But these words still didn't comfort Bei Song, who was suffering in his heart. He sobbed silently. The tears that he had held back finally fell down in big drops, which wet Song Jinyang's skirt.

Bei Song's voice was hoarse and choked, and he choked out all the questions that had been pent up in his heart for a long time: "Professor, do I often make you feel troubled and embarrassing? If I didn't stalk you, ProfessorMaybe you won't be with me...I love you, from the first time you kissed me, I felt my heart moved, but do you love me? Even if only a little..."

Bei Song raised his head and stared at Song Jinyang blankly with red eyes, full of fear and confusion.

Song Jinyang never thought that his pity, forbearance and hesitation would make Bei Song so sad. He was the last thing he wanted to hurt Beisong. Unexpectedly, he still hurt him. Song Jinyang's heart was tangled up. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Beisong's cheek.The remaining tears, and then kissed Beisong's eyes that were blurred by tears. The more gentle Song Jinyang's movements were, the more Beisong's tears could not be stopped.

Song Jinyang hugged Bei Song tightly, and kept kissing Beisong's tear-wet cheeks and pale lips.

He almost pressed the corner of Bei Song's lips, and whispered:

"Baby, it's my fault, it's all my fault, don't cry. I am willing to be with you, you have never made me feel embarrassed... baby... I have never been unwilling to be with youTogether…"

Bei Song really wanted to stop his disappointing tears, but he couldn't stop, and cried even harder.

For the child in front of him, Song Jinyang hoped that he could take care of him carefully, give him love and warmth, but he didn't expect that in the end, he would be the one who made him uneasy and made his heart hurt. Song Jinyang felt even more distressed when he thought of these things.

"Do you love me? Do you love me then? Why do you never touch me?"

Bei Song's eyes soaked with tears became clearer and brighter when he looked at him.His red and swollen eyes were so clear, he was waiting for this answer with anticipation and worry.

Such an expression is obviously not the expression of simply looking at an elderly person whom he admires, but the expression of a young man who is just in love, longing to be loved.

It turns out that Bei Song really has the same thoughts as himself when he treats himself.

Do you love me?In fact, Bei Song has always wanted to ask Song Jinyang this question, but was afraid of hearing a cruel answer.

But in the end, he still couldn't help asking again and again, wanting to hear Song Jinyang's real answer.

Song Jinyang hugged his arms tighter, tightly wrapped Bei Song in his arms, put his lips on Beisong's ears, and whispered affectionately: "I love you, I have always loved you."

"You love me?" Bei Song's eyes were filled with disbelief at Song Jinyang's answer.

Without waiting for Bei Song to think, Song Jinyang gave Bei Song a more accurate answer with his actions, and his lips kissed Beisong's lips fiercely.

All along, he thought that Bei Song saw him only because of the family affection he lacked when he was young, not because of love.It wasn't until this moment that Song Jinyang realized how wrong his previous thoughts were.

Over the years, he has always had accurate judgment and rarely made mistakes, so he is always quite confident in his own assumptions, including feelings.It is also because of this kind of insistence that many details are ignored, even deliberately ignored. Bei Song faces his cautious and enthusiastic expression.

It wasn't until I was hurt by my own self-righteous thoughts that I cherished the child that I suddenly realized that I was also the person who was seriously loved by the child.

Such a beautiful young man, such a beautiful relationship, how could he easily let him down?

Such a good child, he wants to take good care of and love him forever, so how could he reject it?

During those ambiguous nights, the cravings and desires that were forcibly suppressed and restrained, self-doubt and indecision were simply mediocre.

Song Jinyang's kiss was completely out of control, it was intense and crazy.Bei Song, who had cried bitterly for a while, had already consumed a lot of energy, but now he was hugged tightly by Song Jinyang without giving him even a chance to breathe.Beisong felt that his breathing became more difficult.

Even Song Jinyang's kiss was so strong that it seemed to be gnawing, which gave Bei Song the illusion that he would be swallowed by Song Jinyang in the next second.

Bei Song could clearly feel that the kiss was full of lust, more like a burst of desire that had been suppressed for a long time.

It turned out that he was not unwilling to touch himself, it turned out that he was also loved.

Bei Song was full of thoughts, it turned out that Song Jinyang also loved himself, and his heart, which had fallen to the bottom of the valley, came back to life again.

After a brief distraction, Bei Song stretched out his arms to wrap around Song Jinyang's neck, and began to respond to Song Jinyang's passionate kiss.

Under the dim streetlight in the Qingshi alley, their lips and tongues intertwined wantonly, kissing frantically without caring about anything else.

Beisong's small moans and gasps were all sealed between the lips and teeth of the two of them by Song Jinyang.Indulging in such a kiss, Bei Song felt that his whole body was starting to go soft, and his heart was full of joy.Song Jinyang's lips and tongue are so soft and domineering, even the body fluid between the lips and tongue seems to be full of affection, sweet and intoxicating.

After a long time, Song Jinyang let go of Beisong's lips and tongue, giving Bei Song a chance to breathe again.The two were still hugging each other tightly, Beisong's face was pressed against Song Jinyang's generous chest, and the powerful heartbeat from the chest seemed to be much faster than usual.

"Bei Bei, look at me." Song Jinyang lowered his head and whispered next to Bei Song's ear.

Bei Song raised his head and looked at Song Jinyang in a daze.

Song Jinyang looked at him more softly, and he smiled and said to Bei Song: "Beibei, I love you, just like you love me. I'm sorry, I was not good before, and I didn't think much about you. I onlyThinking about it, I frivolously took away your first kiss, and I did not formally start a relationship with you, which caused you a lot of grievances. I dare not take away your first kiss easily and hurt you. Unexpectedly, I still let youSad. I don't know your original sexual orientation, just north, being with a man, especially the receiving side, is destined to be criticized by some unfriendly people in this life, they may come from your relatives, colleagues, neighbors...It will chill your heart even more than those who treated you coldly before, Bei Bei, will you be afraid?"

Bei Song shook his head, and said with firm eyes: "If you want you to love me, I will feel very happy. As long as you are by my side, I am not afraid of anything."

Song Jinyang hugged Bei Song's arms even tighter, and he said to Bei Song affectionately: "Very well, I will not let you down for your sincerity. From now until now, I will take care of you for the rest of your life."Be responsible, let me protect you from the wind and rain. I will not let those unwarranted people hurt you. You also have more confidence in yourself and me, okay? My Bei Bei is very good, so don’t belittle yourself, don't leave me, only belong to me, okay?"

Bei Song was so affectionately confessed by Song Jinyang, his cheeks couldn't help but blushed a little, but because the happiness came so suddenly tonight, he couldn't bear the joy all at once, and Beisong's sweet little thoughts were all over his words.He couldn't help rubbing the tip of his nose against Song Jinyang's chin. Song Jinyang was in a hurry to look for him, but before he had time to shave off the newly grown stubble, the touch was a bit rough, making his whole heart itch.

Bei Song plucked up his courage, closed his eyes and kissed Song Jinyang's thin lips forcefully, and then said happily: "Then professor, you belong to me only, and no one else is allowed."

Song Jinyang looked at his little Bei Bei's cute and alluring appearance, and couldn't help laughing in low voices. It was the kind of low-pitched laughter that couldn't be suppressed from his chest.

Song Jinyang, who was in a great mood, directly embraced Beisong's back with one hand, and passed Beisong's knees with the other hand, hugged Bei Song horizontally, and walked in the direction of going back.

Song Jinyang's uncontrollable cheerful laughter was especially clear in the dark and quiet alley.

"My Bei Bei, don't worry, there will be no one else but you, only you."

Bei Song quietly leaned on Song Jinyang's shoulder, allowing Song Jinyang, who was in a good mood, to carry him all the way back to the hotel, and then back to the room.He tried his best to recall and digest the fact that they were really together this time, which made him extremely happy and happy.

He recalled the little things that Song Jinyang had done for himself these days.Be gentle with yourself. People in the game often fall into confusion and confusion. They don't understand the other party's intentions and can only see their own.But he ignored Song Jinyang's love and care for him. In fact, he has already crossed the line. When did it start?Maybe even before Song Jinyang kissed himself for the first time.He had always treated himself differently than he treated others.But Bei Song had never thought of this before, and it was not until today that the words were spoken, and the hearts of each other were finally cleared.

And when he recalled it again now, he could find clues from many details, not only because of Song Jinyang's unexpected kiss that suddenly moved each other's hearts, but also the attitude towards each other from the beginning, fundamentally something is wrong.

If Song Jinyang only regarded himself as an ordinary student of his at the beginning, then he would not have to pay attention to himself at all.If it was just because he was his brother's friend, then it would be enough to give himself a chance to make up the exam, and there was no need to grab himself to make up the class, and even take himself home again and again later, or even stay overnight.

Since then, the teacher-student friendship between them has actually begun to cross the line.

Along the way, Bei Song hugged Song Jinyang's neck and refused to let go. He didn't let go until Song Jinyang put him on the bed.