Jiang Huan himself also spurned his own idea.

But he told himself that they were different, completely different.

He can tell the difference and won't confuse them.

It's just that sometimes Jiang Huan would dream of Gu Ran when he dreamed back at midnight. He obviously couldn't remember Gu Ran's appearance, and Gu Ran's face was blurred, but he still knew that it was Gu Ran.

In dreams, there is often a big river across, Jiang Huan stands on this side, and Gu Ran stands on the other side.Jiang Huan anxiously wanted to go over and grab Gu Ran, he yelled hysterically, but Gu Ran resolutely went away, away, farther and farther away.

Whether he jumped into the river or ran to find the bridge... In the end, he lost Gu Ran's shadow.He disappeared into the mist on the opposite bank.

Jiang Huan knew he couldn't go on like this.

For more than ten years, he has no hope at all.

He is just a screenwriter, what kind of talented student is the other party, and what kind of man is he in a circle like theirs where ordinary people can't get in?It was not worthy more than ten years ago, and it is even more unworthy now.Don't think about it again, don't think about it ever again...

Mortals attempt to take the sun and the moon into their arms, but it is just a delusion!

Jiang Huan hurried back to the crew. The crew was filming a night scene, and there were lights everywhere, and the lights were still a bit dazzling.The director called him over to discuss the plot with him. While discussing with the director, he took a pen to write and draw on paper.

As screenwriters, once the director decides to change the play or has any new ideas, they must fully cooperate with the director to make revisions.

Sometimes Jiang Huan often stays up late to catch a night show.

It is also thanks to his own good health that he is not bald in middle age.

After the new scenes and new lines were released, they were immediately distributed to the actors.And Zhou Jun's page was sent by Jiang Huan himself. Zhou Jun was being touched up by a makeup artist. When he saw Jiang Huan coming, a pleasing smile appeared on his tired face.

Jiang Huan looked at his little boyfriend, smiled, and said, "You still have three scenes, and you can wrap it up after filming."

Zhou Yun nodded vigorously.The smile is obedient and pure.It's just that Jiang Huan still thinks that Zhou Jun's smile is a bit weird, he always feels that Zhou Jun's smile is a bit flattering.I don't know if it was his illusion.

And Zhou Jun always smiled at everyone, which can be said to be polite, but Jiang Huan still felt a little weird.But it's always good to be cheerful, Jiang Huan smiled and said to Zhou Jun: "I'll take you to eat after work."

"Okay." He nodded obediently again.It's just that in his eyes he was actually very alienated from Jiang Huan.

Jiang Huan left in a hurry, Zhou Jun looked at Jiang Huan's tall back, with a touch of guilt and sadness on his face.He didn't like Jiang Huan, and...he felt that Jiang Huan actually didn't like him either.He felt that Jiang Huan actually had a lover in his heart that he never forgot.

After Zhou Jun finished filming, the whole crew was off work, and they had to shoot night scenes for the past few days, and everyone had to turn upside down day and night.After getting off work, everyone was tired and planned to find something to eat, and then went back to bed to lie down.

Jiang Huan took Zhou Jun to a nearby restaurant to order breakfast, two bowls of coriander beef noodles.

The two sat down and ate slowly.

Zhou Jun congratulated Jiang Huan for winning the prize last night, Jiang Huan smiled and said thank you.

When breakfast was almost finished, Jiang Huan asked him: "The scene you filmed last night is going to be released soon. Now that you've finished filming, what's your next plan?"

Zhou Jun pondered for a while, and said: "I'm more popular now than before. My agent helped me take on the role of the affectionate second male villain. It's an adaptation of a novel. The novel is very popular, it's called "Xing Yuan", I don't knowHave you ever heard of it?"

Jiang Huan: "The "Xing Yuan" that sees the sea from the green hills?"

Zhou Jun nodded.

Jiang Huan said: "If you don't change or delete your role, then the male lead should be pretty good."

Zhou Jun smiled and nodded again.

After the two of them finished their breakfast in a passionate manner, they walked to the hotel where they were staying with a distance of at least fifty centimeters between them.There were chatter and laughs along the way, but Jiang Huan always felt a little weird and indescribable.He always felt as if someone was watching him.

I looked back frequently in the middle, but I didn't see anyone.In the lobby of the hotel, at the entrance of the elevator, Jiang Huan stopped abruptly. The next moment he didn't know what was going on, and subconsciously ran out of the hotel, but the street was crowded with people.He rushed into the crowd, and seemed to see a familiar figure at a certain moment, but there were so many figures, and when he looked again, there was nothing.The streets are full of strange faces.

Jiang Huan returned to the elevator entrance in a daze, Zhou Jun asked him in surprise, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Huan shook his head, he cried and laughed, and said, "Maybe I'm too sensitive. I always feel that someone is watching us along the way." The gaze seemed sad,

Zhou Jun said indifferently: "It may be the paparazzi. After I became popular recently, many paparazzi secretly took pictures of me."

Jiang Huan smiled, "Maybe, let's go up."

Zhou Jun nodded, and they arrived at the door of Jiang Huan's room, Jiang Huan said to him: "Go back and rest early." Zhou Jun's room is next to his room.

Zhou Jun stood at Jiang Huan's door and said to Jiang Huan: "Brother Jiang, can I go in? I have something to tell you."

Jiang Huan smiled, let the door open, and said, "What's the matter?" He went to pour a glass of water while talking.

Zhou Jun closed the door, facing Jiang Huan's smiling face, he looked at him guiltily, and said, "I'm sorry Brother Jiang, let's break up."

The smile on Jiang Huan's face froze immediately.

Zhou Jun said: "Brother Jiang, you are a good person, but the person who asked me to play the male second in "Xing Yuan" is much richer than you. I need money. I know that I am doing this, and I am very sorry for you. I also admit that I have taken the initiative.I'm dating you because you help me write plays."

"Brother Jiang, you are a capable person. Over the past few years, almost every TV show has come from your script. I want money, and I want to be popular. It is my best way to approach you in the current crew."I don't want to cheat your feelings, but I'm sorry, I really can't help it."

Jiang Huan looked at Zhou Jun with complicated eyes, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Zhou Jun nodded, he knelt down in front of Jiang Huan suddenly, and reached out to untie Jiang Huan's belt, Jiang Huan was startled, and suddenly backed away."You're crazy!" Jiang Huan said.

Zhou Jun raised his face, and looked at him with a humble and pitiful look, but he still smiled like this, as if it would make Jiang Huan less angry.

This is really pitiful, hateful and pathetic!

"Brother Jiang, I'm sorry."

"Brother Jiang, we have been dating for a month, and we are indeed using you. I am willing to make up for it. Brother Jiang, as long as you don't dislike me, I am willing to accompany you. You can do anything. I just askYou, please forgive me."

The implication is that Jiang Huan please don't pursue him, don't trouble him, and let him go.

He walked over on his knees, and Jiang Huan kept yelling: "Stop, stop! Don't come over!!"

The room was silent.

Jiang Huan only felt as if he had been slapped on the head several times.

He didn't know how long he had been silent, and the anger in his heart was still on the Internet!

Jiang Huan took a deep breath and exhaled, and finally couldn't hold back the deep anger: "Get out, get out!"

Zhou Jun knelt on the ground and took a deep look at Jiang Huan, then he kowtowed heavily to Jiang Huan before going out.

Jiang Huan: "..." He held his forehead, held his breath in his heart, gritted his teeth, and punched the wall: Damn it!None of them are good!Lie to him!

Jiang Huan couldn't swallow this breath, so he called the paparazzi he knew well to investigate Zhou Jun.Jiang Huan was dumbfounded by the news of the feedback. Zhou Jun's sister missed the best time for surgery when she was a child, and could only survive by the machine.Now that can't find a suitable kidney, the scythe of death is going to cut neck.

Jiang Huan thought about what Zhou Jun said about wanting fire and money, kneeling on the ground, he let out a deep breath, and rubbed his face.

He knew in his heart that at this moment he couldn't be more sober to understand that he actually had no feelings for Zhou Jun.If so, should feel very sad and uncomfortable right now.But he was only upset about being tricked.

Forget it, will pretend not to know each other in the future.

Jiang Huan felt that his single life was becoming more and more difficult, and he was afraid that it would be even more difficult in the future.What's it like not being able to get out of a relationship?

That's what it's like.

Gu Ran...

Gu Ran...

Will you still look back at me in this lifetime?

"Heh," thinking about it, he found it funny again, and Jiang Huan felt that he was dreaming again.

He opened the window to take a few breaths of air-conditioning. The sky was hazy, and it was already raining, and there was still smog, but the visibility was not low.

He stood by the window for a long time, still feeling very uncomfortable, but it was not because of Zhou Jun anymore.It was because of the inexplicable induction on the way back to the hotel.

He still feels as if a very, very sad look has been on him.But he ran out and found nothing.

He couldn't help raising his hand to touch his heart, for some reason, he felt that he couldn't breathe.He took a deep breath, then went to the bathroom to take a shower while feeling sleepy, and then lay down on the bed.

Although his heart was still a little uncomfortable, he thought it might be because he was too tired, so he could just sleep for a while.

But this time he closed his eyes, but never opened them again.

The news of his sudden death the next day topped the list of hot searches, and even the major news outlets rushed to report on the incident, and then urged everyone to work second and body first while regretting it.

Gu Ran summoned up all his courage to look for Jiang Huan, but what he saw was that Jiang Huan was already with someone else.Although there was still a distance between the shoulders when the two walked together, he just knew that Jiang Huan already had a new love.

Gu Ran didn't know how he left the film and television city, he walked on the sidewalk in a daze.

A little girl who was walking towards him turned her head to stare at Gu Ran after she passed by. She knew that her mother was pulling her away for a certain distance, so the little girl asked, "Mom, why is that brother crying? He is so sad."

Mom didn't know how to answer, so she made up a random excuse to fool her, but she was thinking in her heart: Such a handsome boy cried like a broken love, so miserable...

Gu Ran didn't know how long he had walked, and when he stopped, he touched his face, only to find that his unstoppable tears flowed all the way, and he was blown cold by the wind.He finally squatted down, ignoring the strange gazes of others, and cried out loud.

——

"Sir, sir, the garden is closed, the garden is closed." The staff urged Gu Ran, who was drunk, to leave. Gu Ran left the cemetery with one foot and one foot, and walked into the depths of the night on a lonely and lonely night..

The two security guards walked back with flashlights. They were already used to this person coming every day, every day.

It's been a month.

Security A said: "The owner of that tomb is a very popular screenwriter, was that person his fan just now?"

Security B said: "I don't know. If it's a fan, it would be too crazy. Oh, let me put it bluntly. In the first few days of the burial, that person cried like a little widow whose husband died..Now I can’t get drunk every day. If I continue like this, my body will collapse.”

Security A sighed, "Let's go, let's leave other people's affairs alone."

At night, the strong wind on the river was blowing violently, Gu Ran's eyes looked towards the cemetery, and there was only one thought in his mind——

Is Jiang Huan very lonely?

He wants to be with him.

The wine bottle was placed on the ground, and he turned over the bridge, intending to jump.But the moment he closed his eyes, he squatted down and cried out sadly.

Cry loudly.

After an unknown amount of time, he turned over again and stumbled back to the hotel.

Shave hair, shave beard, take a shower and change clothes, have a good meal, bring your resume, and go to Imperial Capital University as a professor.He brought his parents here, and every month since then he will visit Jiang Huan's parents in the same community.In the name of Jiang Huan's friend.

Thirty years later, he provided for Jiang Huan's parents and his own parents.On this day, like that day, he tidied himself up, calmly bought a bouquet of bright red roses, and came to the cemetery.

He sat down in front of Kang-hwan's grave and couldn't help but kiss Kang-hwan's photo.After looking at him for a long time, he said softly and sadly: "Jiang Huan, I won't go to Imperial Capital University in my next life. I will study a chef major, and then I will hang around you every day. I will make breakfast for you and send you to work. At noonBring you meals and wait for you to come home at night. Then you won't think I don't have time, and we can always, always be together. Okay?"

The circles of his eyes were red, and he finally shed tears.He looked at Jiang Huan's photo for an indeterminate amount of time, and finally he took out a small glass bottle from the laboratory with a smile on his face, poured it into his mouth, recapped the bottle, and put it back in his pocket.There is his suicide note in his pocket, and his only hope is to be buried with Jiang Huan.

He slowly leaned against Jiang Huan's tombstone, feeling sleepy.He closed his eyes bit by bit. At the last moment, he seemed to see a boy shrouded in light and shadow waiting for him under the huge sycamore tree next to the high school teaching building. The boy smiled, a bit handsome and a bit bad.

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