In fact, His Majesty Alfred was not in love at all.

Not even a partner, where is the love.

He just buried himself in the study, on the floor, on the table, and scattered books everywhere.

If other people appear here, they may be very surprised.

Because "Alfred will only appear on the battlefield, appear in the training room, and will not sit quietly in the study", this sentence was once one of the negative rumors of this majesty, but now, the black-haired greenThe handsome young man with wide eyes was leaning on the chair, his eyes were slightly closed, his face was expressionless like a snowman made of ice sculptures.

He was wearing a dark green military uniform, and his dark cloak was taken off and hung aside.The beautiful military cap was covered on the page of the book in Alfred's hand, and there was a line of beautiful handwriting written under the pen.

Although Alfred doesn't like to meditate on documents, in fact, as a royal, Al, who has no official name after being taken over from the slums, has worked hard behind his back to be able to writeVery nice words.

But later, everyone could only see His Majesty who harvested countless lives like a god of death on the battlefield.

But whether as Al or as Alfred, His Majesty's recent mood is actually extremely complicated.

——or it’s hard to describe.

Alfred lowered his gaze, and pursed his bloodless lips.

His eyes didn't have any focus, and his nerves were throbbing as always, constantly generating violent emotions.

...it's been, for a few days.

Specifically, 11 days, 23 hours and 45 minutes.

It has been so long since entered that strange and wonderful space last time.

Alfred didn't know what he was thinking, he just counted the time silently, this kind of thing should feel very irritating...but...

He closed his eyes.

Long and thick eyelashes concealed the dark green pupils.

Obviously, at the beginning, Alfred felt a little joy because of the separation of the mental body that influenced and manipulated him, but because of the forced separation of half of his body, the pain he had been enduring mentally could not help but intensified.

I can't sleep well and nerves hurt. Even if it doesn't matter psychologically, can't help becoming irritable physically.

And what happened one after another made Alfred experience the feeling of being out of control once again.

First of all, the tear of the moon god that has been worn on the body is gone.

That thing is indeed a treasure. On weekdays, Alfred often needs to wear it to help him maintain his mental stability. After the forced separation of his mental body, without it, Alfred might not even be able to survive the beginningCome.

Even if you get used to it later, Luna Tears are a good thing to help relieve mental pain.

but.gone.

The only one who can accurately bypass Alfred and take things from him without him noticing is that Alfred can't figure out how that damn half-body stole things.

She should have disappeared early tomorrow, but before she left, she came over to disgust him.

even

And drag him into a dream, it's just——

... don't know, don't know shame!

Alfred squeezed the pages in his hands, opened his eyes again, and searched for relevant information.

But after looking through so many books these days, none of them recorded a situation similar to Alfred's.

Perhaps Alfred's situation is very special. After all, the spiritual bodies of the people of the Rose Moon Empire are only the embodiment of their spiritual power.There is no half body other than memory and emotion, whether it is perception or power, it is completely common.

Even if it is forcibly cut off, the perception is still disconnected in every sense.

So when the other party's mind fluctuates greatly, Alfred can feel the other party's mood faintly but very clearly even if he is far away from the other party.

Alfred is very irritable, but that mental body has been in a good mood recently.

That kind of undisguised joy and love was almost directly transmitted to Alfred through the distance of time and space, making him always distracted, subconsciously wanting to smile with the spirit body.

However, he could only feel this emotion, and he got better after being emotionally infected, but he had no memory, no way to know the truth and was forced to accept it, and the feeling of being completely out of control made Alfred's reason feel very reluctant, especially when reason clearly said it was wrong and shouldn’t be, but always before reason could react, Alfred showed a faint smile completely uncontrollably.

This annoyed Alfred even more.

But the most irritating ones were the few times when entered the dream space.

Although Alfred didn't want to admit it, but if that hateful spiritual body was deeply entangled with others, Alfred would also be forced to fall into it together.

to the end of it, to the end of it—

Alfred wanted to grit his teeth.

For Guiyue people who have spiritual power, spiritual body and spiritual world, it is actually quite dangerous to venture into other people's spiritual world, and because it is too private, it is like a forbidden place that no one else can set foot in.If there is not enough intimacy, trust, or even low compatibility, the spiritual world will even backfire uncontrollably.So the only ones who can enter their spiritual world are their future partners, except for the trainers during the cub period.

Alfred grew up in a slum and had never been in contact with such a thing as a trainer. Even when he was taken back later, no trainer could approach him because of the strong and fierce mental resistance..

Alfred, who grew up alone from a young age, let alone think about things like a partner.

For him, a partner is an extremely troublesome existence.After all, Alfred is used to being alone, just thinking about the existence of another person in his own world in the future, he has already become irritable.

So even more relentlessly restraining his exclusivity, and showing a cold face to everyone, naturally no bold guy dared to come forward.

Alfred has been doing this for the past twenty years, but he never thought that his useless spiritual body would find someone else shamelessly just after being discarded.

... Is the spiritual world of others so accessible?!

Can you show some face when you stick it on!

I separated you because hope you die quickly, not to tell you that you can find a new owner at will!

At the moment of spiritual communion with a stranger who didn't know his appearance at all, Alfred gritted his teeth tightly, his usual indifferent expression could not be maintained at all, and there was a faint wave of fluctuation.

The spirit is considerate, but most of the feeling of communion is borne by Alfred.

intolerable.

like.

want to be close.

And the tolerance of the other party.

It melted into the sea like a splash of water.

At first, he had no clear memory, but every time he woke up, Alfred always felt that something was wrong.As the number of posts increased, Alfred slowly realized that something was wrong.He began to consciously remember everything he experienced in his sleep, and then he wanted to be autistic even more.

Everything about the dream space is difficult to remember, but only the feeling of blending is extremely obvious.

Even if think about it now, can still recall everything that happened in the dream very clearly.

——Obviously the other party didn't post it, it was obviously his mental body that posted it on his own initiative.

But the feeling of intimacy and stickiness really conveyed to Alfred.

In the dream space, Alfred has no consciousness.He can only "watch" and cannot take the initiative or refuse, like an audience watching a movie, but more than half of all the intense perception falls on him.

What did his mental body do outside in order to get revenge on him?!

Alfred's face turned cold several degrees, he shouldn't have thrown him out.

He should just crush it to death.

Recently, he has not been inexplicably pulled into the dreamland. Presumably, the spiritual body that was expelled must have used some unscrupulous means. The uncontrollable situation only lasted for a few days, and it did not happen often afterwards.

But then another problem arose.

When falling into a dream, although it feels another kind of suffering in the dream and after waking up, that kind of suffering is more psychological. In fact, when being pulled into the dream, Alfred rarelyHad a good rest.

That space, Alfred was sure, was not his mental space.

His mental space is empty and chaotic, with no sky, no sky, only a piece of cracked earth.

The earth is full of cracks, like his nerves.The liquid flowing under the crack is not so much hot magma as it is almost frozen blood.

The longer you stay in your own mental space, the easier it is to become violent.

——But that space is completely different.

After waking up, even if he couldn't recall or remember the specific appearance of that space, Alfred couldn't deny that the peace of mind came out together.

He didn't even need to recall carefully, the tranquility he felt in the space completely surrounded him like air.

The feeling of that space is like a green shoot that has been pressed under a boulder and grows hard, and is suddenly favored by sunshine and dew one day; like a cat sleeping beautifully in a house with floor heating in the cold winterIt's like sitting on a mat in hot summer, eating a watermelon freshly fished out of the well in front of a whirring fan, and all the irritability and hostility are slowly unknowingly like spring iceMelt in the rising warmth.

Everything is incomparable.

If it is said that he has not felt what it is like to feel peaceful before, Alfred can barely endure the aching nerves all the time, but he just feels it.

After leaving, Alfred felt even more unbearable.

When there was no comparison, didn’t think there was anything, but now there is a comparison——

Alfred looked at his outstretched palm expressionlessly.

The tears of the moon god that should have been hanging there had already disappeared for several weeks.

And it was after the Moon God's Tears disappeared that Alfred would enter that weird space and suffer all that weird things.

...If this happens again

In Alfred's dark green eyes, something dangerous flickered faintly.