Bai Shiyan said that if he said go to bed early, he would really let him go to bed early. What else can we talk about tomorrow morning?

Gu Ze was lying on the bed alone, feeling excited and anxious.

He didn't know if this counted as chasing Bai Shiyan, it should be regarded as half of the chasing.

They kissed tonight, it should be a very big step, try harder and maybe we can really be together again.

However, Bai Shiyan was still a little indifferent no matter how he looked, and he didn't take the initiative to get intimate with him. He was much more indifferent than before. Bai Shiyan was much more active in the past than he is now.

Is it like what the other party said, he is not so trustworthy now?

Thinking about it in another way, if Bai Shiyan took the initiative to break up and then reunited with him, he would be very cautious.

This is all human nature.

But he was still a little lost, a little excited, and in a state of tossing, really couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.

Moreover, don't know if it was because of the kiss with Bai Shiyan today that he was a little restless.

In fact, if it wasn't for the surgery, he would still be in great need.

But the operation lasted more than a month, and because of the pain of the operation, had no interest for a long time and almost ed.

If he hadn't seen his underwear one morning, he really thought he was dying.

But it turns out he wasn't ed.

He really can't fall asleep now, thinking a little...

Although it was embarrassing to think so, he still missed it.

But now that they've just got back together, it doesn't seem appropriate for him to be lustful. The purpose is too obvious, and he may be disgusted by Bo Shiyan, especially since he is still in the probationary period, what should he do if he accidentally fails to become a regular?

Hey, what should do? It's really worrying.

He rolled around on the bed by himself, rubbed against the quilt several times, and felt that he didn't have to be so careful, and it should be okay to send a message to Bai Shiyan at night.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Bo Shiyan: Can't sleep

Ze: miss you

Bo Shiyan seemed to be holding his mobile phone too, and soon replied to him: Go to bed early

Ze: But I can't sleep, I miss you

Bo: Then how do you go to sleep?

Ze: You haven’t spoken to me for a long time

Ze: You say good night to my voice and I'll go to bed

Bo:?

Ze: I want to hear your voice

At night, they sent messages in different rooms of a house with the lights off, which felt like an affair.

At this time, what you say will be particularly ambiguous.

But Bai Shiyan seemed a little puzzled.

Bo: Didn’t you hear it just now?

Ze: You said it too, that’s what heard

Ze: I’ve listened to it but can’t keep listening to it. If you send me a voice message, I can keep listening to it

Then this and that.

But there's no need to tell Bai Shiyan about this.

Ze: Are you okay?

Ze: I want to hear you say goodnight

Cypress:.

Bo: Go to bed early

Ze: no

Ze: I want to hear your voice

Bo: Are you not sleeping yet?

Ze: No, I will fall asleep when I hear your voice

Bo Shiyan held the phone and sighed helplessly.

Feels like it really is, buster.

He couldn't fall asleep at first, but he couldn't fall asleep even after being teased like this.

If Gu Ze hadn't just finished the operation, he really wanted to gag Gu Ze's mouth before the time came, to see if this annoying guy could say anything else.

But no.

What's the use of blocking it now.

So it's better to keep a distance, lest he can't help it.

He didn't want to answer Gu Ze, because he was afraid of continuing to answer and wanted to go directly to the room to do something.

But Gu Ze did not let him go, and still sent him: really want to hear your voice

Ze: Is it really not possible?

Ze: wronged.jpg

Bai Shiyan sighed again, resignedly surrendered, took the phone and pressed the voice button, and said "good night".

Satisfied, Gu Ze played "Good Night" by Bai Shiyan.

Bai Shiyan's voice was deep and a little sexy hoarse.

He listened to it several times, and also sent a voice message to Bo Shiyan: Good night

Reciprocity.

After sending it, he saved Bai Shiyan's voice, played it in a loop, and closed his eyes...

After a while, he lay lazily on the bed, not wanting to move a finger, and fell asleep almost in a second.

Bai Shiyan's voice really worked, and he could finally sleep.

I slept very late last night, and Gu Ze almost didn't get up the next morning.

But on the first day, he wanted to make a good impression on Bai Shiyan, so he stood up and wanted to send Bai Shiyan to the ward round, so that he could kiss him goodbye or something.

After the kiss, he will come back to catch up on sleep.

But after he got up with difficulty, what he saw was not Bai Shiyan who was dressed and ready to go out for rounds, but Bai Shiyan who was washing clothes next to the washing machine.

Gu Ze rubbed his temples, managed to wake up, and asked, "Aren't you going to make rounds today? Why are you doing laundry so early?"

In fact, what he wanted to say was that Bai Shiyan robbed the washing machine he wanted to use.

His pajamas were dirty last night, and he planned to wash them quietly in the washing machine after Bai Shiyan left, but now it seems that this plan cannot be carried out.

Bai Shiyan put away his clothes and said, "Colleagues on duty will help to check."

Gu Ze was stunned for a moment, "Is this okay?"

"Yes." Bai Shiyan nodded, "If there is any problem, he will call me, and I will go there."

"Oh."

Gu Ze suddenly felt that if this was the case, maybe he and Bai Shiyan could spend a whole weekend.

"It's still early, go to sleep." Bai Shiyan turned on the washing machine, turned to Gu Ze and said, "You went to bed too late last night."

"You're late too." Gu Ze mumbled, then walked to Bai Shiyan's side, tiptoed and gently pressed a kiss on the other's cheek, "Good morning."

After he finished kissing, he looked at Bai Shiyan expectantly.

But Bai Shiyan just gave a soft "um" and didn't do anything.

Gu Ze was a little disappointed, "Don't you even kiss me?"

Bai Shiyan couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed his cheek, saying, "Okay, go to sleep."

"What about you?" Gu Ze asked: "You also slept very late last night, so go to bed. Anyway, if something happens, your colleague will call you. You should take a good rest. Usually it's so hard, weekends are so hard.Rest more."

Bai Shiyan nodded, "Got it."

Gu Ze immediately said: "I know, I have to do it, go to sleep now, you should have nothing else to do in the morning, I'm not in a hurry to eat breakfast, so don't eat it, don't do it, it's better to catch up on sleep first.”

"Actually, in this case, you should sleep late. Get up in the morning to wash some clothes, and delay your sleep."

Bai Shiyan looked at Gu Ze helplessly, grabbed his hand and said, "Got it."

"Go to rest when you know." Gu Ze followed suit, "If you don't want to sleep, I'll sleep with you. I heard that it feels better to catch up on sleep together."

Bai Shiyan pulled Gu Ze directly, pulled him to the door of the room, and said, "Go to sleep, I will rest for a while."

Gu Ze was still a little disappointed, "Do you really not need to sleep together?"

Bai Shiyan pushed the person in directly.

Gu Ze, who entered the room, listened for a while, and also heard the sound of Bai Shiyan's door closing, knowing that the other party should really catch up on sleep as he thought, so he lay back on the bed with confidence and continued to sleep.

Although it was a pity that the clothes could not be washed, he still gave Bai Shiyan a good morning kiss.

When he woke up again, it was already past ten o'clock in the morning. He shook his head on the bed, and finally he was quite awake. He slowly changed his clothes and walked out of the room, intending to go to the bathroom to wash up.

After he finished washing, the door on Bai Shiyan's side had been opened, and the sunlight shone brightly on the bedroom floor.

Looking at Bai Shiyan's simple furnishings from the outside, Gu Ze suddenly remembered what Bai Shiyan said when he first moved in——

"Don't come into my master bedroom."

Looking at it now, Bai Shiyan's master bedroom didn't seem to be anything special, so why didn't he let him in at the beginning.

Is there some little secret in it?

Standing at the door, he glanced inside curiously, and saw that the screen of the laptop on the table was on, and there were a lot of materials beside it.

He knocked on the bedroom door to remind Bo Shiyan inside that he was here.

Bai Shiyan was tidying up the bookshelves at this time, and when he saw him coming in, he said, "Wait until eleven o'clock and go directly to lunch."

"it is good."

Gu Ze stood by the door and asked, "Can I come in?"

Bai Shiyan nodded.

When he walked in, he saw ordinary wardrobes, beds, tables, bookshelves and other furniture, but nothing special, so why didn't Bo Shiyan let him in at the beginning.

Is it simply because you don't like others entering your bedroom?

Gu Ze guessed in his heart, but what he asked was: "You are so busy on weekends, don't you rest? I feel that you are very busy every weekend, and you don't know what to do in the bedroom."

"Writing papers, applying for funds, reading books and so on." Bai Shiyan replied, "I want to get a job title as soon as possible, so I need to work harder."

Gu Ze asked curiously, "When did you become the attending doctor?"

"Earlier this year."

Gu Ze went to search the career path of doctor promotion, and said with emotion: "You have only graduated for two years. This speed feels like being a rocket. How did you become an attending doctor at the beginning of this year?"

When he said this, he remembered a brain hole he had before, and tried to ask again: "I remember Professor Lei said, you seem to have been in this hospital not long ago, did you become the attending doctor after you came?"

"Negotiate the conditions before coming here, I want to be the attending."

"Wow." Gu Ze was surprised, "You put forward the conditions, and the hospital agreed? Are you so easy to talk to, or are you particularly good?"

In fact, he always thought that Bai Shiyan was excellent, but he had no specific idea of how excellent he was.

Their province is regarded as a major province in the college entrance examination. Even if they don't take the initiative to take the exam when they go to college, they can generally rank among the best.

Bai Shiyan put away the book, and turned off the computer while answering: "Maybe it's because my papers are published a lot, the impact factor is high, and I will apply for a fund."

Hearing these words, Gu Ze felt something was wrong.

"The doctor is excellent, shouldn't it be medical skills? I heard that you are talking about the dissertation fund, which seems to be often mentioned by experimenters."

"Clinical practice is only a part of a doctor's work." Bai Shiyan explained, "If you want to be evaluated as soon as possible, clinical excellence is also one of the necessary conditions."

Gu Ze: "So, you want to say that your medical skills are also very good?"

"certainly."

Bo Shiyan was never modest, neither hypocritical nor pretentious, and was extraordinarily confident.

Gu Ze smiled, "You don't even have to be modest."

Bai Shiyan turned off the computer, walked up to Gu Ze, and looked down at him.

Bai Shiyan's expression was very serious, and the lines on his face were tense, making him look extremely serious.

Gu Ze's heartbeat started to speed up, and he didn't know what Bai Shiyan wanted to do. God knows that Bai Shiyan looked too sexy when he became serious.

Bai Shiyan reached out and touched Gu Ze's spine bit by bit, his movements were very slow and gentle.

Gu Ze felt that the place where he was touched was numb. When he was wondering if Bai Shiyan's gentle move was to kiss him, and when he was thinking about what kind of posture he would use to kiss him, he heard Bai Shiyan say: "Your spine is very good for lumbar punctures. I can do more than a hundred such lumbar punctures a day."

Gu Ze:???

What the hell?!

Waist wear!

He was excited for a long time, shy and excited for a long time, and finally waited for this sentence.

Want to make him a waist wear?!

He was about to explode with anger, and he really wanted to step on Bai Shiyan hard.

Could it be a little less romantic?

Gu Ze took a deep breath, trying not to get angry, and not to argue with Bai Shiyan.

He endured so much that his face twisted a little, and he finally managed to hold back his anger.

There's no way, they've just started again, and their relationship is still fragile. His boyfriend is still on probation, so he can't be presumptuous.

In case of presumptuousness, what should Bo Shiyan do if he doesn't pass the probationary period.

Patience, wait for the name to be justified before repairing it.

He took a deep breath again, looked at Bai Shiyan with a barely calm expression, and asked, "The medical skill you're talking about is lumbar puncture?"

Bai Shiyan's hand pressed on Gu Ze's spine, and Gu Ze suspected that he was looking for a better place to do a lumbar puncture.

Although he didn't know what a lumbar puncture was, it didn't prevent him from feeling that the examination was scary. The waist puncture, with the word "piercing", sounded like an invasive examination like a puncture, but he refused!

What to do if you have nothing to do to puncture.

"No." Bai Shiyan replied, "I think that the general public's medical skills are mainly three points, experience, proficiency, and talent. I have talent, and most of the operations are very skilled, but I don't have enough experience. After all, I graduatedI have only been a doctor for more than two years, and my medical skills can be said to be very good among my peers, but compared with many seniors in the medical field, there are still many shortcomings."

"You really have no modesty." Gu Ze pouted, "Okay, I know, you are very good, just don't make me a waist piercing, I don't need it."

"You don't need a lumbar puncture now." Bai Shiyan replied, his tone was still serious, without any appearance of beauty, "but you need to correct your scoliosis."

Gu Ze: "...can we talk about something else?"

"No." Bai Shiyan vetoed, "Your spine is currently functional scoliosis, which is caused by incorrect living habits and daily posture. If you don't correct it now, it will become structural scoliosis after a long time. ScoliosisThe correct treatment is to intervene early and correct bad habits."

"I will pay attention."

Gu Ze said so decisively, and didn't want to hear Bai Shiyan continue.

Here it comes again, this feeling comes again, as it has always done before.

When they were talking about love very tenderly, Bai Shiyan suddenly popularized medical knowledge with him, and asked him to pay attention to something, which really spoiled the scenery.

And Bai Shiyan was helpless after hearing Gu Ze's very familiar "I will pay attention".

Gu Ze said he would pay attention every time, but he never paid attention every time.

He is very helpless.

But what can he do? All he can do is remind and correct more.

Gu Ze obviously didn't want to continue to be preached, so he quickly changed the subject.

He looked at Bai Shiyan expectantly, "Honey, I know you are very good and a very good doctor, but now it's your off-duty time, can we talk about something else, for example, we will waitWhat to eat, it will be eleven o'clock soon."

Bai Shiyan sighed and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat that Japanese food. I told you before. I think I should be able to eat it."

"Then let's go."

Gu Ze was stunned for a moment, then realized what Bai Shiyan was saying, and asked happily: "You agree? Then let's go now."

He happily walked back to the room to get his mobile phone, and sat in the living room waiting for Bai Shiyan after taking it.

Bo Shiyan also came out soon, with a shopping bag in his hand, as if he planned to go shopping after lunch.

They went early, there was no queue at the Japanese grocery store, and they sat on their seats quickly. Gu Ze drooled over the tempura on the menu, and finally ordered a sukiyaki pot for himself.

After ordering, Bai Shiyan suddenly mentioned something.

"When will you go abroad for exchange?"

"Ah, this..." Gu Ze was dejected when talking about this matter, "Maybe I won't go."

"Why?" Bai Shiyan calmly analyzed for him, "This is a good opportunity for promotion, I suggest you seize it."

"That what..." He scratched his head, a little ashamed, but said directly, "I don't have any money."

"I've seen the exchange. The school has already been selected. You don't need to pay the tuition fee separately. You just need to pay here. However, you have to pay for the accommodation and living expenses yourself. They don't provide dormitories on their own initiative. You have to apply for it yourself.I looked at it and found it quite difficult to apply, especially for those like me who only go for a period of time and basically have no hope of applying. In this way, we have to go out to rent a house and have food expenses. It sounds like it doesn’t cost much, butConverted into RMB, it becomes a lot. You know the situation of my parents, the tuition fee for a graduate student is already the limit, and my living expenses depend on the laboratory subsidy, so I don’t have that much money..."

In fact, this is one of the reasons why he did not want to go to graduate school.

The tuition fee for a year of postgraduate study is close to 10,000. His parents both work in a small county and their wages are not high.

They each have their own families now, and they all think he is a burden and don't want to worry about him. When he asked for money to go to graduate school, he was talked about for a long time by both sides. Why didn't they come out to work and earn money for them to spend.

Later, he said that he would go to all relatives' homes to raise money, and his parents reluctantly gave him the money.

At that time, he was mentally prepared to break the boat, and if he couldn't do it, he applied for a hardship subsidy and an interest-free tuition loan. Fortunately, it was coming later.

After hearing this, Bo Shiyan asked him calmly, "Which city are you going to exchange?"

"It's NY." Gu Ze replied, "The rent there is notoriously expensive."

This is one of the main reasons why he gave up.

Bo Shiyan tapped the table with the middle finger of his right hand, which was a movement he often used when thinking.

"There is an optional bonus task for job title evaluation, which is to go out for exchanges. The time is half a year or a year. You can choose it. Many hospitals have invited me, and several hospitals are located in NY."

Gu Ze's eyes lit up, "You mean you can also go to NY?"

Bai Shiyan nodded, "Look, it depends on the results of the exchange. If everything goes well, it should be after the next year. When do you plan to go out to exchange?"

"My side is also the next semester, that is, the next semester after the winter vacation."

"You don't have to refuse this opportunity to go abroad for exchange." Bai Shiyan said, "We can go to NY together after the Chinese New Year, and you will live with me."

Gu Ze did some calculations, and heard that eating pizza and burgers there is very cheap. If there is no accommodation fee, then relying on the subsidy from the tutor and the money he saved, it is not impossible to save money.

He felt like he was doing it again.

but……

"Then what if your side doesn't go well? I have received the invitation letter from the other side, and I can go to the progress of the visa application in a few days."

"No ifs." Bai Shiyan rebuffed straight away, "You can go abroad when you are ready."

Gu Ze scratched his head. In fact, he wanted to say what would happen if they broke up again if he failed the probationary period, but Bai Shiyan didn't seem to like him making such assumptions, and felt that he was not sincere.

So he thought about it in his heart and didn't say it directly.

But Bai Shiyan could clearly see that he was worried, and asked, "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing." Gu Ze replied, "Don't talk about it, let's have dinner."

Bai Shiyan said indifferently: "Say."

Gu Ze swallowed, and got a vaccination in advance, "Well, if I tell you, you can't be angry."

Bai Shiyan seemed to have expected something, and his face gradually turned cold.

"I'm actually thinking, if my probation period hasn't passed and we split, then..."

Bai Shiyan's face turned completely cold.

Gu Ze shut up immediately and said, "Let's eat."

Bai Shiyan let out a heavy "hum", but his expression was still not very good.

Gu Ze felt that he was wronged, looked at Bai Shiyan's hand that was casually placed on the table, quietly grabbed it, and comforted him: "Don't be angry, I am like this, I like to open my mind, and I like to make things worstI was thinking about it, but I was just thinking about it, I won’t do anything, you really shouldn’t be angry because of this.”

Bo Shiyan obviously also knew that because of this anger, he would easily cause problems with himself, and it was useless, so he simply said, "Eat."

After a meal, there was a little silence again, neither of them spoke.

Although they didn't mention it, the three-year breakup has always been in their throats, and it is a scar that they can't erase.

Once a mirror is broken, you must be careful in the process of regluing it, otherwise you will scratch your hands.

Gu Ze feels this way now, don't know if Bai Shiyan is.

He was very careful, walking on thin ice, for fear of saying something wrong again, but sometimes what he thought in his heart was that he couldn't control it, and it was not good for Bai Shiyan to lie if he wanted to ask him, after all, he couldn't lie, and he was always easily exposed.

Is it hard?

Of course it is very hard, but he wants to see the scenery on the top of the mountain, how can he see it without hard climbing.

Alas, he has to pay for all the sins he did when he was young and frivolous.

He is also glad that he still has the opportunity to repay his debts. If more people miss it, they will miss it for a lifetime.

After eating, Bai Shiyan walked out of the restaurant with him, one in front and one in back, as if they were having an awkward dispute.

But when he walked down the steps of the restaurant, Bai Shiyan was still standing there waiting for him.

Gu Ze immediately walked a few steps to catch up, and quietly took Bai Shiyan's hand.

They wore thick winter clothes, and their overcoats overlapped, and no one saw the two hands clasped under the sleeves of the overcoats.

Gu Ze smiled and said, "Don't be angry."

"Ok?"

"I'm trying to change."

Bai Shiyan sighed, raised his other hand and stroked his hair: "Let's go."

After rubbing his hair for a while, when Bai Shiyan let go, Gu Ze found that his hair was all messed up.

He gritted his teeth: "Did you do it on purpose?"

Bai Shiyan admitted directly: "Yes."

Gu Ze: "..."

Playing cards so unreasonably, how can he continue talking.

The author has something to say:

Bai Shiyan: just don’t want you to be handsome

PS: Gong’s career advancement path is what a particularly good doctor would have had a few years ago, it’s not exactly the same as it is now

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