Feng Huai was stunned.

This was the first time he saw Lin Ye lose his temper with him like this.The lines are full of irony and disgust, even the eyes are full of hostility, as if avoiding him.

He never thought that Lin Ye would hate him so much.

They'll never be able to, he said.

He said he resented him.

The sharp words turned into a sharp knife and pierced into his heart, spinning slowly, the pain was dull but huge.

Feng Huai's eyes darkened, and his voice was slightly hoarse, as if his throat had been scalded: "You know..."

"Of course I should know," Lin Ye repeated with a sneer, his voice raised a little, "otherwise I should be around you like in my previous life?!"

These words struck Feng Huai's heart like a thunderbolt.

He suddenly raised his head and met his gaze, Lin Ye didn't back down at all, just stared at him straight, his eyes were like knives tempered by ice, stabbing into Feng Huai's heart without hesitation.

He knew he was born again...

At that moment, countless thoughts flashed through Feng Huai's mind.

When did he know?How did he find out?he……

All are not important.

He only knew that Lin Ye wanted to distance himself from him.

They used to be the people who knew each other the most, and even if he could find out that Lin Ye was the person from his previous life, how could Lin Ye not know it was him?

But it was only a matter of time.

"You keep hiding it from me, isn't it because you dare not let me know?" Lin Ye laughed shortly, feeling ironic and sad in his heart.

If he hadn't been reborn, Feng Huai in his student days gave him so many eyes, he might have been happily with Feng Huai long ago, and even believed that Feng Huai loved him.

But now, he was only glad that he didn't.

Fortunately, no, he can avoid repeating the same mistakes.

Why not tell him?

Lin Ye thought to himself.

He didn't even know when Feng Huai knew about his rebirth.

A few days ago, he wasn't even sure if Feng Huai knew he was reborn.But now—he was sure of it.

There is nothing more to say.

Their fate is exhausted.

If fate gave them a one-in-a-million opportunity to return to school days, then this opportunity has also been missed in concealment.

"I didn't hide it from you on purpose," Feng Huai explained in a low voice, "At first I wasn't sure about your identity, but later I knew you were angry with me and worried that you wouldn't talk to me anymore, so I didn't confess to you——”

Lin Ye sneered; "Then you are quite self-aware."

His tone was full of disdain, making it clear that he wanted to draw a line with him.

Feng Huai clenched his hands against the wall, and the emotions in his eyes surged like tides.

"Lin Ye, can you stop talking to me like this?"

"What does Major Feng want to hear?" Lin Ye smiled half-smile, with thorns in every word, "Do you want me to coax you, or do you want me to speak according to your heart? I'm really sorry, I'm afraid I can't tell Major FengIf you want to listen, it's best for Major Feng to find someone else, I can't afford to serve you."

Hearing the words "find someone else", Feng Huai's heart suddenly sank.

He wants him to find someone else?

They have been together for seven years, have experienced life and death, and even had three years of marriage, and he would rather let him find someone else?

Feng Huai only felt that his heart was being stabbed one after another, and he had never felt such a deep throbbing pain.

"Lin Ye," he gritted his teeth, "You know I can't!"

"I don't know." Lin Ye said coldly.

Feng Huai was stunned.

He looked at the pair of dark eyes opposite him in disbelief, a heart-piercing coldness spread from his back, and gradually rose to the top of his head, occupying his entire consciousness.

Lin Ye said he didn't know.

Did he think he was going to find someone else?

Don't they even have this kind of trust anymore?

"Lin Ye, we..." Feng Huai's hands tightened inch by inch, those words almost came out of his mouth, but countless past events in his previous life flashed through his mind like an explosion.

He seemed to be weighing his words, for fear that he might make a mistake and make their already deadlocked relationship even more alienated.

Lin Ye shook off his hand and looked at him coldly.

"Don't act like you haven't done those things."

All the anger and grievances in the previous life turned into the sharpest words at this moment, stabbing the other party and stabbing himself at the same time.

"Did you ever care about me?"

"What were you doing on my birthday? Who were you with on our anniversary? Do you think I don't even know?"

Every word and every sentence was questioning, and the questioning made Feng Huai's bones icy cold.

The answer to every question was like a knife cutting a hole in his heart, making him feel the sting he had never felt before.

"Lin Ye," Feng Huai gritted his teeth, his deep eyes reflected his own shadow, "I was indeed with Ling Han during that time, but it was on a mission! Nothing happened between me and him.They are all in-"

"Yes, I know that to Chief Feng, everything is more important than me. Forgive me for not being able to understand Chief Feng's difficulties. Chief Feng can find someone who understands you better."

Nothing happened?

Perhaps it was so, but had Feng Huai explained it to him?

He had thought countless times, why couldn't Feng Huai tell him?Even if it's really impossible to get away and must carry out the mission with Ling Han, why can't he let him know?

When you like someone, every aspect will give him a sense of security, but Feng Huai won't.He will always allow himself to tolerate it, and will always use military affairs as an excuse.But he, who always cared about it, seemed to be making trouble for no reason.

Feng Huai and Ling Han are comrades-in-arms who trust each other, superiors and subordinates, old classmates, what is he?He's just a Beta that can't be tagged.

Four years of pursuit, three years of marriage, his persistence and wishful thinking are like a joke.

"Lin Ye, you know that the military department gave me a very heavy task at that time..."

"Then what about when the border of the empire was captured? Can you find out why? When Song Xiao and I were waiting for you at the border, where were you?"

He didn't wait for Feng Huai's answer.He does not need it.

He said word by word: "The White Lion has been waiting for you for three full days, risking missing the best opportunity to attack, but Feng Huai, you didn't come."

Feng Huai's heart sank suddenly, at that moment, he was unable to refute a single word.

The memory goes back to the previous life, the night when Lin Ye died in the line of duty.

They received the news and rushed to the M-11 star where Lin Ye was located, but encountered extremely bad cosmic weather on the way, which caused delays in the trip.

"I went to look for you..." Feng Huai's voice gradually dropped.

Even he couldn't find a good-sounding excuse for himself.

found him?So what?Everyone is dead, so what if the body is found?Imperial soldiers never cared about the glory after death, and caring after death can no longer give a heart any warmth.

This is his dereliction of duty, and he has personally lost the one he loves.

Some things should have no excuses, and no reason is acceptable.The long-forged result lay between the two of them, crueler than anything else.

"Then did you find it?" Lin Ye asked calmly.

It was an answer they all knew.

He and Song Xiao drove the mecha towards the swarm at the fastest speed, the mecha exploded in mid-air, it was impossible for any corpses to remain.

He used the cruelest reality to remind Feng Huai that the barrier between them was no longer just Ling Han.

"I..." Feng Huai's eyes darkened, he couldn't say that answer in front of Lin Ye.

Yes, he didn't.

Even in that case, there would be no corpse left, and he couldn't say it in front of Lin Ye.

Because of those losses, despair, and death... Lin Ye alone endured all of them.

And these were imposed on him by himself.

For a moment, a thought even crossed his mind——

If Lin Ye hadn't been with him back then, wouldn't all of this have happened?

Lin Ye will not be disheartened, will not go to the border to support, and will not die on the border of the empire.

He didn't dare to think about it, for fear that the answer would make him deny his seven-year relationship in his previous life.

After learning about the white lion's accident, he led the legion to stay at the border for three full months, until the Zerg was driven out of the border and the entire legion retreated, he searched for a period of time at the border.

The result is naturally not what people want.

On the one hand, the legion has long discovered the wreckage of the white lion's mech on a nearby planet. The investigators of the legion have already confirmed the deaths of Lin Ye and Song Xiao according to the degree of damage to the mech. On the other hand, three months have passedHowever, there is no grass on the border planet. If the forest and the wild cannot get in touch with them, the army's reserve food will not be enough to sustain life until now.

He just felt resigned.He just couldn't take it.

During that time, he drove the glacier and flew over every planet in the two border areas, and the images of them fighting side by side countless times kept appearing in his mind.

Only this time, there will be no Lin Ye to accompany him to fly across the boundless galaxy.

He had recalled countless times why he came home late on the wedding anniversary, why he agreed to divorce Lin Ye, why he didn't keep Lin Ye after he left...

But it was too late.

When the loss really happened like this, he realized that there was too much regret between them.

He loves him and never wants to let go.

After returning to Emperor Star, he found the person in charge of the empire's "Time and Space Retrospective Project" and secretly violated the imperial military regulations. He tried countless times to use the time and space retrospective room that was still in the experimental stage to go back to Lin Ye before his death, but he did not expect to return to theDuring the military school period.

And when he knew that Lin Ye was reborn just like him, the joy of regaining what was lost almost made his heart beat out of his chest.

He will not let himself lose Lin Ye again, no matter what means he uses, he will keep Lin Ye by his side.

But now Lin Ye said to him-they will never have a future.

They will never go back to the past, back to the carefree military school days.

"Feng Huai, you should know that we are not suitable at all." Lin Ye said.

All his fantasies, all his luck, were completely shattered at this moment.

Lin Ye twitched the corners of his mouth, looked up at him like revenge, and said in a flirtatious tone, "I'm not afraid to tell you that Ling Han's retirement is related to me. You can go ask him for proof."

Feng Huai's shoulders trembled slightly.

This sentence was like a provocation, stepping on his bottom line, more decisive than any words to reject him.

Time passed bit by bit, and the air seemed to stand still between them.

After a few seconds of silence, Feng Huai whispered, "I believe in you."

If Ling Han's withdrawal is really related to Lin Ye, it means that it involves the fairness of the league selection. According to the regulations of the military academy and the military department, he should immediately suspend the league, and then ask Lin Ye all the facts he knows.Send someone to investigate again.

but……

He believed him.

He has always claimed to be an extremely rational person, but at this moment, he is willing to throw away all reason for him, is willing to use his emotions for his sake, and believes in him without hesitation.

He's not that selfless, he can't send Lin Ye to the military for investigation.Even if Lin Ye really violated the military regulations and was punished, he would take this responsibility for him.

This is the most important person in his life, he has lost him once, and he must never lose him a second time.

However……

"Even so, we have no chance."

This sentence made Feng Huai fall into an ice cave.

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