When Xia Zhuo saw the news, his heart skipped a beat.

But soon, the other party clicked withdraw.

It looks like it was sent to her by mistake.

She stared at the dialog box for a while, but he didn't post any new ones, and she just regarded it as a small episode, and Jun pretended not to see it.

Lu Fenghe withdrew the message, regretted it after sending it, felt that it was a bit out of bounds in a certain sense, and regretted the withdrawal after withdrawing it, feeling that people should have seen it, and it didn't help the matter.

He held the phone in his hand and thought for a while, then simply threw it aside.

forget about it.

Chen Chaoyang liked the cat very much, and reached out to touch it, "It's too cold today, your parents aren't here?"

"Go shopping."

Before the second elder left, he also told him not to go out if he could not go out, so that the endless cold would be better.

Even if they don't say it, Lu Fenghe doesn't like to go out when it snows.

It may be that the two brothers broke the blood relationship between the bones and the tendons, and sometimes the old couple can't be blamed for being dazed and using him as a stand-in.

He didn't like winter when he was born in the womb, and he hated snow even more. When he was born one or two years old, he was considered obedient. He didn't cry at night, didn't wake up at night, and didn't bother Ms. Song at all. Only when it snowed, he was like a ghost.Crying all the time.

Later someone told him that his elder brother Lu Chuanxing, that young man who was also in full bloom and high spirits, died in a freezing and heavy snow day.

For several days in a row, Xia Zhuo had the same schedule as at school, waking up, washing, eating, and doing homework.

She has already finished half of the papers for the winter vacation homework.

As for what Lu Fenghe said on WeChat, "I can't find him", she just took it as a polite remark, and didn't have the nerve to bother him.

Early this morning, Zhao Suizi asked her to meet, and said that he wanted to go to the bookstore to buy a few books. The weather was cold, and he wanted to buy another scarf.

Xia Zhuo was bored for a few days and didn't go out. Now he changed his clothes early and went downstairs to have breakfast.

As soon as the door was locked, someone behind him said, "Girl, let me go."

Someone was moving things in the corridor outside, like someone bought some big electrical appliance, and several workers were wearing gloves, working together to lift it forward.

Xia Zhuo took a few steps aside, watched the workers carrying things, and went to the door at the top, 306.

Zhao Suizi called to remind her, but she stopped looking at it in time.

There is no rush to go to the bookstore, the two girls still prefer to go shopping when they get together, and visit those small jewelry stores.

So at ten o'clock in the morning, Xia Zhuo and Zhao Suizi appeared at the entrance of the shopping mall with a cup of milk tea, their eyes fell on two people not far away almost at the same time.

A man and a woman, the girl is gentle and pleasant, the boy was called out as if he hadn't woken up, leaning against the telephone pole, a little sleepy.

She also recognized it at a glance, it was Lu Fenghe.

"That girl is so beautiful." Zhao Suizi took a sip of milk tea and pointed her eyes, "I've seen her on the official account of the Fourth Middle School, so she must be considered half a school belle, right?"

Xia Zhuo watched from a distance, and the girl next to Lu Fenghe was slim and tall. She wore thick winter clothes and didn't look bloated on her body. She had a simple ponytail and her hair was tied up casually, giving her a youthful look.

Indeed, it can afford the word "school belle".

I don't know what the two of them were talking about, but he smiled, very nice.

It was the first time Xia Zhuo saw him smile like this.

Lu Fenghe didn't like to smile since he was a child, even if he smiled, it was put on a fake smile, and the corner of his mouth raised always made people feel contemptuous and contemptuous.

Simple, pure laughter like this.

It only appeared in front of that girl.

The setting of the school belle and the math genius makes people feel that they are a good match even without looking at the person.

Lu Fenghe is a typical person who doesn't sleep at night and wakes up in the morning. He went to bed at four or five o'clock yesterday, and was woken up by the phone at eight o'clock in the morning.?”

The girl opposite had a guilty expression on her face, as if she had done so much to offend him.

"Sorry, I just want to study hard for the rest of my high school, so I didn't accept your gift that day, and I didn't expect that you haven't been to school since that day. I heard from others that you transferred to the attached high school."

The girl said, lowering her head slightly, as if embarrassed, "If you want, after you finish the college entrance examination, I, I will..."

Lu Fenghe became more confused the more he listened, and interjected, "No, I didn't say I like you?"

"Ah?" The girl was stunned for a moment, "The gift..."

When Gao Hui mentioned this, Lu Fenghe remembered that before he transferred to another school, he seemed to have done something to deliver someone to the west, "I was asked to deliver it, and he was still writing in it."

Gao Hui was pretty, with embarrassment and more shyness in her eyes, she blushed and said "Oh."

Lu Fenghe didn't come up with Ms. Song's "Feng Shui Theory", but just said casually, "My family gave it away."

Gao Hui lowered her head, and there was an imperceptible loss in her eyes.

Two years ago, the first year of No. 4 Middle School was catching up with the school to shoot the brochures. The photographers picked out a facade among the freshman boys and girls, and these facades were Lu Fenghe and Gao Hui.

Handsome men and beautiful women, young and reckless, and the sports school uniforms without a sense of design are also very eye-catching. Since then, there have been scandals about the two of them inexplicably.

Lu Fenghe has always been the topic of conversation in No. 4 Middle School, and so is Gao Hui. She has always admired Lu Fenghe.

But gradually, this appreciation seems to have changed in quality.

Gao Hui was the representative of the class before the branch of arts and sciences. That day she took the arts and sciences report from the class and found that there was a person who hadn't written anything. She was looking for someone when she came across Lu Fenghe who had just returned from playing ball.She was sweating a little and her hands were dirty, so she kindly said, "Lu Fenghe, do you choose essays or rationales, I'll fill them out for you."

Lu Fenghe got full marks nine out of ten times in single subject of mathematics, and his materialization was also outstanding. Almost everyone agreed that he would choose reason.

Gao Hui's question was just a formality.

But he glanced at Gao Hui and said, "I'll choose the text."

Because there were rumors about the two of them before, a few boys behind him who came back from playing began to take the opportunity to follow suit, making some strange noises in a drawl.

This noise attracted many people in the class to look here.

Gao Hui asked again and said, "Do you really want to select essays? This is the last count, and I can't change it after I hand it in."

He just nodded calmly, "Well, the selection."

Under the background of the atmosphere, the deeds of the science masters choosing essays for love quickly spread among the four middle schools.

This word even reached the ears of the teacher in the office. The head teacher also pointed him out in class because of this matter, saying not to act impulsively, but he ignored it and would never change the decision.

Gao Hui's admiration for him is that in the ambiguous rumors that have been circulating for a while, the girl's mind is throbbing quietly, and the quality has changed silently.

Looking at it now, it was just a misunderstanding.

She endured the sourness and changed the subject, "What's wrong with your throat, do you have a cold?"

He responded, "Well, it's almost ready."

Gao Hui also said quickly, "Then, I'll go first, pay attention to your health."

Lu Fenghe said "hmm" and watched her go. The rumors of "selecting essays for love" spread everywhere, and he didn't explain it. He knew that Gao Hui and him didn't have that kind of ambiguous meaning to each other. Gao HuiHis appreciation is only based on mathematics.

As long as the parties are clear about each other, it is enough to explain to others how many mouths they can't tell, so they don't bother to explain.

It wasn't until just now that he realized that the aftermath of the rumor's fermentation was not as simple as the past.

But he didn't say sorry either, it would be tantamount to revealing her feelings for him, which would be embarrassing.

Lu Fenghe sighed silently, he didn't seem to do anything every day, and he seemed to do some wrong things.

He raised his eyes casually, and saw a familiar figure flash past outside the revolving door on the right side of the shopping mall.

It's Xia Zhuo.

Xia Zhuo took a packet of sugar-fried chestnuts and flicked them in his hands. Zhao Suizi told the rumors about Lu Fenghe and Gao Hui from the first year of high school to the third year of high school. The story ends with "Lu FengWo sent a gift and was rejected, so he transferred to another school in a fit of anger" is the ending.

Listening to that is called a vigorous and wanton youth.

Xia Zhuo ate the chestnuts, thinking about the student Lu who "didn't live" at the front desk in the last week before the holiday.

It's really like falling in love and giving up all day long, coupled with an endless bad cold that can't be cured, the whole person looks mournful and sick, and the pain of the male protagonist sets him up, so he stands still.

Xia Zhuo couldn't help sighing in his heart, why was he so lovestruck when he grew up.

Is it worth it to put your own future in it?

Zhao Suizi also couldn't help sighing, "In the future, I also hope that someone will love me so desperately, and it will be worthwhile to ask me to do anything, and I don't want to make him sad at all."

Xia Zhuo drank milk tea, quietly did not respond, she seemed rebellious, contrary to Zhao Suizi, she didn't want someone to throw away everything and love her regardless.

It's not that love isn't worth it, it's that she isn't worth it.

Xia Zhuo went back to Tongzilou again, it was two or three o'clock in the afternoon after having lunch outside.

As soon as she entered the corridor, she vaguely felt as if someone was looking at him, that gaze was direct and hot from top to bottom.

With this gaze she walked for a while, looked up at the corner of the second floor, in the quiet stairwell in the afternoon, separated by more than one floor, the railings were rusty and red, Lu Fenghe was sitting at the stairs on the third floor, looking down at her slightly.

Maybe it's because heard too many stories about him and that girl today, but looking at him now, the sad filter is automatically superimposed.

Xia Zhuo's footsteps stopped for a moment, then continued to go upstairs, and he said, "Why are you here?"

He stepped on the steps casually, looking leisurely, "I found someone to install the network cable and bought a refrigerator. The master can't find the way, so I'll wait for him."

She didn't say anything else, she nodded politely and walked past him.

Maybe it was the wind brought by walking, and she smelled that cold fragrance again.

It should be certain that it is on him.

As soon as she took a step, she heard him say, "Xia Zhuo, why are you always so polite."

She turned her head and met his dark eyes.

He sat in the stairwell like this, looking up at her, "I didn't go to see you on purpose at the end of that year."

The author has something to say:

(Gently puts a pre-acquisition) Lu Fenghe's older brother, Lu Chuanxing, pre-accepts the heroine of "Only I Know".

———The text is as follows——

When we first met, under the willow tree, his school uniform was draped over his shoulders, and he was wearing a loose old man's shirt. He stood upright and raised his chin maliciously at her, "Yo, she's still a Jiangnan sister."

See also, Lin Yuan was wearing a mask to give someone a tattoo. As soon as she got up, the young man below gritted her teeth and hissed softly, "Be gentle, it hurts."

She looked at the needle that was half a centimeter in the air and hadn't touched his needle, and was stunned for a moment, afraid of pain, this was the first time she saw it.

The young man turned his head and recognized those Jiangnan eyes at a glance. There was a vague and lazy tone in his voice, dangerous and contemptuous, "Public revenge?"

In the mountain town in midsummer, the cicadas were singing endlessly. The girl wore a bright red dress and looked at him with dark eyes, "I will be eighteen next summer, can you give me a kiss?"

Under the willow tree, the willful and frivolous young man turned his eyes away. For the first time, his ears were red.

In the midsummer of the next year, it was rainy and rainy, so he missed the appointment.

She only received a piece of paper and a letter, which was a cramped and crappy love letter. There were only a few lines in the letter, which contained a grand secret about the youth: in my unknown youth, I liked a girl named Lin Yuan.

The most hypocritical words in his life were written in the love letter that he did not send.

Lin Yuan looked at the letter and heard that the coward who was afraid of pain died in a heavy snowfall in the north.

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2022.10.29