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    The Longyi Mausoleum Cemetery is located in the western suburbs, in the middle of the mountain range. The mountains and forests on both sides belong to two cities. Both of them have beautiful scenery, so the cemetery can be hidden in it. Few people know that there is a cemetery in it.

    Passing through the tunnel, you can see a red maple forest. Although it is summer, the leaves are also full of red leaves.The red maple forest can be regarded as a scene of the cemetery, stretching for ten kilometers, and finally reaching the gate of the cemetery.

    Up the long stairs is a towering archway, and the vigorous and powerful inscription plaque in the center makes this place look solemn and solemn.

    Chu Youan parked the car at the intersection, "I'm going to park the car, you get out of the car first to buy sacrificial supplies."

    Meng Xingying opened the door and got out of the car.

    It was Chu Youan who drove the car, and the two of them hardly communicated along the way.Meng Xing knew that Chu You'an was in a bad mood, but he couldn't find the right words to comfort him.

    After buying the chrysanthemums and incense candles, Chu Youan happened to be waiting at the door of the store, with his head half down, and his black clothes and trousers made him a little dejected.

    "The cemetery doesn't allow burning paper, so I bought these." Meng Xing said

    Chu Youan said "hmm", took the bag from his hand, switched to the other hand, and freed his hand to hold Meng Xing, "I have to climb halfway up the mountain, okay?"

    Meng Xing laughed out loud, "There's nothing wrong with it."

    "Let's go." Chu Youan followed suit with a smile, although not much.

    Climbing up the steps, there are carved patterns on the handrails on both sides and in the center of the wide steps. don't know if they are dragons or pythons, they are very powerful.Pruned shrubs and trees are everywhere, and layers of tombstones stand among them.

    "Places like the cemetery have good Fengshui." Chu Youan said suddenly.

    Meng Xing glanced at the door, "You can't buy more houses here if you have good Feng Shui."

    "I'm quite unfilial, and I seldom come to see them for so many years." Chu Youan said slowly, "I didn't understand at first, and I had a vague concept of life and death. Occasionally, in the dead of night, I felt that they had abandoned me and had resentment., Later, I was busy with my studies and work. Of course, now it seems that those are all excuses."

    Meng Xing held Chu Youan's hand tightly, "In the future, let someone find a place to scatter the ashes of the two of us. Anyway, no children will come to mourn or anything."

    "I suspect that you are pointing at me." Speaking of themselves, Chu Youan was a little happy with the naked eye.

    Meng Xing also relaxed, "No! I'm serious! Death is nothing to face, and it's not like you haven't said anything about death. And grandpa didn't say to see more of the world with the people around you. In the past, it was actually the same.part of the world."

    Chu Youan let out a long breath, pulled Meng Xing to run, stepped out and went straight up the three or four steps, Meng Xing was taken aback, "Hey, Chu Youan, slow down."

    "Hurry up and show my mother what a wonderful wife I have found."

    The mountain wind that rushed towards him made him refreshed, and Meng Xing felt pain in his heart as he looked at Chu Youan who was running ahead.

    He understands that Chu Youan walked through the thorns in the early years, and when he encountered difficulties, he gnawed them into pieces and swallowed them in his stomach. In such a situation, he needed his parents the most, and when he most wanted to rest in his parents' arms.However, nothing was obtained. In the end, only layers of shells were erected to wrap itself.

    He said that he was not filial, maybe there were other labels, he was hard-hearted, and he forgot his parents. He blamed himself for resenting his parents, but his emotions did not come for no reason. Who has been like this since birth?.

    When I walked to the tombstone, I couldn't find any other warm words to say to them other than calling out "Mom and Dad" after searching, so I simply stopped coming.

    When it was almost time to arrive, Meng Xing complained half-truthfully, "You should have brought me here earlier."

    The parents of the Chu family were buried together in the tomb, covering an area of more than 30 square meters, with a wide front door and sculptures on both sides. It is considered a small mansion.

    Meng Xing noticed that there were two carved trees on the right back of the tombstone. Although they were only slightly taller than the tombstone, they could be recognized as Changbai pine at a glance.

    I still remember the first time Chu Youan mentioned that his parents were on Changbaishong Avenue in Washington.

    They should like the long white pine very much.

    Meng Xing looked at the photo on the tombstone, the husband and wife both smiled sweetly, and at a glance, he could feel that his father loved, protected and respected his mother.

    Just the size of the photo and the smile of the person in the picture...

    "Brother, this photo..."

    Chu Youan knew what he wanted to ask, and nodded with a smile, "Well, it's their marriage certificate photo, with the background color changed and it's also my mother's request before she left. She said at that time..."

    Chu Youan paused halfway through speaking, Meng Xing tilted his head to look at him, "What's wrong?"

    "I can't remember clearly." His smile was withdrawn a little bit.

    Meng Xing didn't believe that he couldn't remember clearly, he should have thought of something sad.

    The two placed the chrysanthemums and lit the joss sticks, and knelt down in front of the tomb together.

    "Dad, Mom, this is Meng Xing. I have been thinking about it for a long time and kidnapped him. He will be your son in the future."

    "Hello, Mom and Dad. I'm Meng Xing, Meng of Confucius and Mencius, the twinkling star. Brother You'an and I have been married for so long to come to see you. It's my fault. Brother You'an and I will come here often in the future.".”

    Chu Youan looked sideways at Meng Xing's profile, and said "En" in a low voice.

    "Close your eyes, pray silently, and then kowtow." Meng Xing instructed in a low voice.

    Chu Youan obediently closed her eyes.

    "Mom and Dad, don't worry, I'm doing well now, I have Xiao Xing, I love him very much, and I will always love and respect him."

    And Meng Xing secretly opened one eye, staring at Chu Youan, and waited for him to kowtow three times before Meng Xing whispered, "Mom and Dad, I am Meng Xing, your son-in-law, I beg your spirits in heaven to bless grandpa in good health, bless Brother Ang’s life and career to be smooth and smooth, and bless our ordinary days to be prosperous and happy, my son-in-law Meng Xing respectfully.”

    Then "kuangkuangkuang" sounded three times.

    Chu Youan was taken aback the first time he went down, and when he wanted to stop him, Meng Xing glared at him, motioning him not to move.

    After knocking down three times, Chu Youan immediately lifted his shoulders to check his forehead, not to mention his forehead was red, and there were still a few pit marks, which should have been pierced by fine stones on the ground.

    "Are you a fool?" Chu Youan was a little angry.

    Meng Xing tilted his buttocks and became kneeling on the ground, scaring Chu Youan again, "What's wrong? Head dizzy?"

    He raised his hand to cover his forehead and smiled "hehe", "My grandpa used to say that only the people below can hear you when you kowtow loudly."

    "Big fool, take your hand away, I'll take another look."

    "It's okay."

    "Then why don't you tell me, let me knock too?"

    "It's fine if I call for you. If you knock, I can't bear it."

    "Are you willing to do this?"

    "Don't ask questions one by one, just like a rooster, keep pecking forward."

    "..."

    Meng Xing rubbed his forehead vigorously again, and put his hands down when he felt no pain, "Don't squat down, your legs will be numb in a while, sit down."

    He also sat on the ground instead, and patted the place next to him, "It's still early, sit and talk to your parents. Generally speaking, when a new daughter-in-law comes in, the mother-in-law always has to hold her daughter-in-law's hand and say something considerate. YouIt's up to you whether you go to daddy or come with me and talk to mommy."

    "...If I go to find Dad, you will become a widow."

    "...Okay, then you can chat with my mother with me."

    The crow flew back and forth three times on Chu Youan's head, "Where did you learn the nonsense words?"

    "Does this still need to be learned? It's all common sense in Gongdouju and Zhaidouju."

    "In my capacity, shouldn't I be the domineering president?"

    "That won't work, I can't give my mother the chance to throw me a check and let me leave you."

    Chu Youan didn't answer the conversation anymore, today Meng Xing deliberately wanted to tease him, so it's better not to answer indiscriminately.

    "Dad died on the day of the car accident?" Meng Xing noticed that the two people's death dates on the tombstone were different, with a difference of three days.

    "Well. He tried his best to protect the co-pilot, but he only saved my mother's life for three days. During these three days, my mother was in the ICU. She saw my father die on the spot. It is said that she didn't let anyone take her away.She refused to get into the ambulance, but the injury was too serious, and she fainted after shouting a few words. At that time, she had no will to survive, and she was forced to hang herself for three days with instruments and medicine."

    Chu Youan hardly recalled the scenes of those days, especially in the hospital. The impression in his heart was that those days were too cold, even though it was early summer, it was bitingly cold.

    The sound of the instrument...

    No, the sound inside should not be heard outside the ICU ward.

    The sound of the instrument comes from the last moment of departure, that is, the moment when the heartbeat line is flat, the harsh warning sound.

    The last voice heard runs through the memories of those days.

    "It still doesn't feel good in retrospect." Chu Youan put his head in his hands, buried his head and took a deep breath.

    Meng Xing moved over, leaning his warm cheek against his shoulder, Chu Youan put down his hand and embraced Meng Xing.

    "If only I were younger and didn't remember that, or a teenager who understands better and regulates emotions better."

    "No matter how old you are, death is an unhealing scar in life, because it is true love." Meng Xing said, "Bringing you here was suggested by grandpa. I didn't want to tell you about this, but I seem to beI can't help it. Grandpa said that he is old too, maybe...he will leave someday."

    Chu Youan fell silent.

    These words made Meng Xing feel flustered, but he still pulled out a smile and said in a light tone as much as possible: "Grandpa's original words are——If you don't dare to face the brat, I'm worried that I will die and no one will tell you."Tomb-sweeping, when the time comes, I will be angry again, I am tired of running up and down the old man in the hell!"

    Meng Xing really couldn't imitate the old man's tone, after all, he couldn't laugh about life and death at the age of twenty-five.Chu Youan turned his head away, Meng Xing subconsciously probed, but was covered by Chu Youan's big palm.

    He cried.

    Meng Xing thought.

    After a while, I heard Chu Youan's voice again, "You are right, no matter how old you are, death is a difficult thing to face."

    Putting it on oneself, "death" is not difficult to say, but if it is changed to the people around you, no matter family, love, friendship or anything else, this word is hard to breathe.

    Just like no matter how uncomfortable the lying patient is and how much he wants to give up struggling, people outside the ward are unwilling to face the warning sound of the ECG monitor.

    "When my mother asked for a posthumous photo, she said that she actually wanted to use a family photo of a family of three. She wanted to look at me, but it wasn't suitable, so she finally said to use a wedding photo, and went back to the beginning of the family formation."

    Chu Youan was standing by the hospital bed at that time.

    Chu Youan was also very strong when he was a child. From the moment he learned of the car accident to his mother's surgery to staying outside the ICU every day, he didn't cry until his mother said, "Youan, I won't be able to see you from now on."

    Chu Youan looked up at Meng Xing, "Xiao Xing, we are married and will live forever. You have to stay with me and let me see you every day."

    "I am here and will always be here."

    The two sat snuggled together for a while, Chu Youan calmed down, and the topic became more relaxed. He casually talked about something about his childhood, and Chu Youan suddenly said, "What do you think, old man? I asked you to take me with you for my birthday."Come to the cemetery."

    Meng Xing laughed out loud: "It's my birthday to thank my mother for her kindness in conceiving. Is there any problem? No problem."

    Chu Youan had no choice but to reach out and stroke Meng Xing's slightly red eyes, "I'm sorry for making you sad."

    "I'm sorry for what."

    "Let's go, it's almost noon, let's hurry up and celebrate our birthday."

    Meng Xing had a premonition... "Where are you going?"

    "Go to Changbai Mountain to see the Changbai Pine." Chu Youan stood up and stretched out his hand towards Meng Xing.

    "..."

    I know, every time I go out to play, this guy wants to go!It has nothing to do with his unhappiness!A scheming man will make excuses.

    "I have a contract to sign on Monday, and I plan to check the subsequent process in the next two nights. Let's go next time."

    "It's okay, we can just come back tomorrow night. The old man has gone to the north too. Let's go there and borrow his plane to come back."

    "..."

    Yes, the old man really left the company yesterday and flew away overnight.

    These grandparents are really...!

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