In Gu Ze's impression, Bai Shiyan's mother was a person with upturned nostrils and an extremely indifferent and arrogant personality. He never thought about her hysterical appearance.

"Is it true that all people will become terrible?"

"Not necessarily, depending on the person." Bo Shiyan replied, "But controlling emotions is actually a very hard work. The older you get, the less energy you have, and there may be situations where you can't control your emotions well."

Gu Ze is still very young now, he doesn't understand what it's like to be old, and he doesn't know what will happen to him when he gets old.

"I don't want to become such a scary person." Gu Ze said, "I don't want to become someone I don't know."

"So from now on, we must manage our emotions well." Bo Shiyan replied: "Don't become a stranger to yourself."

Gu Ze felt that what Bai Shiyan said was right, "I will try my best to do well."

"If I can't do it..." Gu Ze hesitated, "Then you also wear earplugs, don't listen to my nagging, wait for me to find a middle-aged man, and try to be a middle-aged man who doesn't nag or be greasy."

"Try to."

"Hey, what do you mean by try your best?"

"It just means doing the best you can."

What else can do if can't do it? Is it possible to divide it?

Today when Bai Shiyan was cooking, Gu Ze found a book on the Internet about emotional self-cultivation, hoping to be a quiet and handsome man.

That night, none of them talked about how to solve this problem.

After passing the impulsive age, Gu Ze also gradually understood the truth that it is difficult for him to forcibly change a person's thinking, especially an elderly person's thinking, unless that person figured it out by himself.

For example, his tutor often asks him to do some research that seems hopeless to him, but he can't change his tutor's mind, and he has to count on his tutor to give him a smooth graduation without delaying his graduation.Do it according to the teacher's idea.

If Bo Shiyan's parents are such stubborn people, then they can't change each other's mind.

But Gu Ze now feels that the other party can't affect them, and they don't live in the same city. Bo Shiyan's parents don't only have one child, they have three children, and they also manage large groups and companies.out of everything.

Although it is realistic to say so, people will not risk everything when they have other concerns.

So if Bai Shiyan really doesn't care about his parents' attitude, then the other party can't do much.

But Gu Ze found out later that he was thinking a little too simply.

He got up early on the weekend and decided to practice what he said he would make breakfast for Bai Shiyan.

He first chose the simpler one, making millet porridge.

He added millet to the rice cooker, and then added water according to the searched water level. It is said that if you don’t know how much to add, you can add two fingers.

He roughly estimated the water level and pressed start.

But not long after his millet porridge was cooked, there was a sound from Bai Shiyan's door. When he saw Bai Shiyan coming out in his pajamas, the first thing in his mind was to ask, "Don't you wash your clothes this morning?"

Bai Shiyan: "..."

In particular, Gu Ze said provocatively: "No, Doctor Bai, why did this wither last night."

"It doesn't get dirty every time." Bai Shiyan replied, "But you seem to do it every time, because you are rather reckless, and I haven't seen you washing in the morning recently. Do you want me to register for you?"

"I am temperance, rest and recuperate." Gu Zeqiang said: "Unlike you, I am overdrawn every day."

Bai Shiyan looked at Gu Ze and said, "A person's lifetime is only about 53L. Maybe you overdrawn too much in the past."

"Remember?" Bai Shiyan reminded, "In the past, you often..."

Gu Ze: "...Stop talking."

He felt that he couldn't talk to Bai Shiyan.

When Bai Shiyan popularized these things in a serious way, it was like talking about dirty jokes in a serious way, and the scale was so big that he couldn't accept it.

"Let's change the subject." Gu Ze looked up at the clock in the living room, "Why did you get up so early today?"

"I see you are using the rice cooker."

"...Don't tell me you can control this rice cooker too."

Bo Shiyan replied: "It can be turned on remotely, why, you who study IT should know this."

Gu Ze sighed, "If you study medicine, will you be specialized in every department?"

"No."

Gu Ze finally smiled, "So don't ask me why I don't know this, I'm not in this direction."

Bai Shiyan thought about it and smiled.

The sun rose very late in the winter morning, and the lights were on in the living room. Gu Ze felt that Bai Shiyan's smile brought warmth to the living room.

Many times, Gu Ze felt that Bai Shiyan was handsome with different angles and styles.

In daily life, he is a kind of calm and indifferent handsome, and when he is very gentle, he will be very handsome and intoxicating.

As for that time, he would feel that Bai Shiyan was very sexy, closing his eyes and burying his head in his work, or staring at him intently, even when he was a little excited, he was extremely handsome.

In fact, he still has a bit of a bad taste, and he likes to watch Bai Shiyan close his eyes and forcibly endure it. Why don't you find a time to practice it some other day, oh no, it's actually a death.

He went to wash the vegetables under the faucet, and this time he learned how to behave. He rinsed the leaves of the vegetables one by one, and asked Bai Shiyan while rinsing, "Do all doctors like to tell nasty jokes so much?"

"This is not a dirty joke." Bai Shiyan said, "This is common medical knowledge."

"How did I hear that your doctor is so promiscuous that others can't catch up?"

"No." Bo Shiyan retorted, "These are related to personal character and have nothing to do with occupation. There is no need to label someone because of their occupation."

"It is true that there are doctors in the department who like to tell nasty jokes on the operating table to enliven the atmosphere and avoid being too tense and depressed, but there are also many doctors who do not say irrelevant things on the stage, or just chat about family gossip."

Gu Ze: "What about you?"

After he finished speaking, he felt, "You should be the kind who doesn't talk."

Bai Shiyan nodded.

Gu Ze leaned over and kissed Bai Shiyan, "For your reward, remember not to flirt with each other in the department."

Because of the recovery period, their actions have been very restrained, and they even slept in separate rooms.

Gu Ze thought about not sleeping in separate rooms, but he was afraid that both parties would tolerate perversion, so it is better to sleep in separate rooms for the time being.

Of course, you can sleep together when you need to.

Bai Shiyan's answer was to grab Gu Ze's hand and continue the kiss just now, but it was a little deeper.

After the kiss, Bai Shiyan stared at Gu Ze without saying a word.

Gu Ze thought that Bai Shiyan wanted to talk about love, so he still had a little expectation.

But what Bo Shi said was: "I never told you, your teeth are protruding."

Gu Ze: "!!!"

He complained: "Why do you mention my teeth at this time."

Shouldn't it be affectionate?

"Because I just tasted it again."

Gu Ze: "..."

He simply pushed Bai Shiyan away and continued cooking.

The dishes have been washed, and his goal is to cook them, add some oily cold salad, and then add two boiled eggs, and a particularly healthy breakfast is ready.

...It seems to be healthier than Bai Shiyan's, but he can only do this as a novice, and he will try to do something more complicated at noon.

The porridge was cooked quickly, and Gu Ze was blanching the vegetables. He was inexperienced in blanching the vegetables. When he put the vegetables in, the water splashed out and scalded himself, so he subconsciously withdrew his hands.

Bai Shiyan, who was standing at the door of the kitchen, immediately walked over and said, "Let me come, you go and sit in the living room."

"No, we agreed on the reunion celebration." Gu Ze avoided Bai Shiyan's hand, "I cooked the food myself, so don't worry about it."

Bai Shiyan: "..."

But Gu Ze always makes people feel uneasy like this. He looks frizzy while cooking, and looks like he will hurt himself if he is not careful.

Bo Shiyan felt that he now had the mentality of watching his child stumble and learn to walk.

I don't know what it's like for other people to fall in love, but he is six years older than Gu Ze, and sometimes he has the mentality of an elder looking at a younger generation, and he is also worried about Gu Ze's doing something.

It is said that there is a generation gap between three years old, so he and Gu Ze have two generation gaps. don't know if it is because of these two generation gaps, but he always feels that Gu Ze is a bit reckless and careless in doing things, which is very disturbing.

Now he began to regret the proposal to let Gu Ze cook. Burning the kitchen is a small thing, but accidents are big.

But he was kicked out by Gu Ze.

Finally it was his turn to sit in the living room and wait for breakfast. After struggling for ten minutes, he saw the kitchen door open, and Gu Ze came out with the finished product happily.

Bai Shiyan looked at Gu Ze's finished product and sighed suddenly.

Gu Ze: "What's the matter, you think it's too bland and you don't want to eat it?"

"No." Bai Shiyan denied, "It's just that I suddenly feel that father is very difficult."

Gu Ze: ...?

At noon, Gu Zeben volunteered to continue cooking, but when he was about to enter the kitchen at eleven o'clock in the morning, he suddenly saw a long-lost call.

He glanced at the caller ID in surprise, making sure he wasn't dazzled.

But the call rang several times, and after looking at it, he was sure that he read it correctly and got through.

"Mom." Gu Ze shouted, "What's the matter?"

"You still know that I am your mother?!" The other party's tone was extremely angry, "You have done such a shameful thing, don't recognize me as your mother in the future."

Gu Ze: "..."

here we go again.

His mother had a bad temper and was verbally violent to him at every turn.

When he was very young, he often heard his mother say to him: If you are not satisfied with me, go to see whose mother is better.

When he was a child, he also heard countless times from his mother that he was no longer wanted and that he was going to be sent away. He heard it for a long, long time.

At that time, he was still in kindergarten, and he didn't understand verbal abuse from his parents. He only knew that his mother didn't want him anymore. He was very scared and felt very insecure.

This childhood problem has continued until now, and he is still very pessimistic and insecure.

But when he grows up, he will control his emotions and learn to resolve himself.

But his mother seems to be a giant baby who will never grow up. Once he has something that doesn't satisfy the other party, she will point to his nose and say don't call him mother. There is no shameful son like him.

When he was just in the first year of high school, when his parents had the most quarrel, he would be pointed at by his mother and scolded him for being very similar to his father, which made him annoyed., is not yet an adult, but still depends on the family.

It was only later that he realized that he was just a trash can for his mother, and that the other party dumped any negative emotions on him, which also had a great impact on his character.

His father was probably also tired of his mother's appearance, filed for divorce, offered to say that he didn't want him, and paid for him to go to college.

The court later sentenced him to his mother, but at that time he was really a burden that no one wanted. The mother thought he was annoying, that he was like his father, that he affected her remarriage, and found fault when he came home.

At that time, he lived on campus if he could, and if he couldn't live on campus, he wanted to live with the elders of the next generation.

But the elders of the next generation are too old to take care of him. Many times when he walks alone on the streets of the county town, he feels that he has nowhere to go and no place can accommodate him.

This feeling has been with him for a long time.

It wasn't until after interacting with Bai Shiyan that the feeling of loneliness, as if he was superfluous, disappeared little by little.

But the harm brought to him by his parents has existed for a long time, and he has not completely gotten rid of it until now.

Hearing his mother's familiar scolding voice, he really wanted to ask the other party why, just because his mother could scold him like that?

But he still resisted that impulse, tried hard to imitate Bai Shiyan's calmness, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"You still have the face to ask me what's the matter?! What is it that you don't know?! You found a man, man! Do you still want to show some face, if you—"

Gu Ze decisively turned off the voice on the other side of the phone, and quietly watched the call time increase a little bit.

He didn't turn on the voice on the other side until it was increased to three minutes, and heard his mother calling over there all the time: "Why don't you speak, why don't you answer?"

"Oh, I'm sorry." Gu Ze said lightly: "I'm deaf, I can't hear what you are saying, and I have long been disobedient, haven't I?"

Mother Gu was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly remembered the only thing she could do with Gu Ze at the moment, "If you don't break up, I won't continue to pay you the tuition for graduate school."

Gu Ze looked away now, and didn't care about it, and said directly: "You can do whatever you want."

"you"

"That's it." Gu Ze said very simply: "Hang up."

He hangs up the phone neatly and puts the phone on silent.

Bai Shiyan stood at the door of the living room, watching Gu Ze on the phone for some time.

Gu Ze said lightly: "It's okay, don't worry."

In fact, he was a little strange, how did his mother know about his relationship with Bai Shiyan? None of his high school classmates or teachers knew about it. After thinking about it, it was only possible that Bai Shiyan's father or mother told him.

As for how Bai Shiyan's parents found out it was his...

It shouldn't be difficult. After all, he has met Bo Shiyan's mother. Since the other party knows about his relationship with Bo Shiyan, he should have checked him a long time ago.

It seems that parents on both sides have reached an unprecedented agreement on letting them break up.

Those enlightened parents who can agree that their children are gay mostly only exist in works of art, or they can respect and bless other people's children who are gay.

But once it is changed to my own home, it is estimated that the leg will be broken.

However, he and Bai Shiyan were past the age of being manipulated by their parents and would not have their legs broken. If they really fought, they might not be able to beat the two grown men.

About parents are, your child is gay I bless, my child is gay I do not allow this kind of mentality.

He put down his phone and walked to Bai Shiyan's side and said, "It'll be fine. Aren't we going abroad for the Chinese New Year? Go hide outside for a while and grind it out slowly."

They are not the most important people in their parents' lives, and sooner or later they will be too lazy to meddle in their affairs.

As for family fun?

Gu Ze never had such an extravagant hope. First of all, his biological parents couldn't have a happy family together.

Bai Shiyan's face was not good-looking, and he lowered his voice and asked, "How did your parents know, is it my mother—"

"Bai." Gu Ze cut off Bai Shiyan's words, "No matter how they know, they will always know, but it doesn't matter, I don't care about their attitude, just like they treat me as a burden, I can also treat them as a burdenLiability, I will treat them as they treat me, and I will provide for them as they raised me."

Gu Ze is very ruthless in these aspects, he will not be kidnapped by his family, he will treat his parents as his parents treat him, of course he can't do things like pointing his nose and scolding, at most he is ignoring and indifferent.

He is not a holy mother. He grew up in a dark and indifferent environment. It is impossible to be a filial son when he grows up.

Bai Shiyan walked to Gu Ze's side and hugged him slowly.

Gu Ze leaned in Bai Shiyan's arms, thinking of his parents' attitude, and felt that the words "impotent and furious" were also very suitable for his mother now.

The atmosphere was a bit heavy, he asked Bo Shiyan: "I actually heard your mother call you in the car before."

"Yeah." Bo Shiyan paused and added, "Don't mind."

"I don't mind, I'm just curious, haven't you told your family about our breakup?"

Bai Shiyan: "...how did you remember to ask this?"

"Mainly I heard the word 'still', which proves that she seems to think we haven't broken up."

"Our relationship status is our own business, needless to say to outsiders."

Gu Ze blinked and smiled, suddenly feeling very happy.

"Okay, let's not talk about such a heavy matter." Gu Ze pulled Bai Shiyan to sit down, afraid that the other party would go into a corner, continue to think about this kind of thing, and wanted to dilute the fact that he had broken up due to family pressure, so he asked another topic: "How is your overseas exchange going, are you sure you can go to NY?"

"Sure." Bo Shiyan replied, "The visa has been processed."

"That's great..." Gu Ze began to plan, "Then can we start looking at the matter of renting a house?"

"Hospitals in NY will provide housing."

"Very good." Gu Ze said, "This way we don't even have to look for a place to live. Do you provide a car?"

Bai Shiyan: "...not provided."

"...Okay." Gu Ze was a little disappointed, "Then we have to look at the car by ourselves and move it."

Speaking of which, he remembered again, "I've planned ahead of time the holiday time for Chinese New Year, and I can start repairing in mid-January. Can you help me apply for a driving school?"

"it is good."

As Bai Shiyan was speaking, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed Gu Ze.

For some reason, they turned into a passionate kiss again, and at the end of the kiss, they almost became a good thing in the living room.

Too bad the hemorrhoids stopped them.

Now even Gu Ze felt that he left in good spirits and returned in disappointment.

What a kiss it was, and it turned out that the last step could not be made.

All teasing that does not take DO as the premise is a hooligan, and in the end both of them played it.

He lay on Bo Shiyan's body and asked helplessly, "How long will it take?"

"Not sure." Bo Shiyan replied, "I'll check you with an anoscope tomorrow."

As he spoke, he began to rub Gu Ze's waist muscles with his hands.

Gu Ze was flattered: "So considerate?"

"Aren't you tired from playing yesterday?"

"Tired, very tired." Gu Ze felt his back ache when he woke up in the morning, but since he made a decision, he reluctantly got up to make breakfast for Bai Shiyan.

"Let's go out for lunch."

Gu Ze was curious: "Why?"

He has checked how to do it. Although he may not be proficient, he thinks he should be able to cook the rice.

Bai Shiyan smiled very shallowly, and replied: "In your words, I celebrate you taking a step forward, and you won't break up with me because of family matters."

In fact, seeing that you are so tired makes me reluctant to do it.

Gu Ze blinked his eyes, very happy when Bai Shiyan said that.

"You have finally learned a hundred reasons to go out to eat, a child can teach you."

So when it was almost twelve o'clock, they put on their clothes and went out to eat together.

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