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    "Although I can't guarantee a 100% correct rate—"

    Time is running out, Bai Shuangxing speeds up his speech: "When Shen Chan introduced bipolar disorder, she once told us that the two states of mania and depression are very different, but at the same time, they are also..."

    Speaking of this, Zhou Yue behind him looked flustered and pulled her sleeves hard.

    Bai Shuangxing felt something in her heart, she immediately silenced, and looked up to her side.

    A huge reflection sank down, like a squirming black swamp.

    Above the reflection was a shadow monster slowly approaching them.

    Behind it, there are second and third ones.

    When they suddenly appeared, Bai Shuangxing breathed a sigh of relief——

    It seems that she probably guessed right, that's why Bai Ye deliberately targeted her.

    This world belongs to patients with bipolar disorder, don't want her to tell Ji Fenglin the next words.

    As she expected, shortly after the monsters appeared, the body of the phone buzzed.

    This is a reminder that the battery is exhausted and is automatically shutting down.

    In order to prevent them from passing the customs smoothly, the system really took great pains.

    Thinking of this, Bai Shuangxing sneered silently, and raised his lips to look at the two monitoring systems, one black and one white.

    After all, 099 is a novice, he needs face, and face.

    After being stared at by Bai Shuangxing so abruptly, the villain in a white coat felt ashamed and silently looked away, not daring to meet her gaze.

    444 looked like "what can you do to me", looking up and meeting her eyes.

    However, even if the system blocks the communication between them, if you think about it carefully, the problem is actually not that big.

    Bai Shuangxing looked away.

    Once she successfully finds the exit and goes to the world where Ji Fenglin is, the two halves of Zhou Yue's soul can be successfully merged.

    In this side mission, as long as one person can break the situation, that's enough.

    Not far away, a dark figure walked and stopped, his figure undulating like waves.

    With them as a comparison, human beings are extraordinarily small, and if one is not careful, he will be swallowed up by the waves.

    Bai Shuang took a deep breath.

    After figuring out a way to leave here, her emotions were obviously relieved. Although she still felt uncomfortable, she finally gave birth to some motivation to continue exploring.

    In a state of extreme depression, once hope is lost, it is likely to enter the end of suicide.

    After the figures gradually disappeared, Bai Shuang put the phone in his pocket and looked sideways at Zhou Yue.

    His face was pale, and he looked at the white gate in the sky tremblingly, as if he was in a trance, his eyes were hollow and bloodshot.

    "Zhou Yue."

    Bai Shuangxing called him softly.

    The man shivered and shivered.

    "I figured out a way out."

    Bai Shuangxing softened his voice, trying his best to suppress the anxiety and uneasiness in his heart, so as not to let them affect the patient in front of him:

    "Hold on a little longer... soon, we will be able to leave here and return to the real world. Can you continue?"

    Zhou Yue took a deep breath, as if he was engaged in a fierce inner struggle. After a while, he finally made up his mind, gritted his teeth and nodded.

    Fortunately, the patient was very cooperative along the way.

    "On the way, I will explain to you in detail why I did this."

    Bai Shuangxing felt relieved, and raised the corner of his mouth: "First of all... I'm sorry, I'm afraid we have to go back to the starting point."

    The hordes of shadow monsters on the streets have never been the difficulty of this side challenge.

    Bai Shuangxing accompanied Zhou Yue, avoided them more and more proficiently, and walked lightly along the way. don't know how long it took, and finally returned to the original house.

    Zhou Yue had already heard Bai Shuangxing's plan, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, not at ease: "Can we...can we succeed?"

    Bai Shuangxing didn't think too much, and walked into his house: "How will you know if you don't try."

    bipolar disorder.

    Half of sea water and half of flame, the two emotions are incompatible with each other, separated in two completely different worlds.

    In the eyes of most people, the two worlds are so different that they will never intersect.

    As shown in front of their eyes, one up and one down, thousands of miles apart, out of reach.

    Zhou Yue's house had a lot of sundries, so Bai Shuang rummaged around and picked up a solid wooden stick for assembling a coat rack.

    She also tried to charge her mobile phone, but unfortunately, the world seems to have no electricity. After plugging in the charging head, the screen of the mobile phone was always dark.

    Bai Ye really sealed this road to death.

    but……

    Looking at the mobile phone that lost its communication function, Bai Shuangxing had a bad premonition in his heart.

    If it was really what she thought, only one person was needed to break the situation, why did the system do everything possible to block her communication with Ji Fenglin?

    The depressive episodes are getting worse and time is running out.

    There are no other clues at present, Bai Shuangxing thought for a few seconds, weighed the wooden stick, and walked to the door with it.

    Seeing her coming out, Zhou Yue hesitated to speak.

    In all fairness, he didn't think the plan would work.

    It is more accurate to say that since seeing that unreachable door, the hope in his heart has been wiped out.

    Instead of aimlessly looking for a way out here, it is better to end up as soon as possible. After all, in this weird world, they have only one dead end.

    But these words, he never said to Bai Shuangxing.

    After having such negative emotions, he himself has been tormented enough, pessimistic to the extreme, and thought of death countless times.

    At this moment, forcibly hold back what want to say, so as not to affect Bai Shuang's behavior——

    Unlike him, even if she is affected by the emotions of this world, she has been doing her best to find a way out.

    Perhaps influenced by her, when Bai Shuangxing walked out of the house step by step, Zhou Yue couldn't help but think:

    Maybe her method is really effective and can let them escape?

    "We're almost ready."

    Bai Shuangxing clenched the stick in his hand and walked forward slowly: "I'm starting."

    Her goal is the transparent wall at the end of the road, called the "space boundary".

    When people mentioned bipolar disorder, Wen Chuchu once asked whether the patient would continue to be in two different states.

    Shen Chan's answer is that although there is a short interval, most of the time, patients are in the process of alternating mania and depression.

    In their eyes, this pain cycle repeats without end.

    Mania and depression may seem far away, but in fact there is only a thin line between them.

    There is a thin line between them.

    "warn!"

    The system's prompt sound is sharp and piercing: "This is the boundary of the space, please do not approach!"

    Of course Baishuangxing ignored it.

    But in an instant, the wooden stick was swung forward forcefully, hitting the invisible high wall heavily.

    Zhou Yue who was not far away opened his eyes wide in surprise, and Bai Shuangxing squinted his eyes, showing a faint smile.

    ——In an instant, they all heard a rattling sound similar to broken glass.

    Where the wooden stick hit hard, it was like a shattered mirror, and hideous cracks like spider webs suddenly appeared.

    Zhou Yue couldn't hide his surprise: "Unexpectedly——"

    Bai Shuangxing didn't make a sound, and exerted strength in his hands again.

    In this side mission, there are three special places.

    The first is the door that hangs in mid-air.

    They didn't have any tools to use, and even if they climbed to the tallest building nearby, they couldn't reach the door frame.

    As for the special skills that Bai Ye bestowed on everyone, although Ji Fenglin could use "Wind", due to his low level, it was impossible to reach that height.

    The second is the gray space outside the city.

    Bai Shuangxing felt that it was probably a disturbance.

    When approaching the gray space, she could clearly feel the sudden increase in oppression.

    The place is endless, and once they enter it, it is very difficult to get out.

    Third, here it is.

    When Bai Shuangxing first came to this world and stepped out of Zhou Yue's house for the first time, he touched this invisible wall.

    Followed by the system "can not cross" warning.

    Can not be crossed.

    After reading these four words silently, Bai Shuangxing smiled.

    In the world of bipolar disorder, "manic" and "depressed", like a ouroboros biting its own tail, are closely connected from beginning to end, forming a continuous circle.

    The beginning is the end, and after the end, it is another new cycle.

    The starting point of the world of "depression" symbolizes the beginning of the depression state, and at the same time, it is also the end of the mania state.

    In other words, as long as she breaks this boundary...

    On the other side is the world where Ji Fenglin lives.

    She didn't need to take the trouble to go to heaven at all.

    The cracks on the mirror continued to expand, like vines spreading, and in an instant, most of the field of vision was covered with hoarfrost.

    Immediately afterwards, she and Zhou Yue heard a loud bang at the same time——

    Bai Shuangxing frowned suddenly.

    The boundary shattered, and the entire space began to shake violently uncontrollably.

    Not far away, the shadows wandering on the street sensed the movement, and cast empty and lifeless gazes at them one after another.

    Like hungry beasts finally finding their prey, they spread their legs and rushed forward.

    Bai Shuangxing grabbed Zhou Yue's sleeve: "Go!"

    She moved quickly, without hesitation, reached out to a cracked hole, and immediately passed through it.

    The moment he crossed the border, Bai Shuangxing felt a trance uncontrollably.

    My mind seemed to be filled with paste, and somehow, became dizzy.

    When she looked up and looked around, unexpectedly, she didn't see another colorful city in her imagination.

    This should be the connecting point of the two worlds.

    There are no houses, no roads, no shaped things, only a mess of color blocks floating in the air, looking turbid.

    The scene was so weird that Zhou Yue was taken aback.

    Bai Shuangxing comforted in a warm voice: "Don't be afraid, look ahead."

    Just a few hundred meters ahead, they saw bright colors that they hadn't seen for a long time, in clusters, like fire and smoke.

    It is almost the same as Baishuangxing's guess, it really is a city in another world.

    As long as you get there, this side mission can be successfully concluded.

    Having said that, Bai Shuangxing's expression darkened.

    She can feel that the degree of erosion here has far exceeded the capacity of the spirit.

    Not only mental despair and anxiety, but also corresponding physical symptoms, slow thinking, nausea and vomiting.

    "quick."

    She lowered her voice and spoke quickly: "Don't stay here."

    Zhou Yue noticed that something was wrong with her and nodded hastily.

    However, the next moment, the man's expression suddenly changed, and he let out a low cry of horror——

    In this chaotic space, the color blocks floating in the air slowly condensed, countless colors merged with each other, and finally reduced to a solid black.

    The black is like ink, gathering one by one, looking at it blindly, it looks like a person without a face.

    He couldn't hear the sound, and his expression was terrified and dazed;

    Beside Bai Shuangxing's ears, there were voices that sounded familiar.

    "I heard that she saw a ghost... and stayed in the house with her mother for two full days before... this child, is there something wrong with his mind?"

    "Aren't you scared stupid? Living in the same room as the corpse, it's creepy just thinking about it...why didn't you call the police?"

    "She was weird before? I heard that her parents..."

    "Stop talking, it's late at night, it sounds bad luck."

    It was the distant relatives who came out of nowhere after the group of mothers passed away.

    Severe pain came from the back of her head, Bai Shuang pursed her lips and pierced her palm with her nails.

    The discomfort in her heart became more and more intense, she ignored those voices: "Go."

    After the voice fell, another group of figures floated, splitting into several small figures.

    "Ah? Hell? It's scary to death. Are there really ghosts in the world?"

    "I heard that she went to a mental hospital... Isn't that a lunatic?"

    "Crazy people can also attend class with us?"

    "Anyway, my mother told me to stay away from her and not to play with her."

    Is a childhood classmate.

    The news of his mother's death spread quickly, and the strange behavior of Bai Shuang spread like wildfire.

    When she plucked up the courage to go to school and stepped into the classroom, she saw pairs of eyes full of scrutiny, suspicion and fear.

    The small figures chattered, but Bai Shuangxing ignored them.

    There's no need to waste time for a bunch of little bastards.

    The rustling sound kept ringing in my ears, some people were laughing, some people were whispering.

    A few groups of black shadows swarmed up, trying to grab her cuffs and ankles, but Bai Shuangxing kicked her away mercilessly.

    She acted very calm from beginning to end, as if the "crazy" and "monster" that those people called had nothing to do with her.

    The surveillance system 444 remained silent.

    When his body and mind were on the verge of collapse, Bai Shuangxing was able to ignore the words in his ear and insisted on moving forward...

    To be honest, this far exceeded its expectations.

    It is that it underestimates the willpower of human beings.

    The pitch-black figures gradually increased, unknowingly, surrounding the entire space.

    Zhou Yue walked forward step by step completely by instinct, his mind was blank everywhere, subconsciously, he looked at Bai Shuangxing for help.

    Zhou Yue was stunned when his eyes fell on her.

    At this moment, in Bai Shuangxing's eyes, he saw the dazed emotion for the first time.

    she……

    Confused, he followed her gaze forward.

    Not far away, is a slender figure of a woman.

    Bai Shuang acted slightly stiff, staring at the shadow in silence.

    "Why doesn't he come home? One month... It's been a month!"

    The woman was covering her face and crying, thinking of something, she suddenly raised her head: "It must be you, yes, you are not good enough... Bai Shuang, can't you do better? Mom only has this hope... Work harder to make Dad like itCome to you and let him go home, okay?"

    Then, beside her, a man's shadow appeared.

    Not knowing what happened, he was furious.

    "I make dozens of phone calls every day. Are you sick? I am a human being, not your dog!"

    "Want to use my daughter to trap me? Who wants to stay in such a home!"

    "...Bai Shuang Xing, remember well, don't be as virtuous as your mother!"

    Then, there was a woman's hoarse cry.

    "Bai Shuang Xing... You are different from your father, you will always be by my side, right?"

    "A day like this, it's better to die!"

    "What's the use of me giving birth to you? What's the use of it!"

    ... want to vomit.

    Confused, Bai Shuangxing covered his heart.

    The influence of "Yu" reached its peak. Amidst the crowds of figures and voices, she didn't want to escape, didn't want to move, and even forgot that she was still alive.

    The feeling of nausea and nausea persisted for a long time, and she thought of many things in the past——

    Those things are enough to make her give up resistance and stay here forever.

    "Bai Shuang line."

    The woman's shadow climbed up her back, and said in a faint voice, "Do you know how hard it was for me to raise you? I hate it so much, it hurts... Aren't you the same? Living is too tiring, why don't you liberate with me."

    The man's vague figure approached her, his tone was cold:

    "Given the choice, I'd rather never meet your mother. As for you—"

    "……never mind."

    A group of children surrounded her, giggling and chuckling.

    "wack……"

    "...Don't play with her."

    "Madman! Mental illness!"

    Bai Shuangxing looked at them, without moving for a long time, his body was like a sculpture.

    Ruined.

    Also bound tightly by one hand, Zhou Yue felt an unprecedented sense of despair in his heart, his eyes were red, and he wailed silently in his heart.

    This is a complete dead end.

    Even Baishuangxing gave up resistance, they were trapped here, and they would surely die.

    In the dark void, 099 frowned tightly.

    For some unknown reason, when Baishuang Xing was racing wildly all the way in its white night, it was secretly praying all the time, wanting her to leave as soon as possible.

    But when it really came to this kind of time, it stood there silently, thinking of the end of Baishuangxing being swallowed by the shadow, it was actually a little unhappy.

    ...It must be an illusion, right?

    "It can be over."

    The tone of No. 444 of the monitoring system was indifferent: "Although she successfully investigated the key to breaking the situation, it is a pity—"

    Speaking of this, the villain covered in pitch black suddenly stopped.

    Beside it, 099 also showed a look of astonishment.

    This is impossible.

    The Baishuang line, which was supposed to be swallowed by the will of the world... actually moved.

    Her eyes were slender and quiet, filled with various emotions, which settled in her eyes one by one, converging into an inseparable deep black.

    In a world full of despair and malice, Bai Shuangxing raised his right hand and resolutely pushed away the woman's palm on her shoulder.

    The woman froze and looked up in disbelief.

    "Why should I stay here with you?"

    Bai Shuang raised the corner of her mouth, but there was no smile in her eyes: "...someone is always waiting for me."

    At home many years ago, she was used to waiting.

    Waiting for her family to return, waiting for her parents to give her appreciative eyes, waiting for the day when mom and dad get along in harmony and treat their children tenderly like other parents.

    It's a pity that found out later that in that family, no one really cared about her.

    Neither father nor mother wanted her.

    But……

    Even if the couple who are the parents regard her as a burden, there must be other people in other places who will have expectations of her.

    She is no longer the little girl who just craves for love and attention. Her world has become bigger, farther and wider.

    The woman's palm was pushed away, Bai Shuangxing gritted her teeth, and dragged Zhou Yue forward step by step.

    Immediately is the export.

    There are only a few final steps left.

    She will survive.

    The mental pressure is about to burst the heart, and there is a tear-like pain in the chest cavity.

    The shadows approached tirelessly, wanting them to stay.

    Bai Shuangxing was about to dodge, when in this confined space, he suddenly encountered a ray of cold wind.

    ——Without any warning, someone gently grabbed her right hand and pulled her forward.

    This was something far beyond her expectations, Bai Shuangxing didn't realize it, and was stunned for a moment.

    As far as the line of sight is concerned, there are long-lost, fresh and bright clean colors.

    The person who pulled her out of the shadow was thin and tall, with extremely black hair, deep brown eyes, cold white skin, thin lips, and soft powder.

    And she is monotonous black and white.

    It was like two worlds colliding.

    The moment the fingertips touch each other, various pigments melt into the black and white ink painting.

    The intricate colors spread from her fingertips, as if the paint was pouring and soaking the paper.

    The rich color of the person in front of him faded away, and the world connected to him also trembled slightly——

    The next moment, different colors filled every corner of Bai Shuangxing's body, and then flowed through her to the whole black and white world behind her.

    Like spring breeze and drizzle, moisten things silently.

    Black and white fade away, and the world is given a new meaning and reborn.

    The tip of the nose is the familiar fragrance of washing powder, which is very light and inexplicably reassuring.

    She heard Ji Fenglin's heavy breathing, a little hot, gently brushing against the eardrums.

    He didn't go beyond the relationship between the two, and before Bai Shuangxing's feet were unstable and was about to fall into his arms, he reached out his hands in time and carefully supported her shoulders.

    So Bai Shuangxing stood firmly, and they separated a safe distance.

    The hurricane in my head calmed down, and the heavy pressure in my heart slowly faded away.

    Everything that happened not long ago was like a dream, Bai Shuangxing was in a trance, and his heart was still beating violently.

    ……correct.

    In this side mission, she has a teammate.

    When she realized the traps in the rules and set off to return to Zhou Yue's house, Ji Fenglin must have figured out the tricks.

    Then break down the border between the two worlds, as Rime Walk did.

    From beginning to end, it wasn't just Bai Shuangxing who was looking for him unilaterally.

    In the distant and strange world beyond the reach of sight, Ji Fenglin was also approaching her little by little.

    The colors were dark and silent, and for a while, the surroundings became extremely quiet.

    Ji Fenglin looked at her, didn't speak for a while, he raised his right hand jerky, and patted Bai Shuangxing's back clumsily as if to comfort her.

    His voice was very low: "Don't be afraid."

    Feeling her disordered breathing, the young man lowered his eyes and squeezed Bai Shuangxing closer to him.

    All kinds of warm colors quietly melted in his palm, soaked into the slender body under the palm, and blended softly.

    Ji Fenglin seemed to be talking to her, but also whispered to himself: "...I found you."

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