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    It was only later that Jin Zhao found out the reason why Shen Yu became like this.

    He lived in the orphanage where he urinated, his health was not good, and he looked like a girl. After being ridiculed and bullied, someone finally wanted to adopt him, but later, the family got pregnant again and disliked him.Masculine and weak, he felt unlucky, so he was sent back to the orphanage again, back and forth several times, he was no longer willing to be adopted, until he grew up, and went out alone.

    For so many years, he has lived through hardships and setbacks, but he has endured them one by one, in order to be able to live a better life, but... this kind of patience has also gradually affected his heart.

    Looking at the information sent by Qi Chen, Jin Zhao felt his heart was bleeding.

    Immersed in his own thoughts, he didn't notice Shen Yu who was walking over with something.

    He took a cotton swab, walked up to him, and used the cotton swab to smear Jin Zhao's wound.

    Carefully put on the band-aid again.

    After posting, he still hugged his body and rubbed his head, "It must have hurt yesterday, I... I can't control myself sometimes, don't blame me."

    Jin Zhao hugged him, lifted his whole body up, and said in a doting tone: "How can I blame you, it's just...can you promise me one thing?"

    "Well, tell me." Shen Yu nodded obediently with her whole body almost hanging on his body.

    "That medicine... can you lose it slowly in the future? If you feel uncomfortable or uncomfortable, just come to me."

    Shen Yu looked a little embarrassed, "Do you still...dislike me?"

    Jin Zhao raised his palm and rubbed his soft hair, "How come, you also know that the medicine has certain side effects, I don't want to harm your body, I am very worried about you."

    "What? You still don't believe it?" Seeing that he was silent, Jin Zhao asked again.

    Shen Yu pouted.

    Jin Zhao walked to the bed in two steps, and pushed him on the bed, "So...don't you believe it?"

    The heat slid down Shen Yu's neck, a little itchy, he shrank his neck subconsciously, and the roots of his ears turned red.

    Just as he was about to dodge, his lips were already covered by him.

    A picture suddenly flashed in Shen Yu's mind.

    It was the way the two greeted each other on the bed, and their cheeks became more and more red.

    That story...should be true, right?

    Otherwise, when I was playing the young general, why was the picture so familiar, and those blurry fragments in my dream.

    If it is really a memory from the previous life, then... this person... why does he have to let it go.

    The two breathed intertwinedly, and continued to finish what they hadn't finished last night.

    He originally doubted Jin Zhao's words, but... he couldn't help but want to believe it when he frowns and frowns.

    That person in memory... seemed to be slowly filling his heart.

    Jin Zhao's memory went back to a few years ago, which solved the problem of why he chose archaeology before.

    When he came back from ancient times, he went straight back to when he graduated from high school. At that time, he resolutely chose this major, just to find the clues of that era, and he also wanted to find Shen Li with all his heart.

    It's just...maybe it was a system transmission failure or some other reason that made his memory of that period gradually blurred.

    It turned out that back then... he was already looking for him.

    The days of looking for him were painful and dark, maybe...he instinctively didn't want to recall these painful days, so...the memory jumped directly to the time when he met Shen Yu a few years later.

    When he was free, Jin Zhao took Shen Yu to a psychological counseling room.

    After the diagnosis, Shen Yu sat outside anxiously and waited, while Jin Zhao entered the consulting room.

    Jin Zhao sat across the table, looking at the psychiatrist in front of him, waiting for what he would say next.

    The psychiatrist's expression was a little dignified, which made Jin Zhao's heart gradually uneasy.

    "Who are you to the patient?" the psychiatrist asked after adjusting his glasses.

    "My love." Jin Zhao said calmly.

    The psychiatrist was surprised for a moment, then nodded and said, "It should be a relationship that was established not long ago."

    Jin Zhao nodded silently. For him now, it was indeed a relationship established not long ago.

    "The patient's situation is more complicated. I learned something about him during hypnosis. This...may have something to do with his previous experience."

    "The patient was bullied when he was young, and what he encountered afterwards caused some psychological trauma to him, and...he still has a knot in his heart."

    "Perhaps it has something to do with a dream he has had repeatedly for many years. This dream made him yearn for something and pursue it in that direction. Fortunately, this situation has been alleviated. Come to think of it...you gave him a certain amount of hope."help."

    The psychiatrist hit the point with every word and every word of poisoning, and successfully adjusted Jin Zhao's mind.

    "Sir, what I need to remind you is that the patient may have a tendency to self-abuse. If the patient is not treated for a long time, the condition will worsen and cause serious mental illness. You can bring the patient over for treatment when you have time in the future.Treatment, and with medication, only in this way can the condition be alleviated."

    Hearing the doctor's words, Jin Zhao felt sad for a while, as if he was about to suffocate. He paused for a long time before slowly asking: "Then... have you reminded him of what that dream was?"

    "He doesn't remember very clearly, but the person in the dream may be his obsession. After the situation improves, he may remember it."

    "However, to keep the patient happy physically and mentally, don't overwork, his body and mind may not be able to handle so many things, and...you can't force him to think of anything, some things just go with the flow, and you should do it step by step."(The above are all made up)

    On the way back, Jin Zhao kept thinking about what the psychiatrist said just now, and secretly made a decision in his heart.

    Walking beside him, Shen Yu saw that he had been silent all this time, and she had already lost her patience, but she still asked without confidence: "Just now...what did the doctor tell you? Could it be...something bad?"

    Jin Zhao smiled indiscriminately and said, "No, it's not a bad word."

    "Then why don't you say anything? I thought... It was because my condition was too serious."

    "Why, the doctor said that you are just under too much pressure and haven't been properly relaxed. In the future, try to relax as much as possible. When you feel happy, you will be fine." Jin Zhao said deliberately casually.

    Shen Yu looked at him suspiciously, "Really? Just like that?"

    Jin Zhao said disapprovingly, "What do you think?"

    Shen Yu was silent for a long time before she opened her mouth and said: "When I was in school, some classmates always said that I was mentally abnormal and didn't want to get in touch with me. I thought..."

    Jin Zhao pulled him into the car, and after a while, Shen Yu felt his body being hugged, "That's all in the past, people will grow up, and...now I'm by your side, no one dares to speak of you again."

    Shen Yu looked at him brightly, and said, "Really? You won't... despise me?"

    Jin Zhao smiled and said, "If I despise you, why have I chased you for two lifetimes?"

    Shen Yu lowered her eyes and muttered: "But... I can't remember anything, the story you told..."

    "It doesn't matter if you don't remember it. We can regard every day as the most beautiful meeting. As long as I can meet you, I already feel...it is a great gift from God."

    Jin Zhao's voice was extremely gentle, which made Shen Yu a little flustered, and a picture flashed across his mind instantly, which made him tremble.

    Burying her body into his arms, she said softly, "If you say that, I will take it seriously."

    Jin Zhao gently kissed his eyebrows, "Okay."

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