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Chapter 83
Will you trust him completely?
The moment he heard this question, Lin Ye subconsciously answered in the affirmative.
It's just that this definitely has nothing to do with the relationship between them.
The light of the empire, the star of the empire, the strongest humanoid weapon... Feng Huai has made countless contributions to the empire and has a noble blood closely related to the royal family. Of course he will not betray the empire.
Even if you ask this question to any citizen of the empire, their answer will be the same.
But Lin Ye knew very well that what Feng Huai really wanted to ask was not this.
So he said, "I have trusted you many times."
If the answer to this question is yes, then there will be only one word.Any other tactful answer implies another answer.
Feng Huai's fist tightened for a moment.It was as if my heart had been stabbed severely, and it hurt so badly.
Is there no trust between them?
"Lin Ye," Feng Huai was not as calm as he appeared, he was just letting in, "Is he that important to you?"
He paused for a moment, and then quickly asked: "Even if the evidence is conclusive, in front of you, do you still believe him?"
"Feng Huai," Lin Ye turned around and looked at him coldly, as if looking at an enemy, "Don't do things that make you despise yourself."
Feng Huai's body shook, and he couldn't even hide the shock in his eyes at that moment.
What did he think he would do?Compilation of unwarranted charges against Shen Rui just because of jealousy?
he……
In his eyes, is he actually such a person?
However, at this moment, he couldn't care about whether he was cold-blooded or despicable in his mind. At this moment, he pressed him, wanting to know another more important thing.
"Just because he died for you? Or because you treated him—"
Finally asked the exit.
If it was just a vague sense of crisis brought about by his intuition when he asked Lin Ye in the military building of Planet Sea Blue if he liked others, then at this moment, he was really afraid.
He was afraid that Lin Ye didn't say these words just to anger himself, he was afraid that Lin Ye didn't trust Shen Rui so much out of gratitude, he didn't get so close to Ye Siming out of friendship as a playmate, he was afraid that Lin Ye would no longer love him, he was afraid that Lin Ye reallyFalling in love with others is afraid that in Lin Ye's heart, they are better than himself and know how to love him better.
After his words, Lin Ye raised his eyes to meet his.
The eyes were calm and indifferent, it would not be an exaggeration to say that they were indifferent.
For a moment, Feng Huai felt that those gazes were thorny, piercing his heart with holes, and even...a feeling of avoidance arose in his heart.
In the past, only Lin Ye avoided him among them.
In summer afternoons, they fought fiercely at the training ground, and close physical contact was unavoidable. When he approached Lin Ye to talk, his lips lightly brushed Lin Ye's ear, and Lin Ye would blush.
When he got home at night, he sat on the sofa drinking coffee, and occasionally saw Lin Ye coming out of the bathroom with flushed body, Lin Ye would avoid his sight and pull up his clothes.
Sleeping together in the same bed late at night, if he hugged Lin Ye, he would obviously feel Lin Ye's body temperature rise a lot in his arms.Sometimes he can't help but tease, it is clear that Lin Ye is a Beta, not an Omega, but he is more sensitive to Alpha's approach than an Omega.
Those blushes, nervousness, and rapid heartbeat are all expressions that only people have when facing the person they like.
But at this moment, Lin Ye looked at him with such alienation in his eyes that he would no longer feel flustered because of him, as if he was facing a stranger.
He was suddenly terrified.
Had the bond between them been ruthlessly severed before he noticed anything?
He just found out now, is it too late?
"I don't love him." Lin Ye said.
Feng Huai was startled.
His Adam's apple rolled down slightly, and he couldn't believe what he heard: "You..."
"Feng Huai, I have liked you for a long time." Lin Ye suddenly said something very inexplicable.
These words made Feng Huai's heart sink, and he faintly had a premonition of what he was going to say next.
This is a past event that belongs exclusively to them, and he dare not bring it up easily, because the contrast between the past and the present is too sharp.
Lin Ye would not mention it.Because this is a wound in Lin Ye's heart that has never healed, so he will always just push him out.
At this moment, Lin Ye suddenly talked about it, and it must not be because of nostalgia. Even if there is any emotional card between them, it will only be him.
Feng Huai looked into those cold eyes, their eyes were dark, and his voice was a little hoarse.
"...seven years," he replied.
"More than seven years," Lin Ye said lightly, as if he was seriously correcting his mistakes, "I looked at you with admiration for many years before entering the military academy."
Yes, for Lin Ye, the encounter at the Imperial First Military Academy was not their first meeting.
His liking began many years ago, when Ji Weimian first mentioned Feng Huai to him.
At that time, he was not a real military student, but because of Ji Weimian, he was often able to get in touch with the military and government of the empire.Ji Weimian's colleagues call him a "genius" because his comprehension in this area is so strong that many people even consider him to be Ji Weimian's successor.
In such an environment, it was only a matter of time before he heard of Feng Huai's name.
It was the first time heard Ji Weimian talk about Feng Huai. It was Feng Huai who made great contributions, returned to Emperor Star triumphantly, and was personally awarded the rank of second lieutenant by His Majesty.
The royal palace and the military headquarters were very busy that day. He squeezed into the crowd and saw Feng Huai wearing a neat military uniform from a distance.All shine.
He likes strong people like that.
He also likes challenges and excitement.
3S mental power, Alpha, the youngest major, no one can move him...
These nouns deeply attracted him, even though everyone felt that Alpha and Beta were inappropriate.
But he was born with rebellious blood in his bones, and the more difficult the challenge, the more interested he was.
What's more, what he wanted was a partner who would not lose to him in every aspect and could fight side by side with him.
This day was the first time they met, and love took root in Lin Ye's heart, but Feng Huai didn't know it.His military career has had so many moments like this that he won't even think about it again someday in the future.
The reunion at the Imperial Military Academy three years later was more like a long-planned pursuit.
Lin Ye knew Feng Huai very well from the beginning.Feng Huai's glorious resume, Feng Huai's principle that cannot be broken, their common living habits, common hobbies, countless encounters...
Those are not predestined fate and coincidence.
It's Lin Ye's efforts to pursue him.
Lin Ye was regarded as a mecha genius since he was a child, and he absorbed all the knowledge points surprisingly quickly, and it was easy to draw inferences from one instance.He had never studied a subject with such concentration.
It's a pity that this "intent" has not been rewarded accordingly.
Destiny is fair sometimes, if something is given to you, it will inevitably take away something equivalent.So he has the military ability that ordinary military students can't envy, and the 3S level mental power that is rare in Beta, but the price is his bad and rough relationship.
"You probably don't know. Before you and I met, I knew a lot about you."
"The first time I went to your dormitory, I knew you were a clean freak and never let people sit on your bed, so I sat on the chair all night, and when you came back the next morning, your face was ugly, it was my mistakething."
"The first time we had a date, I injured my arm. You told me to be too casual. It was because I was afraid of hurting your beloved gun, so I forcibly withdrew midway. I deserve it."
"The first time I went to the ghost planet with you to perform a mission, I was afraid of the dark, but I didn't refuse your assigned mission, not because I love to be brave, but because I know you don't like people with weaknesses, let alone in the future.Comes with a burden on the mission."
"The first time Huihui saw you, you touched its head, and it reacted to you. It was because I didn't tell you Huihui's fault in advance. After that, I spent the whole vacation comforting it.Not having a good night's sleep."
"Ling Han was transferred to your legion for the first time to perform a mission with us. You were infected with the inducer, and you would rather scratch yourself than touch me, but you were in the same room with Ling Han at night. The next morning, everyoneSaid that you slept with Ling Han..."
Those little things that Feng Huai thought were insignificant, but to Lin Ye, they were all deep-rooted memories. He remembered everything because his emotions were always affected by him.
Some things can be ignored when you are in love, and even when things happen, the emotions in your heart are so small that they are harder to capture than shadows.But if you think about it when you don't love it, everything will be heartbreaking.
"These are all my wishful thinking. If you don't know, I don't blame you."
The four words "wishful thinking" made Feng Huai's heart full of anger for a moment.
No... no.
He wanted to tell him that it wasn't wishful thinking, and that he loved him too—if he knew those things, he would stop everything.He will not let him be wronged, nor will he let him face and bear it alone.
But he said: "I have suffered all the costs. I..."
"That's not the price!"
Feng Huai suddenly interrupted him sharply.
It's not that he intends to stop it, he's just... only afraid that he will say that he owes nothing.
"I...don't know about these things," Feng Huai gradually clenched his fingers, "but maybe...you can tell me."
Why not tell him?As a couple, why is it so difficult to trust each other?
"Should I tell you, is it important?" Lin Ye said in a sarcastic tone, "Didn't you also not answer the newsletter before I died on the job? Even if it's official business, these are just trivial things that don't matter in your eyes.Is it necessary?"
Some mistakes cannot be made.
For Feng Huai and Lin Ye, this mistake was the best time to miss the rescue, which led to Lin Ye's death at the border in his previous life.
Because there was once a person who died in the line of duty for Lin Ye.
One caused his death by mistake at work, while the other died for him...
If there hadn't been this level of comparison, maybe all the misunderstandings and grievances would not be so difficult to explain.
"You want to know why I trust Senior Shen?" Lin Ye's heart gradually calmed down when he mentioned this name, "He will not be as indifferent as you, he will always respond to my newsletter, he is very kind to everyone, the most important thingYes, if he is really in collusion with the undercurrent, there is no need for him to die for me."
"Feng Huai, you probably don't know. During the period of border support, the cockpit glass was shot through by a bullet. The bullet was aimed at the position of the heart, but it didn't kill me. Instead, it shot through the senior who died in the line of duty.coat of arms."
What he didn't tell him was that when the military emblem was shot through, the wedding ring on his hand was also cracked due to strong spatial turmoil.
If you ask a citizen of the empire, will the flame spar be broken?Then he will tell you with a smile, of course not.How could the flame spar be broken?
Flame spar is the hardest gemstone in the world, symbolizing indestructible love, and it is also inlaid on the national emblem of the empire, symbolizing the empire itself.Saying that the flame spar will shatter is not only questioning the love she chose, but also questioning the credibility of the empire.
But Lin Ye knew that the flame spar would also break.
The so-called "unbreakable love" left him covered with bruises, and in the last days of his life, the cracks became deeper and deeper, but another light military emblem that existed as a relic saved his life.
How ironic?
"It's not just him." Lin Ye took a deep breath, and his shoulders trembled slightly.
"During that time, Senior Ye provided me with important information many times. During the seven days when the border was on the verge of being captured, he gave half of my life."
"The two of them, in exchange for my seven more days of life, are all waiting for you."
He had wondered countless times, why didn't he come?
He trusts Feng Huai so much, because everyone says that Feng Huai is the light of the empire. For the sake of the empire, Feng Huai can often not go home after marriage. He is the god of war of the empire, the star of the empire, and the hope of everyone.So even if their love was exhausted and they got to the point of divorce, he still believed that Feng Huai would come - just because he was the general of the empire.
With a few words, let Feng Huai know what it means to be heartbroken and heartbroken.
He never felt that the distance between them was so far away.
Lin Ye was standing right in front of him, saying what he said was the best of the other Alphas, and then using this as an excuse to count his faults in detail.Lin Ye was able to tell the countless advantages of Shen Rui and Ye Siming, but turned a deaf ear to the stabbing of his words.
He doesn't love him anymore...
Realizing this, Feng Huai's brain went blank, and his internal organs were scratched all over by his words.
"Is it really... impossible for us?" His voice was hoarse, as if his throat had been scalded.
The answer is a rhetorical question.
"Why do you think we still have a chance?"
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