Qin Yuchi woke up before arriving at the hospital, and was in a coma for no more than a quarter of an hour.

As soon as he opened his eyes, Qin Yuchi panicked when he met Lin Shu's self-reproaching eyes, and wanted to defend himself.

Lin Shu spoke first, with a cold voice, "What else are you hiding from me? What does Bian Xinglan's hospitalization have to do with your illness?"

Qin Yuchi had clearly experienced auditory and visual hallucinations just now. Lin Shu had read the book and knew that the symptoms of stress disorder are traumatic re-experiencing and memory flashbacks.

Dr. Hu clearly said that Qin Yuchi was not serious enough to be sick, but now it seems that Qin Yuchi must have lied during the conversation and deliberately concealed it, which caused Dr. Hu's judgment to be wrong.

Qin Yuchi's left eyebrow was raised again, which was a signal that he was about to lie.

Lin Shu was even angrier when he saw it, and sneered angrily, "Okay, if you don't want to tell me, then go tell Dr. Hu, if you dare to lie again this time..."

Lin Shu paused in the middle of speaking. He couldn't say "threat to break up", so he could only purse his lips and sulk.

A sense of powerlessness sets in.

Lin Shu sighed silently, and leaned his head against the car window, staring blankly at the blurred road junction outside the window.

Gao Jingge was going to the nearest hospital, but when she saw that Qin Yuchi was awake, she turned around and headed towards B University Medical School.

There was silence in the car.

Qin Yuchi sneaked closer to Lin Shu, but he didn't dare to touch Lin Shu, and he didn't speak, like a mute.

Lin Shu's gaze shifted from the window to the car window, and Qin Yuchi's face was reflected on the glass, showing that forbearance and misery again.

Qin Yuchi had something to hide from him.

Lin Shu closed his eyes halfway, and met Qin Yuchi's eyes in the glass.

The four eyes are facing each other.

He didn't feel wronged even when he was scared. What is there for this man to feel wronged?

Lin Shu got even more angry, rolled his eyes, and took the initiative to look away, deliberately not looking at Qin Yuchi.

The car drove to the hospital.

Dr. Hu was not surprised by their visit, because they were on vacation, and their plan was to come to the hospital as soon as they returned to city B.

However, the faces of the two were not good, Lin Shu was very angry, and Qin Yuchi was panicked.

"Did you two quarrel?" Dr. Hu explained to couples whose marriages were broken, and subconsciously felt that they were having a conflict.

Lin Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and complained directly: "Doctor Hu, he experienced visual and auditory hallucinations in the car today, tried to hold his breath to calm down, and finally fainted."

"For what reason?" Dr. Hu frowned and asked.

"There was something wrong with him when he heard the news that my friend was hospitalized." Lin Shu glared at Qin Yuchi, "I suspect that he lied to you, or deliberately concealed it during the conversation."

Lin Shu exposed it mercilessly, and was determined to find out what Qin Yuchi had concealed today.

"Is what Mr. Lin said true? Did you conceal something on purpose?" Dr. Hu is Qin Yuchi's doctor. After hearing Lin Shu's words, he didn't believe it directly, but asked Qin Yuchi first.

Qin Yuchi lowered his gaze, remained silent for a long time, and finally admitted, "Yes, I concealed it on purpose."

Lin Shu crossed his arms and watched Qin Yuchi coldly being brought into the consulting room while he waited outside the corridor.

Dr. Xia was talking with other patients. Lin Shu waited in the corridor for a while before Dr. Xia came out of the consulting room.

"Mr. Lin," Dr. Xia smiled when he saw Lin Shu, "How was your vacation?"

Lin Shu was still angry, took a few deep breaths to stabilize his emotions, "Sexual desire and appetite have temporarily recovered, and I plan to start working next month."

Dr. Xia didn't seem surprised, and said with a smile, "Congratulations."

Lin Shu raised his eyebrows, and instead of treating Xia Zhu as a doctor, he said to a friend, "I won't be afraid of the recurrence of the disease, and I can get through it again, because I will never be worse than the one who was just reborn.Painful."

From an intern to a doctor, Xia Zhu has seen many patients, including those who have been trapped in depression for many years and cannot be cured, and some who have been treated several times and then disappeared.

As for Lin Shu, as long as he is given a rope to survive, he will desperately grab the climber, Xia Zhu rarely sees it.

But after Xia Zhu thought about it again, he felt that Lin Shu was such a glamorous person, but he was tortured so that he couldn't figure it out for a while.

Xia Zhu asked with a smile: "Why did you get angry just now, did you quarrel with Qin Yuchi?"

"He has something to hide from me. When I get home, I must ask for the answer."

Lin Shu became angry when he thought of this.

In the car just now, Qin Yuchi covered his ears, mouth and nose as if possessed by a ghost, and fainted, which frightened him a lot.

When his reason came to the fore, Lin Shu belatedly realized that Qin Yuchi had an attack because of Bian Xinglan's admission to the hospital.

"What if he doesn't tell the truth?" Xia Zhu asked gossipingly as the quarreling couple was cute.

Lin Shu snorted coldly, "Then I'll kick him out of the house."

Qin Yuchi's conversation this time was extraordinarily long, and it lasted until the evening. Qin Yuchi came out of the consultation room only after Lin Shu went to the lounge to have dinner.

Both of them had fatigue on their faces.

With a serious expression, Dr. Hu said to Lin Shu, "Mr. Lin, I'm sorry, I made a mistake in my judgment."

What did Dr. Hu apologize to him for?

Could it be that Qin Yuchi is already very serious and needs to be hospitalized?

In the afternoon, Lin Shu conceived countless ways to force Qin Yuchi to question him, but at this moment, he forgot all of them and didn't count them.

"It's getting late, you guys go back to rest first," Dr. Hu said, "Yuchi promised me that he will confess to you and not tell a lie."

Qin Yuchi didn't need to be hospitalized.

Heart ups and downs, like riding a roller coaster.

Lin Shu was terrified, he finally got better, and really didn't want Qin Yuchi to be stuck in the past, unable to let go.

Qin Yuchi lowered his head, like a child who has done something wrong, a little pitiful.

Lin Shu said goodbye to Dr. Hu, and instead of leaving directly, he dragged Qin Yuchi up to the rooftop.

City B is getting hotter in May, the smell of spring is beginning to fade, and the aroma of summer fruit shaved ice is quenched in the evening wind.

Lin Shu was angry that Qin Yuchi was lying, and he didn't have a long mouth, but his heartache took up more.

After all, for Qin Yuchi, Qin Sheng's education had too much influence, he could recklessly fall out with Lin Gang, but Qin Yuchi could not and would not do that.

"Qin Yuchi, tell me about your childhood." Lin Shu said while leaning on the railing with his elbows in his hands.

Qin Yuchi froze for a moment, "What do I want to say?"

"You and Ximo, your mother, or Qin Sheng are all fine." Lin Shu tried to relax his tone, not wanting to turn this conversation into a questioning.

Qin Yuchi recalled seriously, but found that he had nothing to say.

The brain seems to be self-closing, locking the painful things, leaving only some repressed habits, as traces of suffering, as light as smoke.

Qin Yuchi took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "Bian Xinglan also died on the day you were buried."

Lin Shu was still waiting for Qin Yuchi to talk about his childhood, but he didn't expect him to be overwhelmed when he opened his mouth.

Bian Xinglan... is dead?

Didn't Bian Xinglan threaten to stab him to death?How could it be dead?

The distant lights flicker, like a candle, drifting with the wind, fragile as life.

Lin Shu looked at the distant lights, unconsciously in a daze.

"He went to the Sacred Heart Club to socialize with others, and was poisoned and fed pesticides."

While talking, Qin Yuchi recalled Bian Xinglan's haggard appearance before his death.

At that time, Bian Xinglan's eyeballs were so wide that they protruded as if they were about to fall out, and his cheeks were too skinny, scary and ugly.

After closing his eyes for a while, Qin Yuchi continued: "After you left, he couldn't hold on any longer. He woke up at the last moment, told me where Taozi's suicide note was, and then left."

A few short sentences made Lin Shu breathless.

He always thought that Bian Xinglan was just relying on him, and in order to make himself better off, he used it 70% and used him 30% sincerely.

So even if he heard Lin Qixin's recording and Bian Xinglan's "betrayal", he was not surprised, he just thought that Bian Xinglan would indeed do such a thing.

It turned out that he was the fool.

After being tortured in the nursing home for a long time, she couldn't even turn her head around. Obviously, Bian Xinglan's mouth loved to talk nonsense, and she couldn't count what she said.

Obviously neither Qin Yuchi nor Bian Xinglan abandoned him, yet he first became a fool, feeling sorry for himself.

Lin Shu lost his mind and remained silent for a long time before asking, "Who did it?"

"Xiao Bai, that is the little boy you hugged in the club that day. He thought Taozi committed suicide because of Bian Xinglan, so he poisoned her to 'revenge'." Qin Yuchi said.

Lin Shu didn't remember this person at all, but he could hear a trace of jealousy in Qin Yuchi's voice.

"After Bian Xinglan died, I often dreamed about how he looked when he died. Sometimes when I was awake, I would 'see' him. He was usually lying on the hospital bed, talking non-stop, staring at me and repeating "Are youShu'er's First Love'."

Qin Yuchi's tone was very calm, perhaps because he had already told Dr. Hu.

"Thinking about it now, I was indeed suffering from stress disorder at the time, but I didn't have the energy to care about it. Later, Lin Qixin took the blame for Tao Lian, probably because he reached a certain deal with Tao Zhuo, so I sent out all the evidence."

Qin Yuchi stopped here.

The wind was blowing, drifting faster and faster, passing over Lin Shu's head, colder than an iced cocktail in Aloha State.

Lin Shu seemed to have a feeling, as if he knew that the next thing would be very heavy, and patiently waited for Qin Yuchi to say it himself, without urging him.

Qin Yuchi looked into the distance in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, his face was in a trance.

The high-altitude obstacle lights on the top of the tall building swept over, a little dazzling, Lin Shu raised his hand to cover his eyes, but Qin Yuchi didn't feel it.

In the bright light, Lin Shu heard Qin Yuchi whisper: "But no one believes me, they only call me 'a dog fucked by a capitalist', they don't know how to read words, they don't listen to the truth, and they don't need my help."Thought-provoking pieces to awaken..."

It wasn't until this moment that Lin Shu realized that Qin Yuchi's reluctance to take on the show was probably not just to protect him, but also because he was disappointed with the audience and felt that his work was meaningless.

Lin Shu took a long breath, and quietly reached out to take Qin Yuchi's hand.

Qin Yuchi turned his head and looked at Lin Shu's beautiful eyes.

Those eyes are obviously very attractive, but they are extremely tough, with a kind of reassuring power that is no longer timid.

The fluttering mood seemed to sink and fell to the ground.

Qin Yuchi hugged Lin Shu and leaned his chin on his shoulder, "Suddenly, I felt that this world was boring and I didn't want to live anymore, so I drove a Pagani down the mountain and fell to my death."

Lin Shu hugged Qin Yuchi back, feeling really uncomfortable, more painful than a cramp.

He was too arrogant in the past, Qin Yuchi will definitely have a hard time after his death, and he doesn't know how much scolding and crimes this person has suffered before he finally chooses to commit suicide.

"Does it hurt?" Lin Shu asked softly, "When you died, did it hurt?"

Qin Yuchi didn't answer.

Lin Shu knew that this was a good opportunity, so he said firmly, "Qin Yuchi, the concept Qin Sheng taught you is wrong. When you are hurt or in pain, you should speak out. Those who cry out for pain are not cowards, but those who run away are cowards."

"I......"

Lin Shu held Qin Yuchi's face, staring at the man's slightly raised eyebrows, "We agreed, no lying."

Looking straight at each other, Qin Yuchi lowered his eyebrows slowly, and said in a low voice, "It hurts, it hurts so much, it hurts so much that I want to cut my throat with a knife, so I can get rid of it quickly."

Tears rushed to the tip of his nose, Lin Shu held back his sore nose, pretending to calmly ask, "Why?"

It's not that difficult after Qin Yuchi started talking.

"Because the tree branch pierced my right chest and pinned me to the seat, I couldn't die, I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I just cursed everyone in my heart, I cursed all night."

The more Qin Yuchi spoke, the more excited he became, "I called them scum, idiots, and sluts. I cursed all the dirty words I had never scolded in my life. I cursed them to die badly and go to hell after death....”

Qin Yuchi's eyes were red, his eyes were tearing, he couldn't control his emotions, and there was too much hatred in his tone, which was crazy.

"It's okay, it's okay, brother." Lin Shu pressed Qin Yuchi's forehead, imitating Qin Yuchi's way of comforting him, with a gentle voice.

The self reflected in Lin Shu's eyes was terrifying, like he was going crazy, Qin Yuchi felt ugly, so he quickly closed his eyes.

Qin Yuchi hugged Lin Shu tightly, seeking a sense of security, without holding his breath, "When the sun rises, I make a wish that in my next life I will not be a dumb person, I will not be numb, I will be a lunatic who swims against the current, and I will never look at other people's eyes again."

"Shu'er, do you think I've done it in this life?" After Qin Yuchi asked, he tried his best to calm down and opened his eyes.

Lin Shu raised the corners of his mouth, although the smile on his face was a bit bitter, but still beautiful.

"It did it," Lin Shu kissed the corner of Qin Yuchi's mouth, and said with a smile, "You did a good job."

After getting the answer, Qin Yuchi finally let go of the tense force in his body, lowered his head and kissed Lin Shu's lips heavily.

The night wind is slightly hot.

During the fiery kiss, Lin Shu thought, the former him was wrong.

He and Qin Yuchi are not on the same magnetic pole and will always repel each other.

He and Qin Yuchi are clearly two perfect jigsaw puzzle pieces, one concave and the other protruding, fit perfectly, and no one can get in between them.

Lin Shu took the initiative this time, instead of waiting for Qin Yuchi to tease him, he took the initiative to probe and pester him instead.

The kiss was so intense that the teeth could not help but rub against the lips.

When the smell of blood filled his lips and teeth, Lin Shu backed away and opened his eyes.

Qin Yuchi's lips were cut and swollen, and the bright red blood stained his lips, giving him an inexplicable sexiness.

But Lin Shu didn't care about the sex appeal, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Seeing Lin Shu's eyes widening, Qin Yuchi quickly changed his words, "It hurts a little, but it's okay."

Even though blood was stained on his lips, and his lips were swollen from his kiss, Qin Yuchi's expression was still so serious, with a kind of scratching sex appeal.

Lin Shu suddenly had a bad idea, wanted to see Qin Yuchi break through the shell of decency, so he bit the wound on Qin Yuchi's lip, grinding the tip of his teeth lightly, twisting and twisting.

Qin Yuchi must have been in pain, and frowned slightly, but he didn't look away, his eyes were still gentle, and he obediently let Lin Shu make trouble.

Fool.

Lin Shu made trouble for a while, and soon lost interest, because no matter what he did, Qin Yuchi would not resist, and was very conniving.

Love brainfish.

Lin Shu clicked his tongue lightly, and the tip of his teeth left the red and swollen lips from being bullied, "Let's go, let's go home."

Qin Yuchi didn't move, he held Lin Shu's hand and refused to let him go, his eyes were deep.

"What's wrong?" Lin Shu was puzzled.

Qin Yuchi seemed a little embarrassed to speak, hesitantly asked: "Shu'er, you like this, don't you?"

what kind?Kissing on the rooftop?

Lin Shu didn't understand, and nodded in confusion, thinking that Qin Yuchi still wanted to kiss.

Unexpectedly, Qin Yuchi suddenly pulled him closer to his arms, raised his hand and pulled the collar of the T-shirt a little, revealing his collarbone.

Qin Yuchi's collarbone was very sexy, and his full chest was looming under his collar.

"What are you doing?!" The night wind suddenly became louder, Lin Shu panicked and hid back, thinking that Qin Yuchi was going to do something dirty on the rooftop.

"If you still want to bite," Qin Yuchi said while staring at Lin Shu, "you can bite elsewhere, and you don't have to worry about leaving marks."

Leave a trace...?

Lin Shu's scalp was numb, as long as he imagined that Qin Yuchi's shoulders, back muscles, and chest were covered with his teeth marks, he would feel inexplicably excited.

In the past, when Qin Yuchi wanted to accept a play, it was not good to be seen by others.

But now, Qin Yuchi didn't take on the show again, and Lin Shu could leave any traces he wanted.

"Aren't you afraid of pain?" Lin Shu struggled not to let desire take over his reason.

"Don't be afraid," Qin Yuchi shook his head, and took the initiative to put his wrist to Lin Shu's mouth, "If it hurts too much, I will tell you, and I won't hold my breath and endure it."

Aromas of iris and cedar come in.

Lin Shu looked at the wrist with distinct ankle bones in front of him, and the tight and sexy veins on the back of his hand, his throat became more and more thirsty, as if he had been seduced by the demon god who seduces people's hearts and souls.

The temples twitched suddenly, extremely excited.

"You asked for it." A moment later, Lin Shu warned in a low voice, and without any resistance, he bit Qin Yuchi's wrist hard.

Sudden pain.

Qin Yuchi pursed his lips tightly, and with the other hand, he clenched Lin Shu's T-shirt tightly, allowing Lin Shu to bite fiercely.

When the obstacle lights swept over again, the flashing lights in the distance also lit up, making a small "click".

Qin Yuchi pressed Lin Shu into his arms, turned his head sharply, stared at the place where the flash light was on with cold eyes.

My heart is very calm and calm.

The audience doesn't need him, but Lin Shu needs him. Qin Yuchi has long recognized this.

The flash didn't come on again.

Qin Yuchi looked away calmly, lowered his head, put his lips next to Lin Shu's ear, and whispered, "Shu'er, we have been photographed."

"Is there a paparazzi?" Lin Shu quickly loosened his teeth, stopped making trouble, and whispered, "It's okay, I'll let Gao Jingge handle it."

Qin Yuchi shook his head, raised his arm, and gently kissed the bright red tooth marks on his wrist, admiringly and piously, "I don't want to hide, I want to make it public."

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Lin Shu: I'm not a pervert (hastily defended)