Lu Fenghe put his elbows on his legs and lowered his head slightly.

After a long time, he moved his lips, and his voice was a little weak.

"I know I'm an asshole for saying that now, but that's about as far as I like it."

In the future, he can't do anything, and he can't promise anything.

How does it feel to confess failure.

What does it feel like to be rejected by someone you like.

Why do the people I like don't like me.

The mobile phone's big data seemed to be a genius, and she pushed this soft article to her for several days in a row.

In the milk tea shop, Xia Zhuo sighed silently while holding the phone.

She should have been rejected.

After hearing Lu Fenghe's words that day, she acquiesced that she was rejected, and she blushed for a moment, unable to tell which was more awkward or embarrassing.

She didn't even ask him what he meant by this sentence, she nodded hastily, and gave a vague "um" twice, like a loser who fled.

After leaving that day, she seemed to be avoiding him on purpose, walking up and down the stairs with her head down, for fear of running into him head-on.

The result of completely piercing this layer of window paper was embarrassment, silence, and she didn't know how to talk to him.

Lu Fenghe also tacitly never came to look for her again.

She was greedy and wanted a long-term relationship, but unexpectedly, it ended early.

"Hello classmate, you want two matcha ice creams." The clerk held up two cone-shaped things and handed them over, interrupting her messy thoughts.

"Thank you." Xia Zhuo reached out to take it, turned around and saw Zhao Suizi rushing into the store.

Zhao Suizi just cut her bangs at home yesterday, and they were ruined, so she had to wear a hat to cover them up when she went out.

"It's really hot to wear a hat, but bangs are really ugly. I will definitely not cut them myself next time. I have some money. I will only find out after trying it out. It really needs others to earn it." Zhao Suizi sighed, and took an ice cream from her hand.

Zhao Suizi already knew about Xia Zhuo and Lu Fenghe.

The circle is so big, Xia Zhuo didn't deliberately hide it, Chen Chaoyang probably knows it now.

While eating, Zhao Suizi found a perfect place to sit down and enjoy the air conditioner, "Well, Xia Zhuo, tonight's class reunion...you..."

Xia Zhuo "rejected his confession" four days ago, and there is a high probability that he will meet Lu Fenghe at the class reunion a few hours later.

This embarrassment is no less than the ex-boyfriend who tore his face when he bumped into him on the street and broke up.

Halfway through Zhao Suizi's question, he realized that he shouldn't have said that. Isn't that embarrassing?

Xia Zhuo ate the ice cream and reacted flatly, "It's okay, we will meet when we meet."

Such a calm answer stunned Zhao Suizi for a moment, sometimes she would quarrel with Chen Chaoyang, and would deliberately avoid him for a few days, Xia Zhuo was more free and easy than she thought in this regard.

Xia Zhuo looked at the clerk with no expression on his face as he helped people place orders, introduced new products, and was busy back and forth.

She wasn't free and easy, but felt that hiding was not an option, and she wanted to ask what he meant by that sentence.

Even if you are rejected, you have to die to understand.

A few girls came in next to them, chatting and laughing, someone was ordering at the front, and the two girls at the back were having fun, "Hey, do you think Lu Fenghe will come to the party tonight?"

"It's hard to say." The girl in the red skirt shook her head, "He transferred to the attached middle school to teach me a class, and I told me that their class also had a party today. I don't know where he goes."

"He has been in the No. 4 Middle School for two and a half years, and he has only been in the Affiliated Middle School for half a year. He should attend No. 4 Middle School anyway."

The girl in the red skirt seemed to smell a little bit of gossip, "Then do you think he will meet Gao Hui?"

"I met Gao Hui the day before yesterday. She had her hair permed, and she looks like a famous lady, a special goddess."

"Didn't everyone say that Lu Fenghe chose liberal arts because of Gao Hui? Now that they have graduated, there is nothing that can stop them."

"I don't have anything to say if we really want to be together, after all, the two really match each other."

Zhao Suizi heard someone talking, the ice cream melted and dripped on her hands, and she came back to her senses. She hurriedly pulled out a piece of paper to wipe her hands, and looked at Xia Zhuo cautiously, "How about, let's go."

Lu Fenghe could be heard everywhere.

Isn't he just a little bit more handsome...indeed more than a little bit.

Zhao Suizi couldn't convince herself on this point.

In fact, Xia Zhuo didn't really want to leave. For some reason, he suddenly wanted to hear some more gossip about him and Gao Hui.

Seeing her in a daze, Zhao Suizi thought she was stimulated by the two girls' words, so she took the initiative to change the topic and said, "Xia Zhuo, would you like to accompany me to the jewelry store?"

Thus, Xia Zhuo was successfully kidnapped by her.

In the afternoon, the two went to the jewelry store, and Zhao Suizi bought a new hat for herself, bean paste green, which was pretty nice.

At the party at night, when it was almost time, people in the class group began to send out red envelopes.

Ask why it hasn't arrived yet.

Zhao Suizi looked through the group chats. In the past, Chen Chaoyang was the most active in such matters, but today he didn't even appear in the group.

Not to mention coaxing messages.

Zhao Suizi chatted privately and asked if Chen Chaoyang had gone. By the way, she wanted to insinuate whether Lu Fenghe had gone, and if she had gone, would she make up some reason to keep Xia Zhuo away from him.

As a result, after the news was sent out for a long time, Xia Zhuo and others had walked to the door of the hotel, and Chen Chaoyang didn't reply a word.

Zhao Suizi pinched his phone and poked his head viciously, "Very well, Chen Chaoyang, you dare not reply to my message, don't let me go in and see you."

The private room of the hotel is so large that there is not even room for one table, but two tables.

Zhao Suizi went in and started looking for people. At a glance, everyone in the class saw them, but they didn't see Chen Chaoyang and Lu Fenghe.

At this moment, Chen Chaoyang replied the message with three short words: in the hospital.

Zhao Suizi was also dumbfounded by these words, and she immediately sent the next sentence to ask him what's wrong.

The other party did not return.

This sudden abnormality made people quite flustered.

"My grandma has high blood pressure. After all, the old man is already sick, and it is difficult to control a little emotional."

Chen Chaoyang took a few lists, and finally had time to sit down for a while.

Not long after Lu Fenghe and Chen Chaoyang met in the afternoon, Chen Chaoyang's neighbor called to say that something happened to his grandma.

These few days, Chen Chaoyang's parents were not at home and lived with his grandma. Chen Chaoyang, a strong man, had never been to the hospital at all, and he obviously didn't know what to do when he followed the 120.

Now that it was clear that there was nothing wrong, Chen Zhaoyang heaved a sigh of relief and took out his phone to reply to someone else's message.

Chen Chaoyang was typing, turned his head to look at him and said, "The party in the class has already started, do you still want to go?"

Lu Fenghe is not a person who likes to join in the fun, so he thought for a while and said, "Forget it."

"Zhao Suizi and Xia Zhuo have gone." Chen Chaoyang put away the mobile phone, pinching and turning it in his hand for a while, "It's better not to go, so as not to run into each other."

Another result of confession is a complete end.

Lu Fenghe didn't know what to do, so he just didn't see each other, dragged on, and in less than a month, he was leaving.

If there is no accident, he and Xia Zhuo will never have the chance to meet again in the vast crowd.

No matter how he thought about it, he felt that he was incompetent.

Chen Chaoyang's phone vibrated again, it was Zhao Suizi who was replying to someone, when he saw Lu Fenghe suddenly stand up from the corner of his eye.

As soon as he raised his head, before he could make a sound, Lu Fenghe casually said a few words, "I have something to do, let's go first."

Lu Fenghe went out from the hospital, and as soon as he left the gate, he bumped into Zhao Suizi and Xia Zhuo who were supposed to be at the class reunion.

Xia Zhuo was also taken aback when he saw him.

Zhao Suizi was more anxious, and asked when he saw him, "Where is Chen Chaoyang, is he alright?"

Lu Fenghe's eyes fell on Xia Zhuo, without thinking much, he responded to Zhao Suizi's words, "He's up there, on the fourth floor, he's fine."

His gaze was direct and hot, and he never left after staring at Xia Zhuo.

It's obvious to anyone.

Zhao Suizi glanced at the two of them, worried about Chen Chaoyang, and said, "Then I'll go up and have a look first."

Zhao Suizi walked quickly, the hospital entrance was empty, only Xia Zhuo and him were left.

The two stood and stared blankly, and after a while, Xia Zhuo took the initiative to ask before the embarrassment began to spread, "What's wrong with Chen Chaoyang?"

Lu Fenghe said, "He's fine, his grandma fainted from high blood pressure and was sent to the hospital."

Xia Zhuo and Zhao Suizi's news was wrong, they thought it was Chen Chaoyang, that's why Zhao Suizi was so anxious just now.

An oolong, let them meet here.

Xia Zhuo went to a nearby convenience store and bought two cans of Sprite, sharing one with him.

There are some food stalls pushing tricycles at the entrance of the hospital, selling Xiaolongbao tea eggs and egg-filled pancakes. In the dark, lights are hung on the stalls, and the steam is rising, which looks very human.

That year in the capital, Xia Zhuo took him out of the hospital, and the scene in front of him was almost the same.

If you think about it carefully, that day was the last time she saw him in the capital.

Xia Zhuo sat on the steps next to him, and suddenly turned his head to look at him with a lot of emotion. Maybe after today, they will be the same as before, and they will part from now on and never see each other again.

Lu Fenghe watched those small stalls busy, and felt that this scene was too memorable.

He took a sip of Sprite and said quietly for a moment, "I'm sorry."

Xia Zhuo's voice was very calm, as if two people were chatting, "I'm sorry for what."

Lu Fenghe didn't talk about those messy metaphysics, and simply said, "My parents want me to go to Ning Xi or Yan Ping, to settle down there, to study, and to apply for volunteers after the results come down, and we will move out when the admission results come out at the latest."

So, here's what he said.

He can't go to university Yu, and he can't give her a long-term relationship.

If you can't take the next step, you can only like it.

Xia Zhuo heard the explanation she wanted, maybe because she was afraid that she would be lost in the sea of people again after a farewell today, she didn't hide it, and asked very straightforwardly, "So you like me, right?"

He nodded, "Yes."

Then, there was a long silence between the two of them.

It is the first time for Xia Zhuo to like someone, so it is inevitable that he will be a little impulsive.

A certain thought flashed through her mind just now, she wanted to say Lu Fenghe, you go, Ning Xi or Yan Ping, I will accompany you.

But after thinking about it, Lu Fenghe didn't tell her the reason before, he just didn't want her to give up university Yu and follow him.

If you make an impulsive choice, you will regret it later.

She can't guarantee that in the future, if the two of them come to see each other and hate each other, will she say something like "If it wasn't for you, I would never give up university Yu". University Yu is her all-time favoritedream.

Those words were enough to sting him.

Xia Zhuo was drinking Sprite, saw a student in front of him forgot to pay for something, got on the bike and suddenly remembered, and hurried back to pay.

She sighed softly, "Isn't it possible in a different place?"

The Sprite in Lu Fenghe's hand was down to the bottom. He carried the can and slowly swayed it a few times, "It's the first time we're in a relationship and we're in a different place, don't you feel wronged?"

And after four years, he may not know where he will go again. Once he starts to move away, it is really far away, and there is no hope at all.

He is rich, and his parents have never lost money to him. He also has the conditions and energy to fly back and forth from Yan Ping to Province Yu, and he can meet her on all holidays.

But always feel that this is unfair to her.

She can obviously know better and more worthy people in university Yu, which is second only to Tsinghua and Peking University.

Why bother to hold your phone all day long and talk to him about an invisible relationship.

Lu Fenghe's self-awareness is quite clear, he is a depraved and spoiled rich second generation, and his abilities are mediocre, but he is indeed not outstanding.

To put it bluntly, he was in Lu Chuanxing's favor.

The girl beside her held Sprite and looked at him seriously, "Lu Fenghe, I am not wronged."