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    When Shen Xingzhou woke up, he found himself waking up on the bed in Zhong Yiqian's room. He thought it was a drunken mess, but he didn't expect his clothes to be intact, which was not what he thought at all.Zhong Yiqian didn't know where he went, he had a splitting headache, and his voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

    Holding his aching forehead, Shen Xingzhou gradually recalled what he did after drinking last night.

    He got drunk on purpose last night, ran to Zhong Yiqian's room and planned to kiss Zhong Yiqian forcefully.Zhong Yiqian planned to leave the room, but that wasn't enough, he even forcibly hugged Zhong Yiqian's waist to prevent him from leaving.Finally, he pressed the person on the bed and kissed him, then fell asleep.

    Such a death scene...Shen Xingzhou's heart suddenly became alarmed. He had been pretending to be honest in front of Zhong Yiqian all this time, but he didn't expect that a drink would beat him back to his original state.

    Zhong Yiqian is a straight man, how could he accept this.

    But the most important thing was that after Shen Xingzhou kissed, he forgot what it was like.So much so that he can't even think about it now...

    Zhong Yiqian's complexion was not particularly good all day, which made Shen Xingzhou's hot face stick to his cold butt.Shen Xingzhou knew that there was something wrong with his actions, and wanted to apologize to Zhong Yiqian, but now this ancestor simply ignored him.

    Even Duan Rui could see that something was wrong with the two of them, "What's the matter? What happened last night, you two have noses that are not noses, and eyes that are not eyes."

    Shen Xingzhou came back to his senses resentfully, and said, "Mom, it's okay."

    "I don't believe what you say." Duan Rui looked at Zhong Yiqian and said, "If he bullies you, you can tell Auntie. Auntie will help you to discipline him, he still doesn't know how to be humble at such an old age."

    Where does this follow.Shen Xingzhou slandered in his heart, but there was no way out.I had to crawl silently, not daring to raise my head.

    Duan Rui finished his meal first and went to his father's room.Shen Xingzhou followed behind, but he didn't expect Zhong Yiqian to come with him.

    Duan Rui skillfully replaced the bottle of nutrient solution, this is the nutrition his father needs every day.Unlike normal people who can eat by themselves, paralyzed vegetative people can only rely on infusions or gastric tubes.

    Shen Xingzhou had seen this scene when he was in school, and he was used to it.But didn't expect that now that he was almost thirty years old, he felt unexpectedly uncomfortable when he saw it again.

    Zhong Yiqian stood beside him, his eyes were restrained, and he couldn't see what he was thinking at all.

    Duan Rui said to Shen Gaolang on the bed: "Your son is back, are you happy?"

    Of course no one would answer her, but Duan Rui is also used to it, and has been doing this for so many years.Duan Rui continued to chatter like no one else, "Is it okay to have chicken at night? Chicken porridge."

    When Zhong Yiqian was in school, he didn't particularly like porridge. Because of his father, his family almost always had porridge.In the end, he was tired of eating it, but he didn't expect that after living alone for so long, he would start to miss the taste.

    After eating, Shen Xingzhou took the initiative to wash the dishes.After saying hello to Duan Rui, she took Zhong Yiqian out.

    Although this city is not big, it carries many memories of Shen Xingzhou.For Shen Xingzhou, most of the memories of his student days were unhappy.He can grow into what he is today, and he admires himself.

    Both of them have been strolling outside for so long, but Zhong Yiqian still didn't say a word to him.Even Shen Xingzhou, who has a good temper, couldn't take it anymore, "Yiqian, I'm really sorry. I offended you by drinking too much last night. I'm sorry, I will never do this kind of thing again in the futuregone."

    Now that the topic has come to this point, Zhong Yiqian no longer hides and plays his temper.

    "Brother Shen, I have always respected you. I also accept your pursuit, but it doesn't mean I accept this..." Zhong Yiqian said, looking at Shen Xingzhou's face, he caught a trace of panic.This made him playful, "I don't think it's suitable for us to continue living together. When I get back from here, I will move out by myself."

    Shen Xingzhou was extremely surprised, he never thought that Zhong Yiqian would propose to move again.The last time he moved, he lost his mind because of his injury.

    What about this time... Was it to avoid him this time?

    Shen Xingzhou regretted his actions last night. He and Zhong Yiqian finally became like this, and he was very satisfied.But people are just greedy, and he just wants to take a step closer. He has liked Zhong Yiqian for a long time. Among the previous partners, he should have tasted it when they met for the first time.

    Now just sticking lips, people will move away angrily.

    "No, never. Yiqian, didn't you promise me that I would not move easily? Just because of what happened last night, I apologize to you, I promise you. I will respect you and never ignoreYour wish. I really drank too much last night, I was dizzy..."

    Shen Xingzhou's flustered mouth was knotted, and the lawyer who was eloquent in the court turned into a nervous kid in front of Zhong Yiqian.The contrast is simply too great.

    "I really like you. You should understand brother... I promise I will never offend you again. Kissing won't happen again, don't move away, okay?"

    Zhong Yiqian's face was still pale, and his expression was serious, showing no refusal.He didn't answer Shen Xingzhou directly, but said: "Brother Shen, let me think about it again."

    "Don't think about it. If you move out, if there is something, it will take time for me to rush there. If you are afraid that I will do what happened last night again, what should I do to make you believe me?"

    Zhong Yiqian pursed his lips and remained silent.

    The silence almost made Shen Xingzhou collapse.He has never met anyone who is more difficult to pursue than Zhong Yiqian. In the past, he could get someone by treating him to a meal.

    But Zhong Yiqian no matter how soft and hard he is, it's useless to tease him openly and secretly.

    "Brother Shen, maybe I still can't accept homosexuality. So if I move out to live, it will be a good thing for you. You can try to forget me." Zhong Yiqian said, seemingly sincere in every sentence, but his eyes were not so sincere.

    As soon as this sentence came out, it directly defeated Shen Xingzhou's efforts for more than half a month.Everything he did was unacceptable in Zhong Yiqian's view, the first effort was not rewarded, and even Shen Xingzhou couldn't see the bright road in front of him.

    It's no wonder that people in the circle always say not to chase straight men, don't fall in love with straight men.Otherwise, the only one suffering is yourself.He had sneered before, but now he understood that it was the truth.

    There is no way to accept homosexuality... It means that there is no way to accept what he means.

    "Brother Shen, don't get me wrong. In my heart, you will always be the best big brother, but I still don't feel that way about you. Can't we continue to be friends?"

    Shen Xingzhou was speechless, he didn't even know whether to continue or not.

    If it was someone else, he might have let this person go.But it happened to be Zhong Yiqian, he couldn't bear it.It was just such a hopeless discovery that he liked Zhong Yiqian so much that he liked Zhong Yiqian to death, even though Zhong Yiqian had explained everything clearly, he still couldn't bear to give up.

    The conversation ended in silence, Shen Xingzhou and Zhong Yiqian were not in good condition.

    The dinner was also finished in a hurry, and they each went back to their rooms, during which no one spoke.Even if the two of them didn't buy the seat together after booking the high-speed rail tickets, Shen Xingzhou even felt a moment of relief.

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