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    Things continued to ferment on the Internet, but no one could post Miao Miao photos.On the contrary, most people started to know about Shen Xingzhou's true face, and there were more guesses about Shen Xingzhou.

    After all, with Zhong Yiqian's appearance, there has been no scandal in the entertainment circle for many years.I used to think that Zhong Yiqian kept himself clean and had no worldly desires.But didn't expect that it was a secret promise from heart long ago, and the object was still a man.

    After eating melons for more than half a month, no one found a photo of Shen Xingzhou.He only knew that his name was Shen Xingzhou and that he was a man, but he didn't know any other information.

    Zhong Yiqian knew that Shen Xingzhou had returned to City A, so he bought a plane ticket and flew back.He's not a follower, he just can't live without Shen Xingzhou, even if he looks at it from a distance, he can see Shen Xingzhou.

    As long as he recalls those five years now, he will collapse.Unbearable, how did I survive.This is how people are, once they meet something they desire, they desperately want to be by his side.

    After Shen Xingzhou and Bai Hanfei met, they were in a daze.

    His mind is full of what Bai Hanfei said about Zhong Yiqian's five years.He never thought that Zhong Yiqian would be so extreme, and he couldn't even imagine how Zhong Yiqian spent these five years.

    Although Zhong Yiqian was not a cheerful and outgoing character in the past, he never showed his extreme side, let alone suicide and self-mutilation.Just because he couldn't see him, it became like this after breaking up, why didn't Zhong Yiqian cherish him in the beginning.

    To be honest, he wasn't having a good time either.Before Miaomiao was born, he had to be busy with starting a business and go to the prenatal checkup by himself.It is difficult for a man to give birth, and it is even more unheard of. He himself gave birth to Miao Miao after walking through the gate of hell.

    Miao Miao was fostered by Duan Rui for a year before being taken back to him. From then on, the focus of his life was only on Miaomiao.

    Fortunately, he was accompanied by someone, and Zhong Yiqian was indeed alone.

    Zhong Yiqian stood downstairs where he and Shen Xingzhou used to live, not daring to go up.He knew that when Shen Xingzhou returned to City A a few days ago, he immediately went to see Bai Hanfei. Bai Hanfei has developed very well in the past few years, and he is not limited to the traditional legal industry, but has also extended his hands into other industries.

    The most important point is that Bai Hanfei has not been in love for so many years.The two of them had some feelings five years ago, if Shen Xingzhou hadn't been attracted by his illusion at that time, they might have gotten back together long ago.

    The cigarettes in Zhong Yiqian's hand were one after another, and the pack of cigarettes was exhausted at some point.

    There are always so many people coming and going around Shen Xingzhou, whether it was five years ago or now.For such a good person, there are many good choices around him, so there is really no need to choose him as a patient.

    Zhong Yiqian rubbed the extended scar on his wrist, his eyes were full of loneliness.

    He also felt that he was not worthy of reconciling with Shen Xingzhou.

    Downstairs in the community, Zhong Yiqian saw a familiar figure.It's Yu Zuo.

    Yu Zuo wore a mask and went upstairs directly. He was very familiar with the road, and he didn't care if he was being watched. His steps were eager, and he was running towards Shen Xingzhou.

    Zhong Yiqian's breathing stopped for an instant, and he knew that after Shen Xingzhou returned to City A, those people from before would come to him.Even though he knew that he was not worthy of reconciling with Shen Xingzhou, his desire to monopolize Shen Xingzhou did not decrease a bit.

    Shen Xingzhou talked with Yu Zuo on the phone and knew that Yu Zuo was coming.But the only thing he didn't expect was that just as Yu Zuo entered, the door rang again.

    Shen Xingzhou opened the door suspiciously, but the man standing outside the door had a gloomy expression, staring fixedly at Yu Zuo who was sitting on the sofa, "Get out, this is Shen Xingzhou's and I's home."

    Of course Yu Zuo is not the little idol who was at the mercy of others five years ago. He has been in the entertainment industry for a few years and is no longer afraid of Shen Xingzhou.

    "Brother Shen didn't let me go." Yu Zuo slumped Shen Xingzhou's arm in front of Zhong Yiqian, showing off his might, "Brother Shen doesn't like you, you go."

    Veins burst out on Zhong Yiqian's forehead, he had no reason to be kind to Yu Zuo.Seeing Yu Zuo in his and Shen Xingzhou's former home, he was going crazy with jealousy, but Shen Xingzhou didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.

    Zhong Yiqian said sharply: "Yu Zuo, don't think that your company can always protect you. You have been talking about your latest endorsement for more than half a year. As long as I say a word, the brand will replace people immediately. The material just finished filmingNo way, have you considered it?"

    Shen Xingzhou suddenly looked at Zhong Yiqian, his pupils shrank suddenly.

    "Am I afraid of you? If I was afraid of you, I wouldn't be openly against you!" Yu Zuo obviously didn't care about Zhong Yiqian's threat. He looked at Shen Xingzhou and leaned on Shen Xingzhou.

    Shen Xingzhou only felt that Zhong Yiqian's eyes were like poisonous snakes, stinging more and more.He was even more worried that Zhong Yiqian would affect Yu Zuo's future... Also, when he saw Zhong Yiqian's expression, he thought of what Bai Hanfei said to him.

    He took out his hand and said silently, "Yu Zuo and I are just reminiscing about the past."

    Yu Zuo roared: "Zhong Yiqian! Stop messing around! Can't you see that Brother Shen has been avoiding you? It's been five years, what the hell do you want? Can't you let Brother Chen go?Just start a new life, who wants to continue to entangle with you with a mental illness! Damn, I feel unlucky when I see you, what else can you do besides bring pain to Brother Shen?"

    Zhong Yiqian suddenly laughed softly, "Yu Zuo, very good. Save your words and tell your company boss again."

    Shen Xingzhou suddenly grabbed Zhong Yiqian's hand, "You, what do you want to do?"

    "It's nothing, just let him know the price of speaking out." Zhong Yiqian glanced at the two of them clasped hands, and Shen Xingzhou felt that his hands seemed to have touched flesh marks that were different from the skin, and then let them go as if they were burningup.

    Is that the scar of Zhong Yiqian's self-harm?Shen Xingzhou couldn't believe it.

    "Don't hide Yuzuo in the snow, it's not easy for him."

    Zhong Yiqian felt a dull pain in his heart, and his eyes were blurred, "You told me not to hide him, you love him so much...why don't you feel sorry for me? I was scolded so badly by him, why wouldn't you help me?I talk? It’s not easy for him, but easy for me?”

    Shen Xingzhou didn't answer, he didn't even look into Zhong Yiqian's eyes, he knew that Zhong Yiqian was crying, he could hear it through his voice.

    "Could it be that you don't feel bad about me being treated badly, but if I take revenge, I will become a villain?"

    Seeing that Shen Xingzhou didn't answer, Zhong Yiqian didn't stay long, wiped away his tears and left here.

    Shen Xingzhou felt as if he was suffocating, his mind was full of what Bai Hanfei said to him, and the scar he touched.There must be many similar scars on Zhong Yiqian's body, but they are all hidden by clothes...

    After being told by Zhong Yiqian, Shen Xingzhou and Yu Zuo were not in the mood to reminisce about the old days, and left here after a few hasty words.

    After Shen Xingzhou waited for Yu Zuo to leave, he held his phone and cried bitterly.The mobile phone page has been stuck on Zhong Yiqian's contact information, and he dare not dial it, nor can he.

    He rummaged through the house and found four half-empty bottles of sleeping pills, gauze, scissors, and disinfectant.

    Seeing these things, he seemed to see Zhong Yiqian who wanted to end his life.How desperate do you have to be to commit suicide?

    Thinking of Zhong Yiqian's angrily looking back when he left, Shen Xingzhou's heart throbbed in pain.

    This is all too painful, what should he do?Five years ago, he didn't know what to do, so he chose to escape. Unexpectedly, after five years of hiding, he still couldn't escape.Zhong Yiqian is more difficult to deal with than five years ago, at least five years ago he could leave without burden, but can he really do it now?

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