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Chapter 70:
Love is only a part of life. For different people, some have a heavy proportion and some have a light proportion.
Gao Tianjie belongs to the latter. She may be fascinated by this great beauty today, but forget about it tomorrow if she is busy.
After all, this is not an important thing to her.
The parents are open-minded, the older brother-in-law is gentle, the friends are reliable, there is a house, a car and a job. Even the young assistant for many years has 18 martial arts.
What does she want in love?
Feelings are interoperable to a certain extent. Those who are too demanding of love, affection or friendship may be an urgent pursuit of substitutes in the heart, and they want to find a kind of emotional supplement that can cover the missing.
However, Gao Tianjie does not lack these. She is firmly supported by multiple emotions, and she does not yearn for romantic relationships and marriage life.
She is a person who has the capital to throw away the "template for a happy life for ordinary people" and live her own life.
Of course, as a Yan dog, Gao Tianjie will normally have good feelings.
Seeing a beautiful junior in tears will be moved, holding a big beauty's soft little hands will be moved, and even seeing a black cat with little pride and paws.
It's just that she stays at the stage of "seeing sex" and will not start the next stage, and then let her heartbeat gradually develop into love.
Does Yang Ran know this?
Of course it is impossible. In the one-man show, the person hiding in the corner has a sharpness and sixth sense beyond imagination and will not miss any clues.
It can be said that Yang Ran's low self-esteem and hesitation are largely due to his ability to see whether love is dispensable for Gao Tianjie.
As the opposite of Gao Tianjie, Yang Ran probably just couldn't ask for it, so he put his hope in another kind of feeling, but he was too stubborn.
When I was young, I grew up amidst domestic violence. I have seen my father roaring, and my mother's anger from being drunk and beating. No one will say to Yang Ran, my child, I love you.
They just grabbed Yang Ran’s ears and cursed, "Little bitch, I have given birth to you, so I will use money to honor us in the future, don’t you know!"
Before entering the university, Yang Ran was often ridiculed and hurt because of his overly delicate and weak appearance. The more remote and closed places, the less able to accept everyone's diversity.
"Mother", "coward" and "little bastard" are not only Yang Ran's parents who always talk about it, but many neighbours also laugh at him.
A man must be dark and strong, and a woman must be delicate and beautiful.
Yang Ran didn't look like a man, and his skin was whiter than a girl. Like the little eunuchs played on TV, some children would imitate adults, maliciously running over to pull Yang Ran's pants, and then laugh out loud.
Sometimes customers who come to the shop to make clothes will also joking with Yang Ran's mother, saying that it's no wonder that Yang Ran has been able to help in the shop since he was a child. This look is suitable for taking needles and threads.
"I've really lost my life for eight years and gave birth to such an uncultivated one." My mother would not help Yang Ran to speak, and would often laugh at him with guests.
Yang Ran came to the store to help. That should be right. She gave birth to Yang Ran, which Yang Ran owed her.
Often at this time, the mother would drink heavily, and then came back to angrily insult Yang Ran, gaining pleasure and comfort by bullying and controlling her son.
No matter how failing parents, they can still show off their children, just talking about the situation in Yang Ran's family.
Yang Ran tried so hard to enter the university, the only motivation was that he hated the place where he was born and raised himself, and wanted to find an excuse to escape.
But in many cases, the interaction between character and encounter will turn into a vicious circle.
The injury of others to Yang Ran caused him to become closed and alienated in order to protect himself, even a little gloomy and indifferent.
But this kind of repulsive appearance makes it difficult to have normal social interactions and friends, to get kind help and warmth, and it becomes easier to be isolated and excluded by others.
In school days, boys gossiping and doing evil, the overall lethality is stronger than girls.
Because they like to make some "jokes" that no one else finds funny except themselves, they may also be irritated by Yang Ran's "non-cooperation" and feel that Yang Ran is shameless, so they rise to violence.
By no means just stop at the level of talking.
Yang Ran's own character is soft and not hard. It is okay for others to speak well. If the yin and yang are weird or intentional, they will really be hardened, even if they are pressed and beaten by others, they will not bow their heads stubbornly.
Even if Yang Ran is a piece of rice cake, it is probably the kind of rice cake that freezes into a rock, which can crush others' heads.
Stumbled and finally sent himself to the university, far away from the quagmire environment of his hometown. In the new environment, Yang Ran did not know how to get along with others normally.
Long-term precautions and full of vigilance make Yang Ran always seem out of place and even a little weird when facing new classmates, as if a "heterogene" outside the crowd, unable to integrate into the group to absorb warmth.
And these little poor people who are alone are easy to be targeted by some malicious-minded guys, mocking these "alien" and even the daily routine of these small groups to maintain relationships.
When Gao Tianjie met Yang Ran in a fellow villager's meeting, Yang Ran didn't follow the army to eat and sing K, but he stayed in the corner but was followed by a few guys.
They sang and joined forces, deliberately preventing Yang Ran from coming off the stage and making fun of him in embarrassment.
"What are you guys doing? Why don't you persuade them if they don't drink?" The elder sister with stretched eyebrows reached out and patted the hands of those few people, and pulled the younger brother over and asked what they were doing.
"Senior Sister, it's nothing, we are joking!" The more you like to play tricks and bully others, the easier it is to rank a person with a position of ninth and power, and then you should kneel.
Gao Tianjie is a well-known senior sister, they didn't dare to mess with it, so they left the scene immediately and let her pick up the rice cake junior brother.
What is young and shy, it is actually just the appearance of Yang Ran in front of Gao Tianjie.
Before meeting her, no one would ever help him out, take care of him and protect him, and then said that in the future, let him be with the senior sister, don't be afraid.
It was Gao Tianjie who taught him a little bit in front, so that Yang Ran could imitate it slowly and find a safe and comfortable small space, so that he would have the stickiness of the rice cake.
It can be said that Yang Ran's feelings for Gao Tianjie are more than simple.
There are also thanks for getting help, memories of patient company, closeness of learning to imitate, and reshaping of learning to love oneself and serious life.
Even if Gao Tianjie doesn't like herself, what Yang Ran has for her is only thanks and apology, worrying about disturbing her life, hope she will not affect her mood because of herself.
"Then why haven't you called me over the past few years?" Gao Tianjie's hand did not leave Yang Ran's face, his fingertips pressed slightly, he saw a faint red mark on his skin, and then asked him.
Yang Ran did not hide, the eyelashes were still wet, a little bit bitter, "I dialed, but you were very busy during that time, and I said I would talk later when I had time."
After graduating, Gao Tianjie went abroad first, and returned after studying for a period of time. It turned out that Yang Ran's graduation project was bought with a lot of money, and he went abroad.
The time difference plus the distance make the phone calls that you have time to talk to continue to drag back, slowly, less and less.
Gao Tianjie has too many friends, and his life is too fulfilling. In addition to designing drafts, Yang Ran often guards her circle of friends. Then, while imagining the appearance of the seniors laughing when they are surrounded by everyone, they silently become dehydrated. Of rice cakes.
It seems, it seems there is such a thing? !
With the fingertips lightened, Gao Tianjie asked Yang Ran again, "Have you never liked others in these years? Haven't moved a little bit?"
There is no shortage of handsome men and beauties in the fashion circle. In foreign countries, the models are relatively young, hormones are flooded, and they don't care much about sexuality. They are definitely willing to develop relationships with rookie designers.
Even if Yang Ran is passive, he can't stop others from taking the initiative!
"I do not like."
The models are to wear the smallest clothes, the body shape must be a standard piece of paper, a little more meat will not work.
Yang Ran, a small piece of paper who aspires to become a tough guy, a business man, would definitely not find other pieces of paper attractive.
"Then both men and women, there is no shortage of hot and sexy bodies!"
Gao Tianjie couldn't help but mutter, and then saw that Yang Ran was even more aggrieved. He didn't like the excessive and cumbersome body.
What can I do with rice cakes with common occupational problems?
As a designer, he is more demanding on curves. The hot or sexy figure in the conventional sense is very bloated to him, resisting the excessive attraction of the human body, and the aesthetics are not on the same channel.
"...I'm a piece of paper too."
Gao Tianjie didn’t know how to describe Yang Ran’s answer. He silently added a sentence, and then saw his younger brother’s rebuttal, "No, you are different. Your soul is three-dimensional. Why should you limit it to a superficial appearance? ?"
Xingba, this logic is quite self-consistent, it is impossible to refute it.
If Gao Tianjie doesn't need love much, then for Yang Ran, love doesn't need him much.
From this point of view, the two are still very good, both are the ultimate singles who have been given a red card by love and don't suffer the red line.
Hua Tang saw that Yang Ran was not raining, so he yawned and jumped between the two.
There is no live performance under tears to watch. The evil cat might as well go to the running dog No. 1 and running dog No. 2. Sweet shrimp hasn't seen bibimbap for a long time.
Yang Ran's gaze was naturally attracted by Hua Tang, feeling the weight on his arms empty, feeling sad and sad inexplicably, "The cat ran away."
"Yeah." Gao Tianjie responded, and then looked at the younger brother who was really beautiful when he cried, and stretched out his hand to hug him.
It's okay, Hua Tang ran away, Sister Sister can hug you.
Gao Tianjie didn't see Guo Ran, Su Ran, and Ji Ran who would pick up the rice cakes as juniors. Yang Ran was the only one, which explained some problems.
Emotional things are simple when they are simple, and complicated when they are complicated.
But the difference in expression does not affect the true feelings in the heart. At least at this moment, Gao Tianjie feels that the rice cake master is soft and cute, just like when he first saw Yang Ran.
"Sister, do you like me a little bit?"
The incredible Yang Ran's arm froze, and he couldn't help but circle the senior sister carefully.
"I don't know, after all, you don't like yourself very much."
"...Qaq"
"But, you can try to be with you and like you, after all, you are really cute~"
Han Lan, who was in the background in the distance, was very young, touching Hua Tang's ears with a gentle smile.
I always feel that good things happen easily to black cats.
Hua Tang is not clear, so, look at Gao Tianjie and Yang Ran, I understand.
Stretching his paw to cover the eyes of Bibimbap, the evil cat knows that at this time, only the villain can look at me.