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    After leaving the hospital, Lin Shu did not return directly to City B, but traveled in City H.

    However, it is not so much a tour as a wandering, because he did not go to any scenic spots, but just sneaked into the film and television city to watch other people's performances.

    He had never been to Qin Yuchi's crew before, and now he just happened to go to other crews to see what the process is like for other people to act.

    Winter is almost over, and the wind in early spring is getting warmer, accompanied by the fragrance of peach blossoms that can be heard everywhere in the city.

    Going to the film and television city during the day and going back to the hotel to rest at night, Lin Shu wasted his time like this, since he had nothing else to do anyway.

    It wasn't until Gao Jingge called, saying that Qin Yuchi had been discharged from the hospital long ago, and asked him where he was. Seeing that the matter was about to be revealed, Lin Shu returned to City B overnight.

    When Lin Shu arrived home, Gao Jingge was already sitting on the sofa waiting.

    "What's wrong?" Lin Shu walked into the room and asked as if nothing had happened.

    Gao Jingge turned her head, her face was a little pale, "Where have you been all this time? Why can't you get through the phone?"

    Lin Shu coughed lightly, and lied, "I'm just taking care of him in the hospital, and then take a break in City H. I'll report to you every day, so what do you have to worry about?"

    Gao Jingge stared straight at Lin Shu, making him uncomfortable.

    "Qin Yuchi has been looking for you," Gao Jingge asked after a long silence, "what's going on between you two? You didn't come back from Reykjavik with him last time, did you?"

    Unexpectedly, this matter was revealed, Lin Shu felt a little guilty, "I was afraid that you would worry, so I didn't tell the truth."

    "Are you having a conflict with him again, or...?" Gao Jingge asked.

    "I don't think we are suitable. He is a star, so he is not suitable for me." Lin Shu shrugged, trying to keep his tone as relaxed as possible.

    Gao Jingge remained silent, sighed slightly, and stood up from the sofa.

    Lin Shu took a peek at Gao Jingge, changed the subject and asked, "By the way, how are you and Tao Zhuo doing? Any progress?"

    Hearing this, Gao Jingge's complexion became even worse, "It's over. He's on a blind date and planning to get married. I can't accept it, so I propose to end it."

    marriage?

    In Lin Shu's perception, only incompetent people need marriage.

    Unexpectedly, Tao Zhuo, who seemed capable, would use marriage as a way to broaden his career.

    Lin Shu scratched his cheek helplessly, and just wanted to comfort him, but heard Gao Jingge say: "Qin Yuchi told me, and he also told me to be more careful about Tao Zhuo."

    That idiot Qin Yuchi would actually inform?!

    When he was in the ward, Lin Shu felt that the atmosphere between Qin Yuchi and Tao Zhuo was not right, but he did not expect that the two had already fallen out.

    "He also said that your mental state is very poor and you may be in danger at any time, is that true?" Gao Jingge raised her eyes and looked straight into Lin Shu's eyes, as if she was carefully examining them.

    No wonder Gao Jingge had to wait at home for him to come back. It turned out that he had heard Qin Yuchi's nonsense.

    Lin Shu spread his hands, stood in front of Gao Jingge, and asked, "Look at me now, like a person in a bad state of mind? People with mental problems will travel by themselves, eat and drink well, and take care of them."Patient?"

    Lin Shu said it with confidence, thinking that Qin Yuchi was slandering himself.

    Gao Jingge half-closed her eyes, not knowing whether she believed it or not.

    Lin Shu simply turned to slander Qin Yuchi, "He must be holding a grudge against me for rejecting him, deliberately spreading rumors that I am crazy, don't believe his words."

    Gao Jingge quickly found the loophole in Lin Shu's words, "Since you rejected him in Reykjavik, why did you go to the hospital to take care of him later? Is this what you said was rejection?"

    "I..." Lin Shu paused, "I just wanted to visit the doctor at first, but he held me tight and refused to let me go. I had no choice but to stay in the hospital."

    Lin Shu was lying.

    Gao Jingge can always tell the difference easily, because when Lin Shu is lying, his tone will become exaggerated, not casual at all.

    After a long while, Gao Jingge lowered her eyes, her voice revealed some fragility, "Lin Shu, I just don't want to hear about your accident."

    "I know," Lin Shu said, "I won't have any accidents. Hurry up, go home and have a good rest as soon as we break up, and don't stay here with me. I came back from H City overnight, and I was so sleepy that I wanted tosleep."

    Lin Shu rushed away impatiently, Gao Jingge couldn't say anything more, but before leaving, he told Lin Shu to report his safety sooner or later, not even a minute late.

    boom

    After the door closed, Lin Shu dropped his shoulders and lay down on the sofa slowly.

    Qin Yuchi's strange behavior made him restless.

    The more Lin Shu thought about it, the more bored he became. He took out his phone and entered Qin Yuchi's number. His fingertips rested on the dial button, unable to press it for a long time.

    Lin Shu was afraid of hearing Qin Yuchi's voice, as if whenever he heard that voice, he would think of Qin Yuchi's begging that day, and those eyes full of sorrow.

    He couldn't scold Qin Yuchi with vicious words, no matter what the purpose was.

    Lin Shu sighed, determined not to call, but to send text messages instead.

    "Don't look for me, and don't contact Gao Jingge again, or I'll block you and those bad art directors directly!!!"

    Lin Shu added three exclamation points at the end of the text message, as if this would deter Qin Yuchi, although he knew it would have little effect.

    After sending the text message, Lin Shu didn't dare to wait for Qin Yuchi's reply, so he blocked the number directly, trying to deceive his ears.

    After Lin Shu finished all this, he suddenly felt a huge sense of powerlessness, exhausted both mentally and physically.

    How did he become such a person?

    He became a coward, he didn't dare to face Qin Yuchi, and he loved to lie to Gao Jingge.

    Obviously he wasn't like this before...

    He looks like an incompetent clown now.

    He has become the kind of person he once despised the most.

    After Lin Shu had had enough of lying on the sofa, he sat up slowly, went to the bathroom to wash off the dirt, and then went back to lie down on his deck chair on the balcony.

    It is morning.

    Although early spring has arrived and the sun has come out of the clouds, the temperature in City B is still very low.

    Sunlight is useless, it doesn't warm Lin Shu's body.

    Lin Shu applied some iris cedar essential oil to himself before putting his hands into his pockets and staring at the clear sky in a daze.

    Lin Shu is not the only villa on the top of Huguang Mountain.

    Several newly developed villas have been sold long ago, and the nearest one is only 20 meters away from Lin Shu's.

    Qin Yuchi stood by the window on the second floor, hiding his whole body behind the curtains, wearing a black windbreaker, holding a telescope, and observing the balcony where Lin Shu was.

    This is the real estate he bought before his memory recovered. He wanted to surprise Lin Shu, but he didn't expect it to come in handy now, so that he could keep an eye on Lin Shu's activities.

    Hum——

    The phone rang.

    Qin Yuchi frowned, kept his eyes on Lin Shu in the binoculars, and answered the phone with one hand.

    "Brother, where have you been? I called you and you didn't answer!" Qin Ximo shouted eagerly through the receiver.

    "I'm back to City B." Hearing that it was Qin Ximo, Qin Yuchi's voice became gentler, "You don't have to worry about me, I'm resting in bed, nothing will happen."

    "Why didn't you tell me when you went back to City B! Do you know that you disappeared from the hospital in the middle of the night, everyone was frightened by you and almost called the police!" Qin Ximo asked loudly.

    Qin Yuchi clicked his tongue lightly, and took the phone away slightly, "I have something to do now, I'll talk about your important things later. Also, I hired a driver for you. You are not allowed to leave the school gate alone. Let the driver take you wherever you want."

    "Brother, you..."

    "That's it, hang up." No matter what the other person wanted to say, Qin Yuchi quickly hung up the phone, turned the phone to silent, and continued to observe his former home through the telescope.

    Qin Yuchi didn't just look at the terrace, but put down the binoculars from time to time, and scanned around Lin Shu's house with naked eyes, as if he was looking for something, and then picked up the binoculars to observe Lin Shu.

    Lin Shu was very strange. As soon as he got home, he lay on the couch without moving.

    Isn't it cold to sleep outside?

    Qin Yuchi took the biscuit from his hand, chewed it in his mouth, and swallowed it together with the milk.

    When he swallowed, the wound on his right chest also hurt, but Qin Yuchi didn't care, he ate the biscuits in twos and twos, staring at Lin Shu as if he had completed the exploration mission.

    When night fell, Lin Shu finally moved.

    The lights in the house are turned on from top to bottom, and then turned off within ten minutes.

    Lin Shu went back and forth, put on a windbreaker, and continued to lie down in the recliner.

    Qin Yuchi adjusted the binoculars to night vision mode, zoomed in to observe, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that Lin Shu's windbreaker looked familiar.

    Isn't this...his trench coat?

    Qin Yuchi snorted coldly, and looked at the threatening text message that Lin Shu had sent him, the corner of his mouth curled up angrily.

    He already knew that Lin Shu was not honest and loved to lie.

    In the past, he liked to threaten him with others, and he also liked to say that he had experienced many battles and had countless suitors to choose from, which made him feel a little bit of crisis, and he had never even talked about love.

    In this life, they approached him first, then suddenly said that they were not suitable, and ran to the hospital to take care of him when he was injured, but then ran away suddenly the day before he was discharged from the hospital, always doing something that was not what he said.

    awkward!

    Qin Yuchi grabbed another biscuit, put it in his mouth, and chewed it angrily.

    The two remained relatively still, one on the terrace, the other hiding behind the curtains, gradually fell asleep in the same dark night, and woke up at the same time.

    Another morning came.

    Lin Shu opened his eyes, still not knowing what to do today, stretching his body slowly like an old man, went to the garage to start Cullinan.

    Lin Shu wandered around the city as usual, and then drove to the edge of the cliff.

    Cullinan stopped at the edge of the cliff.

    Lin Shu pushed down the car window, turned on the radio, lit a cigarette and held it between his fingertips, and listened to the radio in boredom.

    The song played on the radio was not pleasant, so Lin Shu clicked his tongue lightly and tuned to another channel.

    "The abbot of Lingxing Temple was charged by the police for allegedly raising funds illegally, and died on March 2. The police reminded people who have raised donations for Lingxing Temple to register at the police station."

    The abbot of Lingxing Temple?Master Jia Yuan?

    When Lin Shu heard the familiar name of the temple, he immediately turned on his phone to check the authenticity of the news.

    "Fake Buddhist scam! Beware of fake masters charging fees on the grounds of enlightenment!"

    "The Lingxing Temple scam was exposed! Tens of thousands of people were deceived. The police reminded us to be vigilant against any religious-based fundraising activities."

    [Jia Yuan's "abbot" stumbled and fell off a cliff, and his body is still being searched for.】

     …

    Lin Shu casually flipped through the news, not feeling too much moved, just found it funny.

    How could he go to worship a Buddha and ask a master for guidance, but still meet a fake master to deceive people?

    No wonder the master told him to see a psychiatrist. If he dares to say that the master is just a liar, whether he believes in Buddhism or not is another matter.

    Lin Shu laughed, not only laughing at the master's mistake, but also mocking his own stupidity and superstition.

    How did he become what he is now?Superstitious and dull, and deceived by false masters.

    Lin Shu shook his head, switched the channel back to the radio station that played bad songs, and continued to look at the scenery on the edge of the cliff.

    slip......

    slip?

    The broadcast on the radio just now kept playing in Lin Shu's mind.

    Lin Shu suddenly realized, as if he had been connected to Ren and Du's two veins.

    As long as he pretended to have stumbled and didn't show any signs of committing suicide, wouldn't that be all right?!

    There are always accidents in life, as long as in the eyes of Gao Jingge and Bian Xinglan, he did not commit suicide but died by accident, they would not blame themselves for not noticing his strangeness, and they could quickly get out of his death.

    Thinking of this, Lin Shu got out of the car immediately, stood on the edge of the cliff and took a few pictures of the scenery, and posted them in Moments, along with a saying often used by successful people, "Stop to look at the scenery, and you will find beautiful scenery everywhere in your life."!"

    Soon, Gao Jingge sent a message.

    "Gao Jingge: Where have you been?"

    "Lin Shu: I'm going to climb a mountain, I want to keep fit."

    Sure enough, Gao Jingge didn't ask any more questions, and only shared with him the hiking bag that he must bring when climbing the mountain, telling him to remember to bring water and food.

    In the next few days, Lin Shu shared "climbing photos" every morning, determined to make himself a successful person who loves sports and life.

    In this way, even if he did not report Gao Jingge's safety sometimes, Gao Jingge did not urge him like an alarm clock, but waited for his climbing photos the next day.

    After sharing the photos again, Lin Shu felt that he had done enough foreshadowing, so he parked the car a little far away from the cliff and got out of the car quickly.

    Lin Shu deliberately chose a handsome sportswear for himself, and wore a sports headband on his forehead, which was extremely delicate.

    It's a pity that after falling, he will turn into a meat paste.

    But it doesn't matter, he made a mistake, not suicide.

    Lin Shu was very calm in his heart, without even a little fear, and walked towards the edge of the cliff step by step, as if attracted by the rising sun, he opened his arms.

    The weather is getting warmer.

    When the warm sunlight shone on his face, Lin Shu finally felt that early spring had really come, and freedom was coming soon.

    I hope that after this death, God will not allow him to be reborn again.

    Lin Shu closed his eyes, stepped off the edge of the cliff with one foot, and his body fell due to gravity.

    "what are you doing!"

    Suddenly, the collar was caught, Lin Shu was picked up like a chicken, and thrown to the ground.

    Plans were interrupted.

    Lin Shu sat on the ground, opened his eyes impatiently, and met Qin Yuchi's red eyes.

    At the moment when he was interrupted, Lin Shu wanted to get angry, but he looked into Qin Yuchi's eyes and couldn't say any vicious words. Those words seemed to come out with his breath and were blown away by the wind.

    Qin Yuchi looked very angry, his complexion was not good, and his brows and eyes were full of tiredness.

    Lin Shu sat without moving and couldn't say anything, so he could only keep silent and look away to avoid Qin Yuchi's gaze.

    "Let me ask you, Lin Shu, what exactly were you trying to do just now!" Qin Yuchi lifted Lin Shu up, grabbed his shoulders, and asked with teary eyes.

    Lin Shu pursed his lips tightly, feeling an inexplicable sense of shame, although he didn't know why he was ashamed.

    It seems... It is a very embarrassing thing to be found out by others that you are going to commit suicide.

    Seeing that he didn't speak, Qin Yuchi became even angrier. Even the hands holding his shoulders were trembling with such force that his shoulders ached.

    "Do you want to die? Dare to die!" Qin Yuchi couldn't get an answer, so he started talking to himself.

    "Do you feel uncomfortable if you don't use those methods to punish me? Do you feel bored and don't want to live anymore?"

    The more Qin Yuchi spoke, the more painful he became, and he even began to pant heavily, covering his chest with one hand and coughing, "Lin Shu, you just like to use those dirty means to love me, don't you? All right, come on, you continue to come in this life, and I willCome back and accompany me to the end!"

    "Cough... cough cough!"

    Qin Yuchi coughed more and more violently, Lin Shu couldn't help turning his head, and met Qin Yuchi's red and painful eyes.

    "I..." Lin Shu didn't dare to look at the pain in those eyes, turned his head quickly, and said in a low voice, "I was wrong before, I'm sorry. I won't do that kind of thing again,You don't have to be afraid."

    As soon as he finished speaking, Qin Yuchi lost his voice, leaving only the sound of panting and unsteady breathing.

    After a while, Qin Yuchi asked in a low voice, "Lin Shu, do you want to die? Answer me."

    Lin Shu lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time, still unable to admit the embarrassing thing that he wanted to commit suicide.

    Qin Yuchi seemed to have the answer, nodded with a strange smile, and said to himself, "You want to die... so you really want to die..."

    "Okay, it's okay, it's okay if you want to die, I'll walk with you this time."

    After finishing speaking, Qin Yuchi dragged Lin Shu, almost dragging him, and dragged him towards Cullinan who was parked beside him.

    Qin Yuchi not only talked to himself, but also laughed, his eyes lit up, as if he had gone mad.

    "What are you doing!" When he got to the door, Lin Shu felt that something was wrong, he held the door with both hands, but refused to get in the car.

    Qin Yuchi opened the door with a smile, sat in the passenger seat first, then pulled Lin Shu into the car abruptly, and finally closed the door with a bang.

    "You want to leave early again this time... But it's okay, this time we're together, and I won't be in pain." Qin Yuchi rolled over to the driver's seat, looked at the cliff in a daze, and locked all the doors.

    "It doesn't matter......"

    Qin Yuchi looked ahead in a daze, put his right hand on the gear, pulled it directly to the driving gear, and then stepped on the accelerator.

    I stepped on the gas pedal hard, but the car didn't move. Qin Yuchi lowered his eyes and suddenly realized, "Ah... I almost forgot to turn on the ignition."

    Qin Yuchi seemed to be crazy.

    Looking at this horrifying scene, Lin Shu's scalp felt numb unconsciously. He touched the ignition button with Qin Yuchi's fingertips, and suddenly stretched out his hand to grab Qin Yuchi's wrist.

    When the ignition was blocked, Qin Yuchi turned his head, smiled to comfort him, and said in a gentle tone, "Don't be afraid, Shu'er, there are stones under this cliff, it won't hurt."

    After finishing speaking, Qin Yuchi pushed hard, and the engine of the whole car started up.

    How could Qin Yuchi die with him!

    Lin Shu panicked, and before Qin Yuchi put into gear, he quickly pressed the ignition button, and the car turned off again.

    Qin Yuchi said "Huh?", thinking that he was not on fire, and wanted to reach out to press it.

    Qin Yuchi is really crazy!

    Lin Shu fumbled for the car keys in his pocket in a panic, and threw them out of the window in a hurry, and threw them over the cliff with all his strength.

    The car key slid out of a long parabola in the air.

    Fortunately, the key fell on the edge of the cliff, bounced out again, and rolled down the cliff. The key and the car were finally out of the controllable effective distance.

    Qin Yuchi was still pressing the ignition button in doubt, but this time, the car could no longer ignite.

    Lin Shu leaned on his seat with lingering fear, his eyes fell on Qin Yuchi's crazy appearance, and he felt angry for no reason.

    "Who allowed you to move my car!" Lin Shu couldn't hold back his anger anymore, and punched Qin Yuchi in the face.

    The author has something to say:

    Mindless and unhappy (bushi

    I'm late again, sorry, ah!!!

    Note: fish behavior is not desirable!Don't bring it into reality!

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