Zhong Yiqian knew what Shen Xingzhou liked to eat and what he didn't like to eat.Now he is deliberately trying to please, and everything he cooks is what Shen Xingzhou likes to eat.

Shen Xingzhou saw Zhong Yiqian wearing an apron, busy in the kitchen, and immediately recalled pulling him back to the past.Even if the German chef was standing by, he didn't want to eat, he just wanted to eat what Zhong Yiqian made.

It's a pity that during the time they were together, Zhong Yiqian cooked very few times.

When Zhong Yiqian brought it to him, he smiled expectantly, "Brother Shen, come and eat."

Shen Xingzhou had no reason to refuse, he was indeed hungry.

Shen Xingzhou took the chopsticks from Zhong Yiqian and buried himself in eating.However, he didn't say a word, he could only feel a strong gaze staring at him to eat, "Aren't you going to eat?"

Zhong Yiqian shook his head and said with a smile: "I'm not hungry, you can eat."

Shen Xingzhou shrugged, he pretended he didn't see Zhong Yiqian.Continue to eat like no one else.

He likes the food, but don't know if the seasoning in Germany is different from that in China. The taste is always weird, but it is not unacceptable.He was hungry all day, and he swept half of the three dishes he cooked, with a satisfied face.

"Is it delicious?" Zhong Yiqian asked, his eyes soft and affectionate.

Shen Xingzhou didn't look up at Zhong Yiqian, he just said truthfully: "It's delicious." He always thought that Zhong Yiqian's cooking was delicious, but he was unwilling to cook for him.

He suddenly felt that Zhong Yiqian would only take him seriously when his relationship hadn't started and was about to end.

Such a person really doesn't understand love.

Zhong Yiqian watched Shen Xingzhou take the medicine he brought one mouthful at a time, and he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Brother Shen, just put the bowl down, someone will clean it up, you don't need to do it." Zhong Yiqian said, leading Shen Xingzhou to the room on the second floor.

Shen Xingzhou was led by him, and he didn't even know where he took him. He hadn't visited the upstairs room since he woke up.Zhong Yiqian grabbed his hand with little strength, but he couldn't break free.He staggered up the stairs with him...

"Zhong Yiqian, what did you bring me here for?"

Not knowing why, Shen Xingzhou looked at this room that looked like a utility room.There are a lot of things, but they are well organized.There are small labels on each shelf. If you look carefully, it is a label of age.

Qianqian children: 0-3 years old.Little Yiqian: 4 to 7 years old.

This handwriting looks too one-stroke, and it doesn't seem to be written by a Chinese.But the handwriting on the label pasted on the shelf at the back has changed, and the vigorous strokes are nothing like the previous words.

But the handwriting has changed, and there are many fewer things on the shelf.

Zhong Yiqian randomly picked up a box, which contained a pacifier, which had been bitten apart, but was still kept by the owner.

"My mother has the habit of collecting, and she accompanied me every day when I was a child." Zhong Yiqian murmured in a low voice, he also let go of Shen Xingzhou's hands, and began to introduce the things here silently.

Big and small, valuable or not.As long as it is collected here, it is meaningful.

"Actually, she didn't accompany me until I was 7 years old." Zhong Yiqian sighed, "I wrote it myself for the next few years... When I was 5 years old, she divorced my dad and left China."

"She also wanted to take me to Germany, but she was a woman and a foreigner at the time, and she used my father for food, clothing and housing. The court ruled that she could not raise me alone, so she returned to Germany."

Shen Xingzhou's breathing was unsteady, this was the first time Zhong Yiqian told him about his mother.He had always wanted to hear it, but never had the chance to hear it.It comes from Zhong Yiqian's secret that has been hidden in his heart for so many years.

"She promised me that she would come back to see me every year. But since my father got married, she never came again. That woman came into my house with a big belly. My father said they were a business marriage. II don't believe it. My dad just betrayed the relationship with my mom and fell in love with another woman."

Zhong Yiqian picked up one of her medals from the children's piano competition, "She won this medal by accompanying me in piano lessons one by one."

Zhong Yiqian's light brown hair hangs over his ears, blocking most of his sight.Touching the medal in his hand also became soft, he should be missing himself when he was a child.

Shen Xingzhou always makes up his mind again, seeing Zhong Yiqian like this still feels distressed and uncomfortable, "It's all over..."

"After my mother returned to Germany, she knew everything that happened in the country, and she completely believed that my father was a businessman through and through, and only had his interests in his eyes. After returning to Germany, her health became worse and worse, and she died here alone."

Zhong Yiqian couldn't go on talking, all he knew was what the former German housekeeper told him.

He was also a child back then, even if he hated it, he was too young and powerless.

Shen Xingzhou pursed his lips, he could feel Zhong Yiqian's body trembling.Letting him recall this past event seems to be more uncomfortable than letting him go up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of fire. The wounds that healed in the past were once again opened and exposed.

"Your mother is looking at you in the sky and will pray for you." Shen Xingzhou said, he remembered that foreigners believed in Christianity very much, just like Zhong Yiqian said that his mother loves him so much, she must not be willing to let him be alone.

Zhong Yiqian shook his head, "That's not what I was thinking at the time... All I was thinking about is how can I let my father die, let the woman who took my mother's place die, and let their daughter get out of my house."

Shen Xingzhou couldn't help but pause, he couldn't believe that Zhong Yiqian's thoughts were so extreme at such a young age.

Zhong Yiqian has already said this, so he doesn't care to say more, he said: "I left home when I was in junior high school, and if I continue to stay in the home of the three of them, I will not be able to control myself. In the third grade, I deliberately set fire, intending to burn the woman to death. The housekeeper found out, even though the fire was extinguished with a fire extinguisher, no one called the police.”

"In the sixth grade, I made custard for my father under the guise of cooking. The bowl of custard is made of old aluminum. If you eat it, you will get metal poisoning."

Shen Xingzhou gasped, he couldn't imagine that such a young Zhong Yiqian had such terrifying thoughts in his mind, even as he got older, the thoughts became more and more undetectable.

"My dad ate custard and passed out that night. He was in shock on the road. The woman kept patting his face to prevent him from sleeping, but she didn't respond. I was sitting in the co-pilot at the time, and my heart was a little touched.None. Their yelling has nothing to do with me."

"No matter how uncomfortable and sad they are, it can't compare to my mother dying alone in Germany. This is their retribution..."

"But it was sent to the hospital too quickly. He didn't die. He just had his stomach washed. I can't blame me for this matter. After all, I also ate the custard, as long as it didn't touch the bottom contact surface.It'll be all right. Everyone thinks I've done it unintentionally."

The more Shen Xingzhou listened, the more he thought, "Yiqian, you were young at that time, and you didn't distinguish between good and evil. Although you did it on purpose, it didn't cause a catastrophe. Now that you have grown up, don't do these things to others.It's irresponsible to yourself."

He didn't want to see Zhong Yiqian go to prison for these unworthy people, it was obviously their mistake, and he shouldn't take revenge in this way.

Zhong Yiqian's face suddenly turned around, looking at Shen Xingzhou.

"Brother Shen, are you caring about me?" Zhong Yiqian smiled rarely.

Shen Xingzhou was a little embarrassed, his face darkened, "You have to be responsible for yourself."

He didn't say the word caring, but Zhong Yiqian said obediently, "Don't worry Brother Shen, I don't want to punish myself with other people's mistakes."

As Shen Xingzhou said, he has grown up, he will use other tricks and means to deal with them, and he is not in a hurry.

"It's best if you think so." Shen Xingzhou gradually relaxed.

Zhong Yiqian took Shen Xingzhou's hand again, put it on his lips and kissed it, "Brother Shen, I grew up on my own, and no one taught me how to love. Even my biological father, I only have hatred for him.", you are the first person I want to love. What happened before is my fault, can you try with me again and give me another chance? "

Shen Xingzhou looked into Zhong Yiqian's eyes, full of sincerity.He was thinking at the time, the colors in these pupils must not be fake.

Just like what Zhong Yiqian said, the environment in which he grew up when he was a child made Zhong Yiqian not know how to love. He only knew it before, but he never understood it.Zhong Yiqian talked to him so much today, and he fully understood why Zhong Yiqian didn't want him to see his family.

Because in Zhong Yiqian's heart, those people are not his family at all.

The real family, Zhong Yiqian brought him here to meet.In Germany, in this house, everything is a woman's life.

"I... Let me think about it." Shen Xingzhou said hesitantly, he was a little shaken in his heart, but because he had paid too much and lost too much in the previous relationship with Zhong Yiqian, he was afraid to continue.

It's ridiculous to say that he would be afraid too.

He was also afraid that he would not have the courage to leave a second time...

In the past, he was reckless and paid too much.But now he has changed, he starts to think about it, and dare not make promises.

It doesn't matter if you say he is a coward, or you say he is a coward.He really didn't dare to take this step.

Zhong Yiqian smiled wryly, "Brother Shen, you still don't believe me."

"Yiqian, too many things have happened between us, you have to give me time to think about it."

Zhong Yiqian said aggrievedly: "Brother Shen, I'm sorry..."

Shen Xingzhou couldn't comfort Zhong Yiqian at all, he just blamed himself for investing too much in the previous relationship.

Zhong Yiqian hugged Shen Xingzhou's waist, and refused to let go no matter what.Breath sprayed on his neck, and Shen Xingzhou, who hadn't wanted to touch for a long time, felt as if his hair had exploded in an instant.

"Yiqian, let me go first." Sensing that something was wrong with him, Shen Xingzhou immediately asked Zhong Yiqian to let go.

But Zhong Yiqian hugged Shen Xingzhou as if he hadn't heard it, "Let me hug Brother Shen for a while, I haven't hugged you for a long time, I miss you so much."

They were all men, Shen Xingzhou immediately noticed the change in Zhong Yiqian, his scalp was numb and he wanted to push away, but Zhong Yiqian directly picked him up.

"Zhong Yiqian?!" Shen Xingzhou exclaimed, if he remembered correctly, he did not agree to reconcile just now.

"Brother Shen, I like you."

After saying this, Zhong Yiqian blocked all Shen Xingzhou's abuse with his lips.