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    Bai Shiyan had the feeling that he was being manipulated by Gu Ze now.

    The first to fall in love is always the loser.

    If love is a war, then he should be the loser in his relationship with Gu Ze.

    When Bai Shiyan walked to the door with his things, Gu Ze chased after him and asked, "Doctor Bai, it is not advisable to escape, please answer this question directly."

    Bai Shiyan: "..."

    He rubbed the center of his eyebrows, feeling helpless, "How do you want me to answer directly?"

    When Gu Ze heard the word "front", he suddenly had the urge to say that he was facing me, but he felt the chrysanthemum tighten, and the idea of making a pornographic joke suddenly disappeared.

    "Just tell me this clearly. Did you dislike Lin Linzhi when you first met him? Did you warn him with your eyes?"

    Bai Shiyan replied without showing any anger or anger: "I have never liked people with a lot of thoughts."

    Gu Ze was suddenly speechless: "You mean I'm a stickler?"

    Bo Shiyan: "If you must understand it this way, it's your problem."

    "I think you have a lot of thoughts." Gu Ze curled his lips, "Quickly tell me, why did you warn Lin Linzhi when you were a scheming man?"

    "I didn't warn him." Bo Shiyan replied, "I just glanced at him a few times. It has nothing to do with me if he overinterprets."

    "Hmm." Gu Ze turned a corner and attacked suddenly: "You are not in a hurry to go to the hospital? Is it just an excuse that you said you are going to the hospital, and you don't want to admit certain things?"

    Bai Shiyan: "..."

    I haven't seen him for a few years, but Gu Ze has learned to be smart, playing around and playing tricks.

    "It's just not in a hurry." Bai Shiyan replied, "It's not all right."

    "Since we are not in a hurry, let's have a good chat." Gu Ze said that he must catch Bai Shiyan's little tail this time, "Did you have a bad expression back then?"

    "Maybe." Bai Shiyan replied ambiguously: "I have always been indifferent to strangers."

    Looking back on this period of time, Gu Ze found that it was indeed the case.

    "But..." Gu Ze wanted to continue to ask, "The point of my question is when did you have thoughts about me? Did you have thoughts long after the reunion? Tell me quickly, are you deceived by my wit?Attracted by being handsome?"

    Bo Shiyan stood at the door, stared at him silently for a few seconds, then walked over, pinched the back of his head decisively, bowed his head and kissed him.

    This kiss was very intoxicating. Although Gu Ze was very drunk, he still did not forget to complain: "You fouled."

    Bai Shiyan looked down at him, looking at him, with a helpless expression on his face.

    Gu Ze only heard him say in a very soft voice: "It's very early."

    When Gu Ze wanted to ask how early it was, he saw Bai Shiyan let go of him and walked to the door, and said angrily, "Don't ask."

    He suffocated his laugh, thinking it's better to save some face for Bo Shiyan.

    When Bai Shiyan opened the door, Gu Ze's cell phone rang suddenly. He looked at the caller ID and slowly suppressed his smile.

    "What's up?"

    "Gu Ze, can you come to the hospital to accompany me? I am so sad and lonely in the hospital alone."

    Gu Ze didn't speak.

    "I'm really scared. The injury on my head was caused by someone hitting me. Can you come to the hospital to accompany me?"

    Gu Ze calmly suggested: "Call the police."

    Lin Linzhi was silent for a while before saying in a low voice, "It's inconvenient to call the police."

    "understood."

    But he didn't say whether he would go or not. If Bai Shiyan disagreed, he still wouldn't go.

    Gu Ze felt a headache and didn't want to deal with this kind of thing, but felt that it was necessary to take a trip to solve this matter.

    But as to whether to go or not, it is up to Lao Gong to decide.

    He hung up the phone and saw that Bai Shiyan was still standing at the door, so he tried to discuss with the other party: "Bai, I have something to tell you, don't be angry after you hear it."

    Bai Shiyan was speechless: "Am I the kind of person who likes to lose his temper casually and is very unreasonable?"

    Gu Ze muttered: "In some respects, you really like to lose your temper and be unreasonable."

    Bai Shiyan: "...Then stop talking, I'm already getting angry."

    Gu Ze made a grimace, "I tried to tell you, it's fine if you don't listen, it's not that I don't communicate."

    As he spoke, he walked to the shoe cabinet to put on his shoes.

    Bai Shiyan took his hand and asked resignedly, "What's the matter?"

    "Don't you want to hear it?"

    "You still put it up?"

    "Let me put it on for a second." Gu Ze laughed as he said, "Okay, let's get down to business, Lin Linzhi told me to go to the hospital to see him, I myself want to go to the hospital to explain clearly to him, by the way, call the tutor to ask for the contact information of Lin Linzhi's parents, or ask the tutor to take care of him with another person. It is more appropriate for me to continue to move bricks in the laboratory. Don't worry, I will definitely not have close contact during this period. What's the matter?It's up to the nurse. But if you don't agree, I won't go."

    After hearing this, Bai Shiyan looked at him silently for a few seconds, then nodded slowly: "Okay."

    Gu Ze looked at him in surprise, and couldn't believe his ears, "You... agree?"

    Bai Shiyan asked with a cold face: "Am I such an unreasonable and difficult to communicate person?"

    Gu Ze stood on tiptoe and kissed Bai Shiyan on the cheek, and said with a smile, "Of course not, you are the most tolerant, considerate and gentle."

    Bai Shiyan snorted heavily, but said nothing.

    At the hospital they went to together, Bai Shiyan went to the office, Gu Ze went to the ward, and they made an appointment to send a message to the other party whoever finished it first.

    In the ward, the nurse Bai Shiyan had found sat beside Lin Linzhi dutifully and looked after Lin Linzhi, but Lin Linzhi himself seemed very lonely and lacked vitality.

    He watched and sighed.

    Maybe he shouldn't be soft-hearted, and should have directly pushed the job of taking care of Lin Linzhi, but at that time, there seemed to be no one else but him, and he really understood the kind of person lying in the hospital alone, with no familiar people around him,Feeling inconvenient to do anything.

    At that time, he was able to empathize with Lin Linzhi very much, his heart was moved with compassion, and his heart softened.

    But now that he thinks about it, it's not right for him to be so soft-hearted, and it will cause trouble for everyone now.

    His old problem is still there, but he works hard to correct it a little bit, and sooner or later he will be able to better handle interpersonal relationships.

    After he walked in, he greeted Lin Linzhi first. Lin Linzhi's eyes lit up when he saw him, and it seemed that he really wanted to meet familiar people in this strange hospital.

    Gu Ze thought of what happened when he was hospitalized.

    If he hadn't met Bai Shiyan, he might not have been able to hold back Zhang Changgong.

    He lowered his head and asked how the nurse was doing.

    The nurse replied: "His physical indicators are better than when he was admitted to the hospital. If the condition continues to improve, he should be discharged tomorrow, but the doctor may ask him to do another CT to ensure that there is no intracranial hematoma."

    "Okay, thank you for your hard work." Gu Ze said politely, "I want to talk to Lin Linzhi about something."

    The nurse immediately stood up, "I'm just going to take a break from the meeting."

    Gu Ze sat where the nurse was just now, and asked Lin Linzhi, "How do you feel?"

    Lin Linzhi could nod his head this time: "It's much better."

    Gu Ze smiled and said, "Look, the professional nurses take care of you much better than me. I think you won't have intracranial hematoma anymore."

    Lin Linzhi lowered his head and whispered, "I hope."

    "Lin Linzhi." Gu Ze's tone was very calm, "If you don't have any other relatives and friends here in City B, I will call the tutor to explain the situation and tell you that you have a nurse to take care of you. If you need someone else to accompany youWith you, I will ask the instructor to find someone else."

    Lin Linzhi looked at Gu Ze helplessly, "I have no relatives or friends here, among my classmates, I just want you to accompany me, many others... all hate me..."

    "Why do you say that?" Gu Ze was curious, "I don't think Zhang Changgong hates you."

    "Maybe." Lin Linzhi smiled wryly, "But he often alienates me intentionally or unintentionally."

    Gu Ze looked at Lin Linzhi thoughtfully for a while, and said, "I actually don't think you like me that much, why do you have to be with me? And why did you chase me in the first place? I really didn't think you liked me that much.".”

    If you really like it, it's not like Lin Linzhi.

    Liking is a very passionate emotion. When you see someone, your heart and eyes are full of happiness, and you will always think of him when you do anything.

    But when Lin Linzhi chased him back then, he felt that Lin Linzhi didn't have such emotions for him, he just wanted to be with him, maybe Plato's kind of togetherness would be fine.

    Lin Linzhi was stunned, looking at Gu Ze's expression with a dazed and at a loss.

    Gu Ze felt that Lin Linzhi might be a cowardly and insecure person in essence, even more insecure than him.

    "You, why do you say that?"

    "I like people very much, and I know what it's like to like others." Gu Ze replied, "Your performance is not really liking."

    Lin Linzhi lowered his head little by little, and said softly, "I just envy you, and I feel at ease when I'm with you."

    "...What do you mean? Why do you envy me?"

    He really didn't think he had anything to be envied by others.

    Could it be that the paper he published was too good?

    This is probably the only place he deserves praise.

    "We are all the same, but you can still mingle with other boys, I can't."

    Gu Ze: "...Is this the thing? It's very simple. Don't be tense, take it easy. Don't always think that you are different from other boys with heterosexual orientation. You are also the same boy.You can play ball and have fun with them, as long as you don’t get nervous, others won’t treat you as a different kind.”

    Lin Linzhi was stunned: "Is that so?"

    "Of course." Gu Ze said, "Don't always think about envy when encountering things, first find out the reason from yourself, maybe you can solve it."

    "Thank you..." Lin Linzhi murmured, "You are really reassuring."

    Gu Ze is really helpless, such an unreliable him can make people feel at ease.

    "You seem to have a good temper and a gentle temper. You are the kind of boy who doesn't get angry very easily." Lin Linzhi continued, "You must not have any violent tendencies. I should feel at ease when I'm with you."

    Gu Ze: "...that's it?"

    Lin Linzhi was stunned: "Is this not enough?"

    "I think many boys can do what you said." Gu Ze replied, "I'm really nothing special, don't worry about me."

    He stood up while talking, "That's it, you can live in the hospital with peace of mind, and the nurses will take care of you. I will call the tutor later and ask him to replace him."

    "No need." Lin Linzhi said to Gu Ze, "I think it's fine to have a nurse. If I have nothing to do, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. Don't bother the tutor."

    "Okay." Gu Ze didn't intend to ask any more questions, so he got up and said, "Then I'll go first, if something happens...you can call the nurse, or ring the bell to find a nurse yourself. Hospitals don't eat people, you are conscious, you canIt’s okay to take care of yourself, don’t be afraid.”

    Gu Ze felt that Lin Linzhi had to learn to walk independently.

    Lin Linzhi may really be the kind of cowardly and timid person who will habitually find someone to rely on, and will also be afraid of people who have expressed unfriendliness to them.

    Lin Linzhi probably didn't necessarily want to destroy anything between him and Bai Shiyan, but simply wanted him to be with him.

    But he couldn't accompany him, Lin Linzhi had to strengthen himself.

    After he stood up, Lin Linzhi suddenly asked him, "Are you and that Doctor Bai a couple?"

    Gu Ze blinked his eyes, "Shhh—see through but don't tell the truth."

    Lin Linzhi lowered his head and said softly, "I'm sorry, what I did yesterday may have misunderstood him. I was just too scared and wanted to keep you."

    "Instinctively... I'm afraid that some people who don't look very kind from the outside may have caused a misunderstanding between you. I'm really sorry."

    "I know I'm sorry, don't do it next time."

    Gu Ze said casually, and then walked out of the ward.

    On the way to Bai Shiyan's office, he was thinking, are he and Bai Shiyan a couple now?

    He can't say well, after all, the probationary period hasn't ended yet.

    Speaking of which, he remembered, when did Bo Shiyan plan to end his probationary period?

    But don't wait until the day when they can really do it. By that day, he is afraid that his old flower that no one has watered will wither.

    After all, Bai Shiyan couldn't do it, but he could still enjoy it.

    When he arrived at Bo Shiyan's office, Professor Lei was not there. He breathed a sigh of relief. When he walked in, he saw Bo Shiyan doing something in front of the computer.

    He didn't bother, walked to Bai Shiyan and stood quietly, and accidentally saw the familiar silver-gray framed glasses on the table.

    He only saw Bo Shiyan wearing these glasses once or twice, but in fact Bo Shiyan didn't usually wear them.

    After Bai Shiyan finished his work, he pointed to his glasses and asked curiously, "Why did you wear glasses? I don't even have prescriptions for you."

    Bai Shiyan: "Some patients tend to trust doctors who wear glasses and look very knowledgeable."

    Gu Ze smiled, "You can just say that you sometimes don't trust patients that much. You say that you always have a cold face, and some patients just don't want to trust you."

    Bai Shiyan bypassed the topic and asked, "How are you doing?"

    "That's it." Gu Ze replied: "Let's talk about it, let him be stronger, and he doesn't like me very much, he just thinks that I am more friendly and not lethal... Guess what he has gone throughmatter."

    But he didn't intend to explore things that others didn't want to talk about, so he didn't continue to ask.

    In fact, he thought that Lin Linzhi's injury might have been caused by someone beating him.

    If he was young and energetic when he was in college, and the person in the opposite dormitory was beaten, he would definitely help the other party to call the police with righteous indignation, and try his best to help.

    But after a year of postgraduate entrance examination, he has a lot of Buddhism, and he respects and blesses other people's lives, and doesn't force others. Many times he feels that others don't like his meddling.

    He sighed, and said to Bai Shiyan, "Lin Linzhi said that his injury was caused by someone beating him."

    Bai Shiyan was well-informed and said directly: "That injury is caused by external force at first glance."

    So Bai Shiyan also told Lin Linzhi that he was just a doctor and would not do unnecessary things.

    He can help to call the police if the patient needs it, but if the patient wants to hide it himself, he will not do much.

    Countless experiences have told him that there is no good result if there is too much trouble.

    "How is his condition?"

    Bai Shiyan replied: "The colleague who did the ward rounds just now said that the symptoms have been relieved. If tomorrow's CT can pass, he can be discharged directly from the hospital."

    Gu Ze: "OK."

    After saying this, Bai Shiyan turned his attention back to the computer and continued to work.

    Gu Ze stood beside him, thinking about their probationary period, he wanted to speak, but he still didn't know what to say.

    He took the initiative once...

    If courtesies are reciprocated, shouldn't it be Bai Shiyan's turn to take the initiative?

    Bai Shiyan seemed to know that he was still, and asked, "Is there anything else?"

    Gu Ze didn't know how to say it, so he simply changed the subject: "I think you are handsome."

    No matter when, it's always right to compliment the other half's looks.

    Bo Shiyan suddenly stopped his hands and looked up at him with a meaningful expression.

    "Do you want to avoid continuing to do future exercises?"

    "Sports?" Gu Ze's eyes lit up, he was still looking forward to it, and there was a little excitement as if reunited after a long absence, "What kind of sports?"

    In fact, it is okay for him to have a thigh, or a five-fingered girl, he is very OK and happy.

    But Bo Shiyan said calmly, "Kegel."

    Gu Ze: "...Oh."

    "Fifty a day." Bai Shiyan continued, "To prevent recurrence."

    "……understood."

    Gu Ze looked listless.

    Bai Shiyan looked at him amusedly: "Then what sport are you thinking about?"

    Gu Ze said unhappily: "Would you not know what I was thinking, wouldn't you want to?"

    When he said this, he found a point of ridicule, "I don't know who it was. That night, I was so irritable and asked me what I could do. Don't you really want to?"

    Bai Shiyan looked at him quietly for a few seconds, then reached out and gently stroked his scalp.

    Gu Ze thought that Bai Shiyan wanted to be romantic, and when he wanted to sigh that he couldn't ask for it, he heard Bai Shiyan say: "Your scalp is very thin."

    "...What does it mean to have a thin scalp?"

    "Very good for craniotomy."

    Gu Ze was terrified, and remembered that Bai Shiyan pointed at the pig's brain and commented on the human brain before, and immediately stepped back a few steps and warned: "Don't always think about opening my head."

    Craniotomy or something shouldn't be too scary, what is Bai Shiyan thinking about every day?

    Bai Shiyan asked calmly, "Are you still asking if I want to?"

    Gu Ze's scalp was numb from what he said, and he suddenly felt that the doctor with the scalpel was also very intimidating at certain times.

    "What, you can't threaten people." Gu Ze said sternly, "Is it really embarrassing for you to want this?"

    "No shame." Bai Shiyan was silent for a few seconds, then said softly, "I just can't have it."

    But in fact, he thought about the scene after reuniting with Gu Ze many times in his mind.

    When we first broke up, thought that no matter how much Gu Ze begged him, he would never agree to get back together.

    But after a long time, he was not so angry. He seriously reflected on the relationship between them, and he was indeed at fault. He felt that if he met Gu Ze again, he would try to correct his shortcomings and consider getting back together.

    But for a longer period of time, if a person has been single for a long time, he will feel that if he meets again, he will ignore other things and do it first when he feels comfortable.

    But if we really meet again, Gu Ze's situation does not allow it at all, and it is not allowed within half a year, and even after half a year it depends on the recovery situation.

    This basin of cold water really chilled his heart, and sometimes he couldn't control his irritable emotions.

    Bai Shiyan's words made Gu Ze feel ashamed, and changed the subject awkwardly: "What, why don't we buy some toys..."

    "It's up to you." Bai Shiyan seemed to lack interest in this kind of thing, and continued to work.

    Gu Ze said wittily, "Then I'll go to the lab to punch in a card first, and explain to the instructor by the way, I'll come to you when the lab is done."

    Bai Shiyan nodded.

    Gu Ze left the hospital and went to the laboratory. He roughly told the instructor about the matter, which meant that he was not professional, and his friend hired a nurse for help.

    Director Li Bo didn't care much about who this friend was, and he was relieved when he learned that Lin Linzhi's condition was improving with the help of a nurse.

    Gu Ze has been fishing for more than four o'clock in the afternoon. He turned on the computer in the laboratory and continued fishing for more than an hour. He was ready to leave at six o'clock in the evening.

    He fished for an hour and went to find toys without doing anything else.

    Although can't do it for the time being, the relationship between him and Bo Shiyan can't go on like this forever...

    You can still play with toys, or play games together. Some games in the neighboring island country are still very good.

    He searched a lot, and planned to share it with Bai Shiyan later.

    However, Bai Shiyan seemed to have always been lacking in interest in this kind of thing, and the other party preferred to do it with real swords and guns.

    He bumped into his mentor head-on as he came downstairs and out of the lab.

    The supervisor was very happy to tell him that a doctoral brother had published a very awesome paper, and decided to have a dinner for the whole laboratory to celebrate, and both master's and doctoral students could participate.

    Gu Ze quickly congratulated and said that he was going to Cengfan.

    The time for Cengfan is set on this Friday night.

    Gu Ze walked briskly all the way to the hospital, intending to discuss with Bai Shiyan about their buying toys.

    He was halfway there, and Bo Shiyan sent him a message: Ready to leave work

    Ze: Exactly, let’s go together when I come to your place

    About ten minutes later, he touched Bai Shiyan's office. At this time, many people in the hospital were off work, and the floor was quiet, and Bai Shiyan was sorting out materials.

    Bai Shiyan was the only one in the office, so he simply walked in and said, "Bai, I saw a few toys, let's pick them together..."

    But just after he finished speaking, he suddenly realized that Bai Shiyan's expression was not right.

    Bai Shiyan stared at him, that kind of stare that was angry and helpless, with a little warning.

    His voice dropped immediately, and he whispered secretly, "What's wrong?"

    "Ahem." In a corner of the office, Professor Lei suddenly said, "It seems that it's time for me to move the office."

    Gu Ze: "..."

    He was shocked, so shocked that his whole body was petrified, and he couldn't react at all.

    Professor Lei was standing in the corner of the office, which was on the line of the door panel, and was just blocked by the office door. When he came in, he didn't pay attention to the corners, so he didn't see the blind spot.

    It's... so embarrassing that dig toes.

    The author has something to say:

    Gu Ze: Ahhhhh, why am I so stupid!!!!!

    Bai Shiyan: I didn't strangle you, it must be true love

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