The moment he saw Qin Yuchi's eyes, Lin Shu knew that Qin Yuchi's memory had all been restored, because his eyes had changed drastically.

Lin Shu thought he would see hatred in those eyes, but he only saw endless sadness.

Lin Shu suddenly felt that he was wrong.

Compared with seeing Qin Yuchi's hateful eyes, he seemed to be more afraid of the present situation. Seeing Qin Yuchi's fragility, riddled with holes, sadness was like endless tears, and every drop burned his hands.

What happened after he died?

Why is Qin Yuchi in such pain, his eyes are full of pain?

Lin Shu couldn't stay in the intensive care unit for too long, after a moment of silence, the doctor urged him to leave.

Before leaving, Qin Yuchi still didn't want to let go, and held him tightly, as if putting all his strength into his hands.

Lin Shu had no choice, and he couldn't say any comforting words, he could only say that everyone was waiting outside to let Qin Yuchi get well soon.

After leaving the intensive care unit, Lin Shu was in a daze, and didn't say anything useful to Qin Ximo, so he just leaned against the wall in a daze and remained silent.

Qin Yuchi re-examined in the second week after waking up. The wound on the skin surface of the right chest had healed, but the fracture in the body needed to be rested slowly. After the re-examination, he was directly transferred to the general ward.

Qin Sheng only came to the hospital on the day Qin Yuchi was rescued, and left after Qin Yuchi was transferred to intensive care, leaving only Qin Ximo guarding outside the ward.

Qin Yuchi had been losing fat before he was admitted to the hospital, and now he was injured again. He lost weight very quickly and lost most of his muscles, but his eyes were still clear.

When Qin Yuchi was transferred out of intensive care, Lin Shu hid behind the nurses and doctors, not daring to appear in Qin Yuchi's sight.

But Qin Yuchi spotted him at a glance, and regardless of the needle on the back of his hand, he raised his hand and grabbed it in the direction of Lin Shu, and even wanted to sit up.

Although Qin Yuchi was restless, his expression was very deep, as if he knew very well that he was causing trouble for the doctors and nurses, but he just didn't care, so he had to play around soberly.

The medical staff made room for Lin Shu to come in and stand beside the bed.

hand.

Qin Yuchi was wearing an oxygen mask and could hardly make a sound, so he could only make mouth shapes.

Lin Shu stretched out his hand, trying to elicit a smile to make himself look gentle, but he couldn't.

Because Qin Yuchi's arm was too thin, it was only a little bit stronger than his arm, and that was because Qin Yuchi's frame was already bigger than his.

Qin Ximo waited in the ward, clung to the door and waited for the bed to come in.

Qin Yuchi's face was originally calm, but the moment he saw Qin Ximo, his eyes turned red again. This time, he did not shed tears, but his hands trembled uncontrollably, and his eyes fixed on Qin Ximo, as if he was afraid that she would disappeargenerally.

This scene terrified Qin Ximo.

Qin Ximo had never seen Qin Yuchi like this before, and immediately leaned forward and asked in a crying voice, "Brother, what's wrong with you? Does the wound hurt?"

Lin Shu knew why Qin Yuchi had red eyes, sighed, patted Qin Ximo's hand, and comforted him: "He is so happy to see you, and wants you to accompany him more in the future."

As soon as the words fell, the hand holding Lin Shu suddenly tightened, and then relaxed strangely, as if everything just now was an illusion.

Lin Shu turned his head and met Qin Yuchi's eyes.

Qin Yuchi's eyes were dark, like a bottomless deep pool, very complicated, it was hard to tell what specific emotions were in those eyes, it was more like the depth of various thoughts intertwined.

Lin Shu only looked at it for a second, but he didn't dare to look at it, so he quickly looked away.

After being transferred to the single ward, Qin Yuchi was unwilling to let go of his hand except for non-essential times such as changing the dressing. He just held it tightly and didn't speak.

Soon, the first day passed.

Lin Shu couldn't feel the passage of time, he just felt dazed. He didn't do anything, and the sky went dark.

Several nurses lived next door, and Qin Ximo was sent back to the hotel, leaving only Lin Shu in the ward.

Lin Shu actually didn't know how to face Qin Yuchi.

At first, it seemed that there was a glass between them. Although they didn't know what the other was thinking, they still had a decent acquaintance relationship.

And now, Qin Yuchi also has those fond memories.

They have kissed each other skin to skin, and although they are holding hands now, the distance in their hearts seems to be further away. It was only separated by glass before, but now it seems to be separated by a different universe.

It was as if they had hated and hurt each other so much, but now they pretended to ignore what happened, whitewashed the past, and no one mentioned the past.

Self-deception.

The nurse moved an empty bed to the ward, in case Qin Yuchi couldn't leave Lin Shu, so that Lin Shu could sleep in a spacious bed.

At night, Lin Shu was lying flat on the hospital bed, with Qin Yuchi still holding his right hand.

Lin Shu opened his eyes, looked at the light and shadow on the ceiling, emptied his mind, and didn't want to think about anything.

"Mr. Lin..." Qin Yuchi called weakly in his ear.

Why is this person called Mr. Shanglin again?

"What's the matter?" Lin Shu closed his eyes, pretending to be woken up, and asked in a calm voice.

"Mr. Lin, can you turn around now? I want to look at you, can you?" Qin Yuchi's voice was begging, a little humble.

Lin Shu frowned slightly, remained silent for a moment, and finally turned his head to look at Qin Yuchi.

Qin Yuchi's eyes were very pure, just like when they first met in this life.

Like...that never happened between them.

Lin Shu knew at a glance that Qin Yuchi was acting to him again, deliberately acting ignorant, trying to cover up the fact that he had recovered his memory.

Fool.

Obviously, my eyes were red twice, so what's the use of pretending now?

Lin Shu sighed, not knowing what Qin Yuchi was thinking, and asked helplessly, "Is it okay now? How long do you have to watch, my neck will be sore."

Qin Yuchi was stunned for a moment, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry. It's fine, I won't watch it."

"Yeah." Lin Shu turned his head and continued to look at the ceiling, dazed in a daze.

The hospital where Qin Yuchi is currently staying is already considered among the hospitals in H City.

When the incident happened, the crew directly dispatched the emergency plane, which did not delay the prime time for treatment. If it was a few minutes later, even a god would not be able to save Qin Yuchi.

Although the environment of this hospital is good, it is a bit noisy outside, and the sound of driving engines can be heard from time to time.

Lin Shu wanted to continue to let himself go, but the sight on the right side was too scorching to be ignored.

"Why are you always watching me?" Lin Shu asked.

"......Feel sorry."

This person is apologizing again, he is addicted to acting.

After thinking about it, Lin Shu couldn't think of a reason why Qin Yuchi didn't hate him.

Apart from feeling that Qin Yuchi was still trapped in those false dreams of love and sex, deliberately ignoring the facts, and unwilling to wake up, he really couldn't think of other reasons for Qin Yuchi to escape from the past.

But those dreams that had nothing to do with Fengyue were false, they were at best confused and infatuated, Qin Yuchi should hate him.

Lin Shu pursed his lips tightly, and after a while, he said something plausible in a deep voice, "You... just look forward."

Lin Shu felt that Qin Yuchi could understand what he meant, and there was no room for turning back between them.

Although they didn't officially break up in their last life, they should go their separate ways in this life when they finally got to that point.

Qin Yuchi didn't answer, just tightened his fingers, and said after a long silence: "I'm sleepy, good night, Mr. Lin."

Qin Yuchi was still calling him Mr. Lin, still running away.

Lin Shu heaved a long sigh, didn't speak any more, closed his eyes to rest his mind, and gradually fell asleep.

The hospital bed was not soft, but Lin Shu rarely had a good night's sleep.

Perhaps it was because when the dust settled, Qin Yuchi also recovered his memory. His crimes had long been judged, and he was now fearless.

The next day, a visitor came to the ward.

When Tao Zhuo came, the nurse was combing Qin Yuchi's hair, and Lin Shu was eating an apple slowly, staring out the window in a daze.

"Yuchi, how are you feeling?" Seeing that Lin Shu was in the ward, Tao Zhuo nodded silently to greet him.

Lin Shu wanted to leave temporarily to give the two of them a space to chat, but Qin Yuchi held his hand tightly, with a weird formula smile on his face.

"I'm fine. How about you? How is everything at home recently?" Qin Yuchi's tone was very strange, with a kind of deliberately pretended intimacy, very blunt, and Tao Zhuo was stunned when he heard it.

Lin Shu stopped chewing for a moment, and then continued to chew the apple. There may have been conflicts between the two after his death, but those have nothing to do with him.

Tao Zhuo glanced at Lin Shu, and said truthfully, "Taozi has signed the document to disassociate herself from the Tao family, and Xiao Lian...did some very bad things to him."

It was said that although Qin Yuchi's eyes were full of regret, the smile on his face was wider, and the emotions on the upper and lower half of his face were directly separated, which was even weirder.

"Really?" Qin Yuchi squinted and asked with a smile, "Has the person who did something wrong been punished accordingly?"

Tao Zhuo thought he heard it wrong, so he didn't answer in a daze.

"No? That's really a pity..." Qin Yuchi smiled, and said with a long sigh, "But it's okay, no one can escape punishment for doing something wrong, and God will punish everyone fairly..."

As Qin Yuchi talked more and more, Tao Zhuo's complexion gradually became worse.

"Yu Chi, take a good rest, and I'll come to see you when you recover." Tao Zhuo sensed Qin Yuchi's strangeness, and didn't want to stay longer, so he was ready to leave after staying for a few minutes.

"Okay, see you next time." Qin Yuchi watched Tao Zhuo leave, the door opened and closed, Qin Yuchi was still staring at the door, wondering what he was thinking.

Heaven will punish everyone fairly.

really.

Lin Shu smiled silently, swallowed the last bite of the apple, and threw it into the trash can with a snap.

Qin Yuchi's recovery time is not long, and he can be discharged from the hospital after a few weeks of rest. However, he has to rest and recuperate after being discharged from the hospital, so he cannot take up work.

Lin Shu would only stay with Qin Yuchi until the day before he was discharged from the hospital. This was a decision he had made long ago, and it could not be changed or regretted.

When night fell, Qin Yuchi seemed to have gotten used to his company, so he lay on the hospital bed first, waiting for him to sleep on another bed.

But today, Lin Shu didn't go to bed, but sat beside Qin Yuchi's bed, quietly looking out the window, lost in thought.

"Mr. Lin..." As if sensing his change, Qin Yuchi was acutely uneasy, holding his hand tightly, with pitiful eyes like a puppy about to be abandoned.

Lin Shu exhaled silently, lowered his voice, and showed his cards directly, "Qin Yuchi, stop pretending from now on, okay?"

After he finished saying this, Qin Yuchi's complexion became gloomy, and finally revealed half of his previous life.

"I'm not pretending." Qin Yuchi lowered his eyes and denied.

"I know you've already remembered," Lin Shu wanted to be cold-hearted and merciless, but finally couldn't bear it. He sighed and said, "You... just look forward and don't think about it anymore.Those dreams are gone, I should go too."

Hearing this, Qin Yuchi reacted so strongly that he almost jumped up from the bed and asked, "Where are you going?!"

"I..." Lin Shu didn't know where he was going next, maybe he was going home, maybe he was wandering, he didn't have any purpose now, maybe tomorrow he could fall into the wind of early spring and end thisboring life.

"Lin Shu, what do you want to do?" Qin Yuchi asked through gritted teeth, eyes widening.

His hand hurt from being scratched, and Qin Yuchi's eyes widened, as if he hated him as before.

That's right.

It's wrong for Qin Yuchi to fall into those false dreams and escape from reality. He should hate him like this and recognize reality clearly.

"It's nothing," Lin Shu smiled lightly, trying not to make this farewell too pretentious, "That's it, I have something to do, I really have to go."

Lin Shu didn't say "goodbye" because in his plan, they would never have the chance to see each other again.

For them, such a decent parting is already the best ending. hope that Qin Yuchi will stop worrying about him in the previous life in this life.

Qin Yuchi clenched his teeth, focused all his strength on his fingertips, and tightly grasped his hand, leaving deep purple marks on the back of his hand.

Unfortunately, as a patient, Qin Yuchi's strength was no match for Lin Shu.

Lin Shu kept a decent smile, and with his left hand, he opened Qin Yuchi's fingers one by one, and kept pulling his right hand outward.

After breaking off one finger, the other was tightly entangled again. Lin Shu had no choice but to stand up directly, backed up with all his strength, and finally shook off Qin Yuchi's hand.

"Don't go... don't go, don't go!" The moment his hand was thrown away, Qin Yuchi's eyes turned red, he lifted the quilt and was about to turn over, and wanted to hug Lin Shu and not let him go.

boom

Lin Shu pursed his lips, turned around and looked down at the ground, deliberately ignoring the sound of Qin Yuchi falling to the ground behind him.

That's it, they don't have to say goodbye.

Lin Shu resisted not looking back, and pushed open the door of the ward without stopping, gradually disappearing from Qin Yuchi's sight.

The door opened and closed again, blocking out the white lights of the hospital corridor, and the ward fell into darkness again.

Qin Yuchi was lying on the ground, his right chest and heart hurt, as if he had been pierced by countless small thorns, and the countless small wounds were filled with salt water.

Qin Yuchi held his breath, turned over with great effort, and then lay flat on the ground panting.

The meandering light and shadow reflected on the ceiling, as if glowing snake patterns were crawling, inexplicably disgusting.

Qin Yuchi closed his eyes and lay down for an unknown amount of time. When the pain subsided, he finally gritted his teeth, enduring the severe pain in the wound, and Mou Zujin stood up by himself.

He can't walk upright now, and he usually moves around in a wheelchair.

But Qin Yuchi couldn't care less now, he leaned over to open the bedside table, found out the phone and mask from inside, and went out in hospital clothes.

Although every step he took, there was a pain of broken bones in his chest, but Qin Yuchi didn't seem to feel the pain and didn't care at all.

In this way, he walked along the path of Lin Shu's departure, relying on his intuition, staggering, moving forward all the way, just like chasing the stars and the moon, going forward indomitably.

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