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    Ling Chen lowered his head and picked the quilt: "There is no reason." If you don't want it, you just don't want it. What else could be the reason?

    Bai Ronglin sat down: "Are you still angry with me? This time I was wrong, and I will definitely protect you in the future, okay? Can you forgive me again?"

    Bai Ronglin must have been scared by his grandfather, why is he still willing to take all the mistakes on himself?

    "It's not because of you, it's because I don't want it myself." Ling Chen told him that his copies should be finished, and he wanted to go back to Mr. Ling's house. Mr. Ling probably meant the same thing just now, his family welcomes him.

    As for Bai Ronglin and Ling Chen, he still thinks that divorce is better. Marriage should be based on love, not on repaying kindness. Now it's not the ancient times, and you can still promise each other with your body.Besides, the person his grandfather saved was Mr. Bai, and he didn't save Bai Ronglin himself. It's been two generations, so it's completely unnecessary.

    The way Bai Ronglin was being scolded by his grandfather just now looked funny at the time, but it is not easy to think about Bai Ronglin now.

    At that time when they got married, they thought that he was pregnant, and they had no other choice, but now they are really pregnant. According to Mr. Bai's thinking, Bai Ronglin will never want to get rid of him in this life.

    But why bother?

    Bai Ronglin can treat him with respect as a guest, or spoil him like a child for the rest of his life. As long as he doesn't talk about divorce, Bai Ronglin will never leave him in this life.But he didn't want to do that.

    Instead of thinking of Bai Ronglin and Yu Tingyin from time to time in the future because of his failure, it is better to find true love each.

    He hoped that Bai Ronglin would find true love.

    Find the lover who is the same age as him, has the same experience, the same family background, and even the same temperament.

    This is his real thought.

    This time Ling Chen took a good look at Bai Ronglin. Fate is sometimes very strange. He is particularly afraid of his status in this world. He thinks that he is cursed and will surely die. Even now he is afraid of death.

    But Bai Ronglin rescued him every time.Perhaps because of this, he has a baby bird complex for Bai Ronglin, and sometimes he is even closer than Mr. Ling, which makes him reluctant to part with him when he is wandering between life and death, but this reluctance is family affection, not love.

    Although he has a bad temper, he also yearns for love, and he also hopes to find someone like Yu Tingyin one day.

    Yu Tingyin is quite good. He used to look at him with colored glasses, but in fact, Yu Tingyin is upright in his dealings. He doesn't chew his tongue or gossip. He focuses on his music and is full of talent.

    Ling Chen's eyes fell on the violin on the table, which was probably brought to him by Lin Dong. He studied music and only learned it if he liked it, so he also likes all talented people.

    Last time on the grassland, the song played by Yu Tingyin not only stunned everyone present, but also surprised him, just like the first time he heard Bai Ronglin's music, both of them surprised him, the two of them are really a good match.

    after that……

    Then it all seemed to be ruined because he slept with Bai Ronglin.

    Ling Chen got stuck after thinking about this, and couldn't think about it anymore. He didn't know why he slept with Bai Ronglin that day. Did Bai Ronglin really want to sleep with him?Not out of anger, but out of love for him?Love like a couple?

    He couldn't figure it out, it was too difficult, it went against all his previous cognition, and he couldn't believe it for the first time.

    Seeing Ling Chen in a daze, Bai Ronglin thought he was soulless again, so he called him softly: "Ling Chen, let's think about it again? Don't want this child to cause serious harm to the body, okay?"

    Ling Chen stared blankly at Bai Ronglin for a while. Bai Ronglin looked at him with gentle eyes. Ling Chen nodded subconsciously. He should give Bai Ronglin time to think about it.It's not Bai Ronglin's decision to have this child. Thinking about it, Bai Ronglin is quite pitiful.

    But what Ling Chen is afraid of is that Bai Ronglin decides to have this child after thinking twice, and to live with him for the rest of his life. This person has very positive three views and a strong sense of responsibility, otherwise he would not have been designed by him in the first place.Marry him easily.

    This is really annoying. Ling Chen closed his eyes. He is very selfish and has a bad temper. He knows very well that if he continues to live with Bai Ronglin like this, he will explode one day, and his image will be even worse by then.Got it.

    Bai Ronglin gently shook his fingers, and said to him: "Sleep for a while, I will go through the discharge procedures later, let's go back and think about it, okay?"

    Ling Chen didn't want to open his eyes anymore, so he just lay there and hummed: "Okay."

    Ling Chen was discharged from the hospital in the evening, and instead of going back to the inn where their variety show was held, he stayed in the same hotel with Mr. Ling and the others.

    We had dinner together in the evening, and after talking about the family, old man Bai asked Ling Chen to rest early, so he and Bai Ronglin went back to the room.

    "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?" Ling Chen didn't eat much for dinner. Although the food he ordered was already on the list, Ling Chen just ate a few mouthfuls with chopsticks. Bai Ronglin missed him so much.It's time to eat naan bread and steamed mutton.

    "I'm not hungry." Ling Chen told him, he had taken more nutrition in the hospital, so it was pretty good, and he didn't feel hungry even if he didn't eat.

    "Then go to bed early." Bai Ronglin dare not mention the child to Ling Chen now, for fear that if he gets sick, he will miss him.

    "Okay," Ling Chen agreed.

    Bai Ronglin didn't want to sleep in a separate room, so Ling Chen didn't say anything, and climbed on the bed as usual. After hearing Bai Ronglin's even breathing, he got up again. He slept for four days and five nights, finally not sleepy at this moment.

    Ling Chen didn't turn on the light, just sat on the bed and checked his phone. Bai Ronglin slept very deeply this time. He clicked a video just now, and when the sound came out, Bai Ronglin didn't wake up. Ling Chen put on the earphones,He watched all the entertainment news that he had missed these days, and the video of him being pushed into the water that day was still there, because it was to be used as evidence for filing a case.

    Ling Chen clicked on the video after taking a deep breath. The video was very long. From the moment he was blocked, someone was broadcasting it live. That person never thought that his live broadcast would become a kind of evidence.

    Ling Chen put on his earphones, and watched the entire video very quietly, including being surrounded, having conflicts, and being pushed into the water.

    That person even live-streamed the scene of him falling into the water live. Ling Chen thought that he was so embarrassed after falling into the water, no wonder so many people watched it, but at that time he couldn't care about it because of fear, and he also forgot that he struggled to becomeWhat is it like.

    Ling Chen just stared at this picture. He was drowning for about two minutes. During these two minutes, he felt like watching a play.Startled.

    Seeing that his heartbeat seemed to stop when he was struggling in the water, there was no reaction, but at this moment his heartbeat was very fast, as if he wanted to jump out of his chest.This speed made his heart ache like weightlessness, and he had to bend down and press his hands on his chest, trying to relieve the pain.

    He wondered why Bai Ronglin saved him, which made him unbearable. When he was pushed into the lake by his fans, he decided to forget him, and he would never owe him any more, but Bai Ronglin always let him go.He still doesn't know, and now he doesn't want to pay back at all, he just wants to leave here.

    Ling Chen held the piece of jade that fell as he bent his back and didn't move for a while.The video had already stopped, but a drop of water happened to drip on the play button again, so it was played again, Ling Chen wiped his face indiscriminately to make his sight clearer, because seeing Qin Ye also jumped down.

    The two of them scooped him up like fish in the lake.

    Ling Chen opened his mouth and took a deep breath, or he was afraid that his throat would not be able to hold back and he would make a sound. His throat hurts badly. He also saw Lin Dong help him beat someone, and he saw Brother Ling and Brother Wang helping him to block it over and over again.People, also saw people in his crew lying on the bridge and calling him...

    Tears fell too much, Ling Chen turned his face up hard, trying to let the tears go back, although no one saw it here, but he was a little embarrassed, he couldn't say that he was moved by himself, he thought that he was not so humanIf it fails, there are still people who are willing to save him.Others were worried about him.

    Ling Chen watched this video several times, from being scared at the beginning to counting his enemies calmly later, after counting several times, the counting became more and more chaotic, he finally gave up, the black fans will never be counted,But he just remembers to save his people.

    Ling Chen sat cross-legged on the bed and thanked everyone who appeared on the screen, until the last name, he took a deep breath and turned to look at the person with this name.

    Bai Ronglin slept deeply, and he didn't wake up all the time he was tossing here. The room was dark, but Ling Chen had long adapted to the light, so Bai Ronglin's sleeping face was as motionless as a sculpture.

    Ling Chen lay down on his face and listened carefully. Bai Ronglin's breath was long and long, like water ripples, very regular, thin, and gentle, like the sleeping sea surface in the middle of the night, with the stars swaying gently on it,Like sleeping in a cradle.

    Ling Chen heaved a sigh of relief after listening for a while. He straightened up and stared at Bai Ronglin's face. This man is very good-looking, as long as he has mixed blood genes.Like Greek statues, even in this dim sight, they are three-dimensional and deep.

    Ling Chen stretched out his hand and pinched it. He suspected that Bai Ronglin's nose was made. Bai Ronglin was so sleepy that he only raised his hand without opening his eyes. Ling Chen just pinched it and confirmed that it was full of meat.Don't move anymore, let Bai Ronglin sleep.

    From Bai Ronglin's appearance, it can be seen that he hasn't slept in many days.

    Maybe if he didn't wake up, Bai Ronglin didn't sleep, right?

    Ling Chen crawled down from the bed in a low voice, he still couldn't fall asleep, he couldn't sleep because he was worried when he didn't watch the news, now that he's finished watching the news, he's sure he's safe now, even if he walks on the street in the future, no one will throw bad smells at himThe eggs are gone, and don't feel sleepy anymore.

    Ling Chen ghostly walked around on the carpet with bare feet, and finally sat on the sofa to play games, and slept here directly when he was sleepy, the sofa in the hotel is quite comfortable.

    It's just that when I woke up in the morning, I went to bed again, probably because Bai Ronglin carried him to the bed, I didn't want to disturb him in the same bed with Bai Ronglin, or I shouldn't have another bed.

    He has grown up, the word is not used correctly, he has grown up a long time ago, but he and Bai Ronglin were like brothers before, so he didn't think much about it, but now it's different, who knows if he will seduce againWhat about Bai Ronglin?

    Ling Chen looked at Bai Ronglin in this position. Bai Ronglin was still awake, but Bai Ronglin put his wrist on his waist, and his fingers were unconsciously on his stomach. Does Bai Ronglin still want this child??

    Ling Chen lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling for a while, but now he didn't feel anything in his stomach, he hadn't experienced it personally, and his consciousness could still drift away.

    Bai Ronglin didn't wake up until after eight o'clock. When he woke up, he was startled and jumped out of bed almost immediately.

    Waving his arms, the movement was as if he was trying to fish for something. Ling Chen was sitting on the sofa next to him playing a game, and was affected by his movements. He hurriedly took off his earphones to look at him: "Are you okay?"

    Bai Ronglin looked at him for a while, then looked at his game interface, raised his hand to cover his forehead, and said to him after a while: "Did you catch the opportunity to play the game? Play it in the middle of the night, or in the morning? Neither."Sleeping late?"

    "No, I can't sleep anymore." Ling Chen quit the game and told him.

    Bai Ronglin suddenly became nervous: "Where is it uncomfortable?"

    Ling Chen sat up straight and looked at him: "Do you really want this child that much?"

    He asked Bai Ronglin sincerely, because according to the direction of the script, this child is redundant, who knows how long he can stay?

    Bai Ronglin had just woken up with a start, and his heartbeat hadn't stopped. He looked at him in a daze: "Why don't I want this child?"

    Bai Ronglin was a little anxious, why did he behave badly, making Ling Chen feel that he didn't want this child?

    Ling Chen silently closed his eyelids, he asked the wrong question, Bai Ronglin has always been very kind to the child.

    Bai Ronglin stretched out his hand and pulled him: "I want this child. If you are worried about having a child who cannot be filmed, I promise you that if you still want to film in the future, you can go after the child is born. I will take good care of the child.Yes, I will definitely take good care of him, shall we want him?"

    He said so much in one breath, Ling Chen just looked at him: "You will have someone you like to give birth to you in the future, why don't you wait?"

    Bai Ronglin will have his lover in the future, and his lover will also give birth to him.

    Bai Ronglin held his hand tightly and smiled bitterly. This was also his problem. He had never told Ling Chen about it. He always thought that he regarded Ling Chen as his younger brother, but in fact, it had already deteriorated.To treat Ling Chen as his younger brother would be a pervert, how could anyone sleep with his own younger brother?

    Bai Ronglin took a slow breath, looked at him and said softly, "Ling Chen, I like you, I'm sorry I didn't tell you all this time."

    Ling Chen was silent for a while, did the plot change?He didn't die, so Bai Ronglin broke the line with Yu Tingyin?

    Bai Ronglin grabbed his hand tightly and then loosened it, he could feel Bai Ronglin's uneasiness, and Ling Chen's heart felt as if he had been twisted.

    He took a deep breath, and wanted to ask more thoroughly: "...don't you like Yu Tingyin?"

    Bai Ronglin's heart twitched, since when did Ling Chen think so?When the official distribution on the Internet started to come out?Always thought so?

    Bai Ronglin held his hand for a while before saying: "That's the official match on the Internet, it has nothing to do with reality, and I have nothing to do with him, the only person I like is you."

    Ling Chen looked at Bai Ronglin for a while, and pulled the corner of his mouth. He should be happy, after all, it is a happy thing if someone likes it.But he couldn't tell what was wrong, he still felt heavy in his heart, but he smiled with Bai Ronglin.

    Bai Ronglin also looked at him and smiled: "So let's not talk about divorce in the future, shall we?"

    Ling Chen also hesitated about this question, and he couldn't guarantee it either.Rather than promise not to divorce, it is better to promise divorce. He will divorce, happy and straightforward.

    But the way Bai Ronglin looked at him prevented him from saying that, Ling Chen smiled at him and said, "I promise they will divorce you."

    When fell into the lake that day, it was broadcast live, and everyone on the Internet should know it by now.So is it better to get a divorce?Or he will have to be pointed out wherever he goes in the future?

    "You don't have to worry about anything they say in the future, and stay away from them when you see them in the future. They don't need you to be responsible, and they have no qualifications." Bai Ronglin's voice cooled down, and he mentioned that those people were still chilling, even if they hate a person, how can they force a person to death, relying on their own preferences to rape others, and committing crimes based on their love is especially excessive.

    Ling Chen glanced at him, then smiled subconsciously. Is Bai Ronglin on his side?So Ling Chen said to him, "Okay."

    Bai Ronglin couldn't help but patted his head, and moved the hair on his forehead to the side. Ling Chen's hair was a little long, revealing a smooth forehead and beautiful eyebrows and eyes. If the child is like Ling Chen, it must be very beautiful.Pretty.

    He whispered to Ling Chen: "Is there anything else you want to ask me? I will tell you."

    Yes, there is the most practical one, about his stomach, Ling Chen asked him: "Does childbirth hurt?" Even if he hadn't experienced it, it's not like he couldn't see the heart-piercing on TV.He asked because he wanted to have a low point in his heart.

    Bai Ronglin paused, and his voice became much gentler: "It will hurt, and giving birth will hurt, but every child is the crystallization of the hard work of the parents, and is a little angel,"

    He looked at Ling Chen's stomach, and said softly: "He is innocent, so let's think about it."

    He knew that Ling Chen didn't want this child, so his attitude wasn't too strong, but he could see that Ling Chen rejected him from the bottom of his heart.

    Bai Ronglin felt a little sour in his heart. don't know when Ling Chen's feelings for him changed. Although he still showed his dependence and liking for him inadvertently, when Ling Chen realized it, Ling Chen would keep his relationship with him.The certain distance is because of those negative news, and also because of those unwarranted official appointments.

    Ling Chen also looked down at his stomach. He didn't want this child anymore, not just because of the negative news, but also because of some uncertain factors. He didn't feel low.

    He can't even control his own destiny, his own birth is controversial, and no one has welcomed his birth all these years except his grandfather.

    He doesn't look forward to life.

    But Bai Ronglin has been looking at his stomach like this, with gentle and amiable eyes, obviously there is nothing now, but he seems to have seen it.

    In fact, he knew Bai Ronglin's love for children early on.

    Ling Chen looked at Bai Ronglin silently, because of what he said, "the crystallization of parents' hard work", every child should be born, right?There is nothing wrong with the child, including him, right?

    His own birth is his deepest heart disease. When Ling You scolded him when he was fighting with him, he couldn't find anything to refute him.Just tell him what Bai Ronglin said.

    It was not his fault that he was born.

    Bai Ronglin watched him look down at his abdomen, his expression was dazed with a little tenderness, the morning sun shone on his face through the window, making Ling Chen's face glow with golden light, beautiful and lovely.

    "Ling Chen?"

    Ling Chen looked up at him: "Then when will he be born?"

    Bai Ronglin laughed all of a sudden, with tears in his eyes, he was too agitated these two days, not because of his own life and death, but because of Ling Chen's life and death, his great sorrow and joy were uncontrollable.

    Ling Chen was confused by his appearance and didn't know what to say: "You..."

    Bai Ronglin coughed softly: "Now the child is three months old, and he will be born in seven months."

    Ling Chen sighed: "It's been so long?"

    Bai Ronglin touched him: "Soon, it will be born next spring. It will be born in about a month after you? If you catch up together, I will celebrate your birthday together for the two of you."

    Ling Chen twitched his lips. He hasn't celebrated his birthday yet, but his birthday in this world is also the same day. In this world, Mr. Ling celebrated him grandly, but in that world, Mr. Ling didn't celebrate it for him, so he couldn't help it.However, because his second uncle came back to celebrate his birthday, the plane crashed and fell into the sea, and there was no news of it.

    If his 'second uncle' was his mother, he would have died on his birthday.

    Ling Chen took a breath slowly, swallowed back the suffocation in his heart, and nodded to Bai Ronglin: "Okay, I hope he and I have a birthday together."

    Bai Ronglin leaned over and hugged him in his arms, and said to him after a while: "Thank you, I love you all."

    Ling Chen rested his chin on his shoulder and remained silent for a while. In this case, he should reply 'he loves him too', but he couldn't say that, he hesitated to agree.

    There are some knots in his heart that won't be untied easily, so he doesn't know what will happen in the future. Is it the kind of happy life that Bai Ronglin wants? He hasn't liked anyone before. His personality is withdrawn and cold.Rong Lin saved him several times, and he thought about giving birth to this child due to psychological pressure. Would a person like him like others?

    But Bai Ronglin never said this kind of Chao Gang's words again, just hugged him for a while and let him go.

    In the afternoon, Mr. Ling was going back, and Ling Chen was going to go back with him, but his work hadn't been finished yet, and the program crew hoped that he could continue filming. They only filmed for 4 days, and then they were caught by these few days.God's work was interrupted.

    The filming wasn't finished, and it wasn't aired on weekends. They couldn't broadcast this entertainment program when Ling Chen was unconscious.

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