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    Maybe the more a person can't get anything, the more itchy he feels.After being apart for such a short while, Shen Xingzhou began to feel missing again.

    In the car, a message popped up on Shen Xingzhou's WeChat.It was from Zhong Yiqian.

    "Brother Shen, I'm sorry. I had a problem with my attitude just now, which made you sad. I won't move away, and I won't threaten you with moving away in the future. I hope you can forgive me. "

    When Shen Xingzhou saw this WeChat, everything was fine.All the troubles are left behind, just a word from Zhong Yiqian can have such power.

    "That's great, Yiqian, let's talk about it if we have anything to say. We're all grown-ups, so if Brother Shen is wrong, you can point it out, and I'll change everything I can."

    Shen Xingzhou finally felt much more comfortable, and unconsciously looked at Zhong Yiqian who was a few seats away from him.Zhong Yiqian just sat in the crowd, so dazzling.People can catch it at a glance.

    After returning home, Shen Xingzhou watched Zhong Yiqian pack his clothes and began to become terrified again.Thinking about the two people in the car, didn't they agree not to move, is this going to move again?

    Shen Xingzhou never had such a sense of insecurity, which made him feel uneasy all the time.

    Noticing Shen Xingzhou's staring eyes, Zhong Yiqian said helplessly: "Brother Shen, I just packed my clothes. I didn't pack my suitcase to move away... I said I won't move away, so you don't have to be so nervous."

    After all, I sent the text version of WeChat just now, and after hearing what he said personally at the scene, Shen Xingzhou eased his eyebrows and turned a little bloody, "Ah, I'm not nervous, I like to watch you pack your things. Then you do it first, and I will do it too."Go clean up." After saying these words, Shen Xingzhou left Zhong Yiqian's room, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

    Zhong Yiqian's eyes gradually darkened, and the slight smile just now turned into sarcasm in an instant.

    After returning from this short trip, Shen Xingzhou began to notice that something was wrong with Zhong Yiqian.

    Even though Zhong Yiqian promised him that he would not move, the contact between the two has decreased significantly.As if deliberately avoiding him, Zhong Yiqian sometimes didn't come back all night, which was never before.

    The more Shen Xingzhou thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and his heart was filled with panic.To make him worry about gains and losses so much, he had to admit that Zhong Yiqian was very important to him.

    "Lawyer Shen, Lawyer Shen."

    Shen Xingzhou suddenly came back to his senses, apparently forgetting that he was still in the reception room.The mid-level lawyer at the side was a little surprised, Shen Xingzhou never lost his mind at work, he was a proper working machine, but his mental state was obviously a bit poor in recent days.Sometimes suddenly forget what want to say during a meeting, and even become the first person to leave work every day.

    "I have already learned about your case, and I will inform you in time if there are new developments in the future." Shen Xingzhou said professionally.

    After sending the client away, Yuan Feng sighed, "Xing Zhou, come to my office."

    Shen Xingzhou followed Yuan Feng into the office, and sat on the soft sofa that could be used as a bed to sleep on, "What's wrong?"

    Yuan Feng and Shen Xingzhou have been good friends for many years, and whenever they have something to say, they point directly to Dao Ming, never beating around the bush, "You have a problem with your status recently, are you honestly broken in love?"

    Shen Xingzhou was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect his partners at work to notice his state, it seemed that he was really deeply affected.

    Seeing Shen Xingzhou's expression, Yuan Feng knew that he guessed it right, "Don't be too sad. That kid was probably playing hard to get, how attentive he was to you at that time. Besides, you don't have to be too sad, he won't promise youYou have no shortage of people. If it’s a big deal, you can change it. We have known each other for so many years, and we have never seen you spend a long time with anyone. The relationship is not the same, and there is no career. "

    Shen Xingzhou knew that what Yuan Feng said was correct, the two relationships he talked about were both long and short.Love has never been the most important thing in his opinion, he really thought so before.But since meeting Zhong Yiqian, everything has changed.

    He didn't know how to explain to Yuan Feng, so he nodded in agreement.

    "Yuan Feng, you don't have to worry about me, I will adjust my state. You can leave the case just now to other lawyers." Shen Xingzhou said softly.

    "I see."

    After leaving Yuan Feng's office, Shen Xingzhou received another call from Yu Zuo.Thinking that the last time his relationship with Zhong Yiqian changed was at Yu Zuo's concert, he couldn't help but hesitate a bit when answering the phone.

    "Brother Shen..." On the phone, Yu Zuo's voice was still coquettish and sticky, "Are you and Zhong Yiqian all right? After so many days, I called to ask you. At that time, you were in a bad state.Yeah, nothing happened after that, right?"

    Shen Xingzhou suddenly felt tired, "It's nothing. I just let him know that I'm gay."

    "He didn't know all this time?" Yu Zuo was a little surprised, "Brother Shen, you've been hiding it from him for so long, no wonder he has such a terrifying expression when he sees us kissing. I'm so scared that my hairs stand on end!"

    Shen Xingzhou felt embarrassed when he recalled what happened that day, and later he was forced to confess his love to Zhong Yiqian, which was not a good time for him at all.

    "If there's nothing else, I'll hang up first, I'm a little busy here." Shen Xingzhou's tone was not very good, thinking of these troublesome things.

    Yu Zuo hurriedly said: "Farewell, brother Shen, I miss you and want to talk to you more. Anyway, Zhong Yiqian is a straight man, and he must be afraid of you when he sees us kissing. Can you also pay more attention to me?Body? Last time we kissed, you felt it too, right?"

    "He's not afraid of me." Shen Xingzhou blurted out, but he was also very guilty. Recently, Zhong Yiqian's performance was that he was afraid of him, and his tone became cold, "Yu Zuo, I have said it many times. Our relationship was established four years ago.If it's over, don't get entangled. Ordinary friends are the most I can tolerate, and I will do less things that cross the line in the future."

    There was no answer on the phone, just when Shen Xingzhou felt that his tone was too much and wanted to make up for it, Yu Zuo quickly hung up the phone.Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Shen Xingzhou sat slumped on the chair, unable to put down the phone for a long time.

    He really lived and returned.

    In the early morning, Shen Xingzhou usually fell asleep at this time, but today he did not feel sleepy at all.He wanted to see what time Zhong Yiqian would come back, and wanted to ask Zhong Yiqian what had happened these few days.Why doesn't he reply to his WeChat or answer his phone.

    Shen Xingzhou has always been a person who cannot be broken, let alone Zhong Yiqian.

    When the sky began to dim, people still failed to come back.Shen Xingzhou was a little numb as he drank cup after cup of coffee.He couldn't even figure out why Zhong Yiqian didn't return all night.Could it be that you just want to see him suffer?

    Obviously what he said before was so good, but turned around and changed again.

    Shen Xingzhou felt more and more that he didn't know much about Zhong Yiqian.Otherwise, how could a person's personality change so quickly, making people overwhelmed.

    It was dawn in a blink of an eye, and Shen Xingzhou was too tired to go to work, so he had to take a day off to catch up on sleep at home.

    The news sent to Zhong Yiqian went nowhere, and Shen Xingzhou was thinking about it even before going to bed.But unexpectedly, Zhong Yiqian came back when Shen Xingzhou was not asleep yet.

    "Brother Shen, why are you at home?" Zhong Yiqian saw Shen Xingzhou in the bedroom, with dark circles under his eyes and obvious fatigue, obviously he didn't sleep much.

    Shen Xingzhou raised his eyelids, and when he saw Zhong Yiqian's appearance, his drowsiness suddenly disappeared. He struggled to get up, "I stayed up all night and asked for leave."

    "So that's the case, then you should have a good rest." Zhong Yiqian said.

    "Zhong Yiqian." Shen Xingzhou walked over, facing Zhong Yiqian without any panic, his eyes were full of puzzlement, "Why don't you come home these days? I stayed up all night waiting for you last night, but you only came back during the dayCome back. Is it like this every day recently, not returning at night and returning during the day, in order to avoid me?"

    "Is it because I said I like you? It made you feel scared? You can tell me what concerns you have, and I will change everything I can. I have explained the kissing thing and apologizedYou accepted it back then, why are you avoiding me now?"

    "Sometimes I really don't understand what you're thinking, Zhong Yiqian." Shen Xingzhou felt wronged and annoyed, but he couldn't bear to lose his temper with Zhong Yiqian, the more he spoke, the more trembling his voice became.

    Zhong Yiqian did not expect that his deliberate indifference would make Shen Xingzhou almost collapse.He admitted that he wanted to test and tease him, but he didn't expect that he would feel so happy when he saw Shen Xingzhou's unlucky appearance.

    What's more, after Shen Xingzhou kissed him forcefully last time, he didn't want to live here even more.

    "Brother Shen, I'm sorry. It made you feel uncomfortable. I avoided you during this time not because I was afraid. It's because I wanted to be alone, and I wanted to figure out how I feel about you. If I stay with you all the time, I am afraid that I will misunderstand my feelings for you and let us have a wrong start. I am seriously considering our feelings. "

    However, when he opened his mouth, Zhong Yiqian changed his rhetoric.

    Shen Xingzhou was still in an uncomfortable mood, but after hearing these words, he instantly sobered up a lot.It was as if a dry man had tasted the nourishment of the spring rain. He was like a man praying for the rain, and the sun seemed to shine in front of him.

    "Then have you thought it through?" Shen Xingzhou asked nervously.

    Zhong Yiqian shook his head, "Not yet." Seeing Shen Xingzhou's lost look, he added, "But I think it will be soon."

    "That's good." The pent-up anger in Shen Xingzhou's heart was instantly relieved.

    With a smile on the corner of Zhong Yiqian's mouth, he took the initiative to touch the ends of Shen Xingzhou's hair, and said softly: "Brother Shen, go to bed first, and don't stay up all night in the future, your body can't bear it."

    Shen Xingzhou's heart was flustered by this action, but he still acted bravely on the surface, "It's okay, I'm in good health."

    Zhong Yiqian smiled and said nothing, and the two of them seemed to have regained their previous harmony.

    But probably only Shen Xingzhou thinks so.

    Zhong Yiqian's eyes were cold and gloomy, and his gaze fixed on Shen Xingzhou was also intricate.The implied emotions are beyond interpretation, only he knows it.

    But Shen Xingzhou was looking forward to the day when he and Zhong Yiqian could connect with each other, and fell asleep happily.

    Standing in front of Shen Xingzhou, staring at his sleeping face, Zhong Yiqian felt that this face was really not like Shen Gaolang's, it was much better, with more handsome features.The first time he met, he felt that if he hadn't known in advance, he might have admitted his mistake.

    A pair of bony hands slid across Shen Xingzhou's face, and there was no cherishment in his eyes, only endless coldness and raging hatred.

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