They started to fight.

On the day Bai Shiyan went to school, Gu Ze deliberately took a few hours off to see him off at the station, and kissed inextricably when parting.

On the first day of school, Bai Shiyan deliberately took the train one night early to accompany Gu Ze to report, and even accompanied him to the dormitory to help him tidy up his things and make his bed after the report.

Gu Ze greeted the students in the dormitory, laughed and made a fuss, and Bai Shiyan saw it very glaringly.

During lunch, Bai Shiyan brought up the matter lightly.

"Maintain appropriate social distance from other people in the dormitory going forward."

"Why?" Gu Ze felt very strange, "It's not necessary."

"You are my boyfriend." Bo Shiyan's expression tensed, "Keep a necessary distance from other people."

"Are you making too much of a fuss?" Gu Ze was a little dissatisfied, "I know that I am your boyfriend and I will not do anything to others. You should trust me with this bit of integrity and conduct, but what you said is too strange, What does it mean to maintain a proper social distance, don't I pay attention? I never asked you to do that. "

"I will abide by it myself." Bai Shiyan said in a deep voice, "I hope you will abide by it too."

"How do I know what your rules are."

Bai Shiyan pursed his lips tightly and stopped talking, but his face remained sullen.

Gu Ze felt that Bai Shiyan was sometimes very strange, and his requirements were very strange, and he didn't know exactly what to do, and he couldn't guess it. Seeing that the other party's attitude was so awkward, he didn't bother to talk.

The two started a cold war between you ignoring me and I ignoring you.

Gu Ze silently sent Bai Shiyan to the train station, and no one spoke along the way.

Until Bai Shiyan stood at the entrance of the station with his schoolbag on his back, he quickly tugged on Gu Ze, and kissed him lightly on the face.

Gu Ze looked at Bai Shiyan in surprise, and looked around subconsciously, afraid that someone would find out what the two of them had just done.

Bai Shiyan said, "I'll go first."

"……Oh."

Inexplicably, they reconciled again.

But this good times don't last long, when Bo Shiyan is not by his side, or they are not in the same city, when Bo Shiyan can't keep track of his whereabouts anytime and anywhere, he will become very controlling.

I want to know where he is and what he has done every day, and let him report everything in detail. After a few days of reporting, he couldn't stand it. The two started to quarrel, and at the end of the quarrel, Bai Shiyan took a step back and asked Gu Ze to leave the school because of somethingReport back.

Then one day, when Bai Shiyan came to visit Gu Ze on the weekend, he was waiting for Gu Ze downstairs in the dormitory.

There are too many things like this, and there are cracks in their relationship. Although they can barely reconcile after the event every time, the constant quarrels make people very tired.

Bo Shiyan's mother appeared during their emotional burnout period.

At that time, Gu Ze had had enough of this kind of constant quarrel, and Bai Shiyan's character did not change, and they finally broke up.

After the breakup, Gu Ze deleted all the contact information, and when Bo Shiyan came to him, he refused coldly, telling himself that he had forgotten about Bo Shiyan, but this was obviously not true.

He was walking in the streets and alleys of the city, and the scene when he and Bai Shiyan walked here together always appeared in front of his eyes.

They have been dating for three years, and they have a short time together every winter and summer vacation. At that time, they often walked the streets of the whole city together, as if leaving their memories everywhere.

In the end, for some thoughts that can't be understood or explained, he finally chose a very difficult path to take the postgraduate entrance examination and go to the opponent's city for the postgraduate entrance examination.

Although the city is so big and the sea of people is so vast, he may not be able to meet each other again, but...

He can't tell what's in his heart, but there are some hopes that he can't explain clearly.

He went to Bai Shiyan's city.

And Bai Shiyan came to his city.

When they broke up, Bai Shiyan threw away all his self-esteem and tried to redeem it once, but the other party had no room for turning around. He was mad and heartbroken at the time. It was the first time in his life that he bought drunk, and he was so drunk that he became very depressed.Lots of talent slowly getting better.

After he got better, he looked at the things Gu Ze sent back and thought about throwing them away, but he couldn't give up after being cruel countless times. In the end, he looked down on himself a little. He still couldn't forget the other party who was so cruel and ruthless.

After a long time, when he was about to graduate, he finally reconciled with himself. Since he can't forget it, let's see if there is any room for turning around.

At that time, the two people who had just broken up were very restless, and the decisions they made might not be so rational. Maybe he can try again.

But when he thought this way, he felt so humble, so humble that he didn't even know himself.

On the eve of graduation, Bai Shiyan politely declined the invitation of his tutor, and returned to the best people's hospital in the second-tier provincial capital city where his hometown was located, and became a neurosurgery doctor.

When he refused, he really felt that his brain was convulsed, but he still refused.

Although it is a job wherever you work, the income of a doctor is compared to the consumption level of that city, so you can live a relaxed life wherever you are, and the hospital he went to is not a bad hospital, it is the best hospital in the second-tier city in his hometown.

But after all, City B is a metropolis with greater opportunities for development, but he still has an unspeakable idea in his heart.

Two people separated in two cities have no chance to be together again, it is only possible in the same city.

They broke up before, and their long-distance relationship always failed to see that there were many misunderstandings between each other and it had a lot to do with it.

After calming down and thinking about it, Bai Shiyan also admitted that he was immature in this relationship and did many things wrong.

They are not mature.

He felt that after such a long time, he had calmed down for a long time, and if he met him again, he would be much more mature than before.

He admitted that he was crazy, but did not want to change.

Professor Lei asked him if he really decided to give up his position.

Bo Shiyan replied: "I have something to do in my hometown. After finishing this task, if there is still a position for me in the hospital, I am willing to be admitted."

"That's not necessary." Professor Lei said jokingly: "You can use your thesis scores to recruit talents, and I will definitely pass the application for you."

Bo Shiyan said gratefully, "Thank you."

Later, Bai Shiyan returned to his hometown city, and after several twists and turns, he finally bowed his head and gave in with himself, and went to Gu Ze's school to find the other party's counselor for news.

He couldn't bear to part with Gu Ze, went round and round, and in the end he couldn't bear to part with Gu Ze, and couldn't forget it.

To put it vulgarly, the other party is the cinnabar mole in his heart, white-moonlight/muse.

But what he didn't expect was that Gu Ze went to his previous city, and he immediately contacted Professor Lei to start transferring back to City B. This matter took more than half a year, and finally transferred back.

I don't know if it's because of the unfinished fate between them. The school that Gu Ze got into the postgraduate entrance examination is very close to the hospital where he works. He even wondered if they would run into each other in the hospital one day, and he didn't want them to run into each other in the hospital becauseA chance encounter at the hospital usually means that Tanizawa is sick.

He actually planned to wait for a while, when he can let go of his self-esteem and take the next step, he will go to the other party's school and try to find it. As long as he is in the school, he will always find it after a long time.

If he finds it one day, he wants to speak with his body fiercely.

But sometimes people are not as good as heaven, and when we meet again, it will be like that.

There is no chance to talk physically. He is full of joy and anger, and he doesn't want Gu Ze to see that he likes the other party so much, and he doesn't want to be seen by the other party as humble. His attitude has always been awkward, and he doesn't want to give up the chance of reconciliation.Had a tough time, but made up in the end.

They haven't seen each other for almost three years, and they are much more mature than before.

It's great to be together.

During the weekend, Gu Ze lay lazily on the bed, his mind was very empty.

Bai Shiyan didn't know when he got up. After making breakfast, he walked back to the bedroom and saw that Gu Ze had already woken up.

"When you wake up, get up and eat." Bai Shiyan said, "After breakfast, let's go out to buy new year's goods."

Another year of Spring Festival, the first Spring Festival after Gu Ze and Bai Shiyan got married, and the second Spring Festival after the two reunited.

Bai Shiyan took another few days off early and started to work on the fourth day of the first lunar month, so their New Year's celebration started earlier.

Gu Zelai was lying on the bed, hugging the quilt and looking at Bai Shiyan, saying, "I seem to have had a long, long dream."

Bai Shiyan helped Gu Ze find clothes in the closet, and asked casually while searching, "What dream?"

"I dreamed about what happened when we first met." Gu Ze was lying on the bed too lazy to move, so he watched Bai Shiyan help him find clothes, "I think about those things now, and I feel that the memory is very clear."

"The human brain is the most complex organ in the whole body." Bai Shiyan put the clothes beside the bed, and said: "Many memories are not forgotten, but hidden deeply, and need stimulation or opportunity to recall.”

Gu Ze looked at the clothes beside the bed, and said to Bai Shiyan, "I'm too lazy to get up, I'm finally on vacation, let me sleep on the bed."

"...You've been in bed for a long time." Bai Shiyan looked at his watch and replied, "It's half past nine in the morning."

"It's only half past nine!" Gu Ze always had his own theory, "It's not even twelve o'clock at noon, so that's where it is."

Bai Shiyan: "...Get up, don't always stay up at night and get up in the morning, it's not good for your health."

"I don't sleep at night either."

"Who was the one who played games until twelve o'clock last night?"

"Well, twelve o'clock in the evening is nothing." Gu Ze whispered, "I used to call until one or two in the morning."

Bai Shiyan: "...you are very proud, very proud?"

"It's not really not." Gu Ze waved his hand, "In the past, I finally had a holiday and relaxed, and I always wanted to let myself go, but there are not many such things, don't worry. My hometown is still popular for Chinese New Year.At that time, it was mahjong all night, I have never done this before."

Bai Shi said: "If you dare to stay up all night, don't eat my cooking in the future."

"No, no, no." Gu Ze immediately assured, "I'm a good man now, and I definitely won't stay up all night because of playing games. If I have to stay up all night, it may only be because of graduation. There's no way, youBe patient and forgive me."

Bai Shiyan: "...get up and stop talking."

Gu Ze got up from the bed, and while getting dressed, he talked about his dream last night, "I dreamed for a long time last night, and I knew that what I dreamed was about the first time we met in the past, and we fell in love for the first time, butI forgot what it was specifically, just now I was lying on the bed thinking about our first relationship..."

"how?"

Although when they first broke up, Bo Shiyan thought of the desperate things between them, but after breaking up for a while, he remembered the happy things between them.

After all, we have been together for more than three years, and there will always be many happy and sweet times, as well as many times in bed, leaving memories in many places.

"It's the first time we fell in love..." Gu Ze had already put on his shirt, sat on the bed, and looked at Bai Shiyan accusingly, "You are such a wolf with a big tail.Just a wolf with a big tail, who bullied me because I was young and innocent, didn’t enter the society and didn’t understand things, so he abducted me like that?”

Bai Shiyan: "..."

Ahem, although the situation is almost like this, Dr. Bai will not admit it.

As long as he doesn't admit it, then this incident will never happen. As for Gu Ze, he can do whatever he wants, and the past can no longer be changed.

"I was too young back then, I believed in your evil, so easy to be chased by you, and I did the next one!" Gu Ze began to turn over the old account, "I was so innocent, so tender, so naive, you are soA few words fooled me into a guy who likes boys, and then a few words fooled me into being the one below. You started to deceive me and abduct me just because you are older and have more food than me, I was really stupid at the time, so I was easily chased by you."

Bai Shiyan asked expressionlessly: "...What did I lie to you at that time?"

"...No." But Gu Ze still said, "You used a lot of words at the time, and I couldn't figure it out in high school, but now that I think about it, it's full of routines. If I am now, it must not be so easy to be chased by you."

This time it was Bai Shiyan who was plausible, "If you catch up with him earlier, why not enjoy it earlier?"

"What did you enjoy?" Gu Ze asked back, "You enjoyed it."

"You want to say that you didn't enjoy it?" Bai Shiyan raised his eyebrows, stared at him and asked, "Are you trying to deny my skills?"

Gu Ze coughed twice, "That's not true, I'm just accusing you of being scheming back then, you deserve to be six years older than me, and eat so many more bowls of rice and salt than me, it's really..."

He was really stupid back then, and in retrospect, he was so embarrassed that he couldn't bear to watch it.

How can he be so stupid...

Bo Shiyan directly took out the thick-skinnedness when Professor Lei bumped into them discussing toys and said: "If you finish talking, come to breakfast earlier, it's not good if it's cold."

Gu Ze also knew that it would be bad if it was cold, so he put on his clothes and washed, and then sat at the dining table to continue discussing the topic just now.

"Just tell me what happened back then. Did you want to sleep with me a long time ago? At that time, you were still reserved and pretended to teach me?"

Bai Shiyan: "..."

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