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Chapter 71
Shen Xingzhou would accompany Zhong Yiqian for treatment every day, although after reuniting with Zhong Yiqian, the two of them never quarreled.But Shen Xingzhou always felt that Zhong Yiqian's state was not right...
It was as if he was afraid that he would leave if there was a quarrel.All things can be tolerated, and if you can hold back, try not to say anything.
Sometimes Shen Xingzhou would feel that he was too harsh.
This morning, in order to let Zhong Yiqian have breakfast, Shen Xingzhou's tone became a little anxious.Zhong Yiqian's complexion changed at that time, and he immediately sat at the front of the table and took a sip of soy milk.Shen Xingzhou felt that Zhong Yiqian was obedient, but there was always a weird feeling.
And the day before yesterday, he asked Zhong Yiqian to pick up Miao Miao from school, and he had dinner with clients until eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening.Asking Zhong Yiqian to pick him up, Zhong Yiqian's complexion was obviously not right, and the veins could be seen faintly, but he still took him back silently, without asking anything.
After Shen Xingzhou woke up the next day, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. Did Zhong Yiqian care about it?If he doesn't go home for one night, Zhong Yiqian won't ask him a question, or criticize him harshly?
He didn't say anything, he even felt that he was in love with a wood.
On this day, Zhong Yiqian planned to go to the hospital as usual.Shen Xingzhou originally agreed to go with him, but today he wanted to be uncharacteristic and wanted to see Zhong Yiqian's reaction.
"Go by yourself today, I have something to do." Shen Xingzhou said, he looked at Zhong Yiqian who had packed up in his pajamas, and it was useless to change clothes at all.
Zhong Yiqian was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't show anything wrong, and his tone was flat: "Well, good."
Shen Xingzhou was furious, "Don't you ask me, what's the matter?"
"Don't ask, you are busy with work recently, so go first."
Zhong Yiqian was about to put on his shoes and leave, but Shen Xingzhou asked loudly behind him: "If I say that my so-called work is not work, what about going to other places to meet other people?"
As soon as these words came out, Zhong Yiqian's expression finally changed.The sharp eyes burst out with a cold light that hit Shen Xingzhou's face, but it was only for a moment, and then disappeared into nothingness.The drooping eyes covered all the emotions, squirmed his lips, and struggled to say: "If it's your choice, I will support..."
Shen Xingzhou became angry, "What will happen? How dare you say these two words! Zhong Yiqian, what's wrong with you? You refused to meet me and Yu Zuo Bai Hanfei before, but now you don't stop me if I find someone else. What on earth do you want?"What do you mean, do you not love me anymore! You only got back together because of Miaomiao."
Zhong Yiqian's expression fluctuated, and finally there was a big fluctuation, and he quickly explained: "I just don't want to make you sad, I don't want you to feel that I'm always restraining you. If this is your choice, if it can make you feel happy,I support you……"
Shen Xingzhou was choked immediately, he didn't like Zhong Yiqian messing around with him, but he wasn't so indifferent.With Zhong Yiqian's attitude, he still looked timid after being questioned by him, as if he was afraid that he would leave in the next second, and had no choice but to agree to all his requests.
After being angry for a long time and enduring it for a long time, Shen Xingzhou blurted out: "Are you a fucking idiot?"
Zhong Yiqian raised his eyes in confusion.
Shen Xingzhou continued to scold: "We're reconciled, and we will be what we were when we were in love before. You don't have to feel that I will be unhappy if you refute my point of view, and I won't leave you because of being angry." After Shen Xingzhou finished speaking, he continued.Glancing at Zhong Yiqian, he sighed and seemed to have made up his mind.
"Let's get married." Shen Xingzhou's voice became much gentler, he didn't want to get to know Zhong Yiqian as a sick person, since Zhong Yiqian was worried that he would run away, he gave Zhong Yiqian a reason why he would not leave.
Zhong Yiqian couldn't believe it, he glanced at Shen Xingzhou, opened and closed his mouth several times, "Really?"
"Really." Shen Xingzhou resigned to his fate. He used to think that the two of them lived together, and getting married was just a red book thing, not to mention that they already had Miao Miao, and they were going to live a lifetime.
But Zhong Yiqian didn't think so, and was always cautious because he was always afraid that he would leave.So he wants to give Zhong Yiqian a sense of security, if marriage can bring Zhong Yiqian a sense of security, he is willing.
"Brother Shen..." Zhong Yiqian's eyes were moist, and he threw himself towards Shen Xingzhou, the moment his tears got close to Shen Xingzhou, his tears rubbed onto Shen Xingzhou's cheeks, wet.
Shen Xingzhou's heart softened.
"Brother Shen, I actually... don't want you to find someone else at all. I don't want you to go home so late at all. I miss you so much every day, and I want you to be by my side. But you always haveThere are so many things, I can only endure. I am afraid that if I say it, it will affect our relationship, and we finally got back together... What if you are disappointed in me again. "
Zhong Yiqian held Shen Xingzhou in his arms, and this was the first time he confided what was in his heart during this period of time.
Shen Xingzhou sighed, it was exactly the same as his guess.He proposed marriage, so it was correct.
"I'm afraid that you will leave me, and that you will think that I have become the old Zhong Yiqian again. You hate him, and I hate him too."
Shen Xingzhou stroked Zhong Yiqian's head, in his arms like some kind of large canine animal, still shedding tears.
"Whether it's you in the past or you in the present. It's all you. I don't hate it, and I never hated it." He has always had a clear love and hate. If he doesn't like Zhong Yiqian, he won't wrong him and get back together.
"Brother Shen, thank you..."
Shen Xingzhou patted Zhong Yiqian on the back, "Go, get the certificate on the way to the hospital."
Zhong Yiqian was unexpected, but quickly accepted.For him, it would be best to establish a relationship with Shen Xingzhou as soon as possible.Nodding heavily, his eyes are obviously brighter than before.
Shen Xingzhou looked at the corners of Zhong Yiqian's lips in the driver's seat, and always felt that he had been cheated, so he couldn't hold back.Whenever Zhong Yiqian felt wronged or wronged, he surrendered.
The Civil Affairs Bureau has a very long line to obtain the certificate, and there are many same-sex couples among them.Because Zhong Yiqian is a star, he is very eye-catching.
It was awkward for Shen Xingzhou and Zhong Yiqian to stand together under such scrutiny, but Zhong Yiqian was a star and was used to being stared at.He wrapped his arms around Shen Xingzhou from behind, and reminded, "Brother Shen, we're almost here."
Shen Xingzhou tidied up his appearance, put on the prepared white shirt, took out the mirror and smiled stiffly.
"You two newcomers, it's your turn."
Zhong Yiqian stretched out his hand and led Shen Xingzhou to the photo booth.
Shen Xingzhou, who is usually nervous, became nervous for no reason. The camera was right in front of him, and he didn't know how to smile for a while.
"Brother Shen, don't be nervous."
The two of them held hands off the stage, and Shen Xingzhou could feel Zhong Yiqian's unceasing love, and when he raised his head again, the tension disappeared.
The red book was received on the same day, and Shen Xingzhou usually didn't care about the couples who issued marriage certificates in Moments, but today he finally experienced this feeling.
A man with his character is actually married.
In the photo, there are two men with handsome faces and happy smiles.Shen Xingzhou didn't even realize that his eyes were so soft.He knew in his heart that he would be so happy only if he married Zhong Yiqian.
Sitting back in the car, Shen Xingzhou felt an impulse in his heart.The cover of the little red book became hot when he touched it, and his heart beat even more excitedly. He couldn't wait to kiss Zhong Yiqian's lips, not caring at all about the news that the big star had received his license today, and there were a bunch of paparazzi taking pictures.
He just wanted to confirm, Zhong Yiqian, his future partner, his man.
Zhong Yiqian was obviously stunned by the sudden kiss.
"Brother Shen, this is the first time you... have kissed me so actively since we got back together for so long."
After they get back together, even if it is doi, kissing is just a spice, a formulaic process.There was no kiss involved, but the kiss just now was different, as if starting from this kiss, everything in the body was activated.
Shen Xingzhou grabbed Zhong Yiqian's collar and breathed lightly, "What's kissing you? With this, your future is mine."
"Brother Shen..." Zhong Yiqian's eyes were obviously expectant, and he wished he could rush over immediately.But I have to go to the hospital in a while, so I can only endure it.
"Zhong Yiqian, I actually didn't complete what I said this morning." Shen Xingzhou may have obtained the certificate today, and he felt emotional in his heart, wanting to shake off his own thoughts.
"What words?"
"I don't hate you, never. I like you, I love you. Even though we had a lot of trouble at that time, I never stopped loving you. So I will apply for the certificate today, and I will not regret it. This marriage certificate is rightIt’s a new beginning for us, so cherish it.”
"I will cherish it..." Cherish this hard-won opportunity.
As long as Zhong Yiqian thinks back to the five years he has experienced alone, the fear deep in his heart will increase.He can only be cured if he stays by Shen Xingzhou's side forever.
The psychiatrist said that his mentality has gradually improved recently, but he actually knows the reason, and only Shen Xingzhou is his good medicine.
He can't let go.
The author has something to say:
The end of Sprinkling Flowers ~ The story of Shen Xingzhou and Zhong Yiqian has come to an end!Thank you for your company!
The next book will be "Why Don't You Bend Me" University campus romance, sweet text, bamboo horse bamboo horse~