Zhong Yuan put down the tofu, looked at Xu Xing for a while, and finally walked towards Xu Xing.

Zhong Yuan said, "Xu Xing, don't move."

Xu Xing just sat there not daring to move, watching Zhong Yuan come closer, Zhong Yuan's fingers touched Xu Xing's chin, Xu Xing already wanted to escape, but Zhong Yuan held his body tightly.

When Zhong Yuan was getting closer and closer but couldn't break free, Xu Xing thought it was over, his innocence, and then he saw Zhong Yuan bent over suddenly, coughing non-stop.

Zhong Yuan's skin was already fair and tender, this cough brought tears to his eyes, to the point where for the first time people ignored Little Yuan's force value and saw Little Yuan's slender body.

Zhong Yuan waved his hand: "No, it's disgusting."

Xu Xing;...

Well, I know you don't like men anymore, so don't use me as an experiment.

When Fu Fengqing came back, he saw Zhong Yuan coughing while drinking water. He helped Zhong Yuan calm down and asked, "What's the matter?"

Zhong Yuan drank the water, his eyes were still a little red from coughing, and he replied casually to Fu Fengqing: "I'm trying to see if I like boys."

Fu Fengqing's hands visibly paused, and he casually asked, "And then?"

"No, disgusting."

Fu Fengqing's eyelids drooped, restraining his emotions: "Then don't try again."

"Ok."

Zhong Yuan said casually: "Brother, you feed me baked buns, I'm choking on it."

Fu Fengqing fed Zhong Yuan the crispy steamed buns, and Zhong Yuan ate it naturally, accidentally biting Fu Fengqing's finger, and the tip of his tongue swept around Fu Fengqing's fingertips.

Fu Fengqing's spine was numb, and he let go of his hands, but Zhong Yuan didn't know it: "Brother, what's wrong?"

"fine."

"Oh."

"By the way, I can resume normal training tomorrow. There is still a competition, sorry for the delay."

Xu Xing joked while eating the barbecue: "Then Little Yuan will practice for 2 more hours tomorrow."

Lin Yin answered: "3 hours."

Xu Keshang said, "4 hours."

Xu Xing said again: "Five hours."

Zhong Yuan rubbed his hair: "If you think about it, I'll do it right away. I don't want to die suddenly."

Everyone laughed along with the fireworks of the barbecue.

Because there is still training tomorrow, everyone ate this meal and helped Little Yuan calm down, and then went back.

Zhong Yuan hugged the pillow and tossed and turned in the room, unable to fall asleep.

He said he didn't care, but he deliberately sealed it up. The memories about the past, with Zhong Yongle's arrival, kept drilling into his mind.

There are two Zhong family houses in the village, one is where Zhong Yongle lived, and the other was originally where grandma and Zhong Yuan lived together, and that house is more dilapidated.

Summer is fine, but winter is cold. There are cracks in the house made of earth, and air-conditioning blows in from the cracks. Even though Zhong Yuan picked up a lot of firewood, broke it, and burned it in a porcelain basin, the house was still cold.

Zhong Yuan was hugged by his grandma to sleep when he was a child, the cotton wool in the quilt was hard and coagulated, and could not keep warm. Fortunately, there was a rotten cotton jacket from the village. Grandma wrapped all the clothes on Zhong Yuan first, and Zhong Yuan would notFeeling cold.

No matter how cold it was, he would still look like he was putting on shoes during the day, in exchange for some money, a very small part of which was exchanged for candy, and more of it was saved until Zhong Yuan was old enough to go to school.

Only then did Zhong Yuan know that grandma wanted him to go to the only school in the village, an earthen house, with only one teacher who taught Chinese and mathematics.Chilblains, good in summer, bad in winter, year after year.

On the day Zhong Yuan went to school, Zhong Yongle smashed the house clean.

When Zhong Yuan rushed back, there were broken bowls in the room, the quilts were torn apart, and the earthen pots for pickling pickles were all smashed. Zhong Yongle was looking for money.

"Damn old woman, she has money to send the bastard to school, but has no money to give her own son."

When Zhong Yuan heard the man say this, grandma sat silently at the door all the while tending wild vegetables.

Zhong Yuan wanted to rush up, but was caught by his grandma, he was still too young, a slap from a man would knock Zhong Yuan over.

After Zhong Yongle had had enough trouble and left, grandma put down the wild vegetables and straightened Zhong Yuan's clothes.

"Little Yuan. How's your day at school? Still want some candy?"

Grandma quietly took out a few cents from her underclothes, and said with a smile, "Don't be afraid, Grandma hides the money well. If they can't find it, go, Grandma will buy you candy."

That was the first time Zhong Yuan cried. Zhong Yuan hugged his grandma and cried out of breath. It was because he thought, if he hadn't been replaced, could he help grandma?Yes, grandma can only be here alone.

Grandma was frightened by Zhong Yuan, how could she start crying like a well-behaved child.

"Little Yuan is not afraid. Your uncle is gone. Don't be afraid." Grandma touched the tears on Zhong Yuan's face with wrinkled hands.

Zhong Yuan raised his tearful eyes and asked, "Grandma, don't you hate it?"

Grandma brought a small bench to Zhong Yuan, and gently helped Zhong Yuan calm down, while Zhong Yuan was hiccupping uncontrollably from crying.

Grandma didn't ignore Zhong Yuan's question, she waited for Zhong Yuan's mood to gradually stabilize, and then she took Zhong Yuan's little hand and rubbed the good boy's head

"Little Yuan, don't hate your uncle, you are grandma's grandson, and your uncle is also grandma's son."

Zhong Yuan was hugged, but felt cold all over. Grandma was kind to him, Zhong Yongle was bad to him and grandma, but Zhong Yongle was also grandma's heart flesh.

Heart flesh realized that before grandma died of a serious illness, she held onto Zhong Yuan's hand and said to Zhong Yuan, "Little Yuan, don't hate your uncle."

"It's grandma who is useless and didn't give you a better life, but uncle is also grandma's son."

"Little Yuan, grandma please."

Grandma left without finishing her sentence, but Zhong Yuan knew that she begged him not to do anything to Zhong Yongle.

Zhong Yuan sent his grandma away, and tried not to conflict with Zhong Yongle. This life has nothing to do with Zhong Yongle, which is the best he can do.

Zhong Yuan touched his eye sockets, and they were a little wet again. There was no solution. What he was most afraid of was this, the incomprehension in the relationship.

But Fu Fengqing said that he would only choose him firmly.

Thinking of this, Zhong Yuan got up from the bed and walked to Fu Fengqing's room. Fu Fengqing's French door had never been locked, so Zhong Yuan could easily enter.

When Zhong Yuan entered the room, Fu Fengqing was watching the game video sent by Lin Yin. Before Lin Yin, Zhong Yuan was in duo together. Although it was obvious that Lin Yin had done something wrong, Zhong Yuan helped him make it up in time.

This made Fu Fengqing think, to see if there is a possibility to solve the problem that the bottom road cannot be disassembled. He was repeatedly pulling Zhong Yuan and Lin Yin to cooperate in the part, when he sensed that someone entered the room.

Fu Fengqing looked up: "Little Yuan?"

Zhong Yuan climbed onto the bed with his knees first, denting the bed a bit.Then he retracted into the bed and said in a muffled voice: "Brother, I want to sleep with you."

There was a faint pine scent in the quilt, which was Fu Fengqing's smell.

Zhong Yuan smelled this smell, and the stuffed place in his heart seemed to be slightly loosened.

Fu Fengqing froze on the spot, seeing that Zhong Yuan was already huddled under the quilt and did not intend to leave, Fu Fengqing moved away, but Zhong Yuan followed suit.

Fu Fengqing turned off the game video and said hoarsely, "Little Yuan, what's wrong."

"No."

Zhong Yuan refused to say any more, so he let himself be bored on the bed.

Fu Fengqing exhaled slightly: "Then I'll sleep on the sofa."

Seeing that Zhong Yuan didn't respond to him, Fu Fengqing was about to get up, but just as he put his hand on the bed, Zhong Yuan grabbed his wrist.

"don't want."

"Brother, don't go."

The scorching temperature came from Zhong Yuan's wrist, Fu Fengqing couldn't move at the same place, he heard Zhong Yuan say: "You said, you will be by my side."

Fu Fengqing felt a slight throbbing pain in his heart, but finally stopped moving.

He half leaned on the bed, looking at Zhong Yuan's exquisite eyebrows and eyes, Zhong Yuan was two points more beautiful than his mother, but at this moment his brows were tightly frowned, and his sleep was restless, his body curled up like a shrimp, more like a restless child.

That's all, let's spoil it, let's get used to it, it's all what he owes him, what he owes from birth.

Fu Fengqing's fingers touched Zhong Yuan's brow pitifully, and helped him smooth it out, but Zhong Yuan grabbed Fu Fengqing's finger, the kind of nostalgia that a child grabs an adult's finger.

Fu Fengqing just let him hold on like this, not daring to move, even if Zhong Yuan had even heard the sound of breathing, he didn't dare to move, staying by Zhong Yuan's side, even if he was motionless, he didn't feel uncomfortable, the hour hand slowly turned,Fu Fengqing didn't know when she fell asleep.

Until a gentle body approached Fu Fengqing.

Zhong Yuan subconsciously got into Fu Fengqing's arms, first sticking to his arms, but then he felt that it was not enough, he kept pressing against Fu Fengqing's arms with his furry head, until the arms finally moved away, and then stretched out his legs to hug Fu Fengqinglegs, like holding a large doll.

Zhong Yuan didn't feel it was enough, and wanted to rub against Fu Fengqing's body, and unconsciously murmured: "Hug."

No matter what, he refused to settle down, until Fu Fengqing hugged him tightly, until he buried his whole body in Fu Fengqing's arms, and then he was at ease.

Summer is already sweltering, even if the air conditioner is turned on and off, fine beads of sweat ooze from Fu Fengqing's body, he tries to move away from him, and wants to leave while Zhong Yuan is fast asleep, but Zhong Yuan holds onto him and refuses to let go.

In the dream, his brother belonged to him, and he was not allowed to leave.

Fu Fengqing endured the heat, hoarse voice, and softly called: "Little Yuan..."

Zhong Yuan didn't respond, but hugged him even tighter, and in the end, Little Yuan turned into a silent sigh.

Fu Fengqing didn't dare to let himself fall asleep, so he only kissed Zhong Yuan's hair lightly in the end.Just like this, he endured it with his eyes open until Zhong Yuan seemed to have recovered from the nightmare, and was finally willing to let go of Fu Fengqing.

Only then did Fu Fengqing stand up carefully, the air conditioner had been turned down by him, but he still put the quilt on Zhong Yuan carefully before leaving the room.

Afraid of waking Zhong Yuan up, Fu Fengqing walked out of the room. On the balcony, he found that the sky was already dark, but the moon was still faintly hanging in the sky.Fu Fengqing lit a cigarette, and the tobacco shreds were burning with sparks. Fu Fengqing took a puff, and just felt a breeze.

Looking back, Zhong Yuan was still asleep. He moved his position so that the smell of smoke would not be blown into the room. The cold railing helped Fu Fengqing relieve the heat from his body until the shredded tobacco was burned.

Fu Fengqing put the cigarette butt in the ashtray before walking to Zhong Yuan's room next door.

He walked into the bathroom, turned on the switch of the shower, and let the cold water wash away the sweat beads on his body little by little.