A week passed quickly, and Bai Shiyan rushed back at noon on Wednesday, and immediately went to work in the hospital before taking a breather. He didn't send a message to Gu Ze until after nine o'clock in the evening to ask if he was still in the laboratory.

After Bai Shiyan walked for a week, Gu Ze began to roll. He is currently busy with a new subject given by his tutor. When Bai Shiyan sent him a message, he was too busy to look at his phone.

It wasn't until ten o'clock in the evening that Zhang Changgong's movement of leaving the laboratory alarmed him that he realized that it was late, and he took out his phone and saw the message that Bo Shiyan had sent him.

Ze: I'm in the lab, just finished working

Bo: In ten minutes, the east gate of the school

Gu Ze packed his things and walked to the east gate according to the time. He saw Bai Shiyan wearing a black overcoat, leaning against the car door waiting for him. He was tall, thin-cheeked, and handsome.

He quickly walked a few steps over and asked, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

"No." Bai Shiyan opened the passenger door and let him in, "Let's go."

Sitting in the car, Gu Ze felt that the car was still hot, so he must have just arrived.

He tilted his head and looked at Bai Shiyan while he was driving.

I haven't seen him for a week, but Bai Shiyan seems to have lost weight, feeling tired and thin.

"Are you busy on a business trip?" Gu Ze asked, "You look so tired."

Bai Shiyan nodded, "Three surgeries were performed, and each took more than ten hours on average."

Gu Ze gasped, feeling that this was really unimaginable physical and mental torture.

"Then you are really tired." Gu Ze said with concern, "Take a rest for two days."

"I asked for two days off." Bai Shiyan said, "I will rest at home tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."

Gu Ze let out a sigh of relief, thinking that this was a good opportunity for him to perform, and said, "Then I'll come back and cook for you, and you should rest more."

Bai Shiyan said nothing.

After Gu Ze finished speaking, he thought about it and felt that it was not good enough, so he changed his words and said, "Let me bring you a meal."

"What to bring?" Bai Shiyan seemed really tired, and he spoke lazily, "Intestine powder?"

"No, no." Gu Ze immediately shook his head, "It must be according to your food mix, including vegetables, fruits and meat as staple foods."

Bai Shiyan laughed, "You finally understand matching."

Gu Ze was embarrassed, he knew what Bai Shiyan was referring to.

When they were together back then, Bo Shiyan always said that he had a regular schedule and a healthy diet. He always went in his left ear and out of his right ear. Anyway, someone was worrying about him, so why was he thinking so much.

But after the breakup, no one worried about him, and he still learned to walk independently.

"What..." Gu Ze changed the subject, "Just say it's okay."

"No need." Bai Shiyan shook his head, "I'll do it myself."

Gu Ze felt that Bai Shiyan would not be free after two days of rest. He was very busy during the day and seemed to be busy writing a thesis. It felt like working at home, which made it difficult for him to ask the other party about his weekend plans.

It wasn't until Friday night that Gu Ze left the laboratory early, and when they had dinner together, Bo Shiyan talked about the arrangements for tomorrow morning.

"Go to the Northwest restaurant you mentioned for dinner at eleven o'clock tomorrow morning." Bai Shiyan said, "Go to the movies afterward."

Gu Ze felt very pleasantly surprised, "Don't you need to go to the ward round tomorrow morning?"

"Colleagues on duty will check on your behalf."

Gu Zesong breathed a sigh of relief and began to plan for tomorrow.

"Then let's eat less for breakfast tomorrow, and then go to the nearby cinema to watch a movie after finishing that Northwestern restaurant. I'll buy tickets now."

Why does it sound like a date?

If the atmosphere between them is very harmonious tomorrow, can he try to hold hands, do some intimacy or something.

If Bai Shiyan doesn't reject him, he will be ready to confess his love that day and say that he wants to get back together.

It should go well.

But many times, things backfire.

The first step of this plan did not go well, because Bo Shiyan received a call from a colleague at eight o'clock in the morning, and then his expression became serious.

Gu Ze immediately asked with interest: "Is there something wrong with the hospital?"

"A patient with an aneurysm who was scheduled to undergo surgery three days later had just a sudden rupture of the aneurysm."

Gu Ze felt terrible when he heard it, and it should be something that needs to be rescued immediately, so he said: "Then you go to the hospital first, I will wait for you at home."

So, he sent Bai Shiyan away with a smile, and could only use a smile to cover up the tears he wanted to fall.

Although he knew that he shouldn't compete with the patient for the time to save his life, he was still quite disappointed, after all, he had planned for a long time.

Once the movie ticket is issued, it cannot be refunded, so he can only silently change the time to tonight, thinking that if Bai Shiyan doesn't have time, he will go to see it by himself.

He waited at home alone until after two o'clock in the afternoon. During this period, he couldn't wait anymore, so he ate something to make do, and finally waited for the news from Bai Shiyan at almost three o'clock.

Bo: Finished, go back now

Ze: Yes

He didn't even know what to say.

When Bai Shiyan went back, Gu Ze was watching a funny variety show. Although the show was very funny, he was listless.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he saw Bai Shiyan come in with a bag in his hand.

"How is the patient?" he asked.

"Craniotomy for rescue." Bai Shiyan replied, "This patient was originally scheduled to undergo intervention three days later, but now it has undergone craniotomy. The operation was successful, but postoperative complications need to be paid attention to."

Intervention, craniotomy...

It sounds scary.

"Well, what kind of diseases do the patients you usually come into contact with look like?"

Bo Shiyan went to the kitchen with the plastic bag in his hand, his voice was a little muffled.

"Do not ask."

"why?"

"You are timid and like to think wildly, and you will be depressed if you listen too much."

Gu Ze: "..."

This is true.

Although he looks like an optimist, he is actually a pessimist. He often worries about unnecessary things, and then checks the Internet for a long time. In the end, he can't sleep, but he can't do anything.

For example, he just investigated for a long time a month ago because of global warming and the melting of Arctic glaciers would release a large amount of methane. After the investigation, he could not sleep in the middle of the night and was very depressed.

But when he woke up, he found that there was nothing else he could do other than starting from himself, caring for the environment and saving resources.

Bai Shiyan still knew him so well.

A few minutes later, Bo Shiyan put a plate of cherries on his table and said, "Go to that restaurant again tonight."

Gu Ze asked with lingering fear: "Is it really possible to go at night, and will something call you away temporarily?"

"I can't guarantee it." Bai Shiyan replied, "This is my job."

Gu Ze: "...Oh."

"There were very few cases this morning."

"Ok."

Gu Ze sighed, the old Gong he chose to reunite, he could only accept all the situations of the other party, otherwise what else could he do.

He looked at the cherries on the table and smiled again.

At this point in time, the cherries shipped by sea have not yet arrived, and the market is full of cherries shipped by air, and the price is very high. He took a look at the price two days ago and left immediately, but he did not expect that Bai Shiyan bought it back today, also bought a lot.

He has always loved eating cherries.

The washed cherries still have drops of water on them, making them look extra fresh.

Gu Ze picked up a cherries, stood up suddenly, and asked Bai Shiyan with a smile, "Do you want to eat?"

As he asked, he tried to stuff the cherries into the other's mouth.

This is what they used to do a lot.

There was still a smile in his eyes, and he looked at each other expectantly.

But Bai Shiyan avoided it.

He took a step back, took the cherries from Gu Ze and ate them himself.

"thanks."

Gu Ze said dryly: "You don't need to thank me for the cherries you bought."

Could it be that Bo Shiyan really had no idea of interacting with him intimately at all?

But he could feel that the other party treated him well.

Suddenly, a terrible idea came to his mind.

Bai Shiyan, it couldn't be because he was too busy with work, so he ed...

Gosh, if that's the case, don't they have Plato?

He quickly thought through all the worst plans in his mind, and suddenly found that if the object was Bo Shiyan, Plato would not be so unacceptable.

... At worst, he can forget about using toys, and besides, he can't even use toys now.

It's not that ed can't be cured, Bo Shiyan said that as a doctor, he shouldn't shy away from medical treatment, so even if the other party's ed really can't be cured, he is willing to accept it.

If he had a chance to go to the movies tonight, he must try Bo Shiyan.

If Bai Shiyan still refuses his intimacy, he will always do these things that are nice to him but don't explain clearly in his daily life.

He felt that he could only use the method of going all out.

Seduction - seduction, confession when seduction - seduction.

Fortunately, everything went well when went to dinner at night, and Bai Shiyan did not receive a call from the hospital.

They went to eat the Northwest cuisine of that Internet celebrity restaurant. After eating, Gu Ze felt that the Internet celebrity restaurant was just like that. The decoration might be better, but the taste and price were not amazing.

After eating, he told Bai Shiyan about the booking time, and the two walked to the cinema together.

On the way to the cinema, Gu Ze saw a coffee shop and said to Bo Shiyan, "I'll go in and buy a cup of coffee."

Bai Shiyan looked at the time, at seven o'clock in the evening, reminded: "Drinking coffee now can easily affect sleep, and the metabolism time of 500mg is usually five hours."

"It's okay." Gu Ze didn't care too much, the point is not to fall asleep while watching a movie, "I suddenly want to drink."

Bai Shiyan didn't bother to persuade him, so he walked into the coffee shop with him.

Gu Ze directly bought an American style super large cup.

Bai Shiyan looked at the coffee in Gu Ze's hand expressionlessly.

"What..." Gu Ze explained unnaturally: "I haven't drank coffee for a long time, and I suddenly want to drink it today."

Bai Shiyan looked at him coldly, as if you were doing something stupid.

Gu Ze: "..."

Although he also felt a little stupid, but tonight's matters were more important, and he really couldn't sleep.

So he managed to finish a supersized Americano before watching the movie.

They walked quickly to the cinema.

There aren't many movies that have been released recently, and couples who want to go out on a date to watch movies don't have much choice, so there are many people who watch this comedy movie.

Gu Ze's seat was slightly off, and Bai Shiyan asked him to sit inside while he sat outside.

The movie started soon, and the lights in the theater dimmed. Gu Ze looked at the opening subtitles, thinking about what kind of method he should use to pull Shiyan's hand...

He moved his buttocks to try to adjust the angle, but when he moved his buttocks, he suddenly realized——

Damn, when did he have so much stock in his bladder!

Embarrassed, he wanted to go to the bathroom.

Feeling very strong.

He twisted and tried to hold back, but found that he couldn't help it, it was really swollen.

Since the last time he was hospitalized, the doctor told him that his bladder would rupture if he held back too much urine, he didn't dare to hold back now, and realized that his bladder was very full and he might not be able to bear it, so he thought about how to tell Bai Shiyan.

... This feeling is really terrible. Even though he had planned so much today, he even drank a lot of coffee in order not to sleep in the movie theater. Who would have thought that he would actually want to go to the bathroom when the movie just started.

It's really embarrassing.

Would Bo Shiyan think that he just didn't want to go to the movies, he was either sleeping or going to the bathroom, something had to happen.

This whole thing really delayed his next plan.

Originally, he had planned well. The movie theater was completely dark except for the bright light of the screen. People around him were all focused on the screen. He could do something...

But now that plan is gone.

What kind of charming things are related to people's three urgencies, and they can't be romantic.

I don't know if it was his hesitant appearance that alarmed Bai Shiyan. Although the other party's eyes were fixed on the screen, he lowered his voice and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Gu Ze: "...Well, I want to go to the toilet."

Bai Shiyan stepped back a little to make room for him.

Gu Ze immediately rushed to the toilet and felt refreshed after coming out.

He sat back in his seat, and the plan in his mind came up again.

A movie lasts two hours, and he can wait for Bo Shiyan to slowly ignore what he just went to the bathroom for, and wait until the movie's plot is halfway through, approach Bo Shiyan with the purpose of discussing the plot, and take the opportunity to do something.

But it was well planned, and an hour into the film he felt it again.

He was almost in despair, he didn't know what happened to his kidney today, why it just... didn't cooperate with him.

The bladder swelled up unexpectedly fast, and within a few minutes, he was already fidgeting in his seat, unable to carry out any intimate acts.

Within a few minutes, Bo Shiyan seemed to notice his movements again, and asked, "Do you still want to go to the bathroom?"

... Although he didn't want to admit it, he couldn't deny the fact.

He could only nod, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

Bo Shiyan made room for him for the second time.

Gu Ze quickly went to the toilet, checked the time when he came back, and found that his plans for today might be in vain.

When he sat back on the chair again, he heard Bai Shiyan say in a cool tone: "Coffee is diuretic, and you drank a big cup."

Gu Ze: "..."

He was about to cry stupidly because of his behavior.

It was originally intended to prevent sleeping, but it turned out to be fine now, sleeping was not sleeping, and it was changed to going to the toilet.

When he left the cinema, he was downcast, and he had no chance to do anything after a movie.

He was disheartened, thinking that maybe... this is God's will.

There is no other way but to go all out - seduce.

Scientific research shows that confessions are more likely to be successful when they are done in an intimate manner.

This is also the reason why Gu Ze wants to seduce Bai Shiyan first, and let Bai Shiyan behave intimately with him before confessing his love.

After all, when the two are hugging and the atmosphere is very warm, it seems logical to agree to confess.

What's more, he was a little uncertain about whether his confession would be rejected if Bai Shiyan didn't want to get close to him at all.

So to sum it up, it's still necessary to hook up physically. He remembered that Bo Shiyan really liked his body in the past.

But thinking of this, another basin of cold water poured down.

Bo Shiyan had just inserted a urine-catheter and had an anoscopy for him some time ago, and saw all the embarrassment. Could it be that he is... not interested.

Gu Ze was a little worried.

Fortunately, he has been exercising during this period, and his figure has improved, which is different from when he just finished the operation. He should be able to try.

Then there is the issue of planning.

Time, method, props and the like.

The time must be to choose the night when the night is quiet, after all, people are most likely to be delusional at this time.

The way must be to find a way that Bo Shiyan is willing to get close to him. When will Bo Shiyan be willing to get close to him?

Gu Ze thought for a while, and found sadly that Bai Shiyan was most intimate with him only when he needed to see a doctor.

But when Bai Shiyan showed him those illnesses, the atmosphere was really awkward.

As long as the examination of the anus-intestine department is involved, it is impossible to be gentle and romantic.

However, Bo Shiyan also cared about him when he had diarrhea last time, and the distance between them was so close.

However, diarrhea is obviously not a sickness with feeling, and it is also very embarrassing.

Gu Ze thought for a while, and it is better to have some kind of mild fever, general weakness, and need someone to take care of it.

Otherwise... pretend to be sick?

No, Bai Shiyan is a doctor, if he pretends to be sick, he will be exposed immediately

But if he doesn't pretend, how can he become pitiful and let Bai Shiyan care about him?

It would be best if he was lying on the bed, and Bo Shiyan would serve him tea and water, so that he could grab him while he was sitting by the bed and go directly to him.

But how can such a condition be achieved?

Gu Ze began to work hard to plan.

Bai Shiyan is not easy to lie to. heard that because of the doctor's outpatient visits, you can tell at a glance whether a person is really busy. To convince the other party, there must be a genuine product.

So what to do with the real thing.

This is the problem Gu Ze is currently facing.

But he soon ran out of time to think about it.

He just took a new project, and is currently in the stage of determining the specific research direction and research plan. He is looking up reviews of related topics, reading literature, confirming the current research progress of similar projects, and putting forward his own ideas.is a concrete implementation.

Gu Ze is currently in the stage of collecting information everywhere, reading the information every day makes me dizzy, and don’t even have time to exercise, let alone post-surgery dilatation, seem to be on the elliptical machine once this week, that oneHe didn't even see the thin steel stick, he was busier than Bai Shiyan.Every time, Bo Shiyan was still working hard in the laboratory after get off work. When he could go back, he felt that he had already been squeezed dry by his new love of the subject, and he had no idea of ​​seduction. He was so tired that he went back to sleep every day, visiting the class , Plans such as giving supper are put on hold for the time being.

He is so busy, in addition to catching up with the questions, he really wants to make time for the weekend so that he can carry out his plan on the weekend.

Although his plan has not even thought of a shadow yet.

He was busy until Friday, and after the hard work of the previous four days, he was finally able to leave the laboratory at the normal time on Friday.

When leaving the laboratory and waiting for the elevator, he sent a message to Bo Shiyan: I can finally leave early today

Ze: Go back and rest first, let me know after you get off work

When he got on the subway, he waited for Bo Shiyan's reply: Yes

After Gu Ze went back, he put down his schoolbag. He planned to plan what to do, but suddenly felt that the bed was very attractive, so he lay down on it and fell asleep not long after, so he also missed the message that Bai Shiyan sent him.

At about 6:30 in the evening, Bo Shiyan sent a message saying: I am off work

Gu Ze fell into a deep sleep and remained unresponsive.

Bai Shiyan packed his things and waited for a reply. After waiting for ten minutes, he didn't get any news, so he decided to go back and have a look.

When he went back, the house was very dark, and none of the lights were on. He didn't know why he was a little flustered, so he walked a few steps to Gu Ze's room with the door open, heaved a sigh of relief, and felt a little funny.

Gu Ze slept well, with his body on his side, his legs clamping the quilt naturally, his face pressed against the pillow, rubbing against it from time to time.

Bai Shiyan remembered the past.

After the previous work, Gu Ze was often sleeping, and Bai Shiyan continued to read and write papers.

Gu Ze slept like this at that time, and this sleeping habit has not changed now.

After watching it for a few seconds, Bai Shiyan suddenly smiled wryly.

I don't know when they will be able to return to the way they used to be.

Gu Ze was awakened by the glutton in his stomach. When he woke up, the smell of food and familiar meat smelled in the room. He got up from the bed and saw Bai Shiyan stewing meat.

The lights in the kitchen were on, and Bai Shiyan was cooking inside. The kitchen door couldn't shut off the smell of food. Gu Ze smelled the long-lost aroma and felt his stomach growling.

He pushed open the kitchen door and asked curiously, "What are you doing?"

The range hood was "buzzing", and Bai Shiyan's voice was a little vague, "Stew meat."

Gu Ze swallowed, and asked Bo Shiyan to ask, "Can I eat something? I think I'm almost fine, and I should be able to eat normally."

Bai Shiyan only said, "Go out and close the door."

Gu Ze had no choice but to go out lonely and play with his mobile phone in the living room.

After waiting for another half an hour, the sound of the range hood in the kitchen finally stopped. Gu Ze ran over immediately after hearing the door opening, and saw Bai Shiyan serving food outside.

He volunteered to help, and brought out two bowls of rice.

At the dinner table, he saw a table full of delicacies, including his favorite braised pork, and asked Bai Shiyan pitifully, "Can I have a few pieces?"

Bai Shiyan's eyes turned around on his face, and he asked first, "What did you eat the rest of the week?"

Gu Ze gave a general report, "The school's buckwheat noodles, steamed buns, fried vegetables, boiled eggs, etc., I only eat one meat dish every other day. You see, I am hungry and thin."

He pointed to his face to prove the credibility of his words.

Bo Shiyan didn't know if he believed it, but after a few seconds of silence, he replied, "You can eat three yuan."

Gu Ze was very happy, immediately rolled his eyes with a smile, and said to Bai Shiyan, "Thank you so much."

The atmosphere during the meal was very good, and Gu Ze was thinking that maybe this is an opportunity, and the timing is right now.

He has been busy for a week this week, and he no longer has to pretend to be sick. He really has some problems with his body, his back is sore, and he feels very tired even after sleeping.

He tried to discuss with Bai Shiyan: "Can you hit my back with a fascia gun for me? I've been busy this week and feel very tired."

Bai Shiyan was unmoved, "Use a foam roller."

Gu Ze lowered his head, very disappointed.

...Why is it still not working? The atmosphere between him and Bai Shiyan is already so good, but they are still rejected.

He even wondered if he and Bo Shiyan really could only be good friends. Bo Shiyan wanted to be good friends with him now, but it didn't mean that.

He lowered his head and ate in silence, and the atmosphere at the dinner table became very silent for a while.

After a while, Bai Shiyan suddenly said, "I'm very busy these two days."

"What's wrong?"

"Two surgeries were performed yesterday, and each took more than five hours."

Gu Ze asked with concern: "What kind of surgery is it? Isn't it very hard?"

"Severe illness." Bai Shiyan didn't explain much, "I'm really tired, and I can't help you with a fascia gun."

Although the fact that he couldn't help Gu Ze made him a little sad, he was still very happy that Bai Shiyan was willing to explain this matter.

Although he feels that this may only be part of the reason.

He knew what kind of physical strength Bai Shiyan had, and the other party's face didn't show any obvious tiredness, which proved that yesterday's fatigue had eased off today, and the main reason why he couldn't use it should be something else, that is, Bai Shiyan didn't want to talk about it.

But he didn't ask, and cooperated with Bai Shiyan to ask about his work. In fact, he also wanted to know the work content of the other party's daily contact.

"Can you tell me something about it?" Gu Ze asked, "I want to know what you do every day."

Bo Shiyan paused for a moment, then asked, "Aren't you afraid?"

Gu Ze shook his head and assured, "No."

How could he be afraid? He just listened to the content of the other party's work.

"One has a tumor in the sellar region and underwent nasal endoscopic skull base surgery." Bai Shiyan said very briefly, "there is also a brain drilling and drainage operation."

Gu Ze: "...is it difficult?"

"The operation of endoscopic skull base surgery is relatively complicated because the surgical field of view is small." Bo Shiyan replied, "But for patients, perhaps the operation is not the most difficult, but rehabilitation is."

Gu Ze: "Why is recovery so difficult?"

Bo Shiyan answered very briefly: "Some patients will have complications, such as hemiplegia, aphasia, disturbance of consciousness, epilepsy, etc., and very few may even become vegetative."

Gu Ze felt his liver tremble: "Why is this happening?"

Bai Shiyan's tone was a little heavy: "The brain is the most delicate and complex structure of the human body, and there are many situations that cannot be predicted."

After hearing this, Gu Ze regretted his problem a little, because the names of these operations sounded terrified to him.

That night, he lay on the bed and began to search for the name of the operation Bai Shiyan had told him, and the more he searched, the more frightened he became.

He is a very pessimistic person. After something happens, he usually thinks about the worst outcome. He used to worry about whether he had pneumonia when he coughed twice. He often saw terrible things and worried that these things would happen to him.body, many times I would be so scared that I couldn't sleep.

This time he managed to scare himself.

In the dead of night, his mind was filled with all kinds of terrible thoughts, thinking how painful it would be if a tumor grew in his mind one day, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't fall asleep.

When this kind of thing happened in the past, Bo Shiyan would comfort him, and if he was by his side, he would hug him and tell him that he was thinking too much. He thought of the past and wanted to ask Bo Shiyan to comfort him.

He opened the chat software, pointed at Bo Shiyan's dialog box, and thought about how to send a message.

Suddenly he had an idea and felt that this was a good opportunity.

He doesn't need to pretend now, he is really scared, if he can call Bo Shiyan over and let the other party comfort him, he will take the opportunity to do something like this...

If Bai Shiyan responded at all, he would confess.

He immediately took off only a pair of underwear, lay on the bed and covered the quilt, and sent a message to Bo Shiyan: I'm so scared

The author has something to say:

Gu Ze: So scared

Bai Shiyan:?

Gu Ze: want your tool to comfort me

Bai Shiyan: I don't want to get involved

Gu Ze: ...

Let me tell you, will be on the clip tomorrow, so moved the update at 8:00 tonight to 12:00 and posted it together. This is the amount of two chapters, and it is more than 7,000 words.

The next update is tomorrow night at 8:00