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    After seeing Zhong Yiqian's illness, the psychiatrist shook his head.It's like it's hopeless.

    Shen Xingzhou chased him out, "Doctor, what disease does he have, and how do I cooperate with the treatment?"

    "His situation is a bit complicated. He not only suffers from emotional disorders, but also suffers from severe separation anxiety. I will order three courses of treatment for him. The process is relatively long. You are his..."

    "Husband." Shen Xingzhou said.

    "Since he is an immediate family member, he needs to be with him more during his recovery. His emotional disorder is specifically manifested in his indifference to social relationships. If he is not treated, he may have antisocial tendencies. My suggestion is to spend more time with him.Be there, give him love, and awaken his love."

    Shen Xingzhou's complexion was heavy, almost as he had guessed.

    Zhong Yiqian's problem is serious, but it's not impossible to treat, just like the doctor said, he needs to be by his side.Since he was the one who brought Zhong Yiqian back, he has already decided to take responsibility to the end.

    When Shen Xingzhou returned to the ward again, Zhong Yiqian saw his expression and said, "I know my problem."

    Shen Xingzhou didn't say anything, but walked up to him and helped him peel an apple, "Heal your wounds well and receive treatment."

    Zhong Yiqian's injuries were serious, and it was too dark that day that he couldn't see clearly, so he found out only after going to the hospital for an examination.Zhong Yiqian had a lot of injuries, large and small, not only external injuries but also internal injuries, even the back of his head was opened, and he underwent an operation, and he woke up not long after.

    Those who walk on the road of crime, how could they show mercy to Zhong Yiqian.On the contrary, Zhong Yiqian has the ability to survive among this group of people.

    Along with Zhong Yiqian, there were ten other people who were unconscious in that room.None of the wounds on his body were minor, and there were guards outside the ward to handle it, so it was difficult for idlers to pass through.

    "Brother Shen..."

    Shen Xingzhou instructed: "Don't think about anything."

    Zhong Yiqian saw that Shen Xingzhou was busy for himself, but he could only stay on the hospital bed and could not move.He has not only physical wounds, but also psychological and spiritual wounds.He is a dilapidated person, how can a person like him let Shen Xingzhou take care of him?Shen Xingzhou is complete, but he is broken.

    Shen Xingzhou lived a very good and happy five years without him.It was he who had been entangled all this time that disturbed Shen Xingzhou's happy life.

    Zhong Yiqian looked at Shen Xingzhou, who was busy with himself, and felt very distressed. He should have thought of it... Shen Xingzhou deserves a better life, and a rotten person like him does not deserve to be with Shen Xingzhou.

    His past thoughts were too selfish.He thought that Shen Xingzhou's rejection of him was just a psychological effect, but recently he calmed down and found that Shen Xingzhou's rejection was right.

    He shouldn't bother Shen Xingzhou and Miao Miao with such a dilapidated body, he will not only drag them down, but also plant a time bomb beside them.

    When Shen Xingzhou was about to feed him, Zhong Yiqian turned his head away, the spoon just waited in mid-air, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Shen, I may never get better."

    The body is good, but the spirit may not be good, and the mind may not be good.

    Shen Xingzhou paused, "I know." He didn't count on the things that had been deeply rooted for more than two decades, and after several courses of treatment, he was ready for a protracted battle.

    Zhong Yiqian took a deep look at Shen Xingzhou, but he couldn't ask that sentence: If he doesn't get well all his life, can he stay with him for the rest of his life.

    Shen Xingzhou is such a good person, I'm afraid he will agree.But how could he have the heart to let Shen Xingzhou accompany him like this.

    Zhong Yiqian took the bowl by himself and finished the meal.It's almost time for Miao Miao to leave school, Shen Xingzhou went to pick up Miaomiao, and kissed his forehead before leaving, "I'll go pick up Miaomiao, if you have anything to do, go to the nurse, I'll be right back."

    Zhong Yiqian nodded.

    When Shen Xingzhou's figure disappeared at the entrance of the hospital, Zhong Yiqian staggered up and tore off all the threads hanging on his body.

    He had to go, he couldn't let Shen Xingzhou make the same mistakes again and again.Shen Xingzhou's heart is soft and he doesn't want to see others suffer.Seeing him like this moved her heart with compassion, saying that she wanted to take care of him just because she wanted to be responsible.Such a good person, he can't implicate Shen Xingzhou.

    No matter how much he was reluctant to part with Shen Xingzhou, he had to take this step.Shen Xingzhou deserved better, he couldn't give it.

    Thinking about it carefully, during the days when he and Shen Xingzhou were together, all he gave Shen Xingzhou was pain.Only Shen Xingzhou found happiness during the five years he was away, and he shouldn't disturb them.

    When Shen Xingzhou took Miao Miao to the hospital, the person on the hospital bed had disappeared.

    Shen Xingzhou looked at everything in front of him in disbelief, Zhong Yiqian was still injured and sick, where could he go!Why run?He said he would be by his side.

    Miao Miao asked, "Where is Uncle Zhong? Why is he missing?"

    There was sourness in Shen Xingzhou's eyes, "You go back to grandma's house first, and Dad goes to find Uncle Zhong. When you find Uncle Zhong, you can call him Dad instead and make him happy, okay?"

    Miao Miao nodded, and had long accepted that Zhong Yiqian was his future father.

    After Shen Xingzhou sent Miao Miao away, he called Zhong Youling, "Has Zhong Yiqian gone back?"

    "Isn't my brother in the hospital?"

    It seems that he didn't go back to Zhong's house either, Shen Xingzhou thought silently.

    "He's not here. Tell me the addresses of all his properties in City A, and I'll look for them one by one."

    Zhong Youling quickly sorted out an address form, "Brother Shen, you and my brother didn't quarrel, right?"

    "No quarrel." Shen Xingzhou looked at the form, with more than twenty addresses, he frowned, "I will tell you when I find him."

    Shen Xingzhou didn't know what kind of nerve Zhong Yiqian had, he pestered him to reconcile, and pestered him for so long.Now he agrees, and the man runs off again.Playing hard to get, Shen Xingzhou squeezed the steering wheel angrily, and when he found someone, he wanted to beat him to death.

    He rummaged through Zhong Yiqian's properties, looking for them one by one.The three caves of the cunning rabbit are talking about people like Zhong Yiqian, who are sick and dishonest.

    The last address is opposite to his home in City A.

    He remembered that the opposite door of his house used to be a couple, but after moving away, it was vacant for a long time.Unexpectedly, it was bought by Zhong Yiqian.

    He was also polite, and directly pressed the password to enter.There were still slippers worn out from the hospital at the door, and Shen Xingzhou closed the door vigorously.

    Zhong Yiqian fell on the bed, and opened his eyes in disbelief when he heard the door closing.

    "Brother Shen? Why are you here..."

    "Then where should I be?" Shen Xingzhou gritted his teeth, wishing he could tear Zhong Yiqian to pieces right away, but his heart softened after seeing this unlucky situation.

    Zhong Yiqian's eyes dodged: "You shouldn't have come."

    "Zhong Yiqian, don't you think I'm good, so you just like to fight against me." Shen Xingzhou came to a conclusion, and laughed angrily, "When I told you to get out, when I told you not to pester, you just didn't like it.I mean, I wish I could tell in my ear every day how much I regret how much I love me. Now I promise you to reconcile, and you play this game with me again. What do you want to do?"

    Zhong Yiqian didn't expect that Shen Xingzhou would interpret his behavior as such, but he couldn't refute it instantly, it was indeed so in the eyes of others.

    "I just want you to have a good life..." Zhong Yiqian finished in a low voice, and coughed for a long time, choking blood in his mouth.

    Shen Xingzhou's heart suddenly rose, "If you don't fight against me, I'll be fine! Damn, you ran out of the hospital alone after being injured like this, don't you want to live? Go back to the hospital with me."

    "Brother Shen, I can go back to the hospital. But from now on...don't come to see me, just let me fend for myself."

    Zhong Yiqian didn't dare to hold Shen Xingzhou's hand, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to let it go.He had to take this step again. When he said this, his heart was bleeding. He really loves Shen Xingzhou.

    "Zhong Yiqian, I don't know what you are thinking right now. But you have to go back to the hospital with me. You want to fend for yourself. There is no way." Shen Xingzhou's tone was serious. He knew that Zhong Yiqian had always had a tendency to self-harm, so he changed his illness for Zhong YiqianWhen he was uniformed, he saw the scars on his body, which was shocking.So what Zhong Yiqian said about self-destruction is true, and he must stop it.

    "Brother Shen, you deserve better. I shouldn't disturb your normal life anymore. I have mental and mental problems. I'm not a normal person... You shouldn't be with me."

    "I just figured it out now?" Shen Xingzhou snorted lightly, "But it's too late for you to think about it, I've already made a decision. Since I agree to make peace with you, I won't leave you alone."

    "Brother Shen...you will regret it. You are just soft-hearted for a moment. If you regret it later, I...what should I do. "

    Zhong Yiqian finally expressed his concerns, he didn't even dare to look at Shen Xingzhou.While he still has reason, he should reluctantly let go.

    "Zhong Yiqian, you are right, I was indeed temporarily soft-hearted." Shen Xingzhou sighed.

    Zhong Yiqian pursed his lips. What he knew was that Shen Xingzhou was very kind-hearted. He guessed it right, but he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.

    "But you also forgot one thing, forget how deep my love for you was at the beginning." Shen Xingzhou continued, he took Zhong Yiqian's hand and put it on his cheek, "This love has been from five years ago to nowstill exists."

    "Brother Shen, you are not trying to coax me..."

    Zhong Yiqian couldn't believe it, his hand touched Shen Xingzhou's cheek, it was soft and delicate.He had never dreamed of such a scene in his dreams, Shen Xingzhou was tender to him, telling him that he liked it.

    "It's not coaxing you. It's true." Shen Xingzhou asked Zhong Yiqian to raise his head, "You just said that I am soft-hearted, but besides soft-hearted, there is also heartache. I don't want to see you continue to torment yourself, if you can promise me to treat you well, I will reconcile with you. Don’t you want to get married? Go get the certificate when you recover from your injury. Miao Miao will no longer call you Uncle Zhong, she will call you Dad instead. Let’s live a good life as a family.”

    Zhong Yiqian's tears flowed instantly, he couldn't believe it was real.He thought about it for so long, even thought that this life was wishful thinking, but at this moment it actually came true.

    "Brother Shen, is it true? Can I live with you?"

    Seeing Zhong Yiqian's eyes filled with tears, Shen Xingzhou was also a little moved.

    Shen Xingzhou: "As long as you receive the treatment well, don't deceive me and use me again. Treat the family with your sincerity, and what I just said will count. Otherwise, even if you are married, you can still get divorced."

    Zhong Yiqian shook his head and hugged Shen Xingzhou, "Don't divorce, I won't divorce. I am sincere to you and to my family. I will be a good husband and father."

    Shen Xingzhou touched Zhong Yiqian's hairy head, and when he finally returned to the hospital, he always felt like he had brought a giant baby.

    When the doctor saw Zhong Yiqian and Zhong Yiqian was lying on the hospital bed again, Shen Xingzhou dropped the big stone in his heart.

    "Brother Shen."

    "Ok."

    "Thank you."

    Thank you for accepting me again, thank you for giving birth to Miao Miao, thank you for not giving up on me.

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