Gu Ze's heartbeat was still fast, and he tentatively asked: "Is it impossible for him to sympathize with me?"

Professor Lei disagreed with this idea, shaking his head and said: "If you ask Bai Shiyan for surgery, the mildest case must be the kind of epilepsy that requires a craniotomy. Isn't it more pitiful than you?"

"Moreover, sympathy is an unnecessary emotion in a doctor's job because it can cloud a doctor's professional judgment."

Gu Ze felt himself jumping up in an instant.

For the first time since the reunion, he deeply realized that Bai Shiyan actually cared about him, no matter how much he cared, he would definitely care about him.

For the first time, he felt confident and felt that he could directly ask Bo Shiyan if he had a partner now.

But who knows there has been no chance.

That day, Bai Shiyan was very busy after sending him back, leaving early and returning late, and hardly seeing each other.

He was very anxious. If he couldn't find another opportunity this weekend, he would start going to school next week, and he might have to move away, so there would be no chance.

But still the same sentence, plan and accident, never know which will come first.

On weekends, when Bai Shiyan finally had time, he was thinking about how to start the conversation while having breakfast, but the other party suddenly said after eating: "From today onwards, we will prepare for postoperative dilating-anus?"

Gu Ze was stunned.

What the hell?

Postoperative dilation-anus?

Fuck, why does he still make this thing.

Bai Shiyan mentioned it before, but he didn't do anything specific after that. He thought it was unnecessary, so he forgot about it.

Who would have thought that it would be brought up at this time.

... Can everyone still have fun together? Now that he is doing this kind of postoperative recovery, how dare he ask Bai Shiyan with a stick on his buttocks if he is in a relationship now.

With a mournful face, he asked, "Does it have to be expanded?"

"Must." Bai Shiyan's tone was very light, and his expression seemed non-committal, "I tried a finger test before, and the insertion of a single finger was a little tight, and it needs to be expanded."

"...how to expand?"

"I prepared an anal dilator, combined with paraffin oil, starting from 18 mm, twice a day, 10 minutes each time, changing the size every five days, adding 1 mm each time, and sticking to it for a month."

Bai Shiyan stood up while talking, took a plastic box from the shelf in the living room, and opened it directly on the dining table.

Gu Ze saw that there were several bottles of paraffin oil in the box, six stainless steel anal dilators, and the words "medical use" were printed on the bottom.

The things he will use are flat where he holds his hand, and where he needs to be paraffin oiled are round, and the head is slightly smaller and rounded.

It's really like... ahem, what.

But much thinner.

He is only fit to use such a thin one now.

"understood."

He wanted to close the lid, but Bai Shiyan stopped him.

"Do you know how to use it?"

Gu Ze nodded.

As long as your IQ is normal, you should be able to use it.

"Do you know how to use it to avoid secondary trauma?"

"should know."

"Do you know how to use it without creating an anal-fistula?"

"..."

"Do you know how to judge whether an appliance is suitable?"

"..."

Gu Ze gave up struggling: "Then you come."

It was the nth time that Gu Ze took off his pants and lay on the bed, feeling a bit like a p-y transaction.

Humiliated countless times, he has long been used to it, comforting himself like Ah Q, it is only his body that is humiliated, not his soul.

Bo Shiyan stood by the bed, put on gloves, and was disinfecting.

He turned his head and saw Bai Shiyan lowered his eyebrows, looking very serious and handsome.

...Forget it, he doesn't care about this face.

After disinfecting the poison, Bai Shiyan smeared paraffin wax on the utensils, walked up to him after the application, and looked down at him.

He heard the other party say: "When pushing in, pay attention to the degree and angle, and push in gently and straightly.

At the same time, he felt a coldness, the coldness of stainless steel, not dry-astringent, but a little slippery, it was paraffin wax.

That picture made his heart tremble, and he turned his head away not wanting to look at it again.

When he felt halfway pushed, Bai Shiyan asked, "Is it tight?"

"You look down on me too much."

"Is it loose?"

"You think too highly of me."

Bai Shiyan seemed to chuckle slightly, and continued to move.

At the end of the movement, Bai Shiyan stuck the length precisely, and didn't touch anything that shouldn't be touched.

After a while, he felt that the other party walked away from the bed, threw the gloves into the trash can, and said, "I will come and take them off in ten minutes."

Gu Ze: "...Oh."

He lay on the bed, trying to ignore the foreign body sensation, and started playing with his mobile phone.

There is probably no couple like them. They broke up for almost three years and lived together by chance. They often do all kinds of sex-erotic and shameful things because of post-operative recovery, but they are actually very important for post-operative recovery.normal thing.

For this reason, he deliberately opened a certain treasure to see the under-expansion-anal device. There are thousands of pieces with high sales volume. It seems that there are quite a lot of people in the same way.

He lay on the bed for ten minutes. After ten minutes, Bai Shiyan came in and slowly removed the things.

He heard a slight sound and buried his head in the pillow, pretending he didn't hear it.

Bai Shiyan didn't know if he was well-informed, so he didn't say anything. He took away the things and said to him, "From now on, you will follow this procedure every day. Wash it after use, morning and evening."

"Remember to use it every day, I will check."

Gu Ze had already put on his pants and sat up, and blurted out: "How do you want to check?"

Bai Shiyan just looked at him quietly without speaking.

Gu Ze felt that his brain might be a little convulsed, so he asked such a question.

But this is a good opportunity for him to say what he has been holding back for a week.

"That..." Gu Ze stared at Bai Shiyan's expression, and said, "From next Monday, the leave granted by my supervisor will end, and I need to go to the laboratory every day."

Bai Shiyan looked puzzled and looked down at him slightly.

"So, I'm going to move back to the dormitory..."

He carefully considered his words, and said something that was closest to a temptation.

"Besides, I've lived here all the time. If you're in a relationship, the other half will mind, right?"

Bai Shiyan lowered his eyelids and remained silent.

Gu Ze felt that the air was full of tension, they were all silent, and no one knew what to say.

After a while, Bai Shiyan said, "No."

His voice was so soft that Gu Ze couldn't hear it clearly, he couldn't believe his ears and asked, "What did you say?"

Bai Shiyan, however, refused to say what he just said, and changed something, "If conditions permit, it is best to have a three-month postoperative observation after hemorrhoid surgery to minimize the probability of recurrence."

"Think about it yourself."

Gu Ze: "...um..."

Bo Shiyan meant to keep him, but he said it too cryptically, if he didn't know the other party very well, he wouldn't be able to hear it.

And more importantly, if he heard correctly, Bai Shiyan just said that he is not in a relationship.

No!

It was as if fireworks were blooming in Gu Ze's mind, and he even wanted to jump a few times in place, cheering for joy.

This is a very positive and positive feedback from Bo Shiyan.

He suddenly had confidence in the matter of getting back together.

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