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    Gu Ze was stunned.

    What does it mean to take your time, refuse or agree?

    "What do you mean by take your time?"

    Bai Shiyan felt that Gu Ze seemed to have calmed down, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "The meaning is to see your performance, and see how we get along in the future."

    Gu Ze wanted to call him a scumbag, but he thought that now he was the one pursuing him and couldn't offend people like this, so he could only ask: "Why do you look at my performance and what will happen to us in the future? Are you hanging on to me?"

    Bai Shiyan: "...No."

    "I'm just not sure."

    "Not sure what?"

    "You used to be so determined to break up. I'm not sure how determined you are to be with me now. What if you shrink back as soon as something happens?"

    Gu Ze: "..."

    Suddenly feel guilty.

    "That what, I am very serious."

    "Hmm." Bai Shiyan suddenly said angrily, "You used to look at it seriously, but you told me that you were sick when you saw my face."

    Gu Ze: "..."

    Suddenly he couldn't say a word of rebuttal.

    The words that hurt the other party impulsively when we broke up back then, finally rebounded N times on him.

    But for the sins done in the past, have to make up for it on knees.

    "I..." Gu Ze wanted to explain, "I just said something when I was angry, but I really didn't mean it."

    He really didn't know what happened at the time, maybe he was too angry.

    Although he disliked Bai Shiyan's arbitrariness, making decisions on his own and not being too fond of explaining, he didn't feel nauseous either.

    Probably because he was angry and irrational, and only wanted to hurt the other party.

    But the only people he can hurt are those who care about him.

    "Hmm." Bai Shiyan seemed to be still dissatisfied with that sentence, brooding, "So take your time and see your performance."

    Gu Ze: "..."

    This time he had no position to refute, he just asked: "You said slowly to see my performance, how long will it be? What is our relationship during this period? Do you want me to... chase you?"

    Bo Shiyan shook his head and said slowly: "I have reflected on our breakup. The reason why we broke up at the beginning was that you were too impulsive and I was too stubborn. If we get back together, these problems may still exist."

    "I want to give us a... probationary period." Bai Shiyan said slowly, "During the probationary period, we will be each other's intern boyfriends. If we pass, we will become regulars."

    "I don't think you need a probationary period, you can pass now..."

    But when he said this, he immediately asked: "Then what if I fail?"

    Bai Shiyan didn't say what's wrong with being unqualified, but asked instead: "You don't want to pass?"

    "Of course I want to pass." Gu Ze said, "But if I fail, I have to prepare for the worst."

    Bai Shiyan was silent for a while, speechless for a while, rubbed his forehead, tried to calm down, don't get angry, Gu Ze has this personality, and it's useless to be angry.

    Bai Shiyan can also be regarded as the proud son of heaven. In the past, he had an arrogant personality, so his temper was naturally not good, but after visiting the outpatient clinic for several years, his temper has been honed by the patients for a lot of time.

    "What's your worst plan?"

    "Ah, just move away and break up."

    Bai Shiyan took a deep breath, his hands were itchy, and he wanted to hit someone.

    He tried his best to resist the urge to hit someone, and solemnly told Gu Ze: "If you want to pass the probationary period, there is one very important thing, you can't just say move out."

    Gu Ze was stunned for a moment, and then whispered: "This is not my house, if it's boring for the two of us, why don't I move out? Why bother to look at each other and hate each other."

    Bai Shiyan rubbed the center of his brows, feeling a pain in his head.

    "If you want to be together again, don't give up lightly. If you have any setbacks and difficulties, you will move out. How can I believe that you really want to be together."

    Gu Ze was stunned, and slowly calmed down, feeling that what Bai Shiyan said seemed to make sense.

    If you really want to be together, don't give up lightly. Moving out is also a kind of giving up.

    "But..." Gu Ze tried to communicate, expressing his own thoughts, "This is your home, if we quarrel and you let me go, it will be ugly for me to be kicked out, why don't I go by myself."

    To put it bluntly, he just lacked confidence in their reunion.

    A broken mirror needs to be repaired, and the process of gluing it back together will be very difficult, and it will be broken again if you don't pay attention.

    They are now in the process of repairing, which requires great care and painstaking repairs.

    Bai Shiyan promised: "I won't drive you away."

    "But what if we break up?"

    Bai Shiyan only felt that his anger was "cracking" upwards.

    He barely held back his anger, and his voice was very low, "You keep talking about breaking up before we restart, how can I be sure of your mind?"

    Gu Ze shut up because he felt that Bai Shiyan was angry.

    "You always mention breaking up and moving out, which makes me feel that you are not serious about chasing me, nor are you serious about getting back together. You are just trying to work hard, and if you don't work hard, let it go."

    "In this way, I will not see your sincerity, as if this is just a trivial attempt by you. You have always controlled your distance very well, and you can withdraw at any time."

    Gu Ze lowered his head, slowly thinking about Bai Shiyan's words, and felt that what the other party said made sense.

    Although he said when he was chasing Bai, he himself did have a pessimistic attitude, always thinking that if he couldn't catch up, let it go.

    The actual situation is indeed as Bo Shiyan said.

    The main reason is...he actually doesn't have much confidence in the matter of reunion.

    He whispered: "You're right. I really don't have much confidence. The main reason is that you were always hot and cold towards me before, and you refused to get close to me. Maybe I subconsciously feel that I can't succeed. I always want toPlan for the worst."

    Bai Shiyan had a headache. A large part of the reason for their breakup was Gu Ze, who likes to think of the worst in everything.

    It's okay when there's nothing to do, but there will be differences in some things.

    He endured it and tried to calm down, although it was difficult for him to calm down when things involved Gu Ze.

    "If you are serious about getting back together, don't always mention the worst."

    Gu Ze bowed his head and thought about Bai Shiyan's words, and felt that they were quite reasonable. If he really wanted to get back together, he had to show sincerity, otherwise it would be all lies and just play around with others.

    "I know, I will try not to mention it in the future, and I will really try my best to do it."

    After he finished speaking, he thought about his own actions, and he was indeed quite naive, and he took the initiative to admit his mistakes, "Sorry, I just haven't experienced too many things, I am immature, easy to be irritable, don't worry about it with me, I will try my best to correct it."

    Bai Shiyan snorted softly and asked, "I know I'm wrong?"

    "Understood." Gu Ze honestly admitted his mistake, stood at attention and was beaten, "You can teach me and punish me."

    Bai Shiyan thought about it. He was very moved by this proposal, but he couldn't do anything.

    "Forget it." He sighed, "I'll let you go this time."

    The darkness blurred his vision, and Gu Ze smiled where Bai Shiyan couldn't see.

    After laughing, he tentatively asked: "Then am I your boyfriend now?"

    "It's during the probationary period." Bai Shiyan replied without any ups and downs: "You can become a regular only after you pass the test."

    Gu Ze has always been very good at hitting snakes with sticks, seeking benefits from Bai Shiyan.

    "Is there any advantage to having a boyfriend during the probationary period?" Gu Ze asked, and then added worryingly: "You just said, you won't drive me away, even though I'm in the probationary period, you can'tlet me go."

    Bai Shiyan rubbed his forehead, but he still felt a headache. Gu Ze's somewhat nonsensical character always made him a little distressed.

    Probably one of the sweet troubles.

    "If you want benefits, don't say things that make me angry." Bai Shiyan replied, "What benefits do you want?"

    "I want the treatment of a boyfriend." Gu Ze immediately began to declare his sovereignty, "You are my person, you can't be ambiguous with other people, you can't fall in love with other people, and you can't go out on blind dates! I know there are many in your hospital.People have introduced you to someone, you can't say yes to them."

    Bai Shiyan thought it was funny, and asked him, "Can you do what you said?"

    "Of course I can."

    "That's good." Bai Shiyan replied, "As long as you can do it, I can do it."

    "Okay." Gu Ze took Bai Shiyan's hand, and the little fingers of the two hooked together and shook, "Then we have agreed, the hook cannot be changed."

    Bai Shiyan shook it cooperatively, and replied, "Yes."

    After he finished speaking, he added: "Don't forget that I am also in the probationary period, and I will abide by the rules and work hard to make corrections."

    Gu Ze pulled his hand twice and then put it down, suddenly smiled, and said softly: "That's great."

    They are back together again.

    Bai Shiyan hugged Gu Ze's waist again, and patted it gently.

    After the serious matter was finished, they were still hugging each other, and Gu Ze was distracted and dreaming.

    Now that he is a boyfriend during the probationary period, can there be some other benefits?

    He asked Bai Shiyan softly: "Can a boyfriend during the probation period ask for some benefits?"

    Bai Shiyan asked, "What benefits?"

    "I want to kiss you."

    Bai Shiyan's breathing paused, and it took several seconds before he recovered his normal voice.

    "Can."

    Gu Ze was very happy after hearing this, as if setting off fireworks in his heart, it was extraordinarily gorgeous.

    He grabbed Bo Shiyan's arm, raised his head, tiptoed slightly, and kissed Bo Shiyan's lips in the pose he remembered.

    After nearly three years, they kissed again.

    The moment you touch it, it's soft and warm.

    Bai Shiyan hardly dared to breathe, his heart was beating very fast, very fast, as if he was riding a roller coaster.

    He backed away a little, afraid that the loud heartbeat would be heard by Gu Ze.

    He waited for this kiss for a long, long time, so long that he almost thought that it would be impossible to wait.

    But fortunately, they have new hope.

    After the kiss was over, Gu Ze cheekily applied again, "In order to celebrate the breakthrough in our relationship, do you want to go out for a meal tomorrow?"

    Bai Shiyan smiled lightly, as if he had no objection to the proposal: "What do you want to eat out?"

    Gu Ze thought for a while, and said a very safe idea, "Let's go out to eat Japanese food? This is very light, I should be able to eat it."

    Bai Shiyan said unhurriedly, "That's a good idea."

    "so?"

    "Go to bed early, there is everything in the dream."

    The author has something to say:

    Gu Ze: Is there you in the dream?

    Bai Shiyan: When you are not a young man with a mole, you will have it

    Gu Ze: ...you lsp

    Let’s update it every night at 8 o’clock in the future. I’ll try to update two chapters at a time. If I can’t write it, I can’t help it.

    There may not necessarily be time at twelve o'clock noon

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