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    Song Qiuyao was completely pissed off now, and was so angry that he took the water glass and threw it at Song Jinyang, and said indiscriminately:

    "Why doesn't it matter? What do you think of me? I still can't know who my future sister-in-law is? I really didn't expect Song Jinyang, you are such a big beast, Xiao Bei Bei is so much younger than you, youHe can do anything. You can sleep with such a small child, do you still want face?"

    People always speak without thinking when they are angry, and they say ugly and hurtful words indiscriminately.

    Song Jinyang, who was poked at the sore spot, turned completely cold.Qin Yan wanted to stop Song Qiuyao from arguing with Song Jinyang, and even pulled Song Qiuyao's hand to signal him not to speak. Unexpectedly, Song Qiuyao, who had blown his hair, was completely dazzled by anger, ignored himself, and threw all the water glasses out.

    The transparent glass water glass smashed hard on the marble floor in the living room, and with a crisp "bang", it shattered into countless pieces of glass slag.

    Bei Song did not expect that his arrival tonight would eventually evolve into such a situation.His eyes widened in fright, his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, his lips were trembling as he wanted to say something, but he couldn't make a sound, his dark and bright eyes were filled with tears quickly.Tears, but he tried hard not to let his tears fall.

    Song Qiuyao looked at Bei Song who was so frightened and helpless that he was about to cry, only to realize that his behavior and words just now were too much, so he immediately calmed down, walked to Beisong's side to apologize and said:

    "Beibei, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. Don't cry, me, me... I didn't target you, it was my fault just now, which scared you. Little Bei Bei, don't be sad, okay?"

    Song Jinyang embraced Bei Song, looked at Qin Yan who was also embarrassed, and said to Qin Yan:

    "Can you take Xiao Bei upstairs to rest first? I have something I want to talk to Qiuyao."

    After the two brothers quarreled, they naturally wanted to have a heart-to-heart chat to clear things up. Of course, Qin Yan would not say no, so after nodding his head in agreement, he led Bei Song upstairs, leaving the two brothers sitting silently in the living room.

    Song Qiuyao, who had calmed down, recalled what he said just now, and deeply felt that his words were too hurtful, and what happened tonight was that he stood silently at the stairs and abruptly interrupted them, no matter how he looked at it,It was unreasonable to be angry just now.

    So Song Qiuyao said awkwardly to Song Jinyang: "Brother...I'm sorry...you know...I didn't mean that..."

    Now that Bei Song was not around, Song Jinyang finally no longer needed to hold that invincible posture, his expression became a little complicated, his eyes began to be a little loose, he sighed in a low voice, and said dejectedly:

    "I didn't sleep with him... never... tonight was my fault... I couldn't control myself..."

    Song Qiuyao had never seen such a depressed and self-blaming brother, and felt uncomfortable for a while, and panicked, Song Qiuyao really wanted to beat himself to death, why was he so insignificant and said such excessive words.

    Song Qiuyao tugged at the corner of Song Jinyang's clothes, and said to Song Jinyang with self-blame: "Brother, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it... I just didn't realize it for a while, and I didn't want to understand why you two are together... That boy Bei Song is very good...Age aside, you two are actually a good match...really..."

    Song Jinyang's complexion was a little pale, and he laughed at himself and said, "Look, Qiuyao, you will also say that regardless of age...we are suitable...but I am his teacher after all, and there is a huge age difference between 13 years old. HeI'm still a child who doesn't know much about people and doesn't know how to look back when I like someone. But I'm different, I'm an adult, and an elder should behave like an elder. I can't take advantage of his innocence.Feelings have ruined him, let alone lead him on a path that he shouldn't have taken...I understand the truth...but today...I still couldn't hold back...It's also fortunate that you are here today, otherwise I might not be able to hold back today...The party will do some things that are not as good as animals."

    Song Qiuyao now completely understood what he said before, and poked Song Jinyang's sore spot. Now he was even more anxious, and quickly explained: "No, that's not the case, Bei Bei is also an adult, heYou can already be responsible for your actions and choices. Why can’t you understand? You see, Bei Bei is my age, and you are my elder brother, so he is your peer, not his elder. Besides, Teacher-student love is not a rare thing in college now, there are more of them. Besides, what about homosexuality? Aren’t I also gay? I didn’t see what others did to me and Qin Yan. We lived as two peopleYes, don't care about other people's business, what other people like to do, you just live your own life well, besides, you can give me and Qin Yan any supplies, what can we do, why did we get to Bei SongHe can’t do that anymore? Even if he doesn’t have sex with you, he will have sex with others sooner or later. You are so good, can others compare to you? Are others as good as you? Didn’t you feel confident before?Tell me, what if Qin Yan is a straight man? Just bend him and live a good life with yourself. Brother! Didn’t you feel confident when you told me these things?Cowardly?"

    Song Jinyang shook his head helplessly and said:

    "If his feelings for me were really the kind of feelings he has for his lover, maybe I wouldn't hesitate like this. His feelings for me are more strongly dependent than pure love."

    Song Qiuyao couldn't understand what he said, so he was puzzled, "Ah?" and said: "Is there any difference? It is because he likes you that he relies on you."

    Song Jinyang said with a wry smile: "That's not the case. Beisong's father passed away when he was very young, and he has been living with his mother since then. Over the years, he has suffered from the cold eyes of relatives and neighbors around him, and his life is very difficult.And be careful. And my appearance happened to be the first one to make up for the warmth from older men that he had missed in his life over the years. That's why he is so attached to me... His kind ofEmotions are obviously a kind of fledgling complex. As long as it is the first elder who can give him warmth again, and treat him with the utmost care, he can easily move him and make him feel crazy and dependent... It's just that I happen to beIt is such a person, he will rely on me, not because of me, and it has nothing to do with my character and charm. To put it more bluntly, Bei Song doesn't love me at all, heThe emotion he has for me comes from his Electra complex. He doesn't really see me as a lover, but wants me to take on the role of father. Do you understand?"

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