After saying goodnight, Qin Yuchi soon fell asleep again, breathing steadily.

But Lin Shu couldn't sleep, he closed his eyes and thought wildly, and finally decided to fall asleep, counting sheep in his heart, but Dr. Hu's words unconsciously rang in his ears.

After closing his eyes for a long time, but still not feeling sleepy, Lin Shu gave up struggling and opened his eyes again.

The window was not closed properly, leaving a small gap, the slightly cold evening wind sneaked in through the window, and fell on Lin Shu's forehead, making his forehead itchy.

Lin Shu raised his hand to brush his hair, turned his head, and looked in the direction of the wind.

Somehow, the moonlight tonight is extraordinarily bright, shining into the window, like waves flowing on the wall, forming shimmering shadows.

There seems to be something wrong with the five senses again.

Lin Shu seemed to be able to smell the moonlight. It was a bit cold, but not as cold as snow. If had to give an example to describe it, it would be the smell of clear springs with the fragrance of bamboo leaves.

Thinking of this, Lin Shu laughed, thinking how could the moonlight have a smell, he stayed with the lunatic fish for a long time, maybe he became a lunatic too.

Lin Shu turned his head, closed his eyes, and stopped looking at the moonlight, but the smell of moonlight still lingered on the tip of his nose.

The wind carried this taste everywhere, which made me feel a bit of comfort for no reason.

The palms were warm, and Qin Yuchi's body temperature came through the fingertips, wrapping around Lin Shu's fingers.

Because of falling asleep, Qin Yuchi's hand gradually relaxed and held looser.

Lin Shu tightened his fingers, held Qin Yuchi's hand instead, and fell asleep slowly against the night breeze.

The next morning, just after dawn, Gao Jingge rushed to the ward with big bags and small bags.

Qin Yuchi was still sleeping, but Lin Shu had woken up a long time ago. When he heard the movement and opened the door, he was startled by the bags on Gao Jingge's arm.

"Why did you bring so many things here?" Lin Shu hurriedly took the big luggage bag, frowned and asked, "Where's Xie Yi? Why don't you let him carry your things for you?"

The luggage was very heavy, and Lin Shu struggled to carry each of them, not to mention Gao Jingge carried four bags by himself.

Gao Jingge lowered her head in silence, and put the remaining two smaller bags into the ward.

Lin Shu opened one of the bags, and found that it was full of biscuits and popcorn that he used to eat, as well as take-out Fei Nanxue from the dessert shop in S City.

The other bag contained supplements, deep-sea fish oil, chia seeds, etc. Lin Shu was also amazed that Gao Jingge could search for so many things in one night.

"Where did Xie Yi go?" Lin Shu opened the other two bags.

One pack is skin care products, and the other pack is some adult products for sex.

Lin Shu quickly closed the bag, coughed uncomfortably, and looked at Gao Jingge.

Gao Jingge still hangs her head speechless.

Lin Shu felt something was wrong, so he covered Gao Jingge's temples with both hands, and forcibly raised her head.

Gao Jingge's eyes were swollen and bloodshot, obviously the result of crying last night and not sleeping well.

"You don't need to be so worried..." Lin Shu unconsciously lowered his tone, his heart softened, his hands gradually loosened, and he was at a loss.

After a moment of silence, Lin Shu asked uncomfortably, "Where's Xie Yi?"

"I don't want him to know that you are sick." Gao Jingge explained with a hoarse voice.

Gao Jingge's face is not only fragile, but also cowardly, as if he is afraid that others will know that he is sick, and that he will lose his image in others' hearts.

Lin Shu looked at the cowardice on her face, and suddenly wondered whether he was exactly the same as Gao Jingge when he was in a hurry to deny and escape.

But this is obviously not something to be ashamed of. Why did Gao Jingge hide?

Lin Shu looked at Gao Jingge and felt puzzled, so when others watched him run away, were they also puzzled?

My heart calmed down a lot.

Lin Shu smiled and poked Gao Jingge's shoulder, "It's okay. The doctor said that as long as I work hard, I will get better soon. I'm not afraid that others will know about it. You don't need to hide it for me deliberately."

Gao Jingge was stunned for a while, her eyes were absent, and she blamed herself after a while, "I should have sent you to see a doctor long ago, but I always don't want to believe it..."

Lin Shu understood Gao Jingge's psychology. Because of fear, cowardice, and unwillingness to believe that he was sick, she always chose to avoid it. Just like him, she repeatedly felt cowardly about many things and was unwilling to face them.

"I myself chose to escape, so what are you blaming yourself for? The emperor is not in a hurry for the eunuchs." Lin Shu joked.

Gao Jingge didn't speak, and her depressed mood couldn't get better for a while. It wasn't until Dr. Hu knocked on the door and outsiders came that Gao Jingge came back to his senses and returned to his original calm appearance.

Qin Yuchi fell into a deep sleep, like a slob, and neither Lin Shu nor Gao Jingge could wake him up.

Dr. Hu pointed at Qin Yuchi at the door, Lin Shu understood, walked to Qin Yuchi's bedside, pinched Qin Yuchi's nose with one hand, and pinched his lips with the other.

Qin Yuchi couldn't breathe, and opened his eyes in less than a minute, his eyes were full of panic, he wanted to struggle, but he became quiet the moment he saw Lin Shu.

Qin Yuchi woke up, Lin Shu still didn't let go, Qin Yuchi didn't struggle, just waited quietly holding his breath.

Qin Yuchi was so inexplicably obedient, Lin Shu's heart softened, he quickly let go of his hand, leaned down and said softly, "Dr. Hu is here, get up quickly."

Qin Yuchi was clearly able to sit up independently, but now he was lying still, stretching out his arms towards Lin Shu, his eyes sparkling.

Lin Shu had nothing to do with this childish ghost. He wrapped his arms around Qin Yuchi's back, trying to hug him and sit up, but Qin Yuchi hugged him around the waist before he could exert any strength.

Lin Shu almost landed heavily on Qin Yuchi's chest, but fortunately he put his hand on the bed rail in time so that he didn't press the wound.

This scheming fish!

Lin Shu was angry that Qin Yuchi was joking regardless of safety, and wanted to pluck his hair with his hand, but Qin Yuchi didn't hide like before, instead he smiled and looked at him.

Qin Yuchi just smiled so brightly that Lin Shu's anger immediately dissipated.

"Don't be kidding, let me get up." Lin Shu didn't pluck his hair anymore, but stroked Qin Yuchi's forehead hair back, running his fingertips through the hair, and gently smoothing the tangled hair.

Qin Yuchi didn't let go, hugged Lin Shu's waist tightly, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Kiss me once, and I'll let go."

"Qin Yuchi, don't push yourself too hard, Dr. Hu is waiting at the door." Lin Shu warned in a low voice.

Qin Yuchi ignored the warning, closed his eyes and asked for a kiss, waiting for Lin Shu's kiss to fall.

Looking at Qin Yuchi's slightly upturned mouth, Lin Shu thought that he had to teach this man a lesson, otherwise Qin Yuchi would always try to take advantage of him.

Lin Shu pretended to brush back his forehead hair, and leaned his face closer, pretending to kiss Qin Yuchi's forehead.

The tips of the noses are facing each other, and the breathing is winding.

Suddenly, Lin Shu squeezed Qin Yuchi's face hard, and pulled it to both sides with such strength that Qin Yuchi cried out in pain.

"Hiss..." Qin Yuchi let go of his hands, holding his face in both hands, his eyes were sad, as if he was wronged.

Lin Shu stood up straight, looking down at Qin Yuchi, quite proudly, "Hurry up and have breakfast, don't delay the treatment."

Hearing this, Qin Yuchi turned his head away, not looking at Lin Shu, angrily rolled out of bed and sat in a wheelchair.

After breakfast, not only Qin Yuchi went to see Dr. Hu, but Lin Shu also entered the consulting room.

"Mr. Lin, can you tell me how you and Qin Yuchi met?" Doctor Xia asked.

Dr. Xia had already asked this question last time, but Lin Shu was puzzled, and replied again: "At a meeting in the Sacred Heart Hall."

Dr. Xia shook his head, "Mr. Lin, I was asking how you met in the previous life?"

previous life?

Two doctors in succession chose to believe in the absurd thing of rebirth, and they would not be surprised. Lin Shu had the illusion that he was not treating illnesses, but listening to the master's enlightenment in the temple.

Seeing that Lin Shu was in a daze, Dr. Xia explained, "Mr. Lin, you don't have to be surprised. Psychiatric patients always have a lot of 'wonderful ideas'. You and Mr. Qin have already figured it out."

"I'm not that bad?" Lin Shu was surprised.

"That's right. I've also seen patients who thought they were Martians and were forcibly trapped on the earth. They clamored to take a rocket back to their own planet, or commit suicide." Dr. Xia shrugged.

It was the first time Lin Shu heard such an absurd statement, "Then do you believe what he said?"

Lin Shu actually wanted to ask Dr. Xia if he believed what he said.

"Believe it," said Dr. Xia, "I believe every patient's words, and I believe you too."

"That 'Martian', is he normal in the end?" Lin Shu asked the 'Martian', but he was subconsciously asking himself.

Dr. Xia nodded, "He finally got used to life on Earth and decided to settle down here. This should be considered normal."

Hearing this, Lin Shu suddenly felt the difference in thinking between him and Dr. Xia.

Dr. Xia believes that it is normal for patients to adapt to life, but he believes that it is normal to "correct" their thoughts.

"So please rest assured, Mr. Lin, no matter what you say, I will believe you." Doctor Xia said with a smile.

Lin Shu thought that if the "Martian" could be cured, then he was not serious, and he would definitely recover well, and most of the cowardice in his heart faded away.

Lin Shu took a deep breath, without lying, "I met him at a reception..."

For several days, under the guidance of Dr. Xia, Lin Shu talked about many things, both past life and present life, in detail.

The diagnosis result was not judged by Dr. Xia alone, but was discussed and discussed by doctors in the entire department. It was very rigorous and seemed serious.

On the day the diagnosis result was announced, Lin Shu seemed to have a premonition and was extremely nervous. Before entering the consultation room, she panicked and subconsciously wanted to escape.

But when he thought that Qin Yuchi's idiot had to count on him, Lin Shu slapped himself lightly to strengthen his courage, and strode into the consulting room.

Dr. Xia looked good, "Mr. Lin, after discussion, Lao Hu and I both agreed that you are suffering from severe depression, not bipolar disorder."

Lin Shu exhaled silently, feeling relieved.

Although severe depression is very serious, he secretly checked the information and knew that bipolar illness is more complicated and more difficult to treat.

"We believe that the short-term excitement you feel after arguing with others is the presentation of your original personality characteristics, not a manic episode." Dr. Xia explained.

Hearing this, Lin Shu was a little embarrassed. After all, he used to be really arrogant, and he took pleasure in despising bullies and bullies, especially when they were choked speechless by him, he would be very excited and happy.

After confirming that it was severe depression, Lin Shu was very active and asked, "Doctor Xia, do I need medication, physical therapy, or both?"

"Don't worry, Mr. Lin, you and Qin Yuchi will stay in the hospital for observation for a while, and I will give you an accurate answer." Dr. Xia said mysteriously.

After leaving the consultation room, Lin Shu was still in a daze, walking towards the ward in a daze.

As soon as Lin Shu pushed open the door, he saw Qin Yuchi standing by the window, looking out of the window. When he heard him pushing the door, he didn't turn his head back, just staring blankly.

"Qin Yuchi, what are you looking at?" Lin Shu walked quickly to Qin Yuchi's side, and was about to scold Qin Yuchi for not staying in bed.

Qin Yuchi turned his head slowly, his eyes were reddened, and the sorrowful emotion that Lin Shu was afraid of appeared in his eyes again.

"What happened? Is there a problem with the company's funds?" Lin Shu was very panicked and asked anxiously.

Qin Yuchi opened his lips, hesitated to speak, wanted to ask but dared not ask, very cowardly.

Lin Shu suppressed his panic, thought quickly, and asked tentatively, "Did Dr. Hu tell you the result of my diagnosis?"

Hearing this, Qin Yuchi pursed his lips tightly, showing his former forbearance again, which Lin Shu was most afraid of seeing.

"Speak up, if you don't make a sound, I'll beat you up." Lin Shu concealed his panic with a vicious threat.

Qin Yuchi still didn't speak, only his body moved first, he hugged Lin Shu, lowered his head and buried him on his shoulder, like a large injured dog.

Qin Yuchi's painful emotions came over.

Lin Shu also felt uncomfortable, and immediately hugged Qin Yuchi back, patted his back and asked in a low voice: "If you don't speak, how do I know why you are sad? Are you going to be like before, holding your breath and holding your breath without saying anything?"

"No!" Qin Yuchi finally spoke up when he heard about his former self, denying hastily, "I didn't hold my breath, I just wanted to say..."

Qin Yuchi was in the middle of speaking, but couldn't continue, Lin Shu waited quietly, and heard a soft "I'm sorry" after a long while.

Lin Shu knew why Qin Yuchi was apologizing, but Zuo was only concerned about the past, so he comforted him, "It's okay."

Unexpectedly, Qin Yuchi was even more painful when he heard it, and said in a trembling voice: "Why is it okay? You are sick! Just because of that month..."

It was the first time Qin Yuchi took the initiative to mention the past, but he still didn't dare to say the name of the nursing home, so he could only hug Lin Shu tightly, as if he wanted to embed it into the bone, as if this was the only way to relieve a little pain.

But now Lin Shu is not afraid to mention that month, and he dares to speak frankly about the wrong things he has done. In the conversation with Dr. Xia, as long as he thinks that he must get better, he can calmly repeat it no matter how painful it is.

The more he talks, the less he will be afraid.

Lin Shu sighed, thinking that this lunatic fish was weaker than him, but just thinking about it made it so painful.

"It's okay, I know you went out that day, and you never thought of hurting me." Lin Shu pressed his lips to Qin Yuchi's hair lightly, so lightly that Qin Yuchi couldn't notice it.

Dr. Hu showed each other the videos of their conversations, saving them from the pain of explaining to each other again.

"I'm sorry," Lin Shu breathed out, "I used the wrong method before and caused you pain. Can you forgive me? Brother."

"I forgive," Qin Yuchi gripped Lin Shu's clothes tightly, and asked in a low voice, "What about you, can you forgive me?"

Qin Yuchi didn't need his forgiveness at all.

Lin Shu laughed, but still comforted him and said, "I forgive you."

Verbal forgiveness was just a formality, because Qin Yuchi had long since stopped blaming him, and he had never blamed Qin Yuchi either.

And they all need a form to reconcile, and then look forward.

The two hugged each other in front of the window, silent, because as long as they hugged each other, they felt safe, like an inseparable heteropolar magnet, and when they were separated, they felt cramping and painful.

During dinner, Qin Yuchi changed.

A few days ago, they all ate their own food. Lin Shu ate less, and Qin Yuchi only dared to verbally persuade him to eat more, and would not force him to eat more.

But today, Qin Yuchi directly grabbed Lin Shu's chopsticks, sat beside him, and fed the food himself.

Lin Shu was not used to it at first, and was very awkward, and wanted to snatch the chopsticks back.

But as soon as he moved, Qin Yuchi put on that miserable look. Lin Shu looked scared and could only let Qin Yuchi mess around.

Qin Yuchi fed it very carefully, and was about to blow the soup to cool down. He scooped up the rice with a spoon until it was bite-sized, and the fish was picked so that there were no thorns.

Lin Shu still had no appetite, but Qin Yuchi seldom fed him. Lin Shu ate with his mouth open, even when his stomach was full.

It was Qin Yuchi who glanced down and found that Lin Shu's stomach was swollen, so he stopped feeding in panic.

"Why didn't you know to stop when you were full?" Qin Yuchi asked reproachfully, afraid that Lin Shu would overeat.

Lin Shu hadn't eaten so much in a long time. He rubbed his belly, stood up and said, "I'll tell you next time. I'll go for a walk."

"Wait, I'll go with you." Qin Yuchi picked up the rest of the food in twos and twos, took a few pieces of Fei Nanxue and put them in his pocket, and went out together.

When it was said that they were going for a walk, the two of them didn't dare to go for a walk on the campus. They were afraid of meeting Qin Ximo, so they dared to go up to the rooftop to enjoy the breeze.

Dim street lights were on on the road, and many students rode by on bicycles, full of vigor.

Lin Shu propped his face, looked at the students from a distance, and asked curiously, "Qin Yuchi, what did you do when you were in college?"

After finishing speaking, Lin Shu realized that he had asked nonsense. After all, Qin Yuchi was making movies when he was almost an adult, and he was also working when he was in college.

"Playing games." Qin Yuchi replied.

"Playing games?" Lin Shu always thought that Qin Yuchi was dumb and dumb, and very boring. He never thought he could play games.

Qin Yuchi explained: "When there is no play or class, I don't want to go home, so I hide in the dormitory and play games."

Lin Shu suddenly felt a sense of novelty.

In the past, he only knew a small side of Qin Yuchi, but before he knew the rest, he left first.

But it doesn't matter if you understand now.

Lin Shu continued to ask, "What games do you play?"

Qin Yuchi touched his nose and recalled, "StarCraft."

Lin Shu chuckled, inexplicably feeling that it was interesting to hear Qin Yuchi say that he didn't know anything, and his interest was also high.

"What about you? What were you doing in college?" Qin Yuchi checked Lin Shu's information and asked knowingly.

"I..." Lin Shu recalled carefully, and said jokingly, "I was busy oppressing the children of the aristocratic family, forcing them to work for me, and I would beat them up if they didn't listen to me."

Lin Shu spoke half-truths and half-truths, Qin Yuchi was very happy to see him, and didn't expose it, so the corners of his lips curled up.

The two seemed to be having fun, and they would come to the rooftop for a walk every time after eating, talking about things they didn't know, joking half-truths and half-falsely.

In the next few days, Qin Yuchi fed Lin Shu himself, and quickly grasped Lin Shu's food intake. Every time he fed Lin Shu when he was 80% full, he stopped, and Fei Nanxue filled up the remaining 20%.

Lin Shu only went to the consulting room once a day in the afternoon, and he didn't need to talk about the past, but only needed to report what he had done today and how his mental state was.

Dr. Xia didn't mention the treatment method, just kept observing.

It wasn't until Lin Shu's face grew some flesh, his cheeks were rosy, and he no longer looked like a thin skeleton, that Dr. Xia told Lin Shu her suggestion.

"Mr. Lin, you and Qin Yuchi will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. You must live together after discharge, and then come to the hospital for interviews every week." Dr. Xia said.

"Discharged?" Lin Shu asked in amazement, "Do I not need treatment?"

Doctor Xia smiled, "Didn't you realize that you and Qin Yuchi have gotten much better these days?"

Lin Shu thought about it carefully, and found that it was true. Although he still lacked appetite, he could eat well after Qin Yuchi fed him, and Qin Yuchi didn't mention murder again.

"Then my illness is cured like this?" Lin Shu asked in disbelief.

Dr. Xia shook his head, "No, you are still severely depressed. This disease is difficult to cure, but you are already improving. Discharge is only the first step. You have to take the initiative to establish a healthy relationship with Qin Yuchi, and in the processgradually healed.”

"The same is true for Qin Yuchi. He also wants to slowly heal his wounds while getting along with you." Dr. Xia said.

Lin Shu was stunned and could not believe it for a moment. He was prepared to fight the disease for a long time, but now the doctor said that he did not need clinical treatment.

Dr. Xia turned off the video and said to Lin Shu like a friend, "Mr. Lin, you are the strongest patient I have ever seen."

"I'm strong? Are you wrong?" Lin Shu always thought that he was cowardly in this life, indecisive, always repenting and evading, not as decisive as before.

"You are really strong," Dr. Xia said. "If ordinary people suffer from electric shocks for a month, let alone depression, it is normal to be crazy. You said that when you were reborn, you were always nauseous and vomited.You don't feel any emotions, but after meeting Qin Yuchi again, you feel better?"

Lin Shu nodded.

Doctor Xia laughed, shook his head and said, "Actually, it's not true. I think you got better because you took the initiative to help Mr. Taozi and protect Miss Xi."

Lin Shu did not mention his real name during the conversation, but used a pseudonym.

Lin Shu was stunned, he had never thought of this possibility, because his mood always fluctuated with Qin Yuchi, ignoring other things.

"It's not so much that you helped them to atone for the sins of the previous life, it's better to say that your instinct is saving you, helping you grab a few survival ropes, and trying to make you survive. When you were just reborn, you should be the most ill person.It was severe, but you survived alone and slowly got better."

"Although you don't realize it, in fact, you have been trying to redeem yourself in various ways," Dr. Xia said with a smile, "You can get better on your own because you are very strong and excellent, and you can do what many people do."Impossible to do."

He's strong and good....?

Lin Shu stared blankly at Dr. Xia and the golden light shining in from behind her.

The afternoon sun shines through the blinds, dispersing in the air, and the setting sun is very warm and golden red.

When he was in a daze, Lin Shu didn't realize that his face was already covered with tears, and it wasn't until a drop of tear landed on his pants that Lin Shu belatedly wiped it with his hand.

"Sorry." Lin Shu's voice was calm, but his hand that wiped his tears trembled slightly.

"It doesn't matter," Dr. Xia said with a smile, "Those ropes have fulfilled their mission, and Qin Yuchi will be your new rope. You have to support each other with him until he is completely healed."

The spring breeze passed through the window, carrying the warmth of the sun, gently drifting to Lin Shu's forehead, blowing his forehead hair.

Lin Shu didn't feel itchy, but felt warm. The spring sun finally warmed his body, making him feel warm all over.

"Thank you, Dr. Xia, see you next week." Lin Shu stood up, quickly wiped away the remaining tears on his face, smiled, and finally regained the freedom and wantonness he once had.

"See you next week."

Lin Shu pushed open the door of the consulting room.

The wind outside the blinds and the wind in the corridor convect each other, blowing the light fragrance of wisteria.

Lin Shu took a deep breath of the fragrance, and strode towards Qin Yuchi who was waiting outside the corridor. The tip of his nose was lingering with fragrance, not the smell of cold moonlight, but the real fragrance of flowers.

Qin Yuchi was looking at his mobile phone, and when he heard something, he raised his head and looked over with a dizzy smile on the corner of his mouth.

Lin Shu walked faster and faster, thinking while walking.

Spring has finally come.

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Happy New Years kids!!!

Note: Severe depression must be treated clinically in reality, and novels must not be brought into reality!

Some doctors think that bipolar depression is more difficult to treat, and some don't think that it's free to think whichever is more serious!