On the issue of feelings, Su Huaian knows that he is a person with an ostrich mentality.

Maybe it's because he didn't grow up in an ordinary family, didn't know how his parents get along, and he watched the friends around him split and reunite, so he never had the need for intimacy.

From his point of view, if a series of accidents happened right after crossing over, he might still be in the same state as he was in his previous life.

But there are no "ifs" in the real world.

Because of a mistake, he not only has Zai Zai, but also has an inseparable bond with Rong Xu.

Previously, he had been avoiding facing such fetters.

Although this evasion was dubbed "predicting the plot" in the name of "survival considerations", but after gradually understanding the extraterrestrial demons, it would no longer be an excuse.

But on that day, when Su Huai'an found out that the "senior brother" who had been by his side for a long time was not as simple as a senior brother, but Xuantian Mozun, Su Huaian still ran away without thinking.

After that, he also asked himself, why can the love partner be "senior brother", but not "Rong Xu"?

Although there are two identities, in the final analysis, the essence is one person.

Su Su Huai'an eventually came to the conclusion that she was insecure.

In his opinion, "Senior brother" is a senior brother of the same generation. Although there is a difference in cultivation between the two, they are better than knowing the basics.

I have a good impression of "Senior Brother", and if the other party doesn't mind, it is possible to fall in love with "Senior Brother".

He likes the indulgence and thoughtfulness of his "senior brother".

But, what if Senior Brother Xu suddenly became "Xuantian Demon Lord"?

Su Su Huai'an couldn't accept it.

Of course there is a feeling of being deceived. He can't accept that the person he has been avoiding for a long time is by his side, which makes him feel a deep sense of fear.

In addition, it is more of a fear of unbalanced life.

It was as if because of the identity of the other party, his peaceful life was about to be broken.

In such an irrational state, he uttered cruel words to Rong Xu that day, asking Rong Xu never to appear in front of him again.

"If you are here for the child, then I'm sorry, I will never hand over the cub to you."

When the words fell, he met Rong Xu's surprised and puzzled eyes.

On that day, Su Su Huai'an poured out the panic and worry in his heart as if venting.

Of course he was also worried that Rong Xu would be angry.

Although Senior Brother Xu has a good temper, he is not sure that Xuantian Mozun himself has enough patience.

But he still said all he wanted to say.

There is a hostility in his heart, which has been accumulating since that unprovoked crossing, and has been accumulating until now.

Facing the toss of fate, he really didn't want to bear it.

An unreasonable vent completely ruined a possible conversation.Rong Xu first tried to explain, but after finding that he couldn't get in the conversation, he silently chose to shut up.

In the end, Rong Xu remained silent.

When leaving, the other party just said "you have a good rest, we will talk about it next time" and left.

But Su Huai'an did not give the other party a "next time" chance at all.

After Rong Xu left, Su Su Huai'an let out a bad breath, handed Zai Zai to Xu and fell asleep.

This sleep lasted for two or three days, and when he woke up, he felt relaxed.

Perhaps it was because of breaking through the foundation-building period and transforming his body again, or because some unilateral venting released the negative emotions accumulated in his heart all the time. He only felt that his mind was clear and he had nothing to worry about.

At this time, when I think back on what I said with Rong Xu, I feel a little bit regretful.

Rong Xu wearing a sockpuppet/vest to his side involves deception, but it is undeniable that the other party did not do anything harmful to him from the beginning to the end.

On the contrary, objectively speaking, he has accepted a lot of kindness from the other party.

Besides, Su Huai'an couldn't help but cover his face when he thought of his unscrupulous venting: Although he spoke bad words to Rong Xu, he accidentally said a lot of what was in his heart.

For modern people, the revealing of the true self is like running naked in front of the other party.

Moreover, what troubled Su Huai'an the most was that it would be fine if it was an evenly matched quarrel, but the other party never said anything against him from the beginning to the end.

It seems that he himself is unreasonable and not decent enough.

Su Su Huai'an somehow has a sense of social death.

After this kind of experience, how can he continue to face Rong Xu?

Unable to solve this problem for the time being, Su Huai'an resorted to the best trick he has always used: procrastination.

Can't afford to provoke, can he still hide?

Even if this problem still needs to be solved, at least not right now. It will take him a while to sort out his thoughts and make sure to solve this matter.

This is also the reason why Su Huai'an quickly returned to the Yunyin Sect after Zai Zai's full moon.

It turns out that procrastination works.

After returning to Yunyin Sect, Su Huai'an was distracted by the new environment - although Master Song Feng had arranged a good enough residence for him and Zai Zai, he still needed to worry about his own living environment.

So Su Huai'an has been busy with decoration for a long time.

After completely transforming the cave into the style he wanted, the general affairs of Shenyin Peak were handed over to him again.

Linghuan real person euphemistically said: "Xiao An was good at handling foreign affairs in Ping City at that time. How can you beat you in Shenyin Peak?"

Speaking of this, Su Su Huai'an really couldn't refuse.

Of course, the matter of Shenyin Peak is not difficult - everyone on the peak knows Su Huai'an's identity, and no one will look hard to embarrass him.

At the same time, Su Su Huai'an also had something to do in between taking care of the cub after taking over the general affairs of Shenyin Peak.

Although the common affairs themselves are not difficult, in the end you still have to deal with people.

In the process of dealing with each other, he unknowingly met many disciples of the General Affairs Peak and senior brothers and sisters of the Foundation Establishment Stage. The existence of these people built up his richer understanding of Hidden Clouds Sect.

It gave him a sense of belonging to Hidden Clouds Sect.

Then, it was the peak selection ceremony.

Although no matter whether it is the peak lord Song or the psychic real person, they all told him clearly that this competition in the peak selection ceremony is just a formality, and whether it wins or not, it will not affect the final result.

But where does Su Huai'an dare to relax?

He knew that Zai Zai had a special status. He had so many adventures from the beginning to the end, and a large part of the reason why he was treated differently by the teachers was because of Zai Zai.

Not to mention worrying about losing face, even if you are thinking about Zai Zai, you must be well prepared.

He can't always rely on Zai Zai and be a parasite, can he?

Facts have proved that hard work is useful. Although the competition process was full of variables, Su Huaian showed what he wanted to show in the competition, which gave him a sense of accomplishment.

After this competition, he officially became the disciple of peak lord Song, and found his clear position in the huge group of Hidden Clouds Sect.

At this moment, his heart seemed to settle down at once.

Up to now, he has the cultivation base of the foundation building stage, and he has the cubs around him, the master and fellow disciples, and the support of the people around him, so that he no longer floats like duckweed like in his previous life.

At the same time, there is also the courage to face issues that have been put on hold for a long time.

How to deal with the relationship with Rong Xu, how to solve the problem of raising Zai Zai, he is going to take this opportunity to talk to Rong Xu publicly.

"My lord, we still have something to do, please let us leave first."

Zanghai Protector and others found an excuse and slipped away openly.

At the same time, the master abbot of Tianguang Temple also slipped away.

"This is a family matter, we don't want to hear it."

The master abbot is also afraid of trouble. He is a bachelor for a lifetime, and he doesn't want to care about the lengths of his own family, let alone those of outsiders.

Su Huaian apologized and sent the guests away, and after only peak lord Song, Su Huaian, and Rong Xu were present at the banquet, today's topic finally began.

"Xiao An, if you have any thoughts, you might as well tell them."

The peak lord Song is Su Huai'an's master and Rong Xu's friend, and he consciously assumes the role of a mediator.

As the person who has been watching this couple split and reunite, Song Fengzhu is very happy that Su Huai'an can stand up to solve the problem.

After all, escaping is useless.

"I will fully cooperate." Rong Xu declared.

"Thank you."

Regarding the raising of cubs, Su Huaian had discussed with Xu, so on this occasion, Xu became the spokesperson.

The focus of the discussion was still the custody of Zai Zai.

Su Huaian, as the person who worked hard to give birth and nurture the cub, of course has the right to raise the cub, but having the custody right does not mean that Rong Xu's power over the cub is excluded.

Zai Zai lived with Su Huai'an until he became an adult, and Rong Xu could visit with Su Huai'an's permission.

But there will be at least two opportunities in a year.

In addition, after Zai Zai has the ability to protect himself, he can also choose to live in the Demon Territory, and Su Huaian will not stop him.

In addition, Su Huai'an will bear the child support expenses for Zai Zai himself, and Rong Xu does not need to pay.

Of course, if Rong Xu wants to buy gifts voluntarily, he can do so on his own, without the consent of others.

"It's roughly the content, how about it?"

After reading Su Huai'an's conditions so dryly, Su Huai'an turned his head and asked Rong Xu's attitude.

"If you have any suggestions, you can make them."

After venting that time, Su Huai'an broke the stereotype of Rong Xu, and when he got along again this time, he was able to see Rong Xu not as the villain in the book, but as a normal person with flesh and blood.

Perhaps also a collaborator in raising the cubs.

"..."

Faced with Su Huaian's negative emotions and avoidance, Rong Xu was very patient. He knew that he was at fault and should understand and wait.

But, when he finally waited for this day, his sweetheart was no longer afraid of him, and was willing to sit down and look at him directly. Before he could be happy, he waited for such words.

"what about me?"

After a while, Rong Xu finally broke the silence.

"You have arranged Zai Zai, how are you going to arrange me?"