Song Qiuyao patiently explained: "It's a love poem, but here I have a different love. Do you want to know the origin of this painting? It may be a story that makes you unhappy after hearing it."

Before Qin Yan could answer, Song Qiuyao began to speak.

"In my middle school days, I had a very good friend. From junior high school to high school, we have always been in the same school, and we have always been in the same class. In the past six years, we have been divided into classes several times, but we have never been separated.However, at that time we were good friends who talked about everything.”

"But in the busy third year of high school, I don't know from which day, no matter the boys or girls around me, suddenly began to discuss my too delicate and delicate face. For a boy, sometimes a long faceHaving a face that is more beautiful than a girl's is not something to be happy about."

"Perhaps it was because the study life at that time was too monotonous and boring, and everyone urgently needed new entertainment to adjust their lives, so on a very ordinary day, someone in the school's post bar picked up the rhythm and selected the school's school beauty.And the most amazing thing is that in the end, the title of school beauty fell on my head inexplicably."

"At the beginning, I didn't pay much attention to this inexplicable title of school belle, nor did I care about the occasional jokes others made on me. Even occasionally, myself and this friend would make fun of myself or tease each other about this matter. Others said I wasSchool flower, I will say that this friend of mine is something like a flower protector."

"In the beginning, this kind of joke was nothing. But then these jokes started to change after being passed on. In many corners that I don't know, many people said that we are gay behind our backs, and gossip and rumors spread all of a sudden..”

"In the tense and boring high school life, what could be a more interesting topic than gay gossip in school? Until one day there was an idiot/pussy in class who suddenly rushed in front of us and asked questions directlyAre we gay."

"What's interesting is that my friend became strange at that moment. He blushed first, and then he became very angry!"

"Then he excitedly pointed at the stupid x who asked us if we were gay and cursed, you are so gay! Your whole family is gay, x Nima x! Then there were some harsher swear words, I neverI thought, this friend of mine who used to have a good temper would one day swear such uneducated swear words."

"Maybe I was frightened by him at the time, or maybe it was because I didn't know how to explain and answer this question, so I was silent the whole time looking at my friend who was agitated and yelling because of anger."

"Even that day, they almost had a fight, and I even forgot to stop it, or you can say I forgot to go up to help this friend. And with such a fierce quarrel between them, for some reason, my heart gradually turned cold.Gossip is so scary sometimes, it’s like a cold arrow pointing at me in a dark corner at any time, I don’t know when it will shoot at me suddenly, and then I am hurt because of it.”

"Actually, to be honest, I've never had that kind of thought about this friend. Never! Whether it's his appearance, his words, thoughts, or the process of getting along, that friend can't attract me.I have strange thoughts about him. It is impossible for him to be the type I like in this life, and it is impossible for me to move my heart. Therefore, the so-called homosexual rumors are all nonsense, pure nonsense."

"What makes me sad is that we used to have many common hobbies and topics, and talked about life, ideals and future together, but we never talked about the topic of sexual orientation, because he and I have nothing to talk about in this regard..In my opinion, there is no difference between homosexuality and heterosexuality. It is just a choice of sexual orientation, but he is an extremely homophobic straight man. I don’t know what stimulated him at the time, and he will regard homosexuality as a scourge..”

"After this incident passed, the way he looked at me became more and more strange, and he even avoided it...Actually, after that day, we had a tacit understanding not to mention this incident, even the topic of homosexuality...But the two of usThe relationship between them is still alienated because of this. I am not a person who will find out the truth, and I will not force him to ask him, what do you mean by me? Do you think I am disgusting with boys and girls or do you think IIs it a homosexual who haunts you? So gradually I began to avoid him, no longer being alone with him, and we have been strangers since then... We treat each other like strangers, more than the most ordinary relationship between classmatesIt's not as good as..."

"A piece of nonsense, but it ended my only friendship in middle school. I used to resent those who gossip behind their backs, but the bottom line is that the friendship between two people is too fragile. The boat of this friendship is reallyIt turned over as soon as it was said, and it sank completely."

"I also comforted myself that such a fragile relationship is not worth caring about. A true friend should trust the other person no matter what someone says or does, right? But in the end... I just can't stop caring......friends of the past six years, the time we have been together for six years, just because I have a face that is prettier than girls, so some people say that I am gay..."

"I really don't feel reconciled no matter how I think about it... my friend of six years, because someone asked him if we were gay, and he ended up breaking up with me... so fucking selfish and cold... LetterHis evil!"

"That's why there is this work on this scroll in such a state of mind."

"The first two lines of the poem really have nothing to do with me. What makes me feel emotional is the line 'There is little sincerity in the world, but since ancient times the world is full of love and infatuation'...Maybe in the eyes of others, there are too few people who treat their friends sincerely, but myselfBut I know that I am very concerned about the relationship with him...I attach great importance to the friendship with him..."

"So I am really disgusted by other people spreading rumors about my homosexuality... This time I will never let Zeng Yiming go, and there is also a reason for this past... Only those who have hurt me know that they have to pay for messing with meThey paid a heavy price, so they won't easily provoke me...so I'm such a high-profile hate person, not only because of you..."

"The psychological shadow brought about by this homosexual gossip in the third year of high school is also the reason why I didn't have any friends afterwards. It seems that no matter who I am with, as long as he is a man, everyone will think of me as a man and a woman.face, and got into homosexual rumors... I really don't want this kind of thing to happen again... until I met you..."

"Qin Yan, I think you are different from them..."

"I'm very happy with you. I haven't been this happy for a long time... And when I get along with you, I really feel at ease..."

"I care about you very much, so no matter what others say...or any rumors that will be echoed by the crowd in the future...I hope you can trust me, stand with me, and don't leave me alone..."

"Even if one day, you think from the bottom of your heart that I have some affection for you, or that I have done something unacceptable that misunderstood you and made you feel that you cannot get along with me normally, please tell the truth.Me, at least let me have a chance to explain the difference."

"If it really comes to the point where we can't be friends, at least we have to end clearly, with a beginning and an end, okay?"

"Also, if you fall in love, I hope you can tell me as soon as possible. I just want to exude the fragrance of a single dog alone in this world full of sour and smelly love. I don't want to be caught between you and you in a daze.A sparkling light bulb was made in the middle of the subject, and for no apparent reason, a mouthful of dog food was about to be stuffed..."

Qin Yan gently took Song Qiuyao's hand and held it tightly in his palm, looked at Song Qiuyao seriously and said:

"Qiuyao, please look at me, I am different from that person. I will not give up the people I cherish, the feelings I cherish for those who don't matter."

"First of all, I am not homophobic. I am the same as you. In my opinion, there is no difference between homosexuality and heterosexuality. It is just a choice of sexual orientation.

I'm not going to alienate you just because of what someone says or what someone does.What matters to me is you as a person.You are you, and I will not avoid you and stay away from you because of my sexual orientation.You are a very important person to me, and I care about you more than you think."

"In many cases, the emotion and connection between people are not measured by time. It is the attitude, respect and trust towards each other. The friendship between you and him finally came to the point of breaking because he tookHe looks at the homosexual group with colored glasses, and labels you as unfriendly because he doesn’t want to understand your thoughts. In the final analysis, he doesn’t respect you, doesn’t trust you, and doesn’t deserve to be your friend!”

"But I won't. The friendship between the two of us is based on sharing the same three views, and mutual understanding, respect, trust in each other, and we are willing to pay for each other and take care of each other. As long as we don't changeTreat each other's hearts, the relationship between us is indestructible."

"I'm not afraid of any gossip, these are not enough to shake my opinion of you. It's just Qiuyao, I hope that if something like Zeng Yiming happens in the future, please don't bear it alone. I hope that in the future, it can be done by meCome to protect you!"

"I really care about you more than you think, so no matter what others say, I will unconditionally believe that you are standing by your side, and I will never leave you and let you bear those remarks that hurt you alone."

"And Qiuyao, you have to have more confidence in yourself. You are excellent, so please don't belittle yourself. Qiuyao, you are really beautiful, the most beautiful person I have ever seen. This kind of beauty is gender-neutral.There is no such thing as male and female appearance. Your beauty is not flirtatious and offensive. I don't know what those people who maliciously hurt you think. I don't think there is anything wrong with your appearance, this is your advantage, please don't worry about it."

"No matter what you say or do to me, I will never think that you have bad intentions for me, I will not misunderstand you and I will not reject you. I am very happy that there is a person between us who can talk everything like todayA clear opportunity. I believe that even if we have some conflicts and misunderstandings in the process of getting along with each other on a daily basis, they can be resolved very well in the end. If you have persistence that you cannot back down, then I assure you, I will accommodate you unconditionally.So there will never be a day when we are strangers and cannot get along with each other.”

"In my heart, Song Qiuyao is a very, very good person. Such a good Song Qiuyao, how can I be willing to let the giant ship of our friendship sink if it says so?"

"Finally, if Song Qiuyao wants to stick to being a single dog exuding a fragrance in this decadent world, I can only grow the FFF group together with him, there is no other choice!!!"

"Come! To our friendship! Cheers!"

After finishing the last sentence, Qin Yan couldn't help laughing, his brows and eyes were curved, and his eyes were full of tenderness.

Many people like to use the word "little deer bumping" to describe the feeling of heartbeat when falling in love.

Song Qiuyao felt that there were probably many deer jumping around in his heart at the moment, and in the end they all fell into a huge pit called 'Qin Yan' and could never come out...

Song Qiuyao had an indescribable impulse in his heart, so he stood up abruptly, stretched out his arms to Qin Yan and hugged Qin Yan tightly: "Thank you...it's great to meet you..."

Just when Qin Yan was about to hug him back, the phone rang.

When he came back to his senses, Song Qiuyao quickly let go of Qin Yan, and coughed in embarrassment: "Hurry up and answer the phone!"

In an instant, all the ambiguous atmosphere disappeared...

Qin Yan answered the phone helplessly, and heard Lin Xian on the other end of the phone asking: "Can't find the barbecue grill? If it's really not possible, how about ordering takeaway?"

Song Qiuyao: "..."

Qin Yan: "..."

The two of them completely forgot that they came to the storage room to get the grill...

Song Qiuyao took the phone: "Well... just found it... we'll be up right away..."

So the two who hung up the phone quickly found tools such as barbecue grills and charcoal, and hurriedly left the basement...