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    "What's like a baby, what do you say?"

    Obviously Qin Yuchi's words had no romantic meaning at all, but Lin Shu was blushing with embarrassment and felt uncomfortable.

    Qin Yuchi straightened up with a smile, also pulled a reclining chair from the side, put it beside Lin Shu, and lay down on his own initiative.

    The down jacket was squeezed and made a rustling sound.

    Lin Shu glanced sideways and asked, "Aren't you cold? Why don't you get a blanket to cover yourself?"

    Qin Yuchi shook his head, turned his head to look at Lin Shu, "It's okay, I've already dressed a lot. Mr. Lin, when did you arrive in Reykjavik?"

    Lin Shu originally wanted to say last week, but when he thought it would be too deliberate, he changed his words: "I just arrived the day before yesterday."

    "I also arrived the day before yesterday," Qin Yuchi said, "If I had known, I would have opened the door to take a look first, maybe I would have met you sooner."

    It turned out that he arrived too early.

    No wonder he couldn't meet Qin Yuchi.

    Lin Shu looked at the starry sky on his face, but he was actually peeking at Qin Yuchi's bare hands out of the corner of his eye.

    The temperature is below zero now, coupled with the strong wind and high humidity, Lin Shu doesn't even want to expose any inch of his skin.

    But Qin Yuchi doesn't even wear gloves, isn't it cold?

    Lin Shu's attention was always drawn to those bare hands.

    After several sneak peeks, Lin Shu couldn't stand it any longer, so he pulled the blanket off his body and divided half of it to cover Qin Yuchi's body.

    "Mr. Lin?" Qin Yuchi was a little surprised to be covered with a blanket.

    Lin Shu stared straight at the sky, avoiding Qin Yuchi's sight, and said in a reproachful tone, "Since you're going outside, you haven't prepared a blanket yourself, I think you have a fever."

    "Well, I'm not well prepared, sorry." Qin Yuchi could feel that Lin Shu cared about him. Although he was apologizing, his voice was very happy.

    Apologizing again...

    Lin Shu suspected that Qin Yuchi had to apologize to others every day, otherwise he would feel uncomfortable.

    Fool.

    Lin Shu pursed his lips, hid his right hand under the blanket, and moved to the right side calmly, to the edge of the recliner, waiting for Qin Yuchi to hold his hand.

    But waiting left and right, Qin Yuchi didn't move. Sometimes he looked at the starry sky, and then turned his head to look at him, but he didn't take his hand.

    Lin Shu waited more and more anxiously, secretly counting down in his heart, if Qin Yuchi still didn't move after a minute, he would take the initiative to hold it.

    But Lin Shu didn't wait too long.

    Just a few seconds into the countdown, a warm palm touched the back of his hand, and then wrapped his entire right hand tightly.

    "Mr. Lin, how's the temperature of your hands? Is it too cold?" Qin Yuchi asked.

    Not only was it not cold, it was also warm, even warmer than his hands.

    Could it be that Qin Yuchi was secretly warming his hands just now before holding his hand again?

    Lin Shu's heart warmed, and he gently broke away from holding his hand, and under Qin Yuchi's suspicious eyes, he turned around and wrapped Qin Yuchi's hand, interlocking his fingers.

    Although his heart was pounding, Lin Shu pretended to be indifferent, as if he was chatting freely in an ordinary reception, "Is the filming work over?"

    Qin Yuchi seemed to be in a daze, and replied after a long while, "Just shoot another set tomorrow morning and finish it off."

    Lin Shu nodded, and asked again, "Where are you going to shoot?"

    "Tyoning Lake."

    He was there just yesterday...

    Lin Shu's heart suddenly felt itchy. He really wanted to see Qin Yuchi's appearance when he was filming a big movie, but he couldn't take the initiative to speak up, so he was a little embarrassed.

    "Mr. Lin, can you go out with me tomorrow morning? I want to take you to a place after the filming is over." Qin Yuchi took the initiative.

    Lin Shu pursed his lips tightly, trying not to let the corners of his mouth turn up too much, and asked, "What time do you leave?"

    "Ten in the morning," Qin Yuchi asked tentatively, "Is it too early?"

    "It's okay, I don't sleep much." Lin Shu said.

    The two chatted from time to time, most of the time they just watched the starry sky in silence.

    Unfortunately, there is no aurora tonight, but Lin Shu doesn't care, because the aurora is far away and cold, while Qin Yuchi's hand is close at hand and warm.

    The hour hand passed two o'clock in the morning.

    Lin Shu knew that it was time to let Qin Yuchi go back to sleep, but he just didn't want to let go, since they didn't have much to talk about now.

    "Mr. Lin, are you going to sleep outside tonight?" Lin Shu heard Qin Yuchi ask when his eyelids were drooping.

    sleeping outside?

    After coming here, he has never tried to sleep outside in the freezing cold like the locals.

    Lin Shu thought about it for a while, and felt that the proposal was good, and said to Qin Yuchi, "Well, go back and rest, remember to come out and call me tomorrow morning."

    Hearing this, Qin Yuchi didn't say anything, and didn't say good night, he stood up and went back to his room.

    Angry?

    Lin Shu sat up in surprise and looked at Qin Yuchi's back, not knowing why.

    Fortunately, Qin Yuchi turned back quickly, holding a scarf and a blanket in his hand, "Mr. Lin, you wear too little, and you will have a fever if you sleep outside like this."

    As he spoke, Qin Yuchi shook off the scarf, bent down and wrapped Lin Shu's neck and half of his face, and then pulled up the hat of his cotton coat to put it on, leaving no gaps for the cold wind to invade.

    "This way it won't be cold." Qin Yuchi asked Lin Shu to lie down, covered Lin Shu with a newly brought blanket, and lay down on the couch again.

    "Are you going to sleep here too?" Lin Shu twisted his neck and asked with difficulty as he was wrapped too thickly.

    "Well, I'll accompany you." Qin Yuchi put on the hat of the down jacket, got into the blanket, took the initiative to hold Lin Shu's hand, and interlocked his fingers.

    The body is warm.

    Although the wind was howling in his ears, Lin Shu was not cold at all.

    "Good night, Mr. Lin." Qin Yuchi seemed very excited, even the end of the sound was smiling, and his fingertips were tightly wrapped around Lin Shu's hand, warm and safe.

    "Good night."

    In the cold wind, smelling the familiar cedar fragrance, Lin Shu raised the corners of his mouth slightly, closed his eyes, and finally had a good night's sleep in the western hemisphere, without any nightmares tonight.

    The next morning, as soon as Qin Yuchi moved his finger, Lin Shu woke up.

    Perhaps because they were holding hands last night and falling asleep, Lin Shu involuntarily turned sideways to face Qin Yuchi.

    When Lin Shu frowned and opened his eyes, Qin Yuchi had already woken up and was staring at him with no emotion in his eyes.

    The sunrise in Reykjavik was very late, before ten o'clock in the morning, the sun was just rising, and the sky was half dark and half bright.

    Lin Shu was stared at uncomfortably. He didn't dare to look at Qin Yuchi's face. He looked away and asked, "What time is it? Should we go?"

    "It's still early, there is still half an hour, you can sleep a little longer." Qin Yuchi replied.

    Lin Shu was not sleepy, but full of energy because of the good dreams.

    It's just that Qin Yuchi kept staring at him, his voice was still hoarse and deep as if he just woke up in the morning, Lin Shu's ears were numb, and even his heart felt itchy.

    "Why are you looking at me like that?" Lin Shu was a little embarrassed.

    Qin Yuchi didn't answer, like the morning after an incident between ordinary couples, and stared at Lin Shu quietly for a long time, then lifted the blanket and stood up.

    "Mr. Lin, it's almost time for departure, we should speed up." Qin Yuchi reminded.

    If it wasn't because Qin Yuchi was in a daze at him, how could time be so tight?

    Lin Shu flipped down the reclining chair swiftly, met Qin Yuchi's gaze, gave him a deliberate stare, and then walked to his room.

    Qin Yuchi's low laughter came from beside his ear, Lin Shu stopped, turned his head and threatened with "vicious" eyes, Qin Yuchi stopped laughing.

    The two set off on time at ten o'clock. Lin Shu first drove to the hotel where the staff lived, and then traveled with their car.

    Qin Yuchi must have mentioned him to Zhou Ming, so when Lin Shu sat resting in the corner, Zhou Ming cheerfully handed him a cup of warm jujube tea and a blanket.

    The hot tea scattered white mist, blurring vision.

    Lin Shu blew away the hot steam that blocked his eyes, and his eyes passed through the bustling staff, and fell on Qin Yuchi.

    Wearing a stiff fur coat and black gloves, Qin Yuchi was carelessly feeding the swans on the lake.

    This swan seems to be human, instead of pecking at the food on his hand, it flies to Qin Yuchi's shoulder, looks closely at Qin Yuchi, and then looks at the camera together.

    Some people are born to eat this bowl of rice.

    Lin Shu was fascinated to think, it would be a pity if Qin Yuchi only acted in movies, he should go to high-end clothes, walk on the red carpet more, stand in front of the screen glamorously, and make others marvel more.

    Taking advantage of no one's attention, Lin Shu secretly took out his mobile phone, took a few photos of Qin Yuchi as a souvenir, put away his mobile phone and continued to wait.

    During the break, Qin Yuchi couldn't wait to walk to Lin Shu's side. He seemed to feel that the padded jacket he was wearing was not thick enough, so he put the down jacket he had on on him to keep warm.

    "Mr. Lin, the filming will end soon, about half an hour away." Qin Yuchi said in a warm voice, afraid that Lin Shu would be impatient.

    "It's okay, I'm not in a hurry." Lin Shu took a sip of tea and said with a slight smile.

    Hearing this, Qin Yuchi felt relieved, "That's good."

    As the filming continued, Lin Shu rested his hands on his knees, cupped his face in both hands, watched and waited.

    buzz-bum-

    Suddenly, the vibrating sound of the mobile phone came from the pocket of his clothes. Lin Shu touched his pocket and found that it was Qin Yuchi's mobile phone that was vibrating.

    Lin Shu touched the phone, took it out and looked, and found that the words "Doctor Hu" were displayed on the screen.

    doctor......?

    Qin Yuchi is sick?

    Although Lin Shu's heart tensed, he didn't intend to answer, but the other party tirelessly called, and made three voice calls in a row.

    When the last voice automatically hung up, another message popped up on the lock screen.

    "Doctor Hu: Both I and the algorithm have analyzed your psychological scale, and it is not ruled out that there may be mild depression..."

    Slightly depressed... what?Are you depressed?

    He obviously didn't do anything in this life, why is Qin Yuchi depressed?

    Lin Shuding stared at the screen, his body seemed to be frozen, unable to move for a while, and fell into an incredible shock.

    The phone screen went black, reflecting Lin Shu's funny staring eyes.

    His fingers didn't work either. Lin Shu knew he shouldn't touch other people's things casually, but he couldn't control it. His fingertips automatically entered the well-known password.

    1379.

    Simple and regular password, exactly the same as the previous life.

    With the same desktop settings and the same default system wallpaper, Lin Shu clicked on WeChat and opened the "Doctor Hu" dialog box.

    New news popped up again, "Doctor Hu: Your dreams, auditory hallucinations and visions are probably caused by excessive psychological pressure. Come to the department to find me immediately after returning to China, don't delay any longer."

    What dream?

    His heartbeat became faster for no reason, and his ears were filled with panicked thumps.

    Lin Shu pursed his lips, and swipe up the dialog box little by little, and soon saw a file titled "Dreams and feelings from November 3rd to January 22nd".

    In the dark, as if being lured, Lin Shu clicked into the file without hesitation.

    "November 3: On the day I fell from the building, I dreamed of a very beautiful man. I don't know how to describe him. I just think he is like a candy made of love medicine. Just hearing the sound will make me feel overwhelmed, like an electric shock..”

    "November 6: His name is Lin Shu."

    "November 9th: He seems to be like me. He likes eustoma very much. He planted flowers by the lake and said it was a gift for me. In the dream, I should like him very much, but I always keep silent to make him angry..why?"

    "December 28: The dream today was horrible, as if everyone died and only me was alive."

    "January 11: He should have those dreams just like me. Is it because I was a cold and violent pervert in his dream, so he hates me?"

    "January 16: He's trying to accept me! He finally realizes that I'm not the same person I was in the dream."

     …

    Lin Shu scrolled down little by little, and as the date approached, more and more records were recorded, not only dreams, but also Qin Yuchi's feelings in a large space.

    The phone gradually dimmed, and finally the screen went black, and my heart also became silent.

    Lin Shu couldn't tell what he was feeling now, it was as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer suddenly, the human pain mechanism hadn't worked yet, and he was in a daze.

    Can't hear the wind, can't feel the cold or heat.

    Lin Shu froze, unable to move, not even wanting to breathe, just sat on the chair like this, not bothering to blink.

    "Mr. Lin, what's the matter with you?" Zhou Ming noticed that something was wrong with him and asked worriedly.

    Lin Shu looked at Zhou Ming slowly, "Did Qin Yuchi fall from the building in November? November 3?"

    "Yes...the wire suddenly broke that day, Brother Qin fell on the fire mat and was hospitalized for a week." Zhou Ming knew that Lin Shu was Bian Xinglan's friend at that time, and he was not sure what Lin Shu meant, so he didn't darelie.

    November 3rd.

    This was the day he was reborn.

    Lin Shu nodded slowly, moving slowly like an old man, put the phone back in his pocket, and sat there in a daze, his eyes out of focus.

    It's not that Qin Yuchi has not been reborn, but he has temporarily lost his memory, and these memories are slowly recovering.

    Lin Shu laughed bitterly at himself.

    He should have known earlier that he has done so many sins, how could he be able to achieve consummation as long as he decides to reform and repent seriously?

    But what made Lin Shu most desperate was not the fact that Qin Yuchi was also reborn.

    But in Qin Yuchi's memory, Qin Yuchi actually loved him, and even suspected that he had abused him with cold violence.

    Just the incomplete memory shows that Qin Yuchi really loved him.

    He treated Qin Yuchi like that, and Qin Yuchi still fell in love with him.

    And Qin Yuchi obviously fell in love with him, but in the end he was forced into such pain that he wanted to kill him.

    People always choose to forget the painful things.

    No wonder there was no memory of Qin Ximo's death in Qin Yuchi's dream records.

    Qin Yuchi's dream was full of happiness, but those pains seemed to be avoided deliberately, none of them appeared.

    The more he thought about it, the more desperate Lin Shu became. He even wanted to pin his former self to the ground and beat him until he was paralyzed and could do no more evil.

    The wry smile on his face grew strangely, and Lin Shu sat on the chair exhausted, looking at Qin Yuchi by the lake in the distance, as if he was looking at greedy for the last time.

    Coincidentally, the filming was over, the staff put away the equipment, and Qin Yuchi also ran towards Lin Shu, as if he was running towards Xingyue who had been chasing him.

    But Lin Shu knew very well that he was not Qin Yuchi's Xingyue, he was just a beautiful and attractive flower full of poison inside, a flower that would bring bad luck to Qin Yuchi.

    "Mr. Lin, we..."

    "I'm tired." Lin Shu didn't dare to look into Qin Yuchi's bright eyes, but lowered his eyes and said, "I'm going back to the hotel."

    "Are you... not feeling well?" Qin Yuchi's tone became worried, and he automatically placed his hand on Lin Shu's forehead to test the temperature.

    "I want to go back to the hotel." Lin Shu repeated in a low voice and coldly.

    "Okay, I'll take you home." Qin Yuchi froze for a moment, then wrapped the down jacket around Lin Shu and zipped it up.

    Lin Shu drove the car when he came, but Qin Yuchi drove the car when he returned.

    Lin Shu sat in the co-pilot, hid his face in the cedar-scented down jacket, and sniffed greedily and softly, as if he would never smell it again.

    When the car was about to reach the hotel, Lin Shu opened the window and let the wind blow away the cedar smell from the tip of his nose, and it disappeared.

    "Mr. Lin, the wind is too strong, please close the window." Qin Yuchi's gentle voice came from next to his ear, as if coaxing a child.

    Lin Shu clenched his teeth, closed his eyes, and tightly clenched the seat belt with his right hand, breathing out soundlessly.

    When he opened his eyes again, Lin Shu's voice was cold, without any waves in his tone, "Mr. Qin, I thought about it seriously just now, and I don't think we are suitable. It is better for us to meet less in the future."

    The author has something to say:

    The mad dog has reached 90% of the progress, and he is about to recover his memory.

    It's sunny, it's really uncomfortable, sorry for the late arrival!

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