After Qin Yuchi stepped on it, he didn't stop still, but deliberately twisted it, and he really wanted to crush the paparazzi's hand bones before he stopped.

Compared to really laughing and going crazy, the current Qin Yuchi is very indifferent and expressionless, which makes Lin Shu more worried.

Lin Shu was short of breath, and before Qin Yuchi moved his feet again, Mou Zujin punched Qin Yuchi in the face, making him unbalanced, and stepped back a few steps to the side.

"Damn it, I'm going to expose you on the Internet." The paparazzi's wrist bone was broken and bent unnaturally.

Lin Shu kicked the paparazzi's face, stepped on the paparazzi's face, "Shut up, say one more word, I will let you know what it means to be desperate, and feel how to starve to death on the streets in the 21st century."

Lin Shu looked much more vicious than Qin Yuchi.

Qin Yuchi is a celebrity after all, he used to be polite under the camera, paparazzi are not afraid of celebrities by nature.

And the man in front of him, with evil spirit all over his body, looks quite expensive, rich and powerful, the paparazzi is really caught, and he doesn't dare to make trouble easily.

After being punched, Qin Yuchi regained consciousness a little bit, covered his face and looked at Lin Shu, with some helplessness in his eyes.

"Go get the rope and tie him up." Lin Shu said to Qin Yuchi.

Qin Yuchi remained silent, turned around and walked back to his home, and quickly returned with hemp rope and towel.The paparazzi wanted to yell for help, but Qin Yuchi covered his mouth with a towel, and could only whimper helplessly.

Lin Shu contacted Bian Xinglan, briefly explained what had happened, and asked Bian Xinglan to deal with it quickly.

In fact, Lin Shu could handle it by himself, but he used the usual method, first driving the paparazzi to a corner, and then giving the paparazzi a little favor before the paparazzi collapsed, making him realize that he was just a floating leaf in the torrent, insignificant.

But Lin Shu was unwilling to do so.

Although he still doesn't know what kind of person he wants to be in this life, what is certain is that he doesn't want to be the arrogant and ruthless Lin Shu before.

Bian Xinglan hurried over half an hour later, driving two cars with several bodyguards.

"Shu'er, are you okay?!" Bian Xinglan got out of the car and saw Lin Shu and Qin Yuchi were separated by a meter, and the atmosphere between the two was tense.

"It's okay." Lin Shu nudged his chin, "Take this person away and see what to do with it."

The bodyguard carried the paparazzi into the car.

Bian Xinglan was still worried, fearing that something might happen, so he asked tentatively, "Shu'er, did you two quarrel?"

"No," Lin Shu said, "Why did the paparazzi know the address here? How many media know about the matter between me and Qin Yuchi, you go and find out."

Qin Yuchi still has a lot of movies that haven't been released, and some endorsements are still under contract, so now is really not a good time to expose.

"You deal with it first, I'll take him to the hospital." Lin Shu dragged Qin Yuchi to the garage.

Qin Yuchi was like a puppy who had done something wrong, afraid of being abandoned by his master, he kept his head down and walked forward without saying a word.

Bian Xinglan watched the two enter the garage, and Lin Shu drove Cullinan out again. The black reflective film blocked the glass tightly, making it impossible to see what was inside the car.

The car drove away in a hurry, leaving behind a trail of exhaust fumes.

Bian Xinglan raised his eyes and looked in the direction the car was leaving. The sun was setting and his vision was dim, inexplicably like a night in late autumn.

Lin Shu contacted Dr. Hu on the way and made an appointment to meet at the hospital.

As soon as he entered the hospital, Lin Shu pushed Qin Yuchi into the consulting room and waited outside by himself.

The clocks in the hospital corridors were ticking unnervingly.

Lin Shu leaned against the wall, his body drained of strength.

He stared blankly at the second moving up and down. At that time, the needle was like a snake, which became more and more blurred and meandering.

On the way here by car, Lin Shu's mind was numb, like numbness after an emotional outburst, only his hands and feet were conscious, and he drove mechanically along the route.

"Mr. Lin!" Doctor Xia's voice sounded behind him.

Lin Shu turned around, forced a smile, and asked softly, "Doctor Xia, why are you here?"

Dr. Xia was stunned for a moment, then said seriously: "Follow me to the consulting room."

Dr. Xia asked him to go to the consulting room. Actually, there was nothing important. He just asked about what happened, did some simple psychological counseling, and reminded him to take a hot bath with the scent of iris after returning.

When Lin Shu came out of the consultation room, Qin Yuchi was not in the corridor, but Dr. Hu was waiting for him in the corridor.

My heart sank suddenly.

Did Qin Yuchi's condition worsen?

Lin Shu walked up to Dr. Hu, and tentatively asked, "Doctor Hu, where is Qin Yuchi?"

"He is blowing air on the roof," Dr. Hu said, "I'm here to chat with you."

Lin Shu was afraid to hear Dr. Hu say that Qin Yuchi was stimulated and his condition worsened, so he asked in a deep voice, "Is he... going to be hospitalized?"

Hearing this, Dr. Hu couldn't help smiling, and comforted him: "No, he already knew he was wrong, and he is now reflecting on himself."

Lin Shu's expression was still grim, full of worry.

Dr. Hu sighed lightly, and patted Lin Shu on the shoulder, "Mr. Lin, he is getting better. Think about it, he was going to kill someone with a knife at the beginning. He also admitted that although those actions were subconscious, heIt can be controlled, but it is deliberately not controlled."

"Why doesn't he want to control?" Lin Shu always thought that Qin Yuchi couldn't control himself. It was the first time he heard this kind of talk, and he was very puzzled.

"It may have something to do with his father."

Dr. Hu explained: "His father used to discipline him almost abusively, and he believes that all the mistakes in his previous life stemmed from his inability to express himself and restrain himself too much, so in this life, when his emotions exploded, he deliberately did not restrain himself., let yourself go crazy."

"He thinks that only by breaking out can he be safe, because only in this way can he feel that he will not make the same mistakes and walk the same path as in his previous life."

It turns out that not only he will be trapped by memories, but also Qin Yuchi.

They are all avoiding mistakes in the way they think is right, but the effect is just the opposite.

While Lin Shu was in a daze, Qin Yuchi had already come down from the rooftop, his expression was the same, but there was a bit of timidity in his indifferent eyes.

The two said goodbye to Dr. Hu.

Lin Shu got into the car, still didn't speak, started the engine and drove, instead of going back to Huguangshan, he went to the hotel and got a penthouse suite.

There was no iris-scented essential oil in the hotel, so Lin Shu just took a shower and left the bathroom.

Qin Yuchi was already sitting by the bed, heard the movement, raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were pitiful, it didn't look like acting, but he was really afraid that Lin Shu would get bored with him.

Lin Shu sighed and dried his hair with a towel, "Why don't you talk? Are you going to be dumb again?"

"No!" Qin Yuchi stretched out his hand, gently hooked Lin Shu's finger, and said with his head down, "Sorry, I promise I will control myself in the future."

The more careful Qin Yuchi was, the more uncomfortable Lin Shu was.

Obviously Qin Yuchi shouldn't be like this, but because of him, he became the crazy person he is now. When he was crazy, he let himself be crazy, and afterwards he felt so guilty that it was hard to face.

"How are you going to control it? Are you drowning and holding your breath to listen to "Oxygen" again?" Lin Shu asked absently.

Qin Yuchi seemed to have been poked into his mind. He was very at a loss, speechless, and remained silent for a long time before saying "Sorry".

Lin Shu couldn't hold back a wry smile, turned off the night light by the bed, and said to Qin Yuchi, "It's okay, go to bed early today, good night."

"Good night, Shu'er."

Qin Yuchi's hand was tightly held, but it was still cold. Lin Shu looked at the ceiling illuminated by the artificial light, not feeling sleepy.

Going around, they seem to have returned to the original point.

If Qin Yuchi changed back to his original forbearance, still in pain, and only apologized, then what's the point of all this, and what's the point of their rebirth?

He didn't want to be the old "bad guy", but the oppression in his bones couldn't be changed, he just restrained Qin Yuchi.

What does Qin Yuchi like about him?

Lin Shu thought about it, but couldn't think of the reason.

If it is because of his skin, he is now thin and ugly, if it is because of his career, he is now decadent.

Late at night.

Lin Shu was tired, but suffered from insomnia, and his eyes were sore from not blinking for a long time.

After midnight, the hand holding him was suddenly released, and there was a rustling sound in his ears.

Lin Shu turned his head and saw Qin Yuchi turned over and fell asleep beside the bed, curled up into a ball, leaving only his lonely back.

Lin Shu just stared at the back quietly, feeling bitter.

They deliberately did not mention the past, and even verbally forgave each other, but the pain of the past still exists, which will be reflected in Qin Yuchi's subconscious behavior.

Once the damage is done, it will not disappear even if it is reborn, because the scars are embedded in the spirit.

Qin Yuchi could get up early to take a shower, and then come back to sleep with him to whitewash the peace, but in the dead of night, Qin Yuchi would unconsciously sleep beside the bed, curling himself up into a ball.

Lin Shu heaved a long sigh, jumped out of bed, walked around to the other side of Qin Yu Pool, squatted down and watched quietly.

Qin Yuchi's brows were tightly furrowed, as before, almost the same, he couldn't sleep well, and was worried in his dreams.

Lin Shu stretched out his hand to gently smooth his frowning brows, tucked Qin Yuchi up with a quilt, took a pack of cigarettes from the shelf, and walked lightly to the terrace.

It's not cold outside, but it's windy.

Lin Shu lit the fire several times before he was able to light the cigarette.

This is not the brand he used to smoke. It tastes a bit pungent. As soon as the nicotine enters his throat and lungs, Lin Shu clutches his throat and coughs.

How could he not even smoke well now?

Lin Shu held the cigarette between his fingertips, put his hands on the railing, and looked at the distant scenery.

There is no beautiful scenery in the urban area, but some lonely neon lights, shining quietly at night, colorful but lonely.

The traffic flow was like weaving, and it was still stuck in the middle of the night. The red headlights seemed to be covered in mist, making it difficult to see clearly.

Lin Shu leaned against the railing in a daze, until the cigarette burned to the end and burned his fingers, then he poked out the cigarette and threw it into the ashtray.

After an unknown amount of time, when she was tired from standing, Lin Shu threw off the slippers and lay down on the deck chair.

Lin Shu is very familiar with this state.

Numbness, self-loathing, insomnia, only when the high wind blows over the tip of his nose can he feel that he is still alive.

The wind in spring should have the fragrance of flowers and plants, but he can't smell it now, only the exhaust of driving in the air.

The hotel is already the tallest building in the surrounding area.

Lin Shu lay on the highest point, but his heart fell to the lowest point.

When he stood at the railing, he was not at all afraid of jumping, nor was he afraid of slipping and falling.

But Lin Shu knew very well that he would not jump down, because he couldn't bear to leave Qin Yuchi sad alone.

Just be tired, maybe when he sees the rising sun tomorrow morning, he will get better.

Lin Shu was tired of watching the boring scenery, so he closed his eyes and listened to the whistling wind to rest his mind.

Time passed quietly, and when the first ray of light in the morning came, there was also the sound of chaotic footsteps behind him.

Lin Shu opened his eyes, looked back, and saw Qin Yuchi's face was tense, and his nerves were tense.

With his hair messed up and looking like a chicken coop, coupled with his thin face and tense expression, Qin Yuchi really looked like a lunatic.

"Good morning, brother." Lin Shu smiled and greeted him warmly.

But this smile fell on Qin Yuchi's eyes, it was beautiful but sad, like a rose that was about to wither, it was obviously so wanton and charming when it was in full bloom, but now it is sluggish.

Qin Yuchi walked up to Lin Shu and asked in a low voice, "Can't you sleep?"

"No, I woke up and just wanted to come out to have some air." Lin Shu didn't want Qin Yuchi to worry, so he lied habitually.

But they can't lie between them, one of them will tell a lie, and the other will always see through it quickly. Lin Shu can detect Qin Yuchi's lie, and vice versa.

Qin Yuchi didn't answer, bent down, put his arms around Lin Shu's waist and lifted him up, hugged him face to face, and sat down on the reclining chair again.

Lin Shu fell into an embrace full of fragrance, and leaned his face on Qin Yuchi's shoulder, sniffing gently, seeking a sense of security.

The two cuddled tightly and sank into the small recliner.

The rising sun in the distance is rising higher and higher, gradually illuminating the city.

But Zhaohui is cold, it can illuminate the pedestrians who are running for their lives, and it can illuminate the frost and dew on the leaves, but it cannot illuminate them in the high places.

"Qin Yuchi, why do you like me?" Lin Shu asked the question that he had been thinking about all night.

Qin Yuchi stroked Lin Shu's back, and replied in a low voice, "Because you are Lin Shu."

Because... he is Lin Shu?

The answer was vague, and Lin Shu asked again, "What do you mean?"

Qin Yuchi said: "Because you are Lin Shu, I like you. Just like you like me, just because I am Qin Yuchi."

Qin Yuchi thought about this issue very early on.

He likes Lin Shu, not for any reason, just because he will be attracted to Lin Shu, the so-called wanton beauty is just a dispensable characteristic.

"So when you are seventy or eighty and become an old man, I will like you too." Qin Yuchi said softly.

"I won't become an old man." Lin Shu was just moved by the previous sentence, and was very unhappy when Qin Yuchi said that he had become an old man.

Qin Yuchi didn't care, "Everyone will become an old man, and so will I. Don't tell me you won't like me when I get old?"

"No," Lin Shu still couldn't imagine himself getting old, struggling to say, "But Ms. Qingmin has not become an old woman, I am her son, and I will not become an old man."

Qin Yuchi smiled lowly, ignored the nonsense, and kissed Lin Shu lightly on the cheek, "Shu'er, let me put you to sleep, okay?"

When it came to sleep, Lin Shu's interest dropped a little, "I can't sleep."

"I'll hum a song to you, and you'll fall asleep soon." Qin Yuchi coaxed Lin Shu worried that Lin Shu hadn't slept all night.

"...Okay." Lin Shu knew he couldn't fall asleep, but he didn't refuse, because he wanted to hear Qin Yuchi hum.

"What do you want to hear?" Qin Yuchi asked.

Lin Shu hadn't heard many popular songs, and only had that one song in his head, "Sing "Oxygen"."

"it is good."

Qin Yuchi's voice is very loud when he sings, because there are evening performances every year, so he specially went to a teacher to learn how to speak and sing.

Compared with the unique and relaxed singing voice of pop singers, Qin Yuchi sang more upright, leaning towards an orthodox pop singer, just like this person when he was walking, eating, doing things, and tidying up clutter.

"Oxygen" was originally a bitter love song, but Qin Yuchi sang it as if he was praising life. Instead of falling asleep, he sang Lin Shu excitedly.

When Qin Yuchi sang to the end, he turned his head and looked at Lin Shu expectantly, wanting to hear a comment from Lin Shu.

Lin Shu laughed, nodded and said, "It's very nice. Can you sing another song? Sing a cheerful one."

Qin Yuchi thought for a moment, then cleared his throat, "It doesn't matter if I stay up late with you, and chat till my liver explodes..."①

Lin Shu had never heard this song before, but when Qin Yuchi sang "You are Vitamin, LOVE!" in his upright voice, he couldn't help laughing out loud.

When Lin Shu smiled, Qin Yuchi stopped speaking, and looked at Lin Shu puzzled, "What's wrong? Is it hard to hear?"

Inspired by the lyrics, Lin Shu suddenly discovered that there were too many things they hadn't done together.

In the past, there was only pain and sex between them, and this life was not very happy, and there was no serious couple date at all.

Lin Shu shook his head and whispered, "Qin Yuchi, let's elope now."

"Elope?" Qin Yuchi was stunned for a moment, and asked suspiciously, "Where are you going?"

"Just go to a place... where no one knows us!" Lin Shu said with a raised eyebrow with a smile.

The author has something to say:

Lin Shu: In emo, don't disturb

Qin Yuchi: "You are Vitamin, LOVE! LOVE!"

Note ①: Lyrics of "Love ing"