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    When Tong Sui was woken up, there were still undried tears in the corners of his eyes, hanging on his thick black eyelashes, his lips seemed a little swollen for some reason, and there was a little red mark on his snow-white chin, like fingerprints.

    The nurse was stunned for a few seconds, "Did you have a nightmare again last night? If necessary, the doctor can prescribe some sleep aid medicine for you."

    "No thanks."

    Tong Sui's head was groggy, but he didn't feel any particularly strong discomfort in his body, but only after tearing off the loose collar in the bathroom, he saw various marks on his body.

    His head seemed to have been hammered, and he froze for a few seconds before lifting the hem of his clothes.

    The large and small traces are unevenly distributed, and are densest in certain positions.

    In an instant, Tong Sui gushed out the feeling of moist and cool breath on his body, and his soul seemed to be floating in the air, unable to escape as if there would never be an end in sight.

    He smashed the mirror a little self-destructively.

    How did that thing have the face to say that he liked it? He was so disgusted that he was about to throw up.

    Tong Sui turned on the shower, and vigorously scrubbed the various marks on his body with a towel. His arrogant actions would only make those marks look more vivid.

    I don't know how long it took to clean, Tong Sui glanced at himself in the mirror, broke his defense instantly, threw away the towel and changed into clothes, covering himself tightly with the hospital gown.

    Due to the delay in taking a bath in the morning, Tong Sui walked slowly to the cafeteria, which was mostly empty, and most of the patients had already eaten and left.

    When Tong Sui walked in, a figure ran towards him.

    The face that repeatedly brought him nightmares at night reappeared, making Tong Sui's original chaotic cognition momentarily confused.

    He subconsciously took half a step back.

    Pei Xiang rushed to nothing, looked at him pitifully, "Tong Sui?"

    Tong Sui came back to his senses and met those eyes, full of love last night.At this moment, Yu's eyes were only blank. He seemed sad and puzzled why he was avoided.

    This made Tongsui sober up a lot, he was really crazy to misidentify the fake and the genuine one.

    But really like it.

    Except for the expression, they are almost exactly the same.

    Tong Sui opened his mouth, his voice hoarse, "Sorry, I didn't have a good rest last night."

    Pei Xiang instantly turned into a concerned face.

    Afraid that he would think too much, Tong Sui hurriedly said, "I'm so hungry, have you eaten yet?"

    Pei Xiang ran away in a hurry, and after a while, he took the prepared meal and handed him the chopsticks.

    He should have eaten and waited for himself.

    Tong Sui shook his head, don't get dizzy, how could he misread Pei Xiang.

    After Tongsui hastily finished his breakfast, he came to the activity room.

    Probably because he didn't have a good rest and his face was a little pale, Wen Jian looked at him worriedly, "Are you okay, you don't seem to be in good spirits."

    There have been no deaths in the past two days, so the sudden calm will appear abnormal.

    Xiao Shen said: "Will that thing still appear at night?"

    At the mention of this name, Tong Sui twitched his lower eyelashes and nodded slowly.

    Wen Jian and Xiao Shen looked at each other with complicated expressions.

    "Did it do anything to you?" Wen Jian asked.

    Tong Sui's ears were slightly burning, so he was naturally embarrassed to say such outrageous and absurd things, so he pretended to be calm and said: "It's just harassment, I just don't have enough sleep, just make up for it later."

    "That's good." Wen Jian breathed a sigh of relief, "Then you should have a good rest today, we have almost searched all the suspicious corners of the nursing home, and I believe we will have a way to get out soon."

    Tong Sui was encouraged by these words, and he would soon be able to take Pei Xiang away from this strange place.

    When they were talking, they didn't notice that Pei Xiang, who was sitting beside him writing and drawing on paper, silently squeezed his palms tightly.

    The same words were written all over the paper.

    [Don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me, don't leave me...]

    The black font is so powerful that it is about to cut through the paper, covering the entire paper, making people feel inexplicably horrified.

    Free time outdoors in the morning.

    Tong Sui squinted his eyes at the glare of the sun. Patients in twos and threes were playing with various sports equipment, and hot particles rolled in the air and slapped him on the face.

    "So hot."

    He wished he could turn around and go back upstairs immediately.

    Suddenly his vision dimmed, and Tong Sui turned his head to see Pei Xiang holding his coat over his head to shield him from the sun.

    The fragrance of the bath liquid that had been exposed to the sun seemed to carry Pei Xiang's temperature, and suddenly felt that the glaring light was not so annoying.

    Tong Sui said: "Go and play, I'll go under that tree to catch up on my sleep."

    Pei Xiang didn't leave, but followed him stubbornly to cover the sun for him all the way.

    In fact, Tong Sui is not so delicate.

    When he walked under the shade of the tree, Pei Xiang quickly spread his coat on the grass and motioned him to sit down.

    Pei Xiang himself sat directly on the grass.

    Tong Sui was indeed a bit of a clean freak, so he sat on Pei Xiang's coat after thinking about it.

    Not long after sitting down, Tong Sui closed his eyes and felt sleepy.

    With nothing to lean on, his head seemed uncomfortable bit by bit in mid-air.

    Pei Xiang moved towards Tong Sui, and when Tong Sui lowered his head next time, he brought his shoulders closer.

    Tong Sui leaned against his shoulder, found the point of strength, and leaned towards Pei Xiang's direction.

    Pei Xiang stretched out his hand and hugged Ren Xuxu in his arms. Tong Sui had no intention of waking up, and was not wary of his approach. Instead, he calmly found a suitable place and calmed down.

    Why is there such a big difference in attitude despite having the same face?

    Is it because he has this human shell?

    Pei Xiang's hand holding Tong Sui's forearm tightened unconsciously, until the person in his arms snorted softly and frowned, "It hurts."

    Suddenly, Pei Xiang came back to his senses and withdrew his strength.

    There was a reddish finger mark on Tong Sui's arm, and it was easy to leave marks.

    He lowered his head, buried the tip of his nose in the flamboyant red hair, and took a deep breath.

    Carrying green grass, sunlight and the special fragrance of childhood, Hei Wu was so agitated that he wanted to take a step closer, but was held back by the rationality in the shell.

    When Tong Sui woke up, he looked at Pei Xiang with intense concentration, and he didn't know how long he stared at him.

    He's supposed to sleep well.

    Wait, Tong Sui suddenly realized why he was in Pei Xiang's arms.

    He quickly straightened up and stepped back, coughing twice with red cheeks.

    Obviously he should take care of others, why did Pei Xiang take care of him instead?

    Tong Sui blushed for a while, and hurriedly returned the coat to Pei Xiang, "I'll go wash my face, if I still press you down next time, you wake me up."

    After Tong Sui walked away, Pei Xiang stood in the corridor, his eyes fell on the coat in his hand.

    It still has the body temperature of a child.

    Pei Xiang lowered his head and sniffed the fragrance left on the fabric. A completely different fragrance made him unable to maintain his basic form, and the black mist covered him and swayed wildly.

    The sound of water behind him stopped.

    Tong Sui washed his face vigorously, water droplets hung on his rosy face, and walked out.

    Pei Xiang stood obediently and waited for him, but there was still a bit of unconcealed dryness in his eyes.

    Tong Sui didn't notice any abnormality in him.

    But after he walked by, a wisp of black mist gently entangled him.

    Tong Sui's footsteps stopped.

    He felt the familiar coolness that slid over his neck, but when he turned his head to observe, he saw nothing.

    Pei Xiang looked at him blankly.

    Tong Sui touched his neck, could it be that he was oversensitive.

    The thing hadn't shown itself in daylight.

    Tong Sui finished today's activities and was hesitant when he was sent to the ward by the nurse.

    He's getting a little shady about being alone in this room.

    Before going in, Tong Sui suddenly said, "Can I apply for another room?"

    The nurse thought it was the young master's temper, and disliked the shabby ward, saying: "This is the ward with the best conditions in the nursing home."

    "I don't care about this," Tong Sui said, "I just don't want to live alone, I can change to any kind of room."

    He was naive with a glimmer of hope.

    Maybe it's because of the room.

    The nurse was silent for a while, "Okay, I need to submit an application to the higher authorities, and the procedures for changing wards will take some time, at least you have to stay here tonight."

    "sorry to bother you."

    Tong Sui bit the bullet and walked in. The first few days have passed smoothly, and it shouldn't be a problem to last another night.

    At worst, he won't sleep today.

    With such determination, Tong Sui repeated the same trick after taking a quick shower, drinking a full stomach of coffee.

    However, the upside-down sleep time in childhood has already made the body strongly protest the need to rest, and the little sleep during the day can only scratch the surface.

    Not long after, Tong Sui propped his head up and was about to fall asleep.

    Not lying down was his last stubbornness.

    At this time, the headlights above the head suddenly went out.

    Tong Sui was frightened all of a sudden, he opened his eyes and looked at the dark room in a daze.

    Is it a little too early for lights out today?

    Tong Sui realized that the temperature was dropping rapidly.

    His heartbeat accelerated involuntarily, and he turned his head as if sensing something.

    There was light on the balcony, but the light outside was blocked by a dark shadow.

    Tong Sui was stunned.

    The monster that would only appear in his half-dream and half-awake was walking towards him quickly.

    He was no different from a normal person, but he still had an inhuman gloomy aura, walked quickly as if eagerly, and came to Tong Sui in the blink of an eye.

    Tong Sui's body still had the memory of last night, he said in a cold voice, "Don't come here."

    He tried to raise his hand, and found that his limbs were not controlled this time, and now is a good opportunity for him to fight back.

    Tong Sui swung at the monster's face, because it was Pei Xiang's appearance, so he couldn't help restraining his strength a bit.

    The punch was like hitting cotton.

    The person in front of him turned into a black mist and faded away, and Tong Sui also fell forward with inertia.

    It's just that Tong Sui hasn't connected the bed sheet with his face, and a pair of hands that appeared out of thin air encircled him.

    Probably because was in a hurry, when the hands grew out, didn't have time to pay attention to the aesthetics, and grew a few more fingers and joints, and the San value began to drop at a glance.

    Tong Sui's hair stood on end, he would rather hit the ground than be touched by this kind of thing.

    "Don't touch me, it's disgusting."

    His cold words were like sharp knives, piercing into the monster's heart, and the black mist faded away like a tide and gathered in one place to transform into a human form again.

    "Don't hate me."

    He said in a jerky and mechanical voice.

    It was a weird feeling to see a monster with such a hurt expression.

    There is no thrill of victory in childhood.

    Instead, there will be a sour feeling, and he attributes all this to the fact that this thing will use Pei Xiang's skin to confuse his cognition.

    "You do this kind of thing to me, I not only hate you, but also want to never see you."

    "I disgust and hate you."

    Hei Wu stood there, seemingly unable to understand why lips that were so soft and sweet to kiss could say such cruel words.

    Every word fell on his heart.

    He didn't want to hear it anymore, he wanted to block the voice.

    Tong Sui watched as the black mist continued to twist and expand, and the surrounding temperature dropped rapidly.

    His face turned pale, and beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.

    Could it be that what he said just now enraged the black mist?

    However, last night he obviously said more and more exaggerated things...

    Tong Sui was a little panicked, he won't be killed tonight.

    He backed away until he reached the head of the bed with nothing to retreat.

    It had crawled to the end of the bed and stretched out its hands—the deformed hands were gone, replaced by a pair of beautiful and flawless hands that could be called works of art.

    But Tong Sui didn't notice half of the beauty.

    Because all of this is false, including this layer of skin on it.

    Tong Sui's ankles were bone-chillingly cold, and it grabbed him.

    "It's cold."

    He couldn't help shivering.

    Not long after Tong Sui's voice fell, the coldness on the ankle gradually warmed up, it was not his illusion, the hand felt like a normal person's heat.

    Tong Sui frowned.

    "Like it?" the monster asked.

    He seems to be very obsessed with imitating, even adjusting his body temperature, making himself infinitely closer to a normal person, but the more he does this, the more frightened he is.

    He tried his best to kick the hand away.

    But when he raised his foot, he was quickly grabbed by its other hand. In the face of unknown forces, all the struggles were pale and ridiculous.

    Tong Sui could only watch his sticky eyes fall on his feet, as if being run over by a reptile's tongue, leaving invisible marks.

    He frowned, his eyelashes trembling.

    There is no humble concept of behavior in the monster's world, it just thinks that those snow-white feet are beautiful, and it will only do things according to its intuition.

    This is a very bottomless flattery.

    Tong Sui clenched his fists, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't retract his legs, and his voice trembled slightly, "No matter what you do, it's useless, I don't like you."

    This sentence stimulated one of its nerves again, and it repeated mechanically: "You like mine, you like me, you like it."

    It said it as if to prove this point, and started to use its own way, approaching more boldly than yesterday.

    Tong Sui wanted to push it away, but found that he didn't know when it started, and he became unable to move again as before.

    He was a little angry, "Go away, you only use this trick? What else can you do besides making me unable to move?"

    "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he said apologetically, but instead of obediently rolling away, he moved closer, breathing like a normal person on Tong Sui's face.

    Childhood feels heavy on the lips.

    No one said sorry words while kissing forcefully, because he forgot the idea of not being able to use normal thinking.

    Tong Sui felt that his lips were being pecked carefully, even the skin around his mouth should have turned red, and then he began to try to pry his mouth open.

    The room became very quiet after his cursing was gone, so quiet that only their voices could be heard.

    Tong Sui's eyes were hot, and the disgust in his heart reached its peak, but his body seemed to completely accept the approach of this thing.

    He was going crazy.

    Tong Sui didn't believe that he was such a person, so he was flustered and afraid.

    It must be that this monster is too good at pleasing people, or it used some special means for him.

    Tong Sui's lips were reddened and hot from being kissed repeatedly, and the monster's clumsy voice was still heard in his ears, saying that his mouth was soft and sweet, words that made toes tingle.

    How could this guy mutter without changing his face.

    Tong Sui blushed and couldn't listen anymore, "Shut up, don't say any more."

    "Sorry……"

    "Don't even mention these three words!"

    Tong Sui couldn't stand listening to him being sorry while acting recklessly.

    Are you sorry?

    He doesn't accept it at all!

    Tong Sui waited for a while, but did not hear any new movement. He took a closer look and found the dull and confused look on his face.

    I don't know what to think.

    But soon, he seemed to have figured out something.

    The way Tong Sui looked at him became more and more strange, and the sixth sense started to call the police, and quickly warned: "Don't mess around, or I will really hate you forever."

    His words made those gloomy eyes sad and confused for a moment, but they quickly regained their firmness.

    There is one thing that must absolutely be done.

    He wants to engrave the fragrance of childhood in his body.

    He stepped back a little, bowing his back like an arched bridge.

    Looking at those deep eyes, Tong Sui's Adam's apple rolled up and down nervously.

    "what you up to?"

    no respond.

    But Tong Sui had already vaguely guessed it.

    Judging from his various behaviors at the beginning, no matter what Tong Sui said now, it is impossible to cancel his decision.

    Tong Sui didn't understand why he did this at all, and for what, he didn't even know how he got into this thing.

    The hot sweat from the forehead oozes out and wets the temples, strands of wet hair stick to the skin, revealing red eyebrows and eyes.

    The surrounding temperature is so cold that it can't affect Tong Sui at all, and the focus distance and the picture can't be distinguished clearly in the field of vision that is wet with sweat and tears.

    The person in front of him had a face he was all too familiar with.

    "Pei Xiang..."

    He uttered the name, slowly raised his hand that he didn't know when he would regain his freedom, and touched the top of the hair of the person in front of him, the slight thorn in the palm of his hand felt extremely real.

    The originally crumbling rationality collapsed instantly, he couldn't figure out who was in front of him, his body had already broken free from the restraints and began to immerse himself in it.

    the next day.

    Tong Sui woke up and realized what happened last night, and sat there in a daze for a long time.

    In the end, he didn't know how he got out, he was in a trance, and his complexion was even uglier than yesterday.

    The whole person seemed to have been sucked by a monster.

    But the fact is similar, the action of that thing last night surfaced before his eyes again.

    Tong Sui's face turned pale again.

    Suddenly, a pair of hands hugged him tightly from behind, and a familiar smell came over him.

    Tong Sui stood up in a jerk all of a sudden.

    When he turned his head and saw Pei Xiang's innocent face, his guilt and guilt reached the peak for a moment, and he almost didn't dare to look directly into those eyes.

    "Morning, morning."

    Tong Sui looked at it a few more times, and those eyes would unconsciously appear in his mind, with a sickly twisted infatuation, red lips, and would do anything to please him regardless of the lower limit.

    And he couldn't drive him away, but he didn't have any physical aversion to this disgusting behavior.

    Tong Sui has deep doubts about himself, he obviously hates some touches that exceed distance, why doesn't it work on that thing?

    Seeing his absent-minded look, Pei Xiang arched his head anxiously, "Tong Sui."

    The slightly tangled hair made Tong Sui retract his hand.

    Last night his fingers were deep in the hair, and he could still remember the feeling of it tightening because of too much emotion.

    Tong Sui couldn't help but took a few steps back, "Pei Xiang, can you go further away first? I might need some time to calm down."

    Pei Xiang couldn't understand why, he stood there like an abandoned child.

    But Tong Sui didn't have the energy to comfort him.

    He and the nurse applied for discomfort and needed to go to the infirmary for treatment alone, and left the activity room.

    Tong Sui lay on the bed in the infirmary and rested for a day with his eyes closed. He tried to fall asleep, but he remained in a light sleep state.

    In the afternoon, the nurse informed him, "Your application for changing wards has been approved."

    There was joy in Tong Sui's eyes.

    "That's great, can I move in today?"

    "Okay," the nurse said, "Then let's go now, we may not be able to catch up later."

    "OK."

    Tong Sui thought that if he stayed away from that ward, he would stay away from this bottomless harassment, just like a wish that was so beautiful that he deceived himself.

    As the footsteps walked away, Tong Sui felt more and more familiar with the direction they were going in.

    "Wait, who lives in my new ward?"

    The nurse said: "Pei Xiang, I think you have a good relationship with him, and it happened that his ward was empty, so I arranged for you to go there."

    Tong Sui's footsteps stopped and it was a bit difficult to ride a tiger. He would have accepted it gladly before, but after all these harassments, the last thing he wants to face now is Pei Xiang.

    But he had no choice.

    Tong Sui brought in all his few things, and heard footsteps behind him.

    Pei Xiang walked in disappointed, his eyes lit up instantly after seeing him, and he wanted to rush up to hug him, but he seemed to think of Tong Suichen's attitude, he stood still and didn't dare to move, rubbing his trouser legs nervously.

    Tong Sui's mood was instantly complicated, because none of this had anything to do with Pei Xiang.

    He shouldn't have vented his emotions to Pei Xiang.

    "I'm staying here today, okay?"

    Pei Xiang nodded vigorously.

    He took the initiative to accept Tong Sui's salute, and began to work around, making Tong Suixin's bed fragrant and soft.

    This dilapidated ward is not as good as Tong Sui's original ward, but it makes Tong Sui feel more at ease.

    Tong Sui stood by the bed, "Pei Xiang."

    Pei Xiang raised his head, because of the hesitation just now, there were beads of sweat on his cheeks, and his eyes looked at him eagerly, with vitality and warmth.

    It's a completely different feeling from that dirty thing in the dark.

    Tong Sui said: "It's ok, there's no need to tidy up, you can go take a shower first."

    Pei Xiang nodded.

    After a while, he heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and a faint fragrance wafted over.

    In fact, Pei Xiang still has the ability to take care of himself, it seemed that he was too nervous before.

    Tong Sui relaxed and took off his shoes and socks.

    There were also marks on the originally fair instep, extending from the ankle to the calf, as if nowhere was spared.

    Tong Sui's mood, which had just recovered, fell to the bottom again, but he was already far away from that room, and there were people around him, so there should be no similar things tonight.

    With such thoughts in mind, Tong Sui also went to take a bath.

    There was nothing extra in the ward, only the bed and the cabinet, and he couldn't even watch TV to pass the time.

    Tong Sui was a bit bored, but Pei Xiang seemed to be in a good mood, his eyes shining brightly on him, as if he didn't know he was tired or bored.

    As the time passed, it was almost time to turn off the lights.

    Tong Sui was a little nervous.

    He didn't dare to close his eyes after lying down, and kept observing the surrounding environment.

    And the sound of Pei Xiang's even breathing came from the hospital bed not far from him, making the whole room more lively and not as cold and silent as before.

    Just when Tong Sui was relaxing, the familiar coolness blew in with the night wind.

    He suddenly rang the alarm bell, and before he could make a sound, his mouth was gagged, and he sank into the soft bed, the force on his lips was full of eager possessiveness.

    Tong Sui's eyelashes trembled and he clenched his teeth.

    How could you follow me again?

    Does this thing have to haunt him alone?

    After kissing on the lips for a while, feeling Tong Sui's rejection, he pinched Tong Sui's chin and turned the person's face away.

    Tong Sui saw Pei Xiang sleeping soundly in the dark.

    "You don't want to wake him up, let him see this scene."

    Tong Sui's Adam's apple rolled, swallowed and gave a weak whimper-like response.

    A hoarse chuckle came from the ear.

    "Then you have to cooperate well." Tong Sui only felt that something was stuffed into his mouth, like a finger, and said in a low voice: "Open your mouth."

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