The program was running on the screen, and Gu Ze remembered the past.

Why did he break up with Bai Shiyan? There are probably many reasons.

He and the other party's hometown are both from the same province, but Bai Shiyan was born in H City, the capital of that province. His family background is very good, his parents are rich in business, and there are three brothers and sisters.Among these three, the best student is the eight-year doctor of clinical medicine in the top2, who was the provincial number one in the college entrance examination that year, and is quite outstanding.

And he was born in a small county below H city. He had studied hard in junior high school, so he got good grades and was admitted to the provincial key high school in H city. He was lucky to be an alumnus with Bai Shiyan, but when he was in high school, his parents divorced.Marrying each other, he suddenly became a burden that no one wanted.

He is already in high school, he is not familiar with raising him, and it is time to spend money, so he is often kicked around by his parents as a football.

At that time, he was depressed, had no interest in studying, and his grades became stagnant.

That was the Bo Shiyan he met at that time.

As an outstanding alumnus, Bo Shiyan was invited by the principal to give them a speech to encourage them. He went to listen with his classmates, but he didn’t even know what he was listening to. He simply left early, slipped out of the school over the wall, and went to theWalking around the street for snacks, who would have thought that he would meet Bo Shiyan there.

Bai Shiyan glanced at the school uniform on his body, didn't say anything else, just asked, "What do you want to eat?"

He unsuspectingly told him what he wanted to eat, and Bo Shiyan invited him to eat afterwards.

It was only later that he realized whether this scheming man, Bai Shiyan, had thought about him when he first met. After all, he was really young and immature when he was sixteen or seventeen, and he was exceptionally fair.

However, Bai Shiyan didn't say anything when they first met, so he invited him to eat and asked him to study hard and try to get into city B in the future.

For him, this sentence was forgotten after hearing it. He was already in the first half of the third year of high school at the time, and he had already decided to take the university entrance examination in this province, because his grades could only be admitted to universities in the province.Not a good university.

After the college entrance examination ended, he was admitted to a 211 school in H city, where he studied IT.

In the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, he stayed in City H to work in order to earn living expenses. At that time, he met Bai Shiyan again.

At the time, he thought it was a coincidence, but later he found out that Bai Shiyan, a scheming man, had come to find him deliberately after asking the principal where he was going.

At that time, Bai Shiyan often sent him to the place where he worked, and picked him up again. Later, he gradually discovered that he was actually a fellow.

When he was in high school, he didn't have a clear affection for the opposite sex, and even the fantasy object was very hazy. He didn't understand what it meant before, but later he realized that it was because he liked the same sex.

And so did Bai Shiyan.

That's how they were together.

But not long after they got together, college started, and they started a long-distance relationship.

Long-distance relationships cannot see each other, and many things begin to become uncontrollable.

Bo Shiyan's desire for control is very strong, and he will report his whereabouts every day, even when he leaves the university campus, and even ask him to share the location of his mobile phone. They quarreled for a long time for it to get better.

In addition, he has a carefree personality, doesn't pay attention to small things, and often hooks up with his classmates in the dormitory without paying attention, and going out to play together makes Bai Shiyan very unhappy, and they get better after arguing for a while.

Generally speaking, Bo Shiyan is a very strong personality. He likes to do everything by himself and let others listen to him, but he will also take good care of the other party. Anyway, he has been taken care of by Bo Shiyan for more than three years, Clothes, shoes and utensils are basically bought by the other party. He doesn't have to worry about anything when he meets a long-distance relationship. Even he didn't book the tickets to go to city B by himself.When going out to play together, Bo Shiyan will also plan the itinerary in advance, as long as he is accompanied by others.

This directly caused him to almost be unable to take care of himself after the breakup.

Of course, Bo Shiyan's life is also very good, they are very, very harmonious and sexually blessed.

But Bai Shiyan also has shortcomings. Apart from his strong personality, he also likes to keep things in his heart, letting others guess his thoughts, and he is always venomous.

Many times he would only talk about one result, what he asked Gu Ze to do, but did not explain why he was asked to do it.

And Gu Ze was also young and energetic at the time. When he was eighteen or nineteen, he often refused to accept anyone. They had a lot of sweet time and a lot of time to quarrel.

The breakup was in the first semester of his junior year, the year Dr. Bai Shiyan was about to graduate.

In the third year of college, they were arguing about the fact that Bo Shiyan asked him to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and it would be better to get into city B, but somehow, Bo Shiyan's mother found out about them.

That time when he went to see Bai Shiyan in city B, he miraculously met his mother on the high-speed train when he left.

She knew their affairs, and asked him to leave her son with arrogance and indifference. They were both men, and there would be no result.

He looked carefree, but in essence he was a very pessimistic person. He immediately thought of many terrible situations and collapsed. After returning, he had a big fight with Bo Shiyan. Bo Shiyan told him to calm down and said that he would handle itWhen he asked how to deal with this matter, the other party didn't say anything, just let him believe in himself.

It came again and again, Gu Ze was extremely helpless, he really had enough of not explaining clearly what was going on and how to get parents to agree.

Gu Ze finally asked desperately: "What if the family still disagrees?"

Bo Shiyan replied firmly: "This will not happen."

"why?"

"No reason, trust me."

Gu Ze finally couldn't bear it anymore, all the conflicts accumulated in the past exploded together, and he was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say, saying that seeing the other party's arrogance, he had to listen to himself and didn't explain anything.He would get sick, directly propose to break up, quickly hang up the phone, delete all the contact information of the other party, and send back all the things that Bo Shiyan gave him.

A few days later, one weekend, he ran into Bai Shiyan who came to look for him at the school gate.

At that time, Bai Shiyan's face was already so cold that it was about to drop icicles, and he only asked him: "Are you sure you want to break up?"

"Sure."

Bai Shiyan turned around and left, leaving only one sentence: "If you break up, don't regret it."

As for now...

Do you regret it?

Can't tell.

There are many things that he slowly figured out later on. For example, when Bai Shiyan was busy with his Ph.D.There is no chance of compounding.

Bo Shiyan has an arrogant personality, and it is very rare to be able to do such a move that almost seeks reconciliation.

At that time, he only needed to say a soft word and they could get back together, but he was determined to break up, and he didn't say a word of softening.

After graduating from university, he came to city B to study for graduate school, and slowly saw many other things.

Bai Shiyan was his first love, and he had never met other boys, let alone the gay scene. Only when he came to City B did he realize how good and difficult it is to find someone like Bai Shiyan.

For another example, he later figured out that Bo Shiyan asked him to come to city B because it was a first-tier city with more development opportunities and better prospects.But it is very likely that because city B is far away from city H, the family resistance they face will be much smaller. After all, Heavens are high, Sovereign Emperor is far, and parents have nothing to do with it.

But he understood too late that it was impossible for them to be together again, and Bo Shiyan kept everything in his heart without explaining that this fault really affected their relationship.

With Bai Shiyan being so good, it should be easy to find a new partner, regardless of gender.

It was already noon when he finished running the program, and he received a message from Bo Shiyan: Are you at school?

Ze: Yes, what's the matter?

Bo: wait for me

Ze: What are you waiting for?

Bo: pick you up from school

Ze: oh

At this time, he had already followed Zhang Changgong to the downstairs of the laboratory. After receiving the news, he asked Zhang Changgong to eat first, while he walked slowly towards the south gate of the school step by step.

The walking process was very hard, because he had just gone to the toilet once before going downstairs. Although it was small, it was also very torturous.crutches.

After walking for a few minutes, he stopped to breathe, and leaned against the wall, feeling that the laboratory building was really far from the school gate.

"are you OK?"

Gu Ze turned around in surprise, and saw Lin Linzhi standing beside him at some point, looking at him with concern.

"fine."

He lowered his head and didn't want to talk more.

Lin Linzhi hesitated for a moment, then continued: "I saw that you haven't come to the laboratory for a long time, so I went to ask Zhang Changgong what happened. He said that you had a minor operation, how are you doing now, and if there is anything you need to helpplace?"

"No, no need."

Lin Linzhi is a boy who seems very gentle. The main reason he rejected the other party before was that the two of them might have to argue over who would do the attack with tears in their eyes.

"But you don't look well."

Lin Linzhi's face was full of concern, and it seemed that he was really worried about him.

Gu Ze didn't want to get too entangled, and when he was about to leave, he suddenly heard someone calling him, "Gu Ze."

Bo Shiyan stood not far away and looked at him, wearing a black polo shirt and white slacks, with stern and sharp features.

"gone."

Gu Ze heard the other party say calmly.

"……Oh."

Gu Ze immediately said to Lin Linzhi: "I'm fine, don't worry, I'm leaving first."

After he finished speaking, he limped towards Bai Shiyan.

Bai Shiyan looked at it for a while, then came over to support him, and his strong big hand directly supported his arm, which made him feel a lot easier.

They walked forward together for a while, when Bai Shiyan suddenly said, "That boy is still looking at you."

"Oh."

Gu Ze had no other emotions, just asked: "Why are you here?"

"You didn't send a message, let's take a look."

Gu Ze said: "I'm fine, I was planning to eat and leave, but you, you must be busy at noon, don't pick me up, I can do it myself."

But Bai Shiyan said: "It seems that I came just in time."

Gu Ze looked strange: "What do you mean?"

"Come late, you should steal it."

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