When Song Qiuyao blurted out such confession-like words to himself, Qin Yan was just about to respond to Song Qiuyao's "confession", only to see that Song Qiuyao immediately handed him a thick self-made photo album, and a thick letter that said "A Yan's relatives"The envelope, the handwriting on that letter is not Song Qiuyao's.

Qin Yan couldn't help asking in doubt: "Qiuyao, what is this?"

Song Qiuyao took a deep breath, shook his head seriously and replied, "Sorry! I'm afraid it's difficult for me to answer your question. I'm just a transmitter."

Song Qiuyao didn't know what kind of expression Qin Yan would have if he told Qin Yan directly that this was entrusted to you by your mother, so he simply acted as a messenger.

If Qin Yan wants to talk to himself, then Qin Yan should take the initiative to talk to himself.

Qin Yan put the stack of thick envelopes aside, and the moment he opened the album, Qin Yan's face turned cold.

Until Qin Yan saw that sentence

—Sorry, I never thought about living for anyone.

Qin Yan closed the album with a livid face.He clipped the envelope into the photo album and put it in his own drawer.

Qin Yan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and asked coldly: "So Qiuyao, is this the gift you want to give me tonight?"

Song Qiuyao was at a loss and replied: "No..."

After calming down a little bit, Qin Yan also realized that he was angering Song Qiuyao by doing this, just as Song Qiuyao said, he was just a transmitter.

Qin Yan asked again: "Then Qiuyao, do you know who gave it to me?"

Song Qiuyao nodded without hiding anything this time and said, "Yes, I know."

Qin Yan said sadly: "So, Qiuyao... the words you said before...are you sympathizing with me? Qiuyao, those words that are only good for me and hope that the future will bring me happiness... areBecause... sympathize with me?"

Song Qiuyao didn't expect Qin Yan to think this way, so he hurried to Qin Yan's side, hugged Qin Yan gently, and explained: "No, I treat you well just because you are Qin Yan and have nothing to do with others. II can't participate in your past, and I can't change the memories that make you sad, but I only hope that I can make you happy in the days to come, and I hope you are happy."

Qin Yan pulled away Song Qiuyao's arms that hugged him, took a step back, and finally couldn't help asking: "Then Qiuyao, is it just because I'm your friend that you treat me well?"

Song Qiuyao has never seen Qin Yan like this before, his expression looks so sad, Qin Yan's sad eyes carry an indescribable sense of loss, dazed, helpless, such an expression is like a needleSimilarly, it plunged into Song Qiuyao's heart fiercely, making Song Qiuyao feel painful.

It seems that Qin Yan has a lot of things he wants to say to himself, but he can't speak after all... Just like himself now...

Maybe it was the first time to face Qin Yan like this, or maybe it was really like what Qin Yan said, after learning about Qin Yan's original ecological family, he had sympathy for himself, and the distress that surged in his heart made Song Qiuyao unable to hide the depression in his heart.emotion...

Song Qiuyao felt that his love and distress were so strong that they were about to overflow.On such a night, looking at the injured Qin Yan, he really wanted to have something happen with Qin Yan.

Song Qiuyao knows his sexual orientation better than anyone else, and also understands how difficult his emotional journey will be.Even though the society is becoming more and more tolerant, young people around me are very friendly, understanding and tolerant towards the gay community.But looking at the whole Chinese society, in fact, more people are not willing to understand this group, and even avoid it.

And those who hold a neutral and tolerant understanding hold the idea that I am not against homosexuality, and that same-sex love is not shameful, but the premise is that you don't provoke your heterosexual self.

Song Qiuyao thought, if now he reveals his sexuality and expresses his feelings to the fragile Qin Yan.As a straight man, how would Qin Yan treat himself like this?

Will you be distracted and accept yourself for a while?

But once Qin Yan wakes up and knows his dirty thoughts, what will he think of himself?Would you still treat yourself that way?

Of course I won't treat myself any better!Which straight man would calmly get along with a gay who has dirty thoughts about him!It's already very graceful not to slap him to death, okay?

Everyone understands the truth, but Song Qiuyao just can't restrain his emotions rationally.Both his body and his heart were clamoring frantically:

I can not be reconciled!

Not reconciled just to be friends with you!I am not reconciled to being unable to touch you where can see you!I am not reconciled to being nice to other people one day in the future!Smile softly at others!Not reconciled to attending your wedding one day at the end, want to give best wishes with a strong face and a smile!If you are not reconciled to your body, you will be obsessed with another person from now on, and you will have a blood that is connected by flesh and blood!

The most reconciled thing is that I never had you...

Song Qiuyao took a deep breath, looked straight at Qin Yan, and shouted forcefully:

"What a friend! What a good friend! Fuck your friend! Who the hell treats you as a friend! Fuck your straight man!! Go to hell! Qin Yan, listen to me, I have neverI didn’t treat you as a friend. I’ve never had a pure purpose in treating you! From the first time I moved into this dormitory and saw you, all I could think of was wanting to sleep with you! I just wanted to fuck youBump your head and think about it for yourself, besides you, who the hell would I let my friend kiss me in public? Who the hell would I let my ass kiss me for nothingA shot? Qin Yan, what do you think of me? I'll just leave it here today! These things were done to me on your own initiative, and you took the initiative to tease me. If you want to finish teasing me, you want to run away! Go dream!"

After finishing speaking, Song Qiuyao stretched out his hands without hesitation, put his arms around Qin Yan's neck, raised his head and kissed Qin Yan's lips forcefully.

Song Qiuyao's sudden snarling confession and the unsolicited kiss made Qin Yan froze in place in surprise, and couldn't help but widen his eyes, looking at Song Qiuyao, whom he had secretly loved for a long time, in disbelief.Close your eyes and kiss yourself seriously.

As if it wasn't enough, Song Qiuyao pried open Qin Yan's lips with the tip of his tongue, and sent his own tongue in, intertwining and playing with Qin Yan's lips.Song Qiuyao's kissing skills are actually very young, but very affectionate.

And Song Qiuyao's passionate kiss quickly brought Qin Yan back to his senses.

Qin Yan, who came back to his senses, supported Song Qiuyao's thin waist with one hand, and clasped the back of Song Qiuyao's head tightly with the other hand, while responding to Song Qiuyao's kiss.

Soon Song Qiuyao's limbs became weak from the kiss, and it was difficult to breathe.But Song Qiuyao still didn't think it was enough, he wanted Qin Yan to invade him a little more, a little more.

Song Qiuyao pressed tightly against Qin Yan's firm and generous chest, feeling each other's hot body temperature and intense heartbeat.Song Qiuyao, who was supported by Qin Yan's waist, slowly moved his hand away from Qin Yan's neck, climbed onto Qin Yan's shoulder, and moved all the way downstream to Qin Yan's back. Song Qiuyao continued to kiss Qin Yan seriously,There are water stains left by Qin Yan between the lips and teeth. While lifting Qin Yan's clothes restlessly with both hands, he put his hands into Qin Yan's clothes, and felt Qin Yan's scorching skin with his palms.

After a long time, both of them felt a little lack of oxygen, so Qin Yan reluctantly withdrew his tongue from Song Qiuyao's mouth, and slowly separated each other's lips.

Song Qiuyao still opened his mouth slightly, and leaned limply in Qin Yan's arms, his chest heaved and heaved, panting, and after adjusting his breathing, he said slowly: "Qin Yan, I like you, I have never beenThe kind of liking for a friend, I want to be nice to you is not because of anyone, it's just that I like you, it's just that I just want to be nice to you. I'm serious, I don't want you to be with someone else, II want to take care of your future, take care of your future, and not leave you alone. I want to give you a home and be with you forever. Don’t reject me, okay? At least give me a chance to pursue you.”

Qin Yan's lips still had the smell of Song Qiuyao, looking at Song Qiuyao who was limp in his arms and confessing to himself seriously, Qin Yan felt that his whole heart was floating happily, Qin Yan gently stroked it with his handsThe broken hair in front of Song Qiuyao gently kissed his smooth forehead, and said: "Just now, I also kissed you back hard. Qiuyao, do you know? I feel really happy now."

Song Qiuyao opened his eyes wide and looked at Qin Yan seriously: "So, are we together now?"

Qin Yan nodded and said: "Yes, we are together. But Qiuyao has some things, I must confess to you clearly, the first person I fell in love with was me, not you. As early as last year when the club recruited new people,I fell in love with you at first sight. I like you for a long, long time. I saw that you rejected many people and avoided many people's confession to you. Therefore, I am afraid that if you pursue you or confess to you rashly,I will lose you forever, Qiuyao, I’m sorry, I was too cowardly, I didn’t confess my heart to you earlier. It’s my fault for making you worry about me, worrying about me for so long, please forgive meIs it?"

Hearing these things, Song Qiuyao's eyes gradually turned red. He never thought that Qin Yan would fall in love with him so early.Therefore, Qin Yan has always been the only one to take care of himself.

Qin Yan gently held Song Qiuyao's face, and slowly kissed the tears in the corners of Song Qiuyao's eyes: "Qiuyao, I love you too, I just want to be with you forever, and there will never be anyone else. MyThe person living in this heart has always been only you, it was you in the past, it is you now, and it will only be you in the future."

Song Qiuyao nodded happily, hugged Qin Yan again, and said to Qin Yan by sticking to Qin Yan's ear:

"Hello, boyfriend, please love me well from now on!"

After speaking, he licked Qin Yan's earlobe maliciously.

Without further ado, Qin Yan picked up Song Qiuyao and put him on the bed, and covered him up.

Qin Yan pecked Song Qiuyao's lips, and said with a smile: "I remember when someone twisted his foot, he said on my back that my physical strength is really incredible. I didn't even take a breath for the whole journey, tskTsk tsk, with such good physical fitness, will someone be able to stand it in the future? Does this so-and-so want to try it now?"

Song Qiuyao raised his head, licked his lips, and said excitedly, "Come on then."

Qin Yan looked at the expectant Qin Yan under him, took a deep breath to adjust his breathing, and then said:

"Qiuyao, then my deference is no substitute for obedience."