me one last time, okay?"

Jiang Yan stretched out a finger and spoke to the air.

"I'll try... I'm reluctant to... kill him."

Jiang Yan lay down on the table after drinking the can, talking to himself with some doubts.

"Since I know, he has been waiting for me in the rain for five days."

Jiang Yan stretched out five fingers and placed them in front of his eyes.

"From here on, I... have softened my heart..."

"I, Jiang Ritian, who is so fucking dry all day long, would actually soften his heart?"

Jiang Yan stretched out his hand and slapped himself lightly, trying to wake up a bit.

However, after being drunk, his mind became even more confused, and he almost passed out with a slap.

Jiang Yan grinned and covered his face, his face hurt and his teeth hurt too.

The tears were more like beads with a broken thread, pitifully kept falling.

"But, Gu Huai seems...he's just like everyone else"

"He'll also cry because he's homeless ... he'll be tender and he'll regret it."

"He will say that he likes me, and his definition of me is not a bed partner."

Jiang Yan laughed at himself, resting his head in his arms, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.

"But the unlucky guy is Gu Huai'ai's boy. I took his place and don't belong here."

The boy laughed and cried twice, and suddenly stood up like a fool.

"Brother...wait for me, Jiang Lao Wu, to go back!"

Plop.

After Jiang Yan yelled, he fell back and fell asleep on the floor.

...

In the room, Gu Huai took off his shirt and randomly took a roll of bandages to wrap the wound tightly.

After a while, the patrol police in the base came to ask about the gunshots.

Gu Huai was perfunctory, saying that it was just a mistake.

After the patrolman left, Gu Huai closed the door without locking it.

Gu Huai went to the table and sat down, and took out a small box from his pants pocket.

There are two rings in it.

It belonged to his parents.

The uncle said that an accident occurred in the experiment of the parents, and they have become zombies.

The two are still locked in a cage in the basement's basement research room.

This pair of diamond rings is the only relic of their parents.

"Speak."

Gu Huai picked up one of them, and gently rubbed the smooth pair of rings with his fingers.

If Jiang Yan is willing, he wants to give one of them to Jiang Yan.

Not just liking, but wanting to keep people by my side.

It seemed that Jiang Yan could only get close to him when he killed himself.

The corner of Gu Huai's mouth raised a wry smile.

The next day, Jiang Yan woke up after being drunk.

It took half an hour to recall what happened.

In the end, he decided to hide from Gu Huai for the time being.

Wait until you figure out a suitable plan and shoot him through the head!

After washing up and coming out of the space, Jiang Yan was going back to get his backpack.

There was also a lot of toffee that he had hoarded that he didn't want to eat, and he was about to eat them all at once when his teeth stopped hurting.

And of course a pack of the precious Big Chili Chips.

It's his last pack.

Just walking downstairs to the dormitory, Jiang Yan saw a car parked at the door.

Si Hong just got out of the car.

When seeing Jiang Yan, Si Hong frowned and was about to speak.

"Jiang Yan!"

A voice of surprise was one step faster than Si Hong.

Jiang Yan heard the sound and looked at the boy standing behind Si Hong.

The boy came over, "Don't you know me?"

"..."

Jiang Yan looked at his face and thought for a while, then firmly said: "I don't know."

The boy was in a hurry: "I'm Zuo Jian!"

Jiang Yan was dumbfounded, looking at the tall, muscular man with yellow and black skin who was a little taller than himself.

"Who are you again?"

The greatly changed Zuo Jian smiled shyly.

"I'm Zuo Jian, Zuo Jian from the supermarket in City N."

Jiang Yan remembered, but the boy in his memory was completely connected with the masculine buddy in front of him at the moment.

Why did Zuo Jian, who was originally delicate, weak, and chatty, become a muscular man who could smash his chest to pieces with just a little punch?

Jiang Yan felt a little sour for a moment.

Why can't I have a good relationship with a macho figure?

"It's good to see you." Zuo Jian wanted to reach out to hug him.

Jiang Yan took a step back and said perfunctorily, "Well, long time no see."

"Zuo Jian, go get the material box! What are you talking about!"

Si Hong let out a roar full of anger, his eyes pierced Jiang Yan like knives.

Looking at Jiang Yan, it seemed to be looking at Jiang Jinlian.