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    Qin Ximo came out of the laboratory with a yawn, and was about to open the co-pilot's door when she saw a familiar figure through the window.

    "Ximo, sit in the back." Qin Yuchi's voice came from inside the car.

    Qin Ximo sat in the back seat, closed the door, and sneaked her gaze to the co-pilot, peeking in the rearview mirror.

    Why is Lin Shu in the car?

    Did my brother really pursue success?!

    Qin Ximo was a little excited, and greeted Lin Shu with a smile on her face, "Brother Lin, good morning!"

    "Good morning." Lin Shu turned his head to look at the back seat, his face was flushed, the corners of his eyes were red, and his voice was still hoarse.

    Qin Ximo raised her eyebrows, then looked in the direction of her brother, trying to ask questions with her eyes.

    Qin Yuchi met Qin Ximo's eyes in the rearview mirror, and explained, "Mr. Lin has a fever. I'll go to the doctor to get medicine later, and you watch him from the side."

    "Oh okay, so it's a fever." Qin Ximo nodded, not convinced by the rhetoric at all.

    Could it be that Lin Shu had a fever, so he would contact his elder brother early in the morning and ask him to pick him up before sending him to the hospital?

    Totally impossible!

    Qin Ximo knew right away that the two of them probably stayed in the same place last night, and Lin Shu had a fever in the morning, so the older brother happened to send him to the hospital.

    Fortunately, there are fewer patients in the hospital during the Spring Festival, and it is relatively deserted.

    After arriving at the hospital, Qin Yuchi registered with Lin Shu's mobile phone. The doctor took a skin test and prescribed a few bottles of antipyretics to give Lin Shu water.

    It was just a fever, but Qin Yuchi was worried, so he applied for a single ward and asked Lin Shu to lie on the bed to rest.

    While Qin Yuchi went to get medicine and find a nurse, Qin Ximo took a chair and sat beside Lin Shu's bed.

    The eyes of the two met from time to time, Qin Ximo hesitated to speak, as if he wanted to ask something but didn't dare to ask.

    Lin Shu swallowed uncomfortably, and took the initiative to explain: "Your brother rested at my house last night. Today he found that I had a fever, so he sent me to the hospital on the way."

    Brother has progressed to the point of breaking into the house?

    The sword is not old, so it should not be underestimated!

    Qin Ximo coughed lightly, and asked cautiously, "Brother Lin, you and my brother..."

    "We're trying to get in touch and understand." Lin Shu raised the corners of his mouth slightly towards Qin Ximo.

    Xu Shi's brain was burning out. On the way to B University, Lin Shu's mind kept flashing back to Qin Ximo's appearance when he died, his nerves were tense, and his heart was restless.

    When he really saw Qin Ximo standing in front of him alive, Lin Shu was relieved, and the big stone in his heart finally fell to the ground.

    "Why are you still staying in the laboratory on New Year's Eve? Does your supervisor ask you to work overtime?" Lin Shu asked softly with concern.

    Qin Ximo felt a little guilty, scratched her cheek and said, "No...Brother went to record the party yesterday. I didn't want to go home alone, so I found an excuse to stay in school."

    do not wanna go Home?

    Lin Shu thought that Qin Yuchi was the only one who hated going home, but he didn't expect Qin Ximo to do the same.

    "Because of Qin... your father?" Lin Shu asked tentatively.

    Qin Ximo lowered her eyes wordlessly, neither denying nor admitting.

    Lin Shu pursed his lips, glanced at the closed door of the ward, and asked in a low voice, "Ximo, do you know that your brother will bury his face in the water and hold his breath to relieve the pain?"

    Hearing this, Qin Ximo's eyes widened, as if thinking of something, he asked in disbelief, "Will he still be like this now?"

    Lin Shu didn't know how often Qin Yuchi did this, so he lied half-truthfully, "Yes, he planned to do this yesterday, and told me that pain is a kind of psychological impulse."

    Hearing the last sentence, Qin Ximo's expression became stiff and her face turned pale.

    "Did your father teach it?" Lin Shu continued to ask.

    Qin Ximo was silent for a long time, and finally admitted in a low voice: "Yes, when I was young, my dad would put me and my brother in the water to calm us down. I didn't expect that he would still do this now..."

    After people grow up, most of them can distinguish whether what their parents teach is correct or not.

    But Lin Shu didn't expect that Qin Yuchi was not only silently controlled by Qin Sheng, but also believed that this theory was correct, and it has been practiced since childhood.

    This fool.

    Lin Shu was half lying on the hospital bed. Although his whole body was weak, he really wanted to jump up and scold Qin Yuchi.

    Squeak——

    The door of the ward opened, and Lin Shu and Qin Ximo looked towards the door together.

    Qin Yuchi had already put on a mask, and stood at the door with the nurse, holding a basket of medicine for hanging water in his hand.

    Lin Shu took his left hand out of the quilt, and when the young nurse came to the bedside to give him an injection, he greeted softly, "Hello."

    The nurse didn't expect the patient to be so enthusiastic, she was taken aback, and yawned back: "Hello."

    When the needle pierced the skin, Lin Shu let out a painful cry on purpose, and asked, "Doctor, I want to ask, can people stop pain by holding their breath? Is pain a kind of psychological impulse?"

    Although he was asking the nurse, Lin Shu's eyes fell on Qin Yuchi obliquely.

    The nurse seemed to have never heard such absurd words, and blinked suspiciously, "Pain is a psychological impulse? Who said that! How can holding your breath stop the pain, unless you hold your brain stupid."

    Lin Shu glanced at Qin Yuchi quietly, "Really? Someone told me that this can relieve pain."

    "Pain is the body's physiological response to injury, and it is a signal to remind you that something is wrong with your body. If you forcibly endure or take painkillers blindly, you will lose the golden opportunity to discover the disease. Have you read fake medical advice on the Internet?arts?"

    The nurse thought that only the elderly were recruited, but she didn't expect Lin Shu to believe such a fallacy at such a young age.

    "Okay, thank you. I know now that this is an unscientific fallacy." Lin Shu withdrew his gaze and said coldly.

    Confused by Lin Shu's attitude, the nurse inserted the needle in twos and twos, adjusted the flow rate of the liquid medicine, and quickly left the ward.

    As soon as the young nurse left, the atmosphere in the ward became even more awkward.

    Qin Yuchi was not an idiot, he knew that Lin Shu's words were talking to himself, he was a little at a loss, and kept silent.

    And Qin Ximo also lowered her eyes, breathed lightly, and tried to reduce her sense of existence as much as possible.

    Tuk tuk.

    In the silence, the door of the ward was knocked again.

    Qin Yuchi breathed a sigh of relief silently, opened the door to take the takeaway, and carried two bags of breakfast in.

    Qin Yuchi opened the packaging bag, handed the Xiaolongbao and steamed dumplings to Qin Ximo, put a box of light rice porridge on the shelf, and opened the packaging cover.

    Lin Shu sat still, Qin Yuchi gently put the plastic spoon into the porridge, "The doctor said that you can drink a little porridge to rest your stomach when you are hanging water, you eat too little in the morning."

    My brother is so dumb, he can't speak at all!

    Qin Ximo hurriedly stood up to give way, and winked at Qin Yuchi, wanting Qin Yuchi to sit by the bed and feed Lin Shu.

    After receiving the signal, Qin Yuchi sat on the chair and asked with a slight smile, "Mr. Lin, do you need me to feed you?"

    "I need you to feed me? Am I a dodder flower that needs someone to take care of me?!" Lin Shu struggled to sit up, feeling weak, scooped up a large spoonful of porridge, and put it directly into his mouth.

    "Wait, be careful!" Qin Yuchi wanted to stop it, but it was too late.

    As soon as the porridge entered, Lin Shu's eyes were moist from the scalding, and the corners of his red eyes were also faint with tears.

    Perhaps he cared about his image, even though Lin Shu was burned, he didn't open his mouth to breathe, but squeezed his lips tightly to bear it.

    Qin Yuchi sighed, took out a piece of paper, wiped away the tears from the corners of Lin Shu's eyes, and coaxed, "Mr. Lin, I know you are strong and don't need others to take care of you. I want to feed you myself, okay?"

    Lin Shu sat still, Qin Yuchi took out a few more pieces of paper, folded them in the palm of his hand, and put them near Lin Shu's lips, "Hurry up and spit out the porridge, the nurse said just now, the pain is unbearable."

    How dare Qin Yuchi talk about him the other way around?

    Lin Shu rolled his eyes, and after meeting Qin Yuchi's expectant eyes, he still couldn't do something that would damage his image like spitting porridge, so he swallowed it while swallowing the heat.

    But Lin Shu was not stubborn any more, but threw the spoon back into the porridge, folded his arms, and continued to sit puffed up.

    Qin Yuchi picked up the spoon, scooped up half a spoonful of porridge, put it on his lips to blow it cold, and then handed it to Lin Shu's mouth.

    Lin Shu opened his mouth uncomfortably, and secretly observed Qin Yuchi from the corner of his eye.

    For every mouthful of porridge, Qin Yuchi not only blows exactly five times, but also takes about the same length of time for each blow, lasting three seconds.

    artificial intelligence.

    Lin Shu muttered in his heart, and drank the porridge little by little.

    The rice porridge had no flavor of seasoning, only a faint fragrance of rice. Lin Shu ate the whole box of porridge without vomiting like he did in the morning.

    "When are you going home?" Lin Shu rubbed his belly and asked half lying down.

    "When your fever subsides, I'll send you back to Huguangshan before going home." Qin Yuchi put away the packing box and put it in the trash can.

    Lin Shu wanted to refuse, let the two go first, and asked Xie Yi to pick him up.

    But Qin Ximo clasped his hands behind him, looked at Lin Shu pitifully, and begged, Lin Shu tacitly refused.

    Are you so resistant to going home?

    I can't get used to that old man Qin Sheng, so just resist like him. Anyway, the group has closed down, and the whole family is supported by Qin Yuchi. What's so arrogant about that old man?

    The low speed of the liquid medicine was very slow, and Lin Shu kept drinking water until the afternoon.

    The nurse went into the ward to remove Lin Shu's needle, took his temperature, gave him the medicine he took orally, and repeatedly asked him not to blindly believe fake tweets before leaving.

    Qin Yuchi wanted to reach out to hug him, but Lin Shu gave him a glare, so he withdrew his hand.

    Lin Shu jumped out of bed, although his steps were flimsy, but not enough to be hugged, he walked slowly to the parking place, still wearing Qin Yuchi's windbreaker.

    It snowed again at noon, and the pine trees in Huguang Mountain were covered with white snow. The thin branches could not bear the weight, and there was a rustling sound of falling snow from time to time.

    Lin Shu wiped away the mist from the glass window and looked at the snow all over the ground, feeling a pity.

    If he didn't have a fever today, maybe he would have the opportunity to take Qin Yuchi to run in the mountains, and he could also take Qin Ximo along with him.

    The commercial vehicle went up all the way and stopped in front of Lin Shu's house.

    "See you next time." Lin Shu wrapped Qin Yuchi's windbreaker tightly, opened the door and jumped out of the car, curled up and walked quickly home.

    "Mr. Lin, wait!" Qin Yuchi turned off the engine and parked the car, opened the door and got out of the car, and followed behind Lin Shu.

    It was really cold outside, Lin Shu entered the code to open the door, rushed into the heat of the house, turned around and asked Qin Yuchi, "What's wrong?"

    Qin Yuchi stood at the door, still wearing a thin shirt and trousers, Lin Shu reacted and took off his windbreaker.

    "Thank you for your windbreaker." Lin Shu handed the windbreaker to Qin Yuchi.

    Qin Yuchi breathed white steam, did not pick up his clothes, but asked, "Mr. Lin, when will we meet next time?"

    The white steam blew in front of Lin Shu along the winter wind. It was actually very cold, but Lin Shu felt warm inexplicably.

    Lin Shu coughed lightly, and his voice was intentionally indifferent, "I'm on vacation. Whenever you are free, I can take you to run in the mountains."

    "Okay, see you next time." Hearing this, Qin Yuchi smiled, and took the initiative to pull the doorknob, trying to close the door.

    With the windbreaker still hanging on his hand, Lin Shu held the door and handed the windbreaker out, "Wait, your windbreaker."

    Qin Yuchi shook his head, and said to Lin Shu, "I'll pick it up next time, is that okay? Mr. Lin."

    Qin Yuchi wants to leave the windbreaker to him?

    Heart pounding.

    Lin Shu was stunned, not feeling cold for a while, and said in a daze, "Yes, yes... yes."

    "Okay, see you next time, Mr. Lin." Qin Yuchi waved goodbye and continued to close the door.

    The door was about to close, Lin Shu recovered from his trance, and hurriedly said, "Did you listen to what the nurse said today?"

    "I... listened to it, and I promise I won't endure it in this way again." Qin Yuchi nodded.

    Unexpectedly, Qin Yuchi was so obedient, Lin Shu's worries finally disappeared, "That's good, see you next time."

    Before the door closed, Lin Shu raised his eyes and looked at Qin Yuchi's car.

    Qin Ximo was lying on the car window, her hands made into binoculars, and she was peeping at them with her eyes wide open. Seeing Lin Shu looking at her, she turned her head guiltily to avoid it.

    boom

    The door was completely closed, blocking the howling wind and snow from the house.

    Lin Shu stood in the porch in a daze for a long time before turning around, hugging Qin Yuchi's windbreaker, and walking to the bedroom.

    After turning on the heat and taking a shower, Lin Shu washed away the smell of the medicine in the hospital, took the medicine as prescribed by the doctor, and then lay down on the bed in a drowsy state.

    After lying down for a while, Lin Shu always felt that something was wrong, sat up again, and took out the two small bottles of essential oils from the windbreaker.

    Eustoma is colorless, while iris cedar is lavender.

    Just use a little, and it shouldn't be discovered.

    Lin Shu put the eustoma incense back into his windbreaker pocket, uncorked the iris cedar bottle, and rubbed a little essential oil on the tip of his nose.

    The iris cedar he bought himself was somewhat different from Qin Yuchi's. His perfume had a strong iris scent, while Qin Yuchi's cedar smell was even stronger.

    Smelling the familiar scent, Lin Shu was satisfied, and fell asleep with the corners of his mouth curled up.

    However, just like yesterday, even after smelling the fragrance of Qin Yuchi's body, Lin Shu still had a nightmare.

    The nightmare this time was not much different from the usual ones, it was still Qin Yuchi's frightening appearance with red eyes going crazy and blood spitting out from the mouth.

    The difference is that this time he heard the familiar piano sound - "The Fountain of Este Manor".

    "Ha ha......"

    Lin Shu sat up panting, with cold sweat on his forehead, and was quite frightened by the scene in the dream.

    Why does he have this kind of dream frequently recently?

    Is it because God saw that he was too arrogant and happy to get carried away, so the dream reminded him of the mistakes he made before?

    Lin Shu leaned feebly on the head of the bed, lost his mind for a long time, and only picked up his phone after recovering.

    It was getting late, and the night light by the bed was turned on regularly.

    Lin Shu opened Moments, routinely checking to see if Qin Yuchi or Qin Ximo had posted photos.

    However, neither of them moved, but Gao Jingge rarely posted a photo of going to the temple to worship Buddha and pray for blessings.

    Go to the temple to pray to Buddha...

    The big Buddha in the photo smiled kindly, and his body seemed to be emitting a golden light, which made Lin Shu feel strangely depressed and less panicked.

    Normally, Lin Shu would not believe these things.

    But his rebirth was unscientific at all. Looking at the golden statue illuminated by the Buddha's light, Lin Shu was not so repulsive, like a drowning man grabbing a rope.

    Taking a deep breath, Lin Shu dialed Gao Jingge's phone number, "Which temple do you worship Buddha in, is it useful?"

    Lin Shu never believed in these things, and even laughed at her for being superstitious before. Gao Jingge was surprised, "Are you going to worship Buddha?!"

    "Yes, send me the address now, and I'll go tomorrow." Lin Shu tried to keep his voice steady.

    "Wait a moment," Gao Jingge instructed after a few seconds, "it has been sent to you. When you go to the temple, you must respect those masters, and don't treat them with questioning and contemptuous attitudes, or you will damage your virtue."

    "I know." Lin Shu never went to temples, so he asked for confirmation, "How much do you usually pay for incense? Do you pay in cash or by scanning a QR code?"

    "You still have to pay for incense?" Gao Jingge was keenly aware of Lin Shu's uneasiness, and asked in a cold voice, "What's wrong with you? He made you sad again?!"

    "No!" Lin Shu denied, "We are fine, it's just that I... always have nightmares and can't sleep well."

    There was silence over the receiver.

    Lin Shu took a long breath and asked tentatively: "If, I mean if someone hurt you badly, but that person opened his eyes one day and found that everything was reset, and wanted to repent and make up for you, would youForgive him?"

    The other side was silent for a long time, Gao Jingge replied in a low voice: "I don't know."

    It's not a good answer, but it's not a bad answer either.

    "Why?" Lin Shu asked.

    "If I don't remember the past, he's a good guy to me, and there's no such thing as forgiveness. But if I do, then..."

    Gao Jingge was silent for a moment, and finally said the opposite of what he said in his heart, "It depends on the extent of his repentance. If he is sincere, I think I will forgive him."

    Hearing the answer, Lin Shu was a little relieved, and his mood stabilized, "Okay, I see."

    The author has something to say:

    Lin Shu: Become a theist today.

    Note: Buddha statues cannot be photographed!Do not imitate in reality!

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