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    In the middle of the night, Sheng Jing felt hungry, so he ordered mala tang in the room and was going to go downstairs to get it.

    However, as soon as he reached the first floor, Sheng Jing was startled by the figure by the floor-to-ceiling windows. He stepped on the air and rolled down the stairs, almost falling on all fours. Fortunately, he grabbed the handrail in time.

    "Mr. Lin, what's the matter with you? Why are you sitting on the floor!" Sheng Jing hissed, rubbed the sore spot, and hurried downstairs.

    Lin Shu leaned against the window, with his forehead pressed against the glass, wondering what he was looking at.

    Hearing Sheng Jing's call, Lin Shu turned his head slowly, glanced at Sheng Jing faintly, then turned back and continued to look out the window.

    Sheng Jing walked up to Lin Shu, squatted down, "Mr. Lin, what's wrong with you? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

    Lin Shu shook his head and said nothing.

    It's not right when you see your ex-boyfriend. Is there such a love?

    Sheng Jing sighed, walked quickly to the entrance, opened the door and brought in the fried chicken, then walked quickly back to Lin Shu.

    "Mr. Lin, do you want Malatang? I also ordered milk tea with chestnut paste and hazelnuts." Sheng Jing shook the bag, coaxing a child.

    Lin Shu still shook his head, quietly looking out the window, as if he was watching the falling snow.

    Sheng Jing pouted, walked to the sofa and sat down, carefully opened the packing box, and tried to keep his voice down.

    As soon as the lid is opened, the strong smell of spices immediately wafts out, blooming in the house, and covering every corner of the house.

    Sheng Jing took a peek at Lin Shu, and moved his mouth gently, afraid that Lin Shu would feel noisy, so he didn't dare to hiss even if he was being hot.

    However, after Sheng Jing finished eating Mala Tang, and even pierced the packaging bag of milk tea with a straw, making a loud noise, Lin Shu still stared out the window in a daze, as if he didn't hear it, and didn't turn his head.

    There is no response to this, how sad it is, even if the other party is a big star, it is not possible to be so obsessed with it.

    Sheng Jing sighed and shook his head, took a mouthful of sweet chestnut puree, walked up to Lin Shu and squatted down.

    "Mr. Lin, what are you looking at?" Sheng Jing asked, chewing on chopped hazelnuts.

    "I'm..." Lin Shu was in the middle of speaking, and fell silent again in a daze.

    Looking down from this angle, Lin Shu could see the way down the mountain.

    Qin Yuchi used to like to hike very much, and he could walk from the top of the mountain to the bottom of the mountain. At first, he sneaked away at night, but after he found out, he changed it to walk in the morning.

    Sitting by the window, Lin Shu didn't really want to see anything, but was just thinking about what Qin Yuchi was thinking when he walked this road.

    Are you looking at the scenery?Are you simply walking?Or are you... longing for freedom?

    Lin Shu knew the answer.

    It's just that he was unwilling to let go before, he blocked his ears from listening, covered his eyes from looking, and gave Qin Yuchi what he thought was good, but never thought about what Qin Yuchi really wanted.

    What's even more ridiculous is that after he died, he had to live again to vaguely understand what Qin Yuchi likes.

    "Mr. Lin, go back to bed and sleep, it's already four o'clock in the morning." Sheng Jing squatted so hard that his legs ached, and he simply sat down on the ground.

    Lin Shu shook his head, looking across the rows of road signs and ginkgo trees, talking to himself.

    "Actually, I can delete him, but I still only block him, and I can simply not approve the friend application, but I still pass..."

    He was reluctant to delete it.

    Lin Shu thought, he has been deceiving himself and others, his behavior and thoughts run counter to each other, he is influenced by instinct, he is driven by emotion, and he does what a coward would do.

    "Are you talking about Mr. Qin's account?" Sheng Jing said with his hands in his hands, "If you don't want to delete it, you can delete it. Who stipulated that the account of the ex should be deleted after a quarrel? I never delete it."

    Quarreling and breaking up...

    If only he had just quarreled with Qin Yuchi and broke up.

    It would be great if he... could meet Qin Yuchi in another way.

    Lin Shu smiled faintly, shook his head, breathed on the glass, and scribbled on the mist with his fingertips.

    "Mr. Lin, do you like Mr. Qin very much?" Sheng Jing asked.

    Lin Shu didn't speak, and silently acquiesced.

    "Then you tell him. He came to you yesterday, he must have wanted to continue with you, he doesn't want to break up, it's normal for couples to break up and get back together again." Sheng Jing persuaded.

    "It's not that simple." Lin Shu retorted softly.

    "Why can't it be simple?" Sheng Jing said, "You like him, and he likes you, any conflict can be resolved."

    Lin Shu remained silent again, and Sheng Jing sighed, "You tell your difficulties so that others can help you. You keep everything in your heart, how can you solve it?"

    "Solve it?" Lin Shu snorted lightly, "I did a lot of things that hurt him, and he hated me for it, and wished for my death. How to solve it?"

    Sheng Jing's eyes widened, whispered: "How could Mr. Qin hate you? I think it was too late for him to like you yesterday. He wanted to kill me."

    "He came here in the wind and snow yesterday, his hair was covered in snow, and he even wiped your mouth with a Louis Vuitton handkerchief. Doesn't that mean he likes you?" Sheng Jing said.

    Wiping his mouth with Louis Vuitton is nothing, Qin Yuchi used to wipe his mouth with the embroidery of Xiangyun gauze.

    Lin Shu didn't bother to explain about rebirth or going back in time, "He has lost his memory, and he will never be able to remember the past."

    "Amnesia?" Sheng Jing didn't think about this possibility, "Then I don't believe that he hates you. Even if he has amnesia, he still comes to you. It must be because of his instinct to like you."

    "Besides, he doesn't remember the past anyway, so from now on, don't hurt him again, and get together well in the future, won't it be resolved?"

    Sheng Jing talked a lot and tried to persuade him, but he didn't expect to be able to release Lin Shu immediately, but Lin Shu suddenly turned his head, his eyes were wide open, and they were faintly shining in the night.

    "What, what's the matter?" Sheng Jing blinked suspiciously.

    Lin Shu's eyes lit up for a moment, then dimmed again quickly, and he was dazed, "Can I...can I stop hurting him? Will he stop hating me for it?"

    "Yes, you are so good, how could you hurt him again?" Sheng Jing answered Lin Shu's question.

    "You said 'you are so nice'?" Lin Shu asked blankly, "You think I'm nice?"

    "Yeah, aren't you good enough? You are really good." Sheng Jing said naturally.

    Of course, there was another sentence in the back, "give me room and board, and give me back my living expenses, it's really good", but Sheng Jing held it in his heart and didn't say it.

    The heart suddenly beat a little faster.

    Can he really be a good person in this life?

    Lin Shu knew that "good guy" is too broad a term, he can't be "good guy" in everyone's eyes, if someone loves him, someone is bound to hate him.

    But Lin Shu couldn't help thinking, in this life, in Qin Yuchi's eyes, is he a good person?Can he really be a good person?

    I can't tell what it feels like in my heart, it seems that there are slightly hot water droplets pouring, and the warm water soaks into the heart, warm, filling the whole heart to the brim.

    click - click -

    The five senses seemed to be amplified, Lin Shu seemed to be able to hear the sound of snow falling, and smell the fresh smell of snowflakes outside.

    Lin Shu quickly turned his head, looked at the crystal clear and beautiful white snow outside the window, suddenly wanted to rush out the door, spread his arms, lay down in the snow, and rolled like a primitive animal.

    Hum——

    The phone rang suddenly, and Lin Shu escaped from his fantasy.

    Why did Mi Cheng call him in the early morning?

    Lin Shu answered the phone and asked suspiciously, "Cheng Zi?"

    There was some noise in the receiver, and then there was a small crying sound, "Brother Lin, I told my mother about me and Bai Chenyu, please help me..."

    There were more noises, Lin Shu frowned and asked, "Where are you now?"

    "I just ran away from home yesterday, and I was at school," Mi Cheng cried, "I have been locked up at home for half a month, and I even missed the final exam. The teacher said today that he would fail me!Brother Lin, please help me, please..."

    Mi Cheng cried very sadly, but the word "failure" almost made Lin Shu laugh.

    "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, don't run around, I'll go to S City right away." Lin Shu comforted.

    "Thank you Brother Lin, I won't run around, I'm very good." Mi Cheng promised with sobs.

    After hanging up the phone, Lin Shu let out a long breath and hurried to the cloakroom.

    Sheng Jing was unclear, so, "Mr. Lin, where are you going?"

    "Go back to City S, pack up your things and we'll leave right away." Lin Shu said coldly.

    "Ah? Should I go too?" Sheng Jing asked hesitantly, fearing that his acting career would end here.

    Lin Shu stopped in his tracks, stared at Sheng Jing closely, as if he had seen through Sheng Jing's mind.

    "You are my life assistant, shouldn't you follow me?" Lin Shu's eyes were cold, "I will pay you as promised for the half-day scene you act in. For the remaining half month, you will pay according to the assistant's order."Salary gets paid, what's your opinion?"

    "No objection!" Sheng Jing was terrified that Lin Shu would look at him like this, "I promise to clean it up within a minute!"

    The two arrived in City S before noon.

    Lin Shu was afraid that he would not be able to cope with Mrs. Mi by himself, so he called Bian Xinglan out of Tao Xiaotian's crew hotel.

    When Lin Shu got off the plane, Bian Xinglan was already yawning and waiting in the car.

    Seeing Sheng Jing following him, Bian Xinglan stared in shock.

    "He is my assistant, responsible for taking care of my daily life." Lin Shu explained coldly.

    "Mr. Bian, hello!" Sheng Jing took the initiative to stretch out his hand and emphasized heavily, "I am Sheng Jing, and I am really Mr. Lin's life assistant!"

    Bian Xinglan nodded his face, turned his mind a few times, and peeked at Sheng Jing's face in the rearview mirror, no matter how he looked at it, he looked like Qin Yuchi.

    Didn't you say you don't like Qin Yuchi's type?

    Bian Xinglan murmured in his heart, and drove to S University quickly.

    Mi Cheng stood at the main entrance of the North Campus, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he threw himself into Lin Shu's arms as soon as he got in the car, "Brother Lin, you are finally here!"

    "Don't be afraid," Lin Shu patted Mi Cheng on the back to comfort him, "I'll go talk to your mother, she will agree."

    Lin Shu actually blamed himself a little, but he didn't expect that Mi Cheng would take his persuasion in the nightclub seriously and act recklessly.

    "Really? I'm still a little scared." Mi Cheng said and wanted to cry again.

    "I promise to solve it," Lin Shu smiled and comforted, "You hug me like this, your little classmate should be jealous."

    "We...what's wrong with me hugging each other." Mi Cheng wanted to say that they were of the same model, which was fine, but suddenly realized that there was an outsider, so he had to change his words.

    When a few people arrived at Mi Cheng's house, the house had already exploded, and Mrs. Mi was standing at the door waiting, her eyes were as red as Mi Cheng's.

    Seeing that Mi Cheng had returned home, Mrs. Mi hurriedly approached, wanting to hug Mi Cheng, but Mi Cheng hid behind Lin Shu, unwilling to touch her.

    "Orange...?" Surprised by her son's avoidance, Mrs. Mi's eyes became more moist.

    Lin Shu winked at Bian Xinglan.

    Bian Xinglan understood, took the initiative to hold Madam Mi's hand, and said with a smile, "Madam Mi, do you still remember me? I am Bian Xinglan. I talked to you on the phone last month!"

    Bian Xinglan's tone was too exaggerated, Lin Shu frowned, and said to Madam Mi, "Madam Mi, let's go in first, Chengzi has been hungry all day, let him go back and eat something first."

    "Okay, okay, go in." Hearing that his son was hungry, Mrs. Mi couldn't close anything else, so she hurriedly called a few people into the room.

    The aunt of Mi Cheng's family is good at cooking, and the wonton noodles are delicious and tender.

    He didn't sleep all night. Although Lin Shu was physically tired, he was extremely excited, and even had an appetite for soup and noodles.

    "Mr. Lin, Cheng Zi made such a joke, I'm really sorry." Mrs. Mi couldn't help but speak.

    Lin Shu took a sip of the hot soup and said mercilessly, "You don't need to apologize, I always knew who Cheng Zi liked, and I encouraged him to be brave and learn to go home, fall in love, and break free from your shackles."

    Hearing the word "restraint", Mrs. Mi's complexion paled a little.

    "It's not wrong that you want to find a gentle person to take care of the orange. But with all due respect, no one is willing to spend their whole life raising a useless dodder. No matter how cute the orange is, it will get tired of looking at it for ten or twenty years."

    Lin Shu spoke bluntly, mercilessly, so frightened that Mi Cheng, who was scratching his face, moved lightly, only daring to chew quietly with his mouth closed.

    "I'm not..." Mrs. Mi wanted to defend, but couldn't say anything.

    "Instead of finding a marriage partner for him, you should cultivate Cheng Zi well and train him to be a person who can control his own life." Lin Shu continued.

    "But he, hey...he couldn't even pass calculus and linear algebra last year." Mrs. Mi said worriedly.

    "I've retaken this year!" Mi Cheng was also a little aggrieved, and retorted loudly, "Also, I obviously don't have to fail this semester, but I have already missed the exam, and the teacher asked me to make up the exam next semester!"

    Can't pass linear algebra?

    Lin Shu had never failed a subject before, so he didn't know how to persuade him.

    Fortunately, Bian Xinglan said at the right time, "Madam Mi, I failed at least half of the courses in college, but I finally got my diploma and degree certificate, and I am living a good life now."

    Bian Xinglan's voice was even more contagious, and Mrs. Mi was visibly shaken.

    Raising eyebrows at Lin Shu complacently, Bian Xinglan said: "When I just graduated from university, I only had a few thousand dollars in my account. It was Shu'er who instructed me to do what I was good at, and that's how Nan Ying is today..”

    Lin Shu pouted.

    How can it be thousands of dollars?That is clearly thousands of virtual currencies.

    Bian Xinglan has no other skills, but she is sweet-talking and can fool around, making Mrs. Mi stunned for a while.

    At the end of the flicker, Madam Mi's eyes almost lit up, she looked at Lin Shu and said, "Mr. Lin, you are right, I really shouldn't put my hopes on others, but I am afraid of him..."

    "Don't worry, I also like oranges," Lin Shu said with a smile, "As long as he wants to do something, I will help him check it out."

    With Lin Shu's promise, Madam Mi was finally relieved. Although her eyes were still wet with tears, she was very relaxed. "Thank you very much. Chengzi is really lucky to have met such a good person as Mr. Lin."

    A nice guy like him...?

    This was the second time Lin Shu heard someone say he was good today, and he was in a daze for a moment.

    The strange feeling of being filled with the heart came again.

    Lin Shu exhaled silently, and gently covered his chest. The beating of his heart was transmitted through the skin to his palms. It was very active, and the frequency was getting faster and faster.

    "What's wrong?" Bian Xinglan noticed his strangeness and asked in a low voice.

    "It's nothing." Lin Shu put down his hand and put the last wonton into his mouth.

    Mrs. Mi originally wanted to keep the two of them for dinner, but Bian Xinglan was in a hurry to go back to the production hotel, and Lin Shu also wanted to go home to rest, so he had to contact them to meet again next time.

    When Lin Shu walked out of the courtyard of Mi's house, it was exactly three o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was setting, and the sun was shining from the right side.

    Mi Cheng walked on Lin Shu's left side, held his arm reluctantly, and asked coquettishly, "Brother Lin, where have you been for the past half month? I sent you a message and you didn't reply."

    The setting sun is not hot, but warm, tempting people to turn around.

    Lin Shu didn't answer Mi Cheng's question, but turned his head to let the warm sunlight shine into his eyes, looked at the sunset and asked, "Chengzi, in your eyes... am I a good person?"

    "Huh?" Mi Cheng was stunned, surprised that Lin Shu would ask such a question, "Of course, Brother Lin, you are the best person I have ever met."

    There seems to be something wrong with the five senses again.

    Every time Lin Shu took a breath, he seemed to be able to smell the sun, although he couldn't tell what kind of smell it was, and it could only be described as warmth.

    "Why do you say that?" Lin Shu asked again.

    "You are excellent and beautiful, and you taught me to be independent. Why aren't you a good person?" Mi Cheng's eyes widened, and his tone was extremely serious.

    Lin Shu was silent for a moment, then turned his head, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, "Well, you remember to study hard for the make-up exam, don't fail the subject again, take that little classmate home to see your mother, and reassure her, you understand?"

    Hearing the make-up exam, Mi Cheng frowned and yelled, "Ah! I hate exams! I hate coding! I hate high math!"

    Lin Shu couldn't help laughing, and patted Mi Cheng's head, "Okay, I'm going home to rest, see you next time."

    "See you next time." Mi Cheng reluctantly said goodbye.

    Bian Xinglan sat in the driver's seat and waited, and Sheng Jing also opened the car door, waiting for Lin Shu to get in the car.

    Lin Shu got in the car, lowered the windows a little, and let the warm sun and wind shine on his face.

    "Shu'er, shall I take you home directly?" Bian Xinglan asked.

    "Ok."

    The corners of Lin Shu's mouth were curled up, Bian Xinglan peeked at the rearview mirror, and asked tentatively, "Do you want me to introduce you to someone new?"

    "No need to."

    Bian Xinglan raised his eyebrows quietly, as if he had realized something, and instead of speaking, he sent Lin Shu back to Shayang Bay in silence.

    "Remember to go back to City B on your birthday, I have prepared a party and gifts for you." Bian Xinglan said before leaving.

    Lin Shu nodded and waved impatiently, "Hurry up, I understand."

    Bian Xinglan laughed twice, and drove away in the car in the sunset.

    Lin Shu watched the car drift away until it disappeared, then took out his mobile phone, tapped into Qin Yuchi's account, and released him from the small dark room.

    After he was released, Lin Shu felt that it was too little to block him for two days, and it was really useless, so he sent Qin Yuchi back to the small black room.

    Taking advantage of his height, Sheng Jing peeked at Lin Shu's phone, but didn't notice that Lin Shu was already looking at him, and was shocked when he caught Lin Shu's gaze.

    "I didn't see anything!" Sheng Jing quickly shook his head in denial.

    Lin Shu flipped through Byakugan, put away his phone and walked home.

    And Sheng Jing followed behind, and heard Lin Shu mutter in a good mood, "I'll shut it up for a few more days before we talk about it."

    The author has something to say:

    Qin Yuchi: I was sent to the little black room again [Light a cigarette]

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