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    Tang Nian originally thought that he really didn't mind anything.

    But this is not reality, it is a spiritual world where you can't lie at all, and you can only face all your revealed, undisclosed, aboveboard, hidden, known and unknown desires.

    If the previous state was good, for the sake of face, Tang Nian could barely brace himself so that he would not easily reveal too many strange emotions, so as not to scare Al.

    But after the chaos, it is even more difficult to pretend.

    Tang Nian admitted that some of what he said out of his head just now...well, most of it was the truth.

    Whether you love someone or a Maomao, you want to have everything about the other person.

    It's not just a simple question of possessiveness.

    When you love each other, when it is happy, you can't help but smile along with it. When it is sad, it will also feel distressed together. The more you care about the other party, the more you want to know everything about the other party. That is subconsciously chasing.

    Especially the other party's past in which he didn't participate.

    Compared with the known, the unknown always makes people can't help but pay more attention to it.

    What was his past like...

    Is there anyone who is nice to him?

    Has anyone ever bullied him?

    I am not afraid that he is having a good life, but that other people have appeared in his life, and I am afraid that he is not having a good life.

    Tang Nian blurted out things that he couldn't ask in the form of Almaomao, but suddenly had an opportunity.

    There was a moment of embarrassment after he finished speaking, but after the embarrassment was over, Tang Nian endured the embarrassment and tried hard to stop blinking his eyes, but stared at Alfred firmly, wanting to know the answer.

    Alfred was a little taken aback by the question.

    From Tang Nian's first question, he was at a loss.

    I don't know how to answer, and don't know how to deal with it.

    Contrary to what many people imagine, Alfred has no dislike for his past, and he doesn't care if others mention it. After all, it's not something that can't be asked or said.Inexplicably raised a little strange.

    Alfred pursed his lips. When Tang Nian stared at him so intensely, he felt a little nervous at this moment.

    His first reaction was to avoid Tang Nian's gaze, but Tang Nian held his clothes tightly.

    "...There is nothing to say." Although his personality is not talkative, His Majesty Alfred, who has never been so clumsy and taciturn, said dryly.

    Such an embarrassing tone sounded unbelievable to Alfred's own ears, let alone in the ears of others.

    At least Tang Nian pinched the hem of his clothes a little harder.

    ——It seems that I am a little unhappy.

    Alfred gave another meal.

    After a long while, he closed the open box, and then gave Tang Nian a serious look as he handed it over: "I didn't lie to you, there is nothing worth mentioning about my past."

    He is telling the truth.

    Alfred rarely recalled his past, but even if he did, there was nothing worth sharing with the boy in front of him.

    In his memory, the sky has always been filled with gray, the smell of stinky sewers in the streets and alleys, dead bodies can be seen everywhere, and the leaky house always has a damp and cold smell that can't go away.

    When he was a little older, he was taken back, and the environment improved, but there was also nothing to mention about the various people around Alfred.

    What those people say is very different from what they think in their hearts. Although they are known as the most intelligent and rational race, the intrigue of such people is also very boring.

    However, Alfred didn't want to tell Tang Nian these things.

    Such a boring him, such a he who mixed in with a group of annoying people and was no different from those people, it felt as if if he said it, he would be alienated.

    However, facing Alfred's embarrassment, Tang Nian said: "I want to know."

    He took the small box from Alfred. The other party didn't seem to be good at getting along with people in a friendly way. Every time he was embarrassed or wanted to coax people, his mouth was very stupid and he didn't have much experience in coaxing people.He vigorously handed over to Tang Nian the things he owned that he thought could please Tang Nian, as if he wanted to show his favor to Tang Nian with such a move.

    It's good not to be coaxed so clumsily by the other party, maybe Tang Nian will let it go lightly.

    But now, when he felt that he was indeed gradually being pampered by the people in front of him, Tang Nian was no longer satisfied with that.

    "I want to know about you, Al." Tang Nian repeated again.

    He also stared into Alfred's eyes, and closed his slender white fingers on the dark box. At that moment, Alfred, who was stared at by him like this, felt that at that moment, he seemedEven the heart was closed.

    Alfred thought, okay.

    "Then what do you want to know?" His Majesty asked, his voice still sounding dry.

    Not only the sound, but even the appearance at this time looked very embarrassed.

    But inexplicably well-behaved and docile.

    The black cat ears are drooping, but the ice-green eyes are not cold, and the person who is taller than Tang Nian, just like a child caught by the teacher who made a mistake, stands in front of Tang Nian aggrievedly,It's like standing for punishment.

    Tang Nian put Luna Tears into a small box and put it in the opponent's pocket: "All."

    He said with a smile, eyebrows and eyes curved.

    Alfred had no choice but to stutter and talk about things he thought the other party would be interested in.

    The first thing His Majesty mentioned was snow.

    During the time when Alfred was forced to wander, he saw heavy snow falling from the sky many times.

    The heavy snow is very cold, but no matter whether it is capital star or rocking star, the snow that falls is very clean.

    Those beautiful white feathers descended from the sky, cold but beautiful.

    Then he talked about the night sky he saw later when he was alone.

    The star is strange, it is shrouded in night most of the time, and there are very few days.But the dense night sky, on the contrary, makes the stars more dazzling.In other words, it is precisely because of this darkness that the stars are so moving.

    Tang Nian was very fascinated when he heard it: "I feel that such a scene must be very beautiful, I really want to see it."

    Alfred glanced at Tang Nian: "If we meet, come and see it with me." If we meet, you don't hate me.

    Tang Nian didn't understand his subtext, and just thought it was an ordinary invitation, so he nodded with a smile, and responded briskly, "Okay!"

    Alfred continued on.

    Although there is nothing worth mentioning about his past, but after such a long time and so hard to search for something that can be mentioned to another person, he still occasionally finds something.

    Youdao food was delicious in Alfred's memory, he only ate it once by chance, but when he went there again, he felt that it was tasteless, it seemed that the delicious food in his memory was just a gift from memory, and then that dayInexplicably lost, felt that had no energy to eat, so was hungry all day.

    It was rare that when I was in the mood to go out to play, it suddenly rained.Although the rain will not affect anything, but at that time, there was a feeling of "it's better to go back to work now", so I really didn't go out for a few days.

    There are a lot of clothes, but most of the private servers are of the same type. It’s not that have any preference. It’s just because don’t want to bother to find a match. only wore that type of clothes a few times, and was misunderstood by the internal affairs officer. Next time, openWhen looked into the closet, saw it was full of one type of clothes.

    His Majesty:……

    All kinds of things that Alfred would never tell others, at this moment, are treated as jokes by him, using his occasional awkwardness and oolong to amuse another person.

    However, in a dirty book, most of it is stained with ink, and most of the remaining words are broken sentences with no beginning and no end. There are still too few interesting things that can be said to another person.

    When Alfred gradually stopped speaking, Tang Nian, who was engrossed in listening, suddenly opened his eyes blankly: "Shouldn't you say it?"

    Alfred was silent for a while, and then said softly: "The rest is nothing to say."

    Tang Nian: "Hey——"

    He was a little disappointed: "I thought I could listen to it for a long time."

    Seeing Tang Nian's dejected look, Alfred only felt a little funny, and he felt that Tang Nian seemed to be pampering him too much.After all, he knows what he looks like when he speaks. His voice is always calm and unwavering, and the stories he tells have no ups and downs or techniques.

    "It's nothing interesting." Alfred comforted the other party, "It's just some boring little things."

    "It's obviously very interesting," Tang Nian puffed up his face, and he stared at Alfred, "This is Alfred's business!"

    Tang Nian stared at Alfred and said word by word: "Everything about Al is very interesting to me."

    Not boring.

    Not impatient.

    Even if it rains one day, you can still listen to such a small thing as seeing a small flower on the way back.

    "I really want to know more about you, so please tell me more. I like you very much, so even if it's Al, you can't say anything bad about yourself."

    At this moment, Alfred felt that his breathing seemed to have stopped for a moment.

    He was firmly watched by those clear and moist eyes, and his shadow was reflected in the bright and clean eyes.

    The master who spoke was very serious, and he was very close to Alfred, so that when the other party spoke, his mouth was open and his warm breath brushed past him, his heart seemed to be blurred in that area.In softness.

    "Ah, so."

    In Alfred's confusion, he only heard his own voice responding at will.

    "Sorry...not next time." He said dryly.

    His majesty, who is naturally arrogant, didn't even know that he was apologizing to Tang Nian unconsciously. If he came back to his senses, he would be even more astonished. The first time he apologized to someone was because he said that his past was boring..

    Alfred lowered his eyes and stared at Tang Nian quietly.Those ice-green beautiful eyes were covered by thick eyelash feathers. When looking at people gently, the streamer at the bottom of the pupils was more moving than the dancing moonlight on the clear pool.

    "Sorry." He repeated the words in a low voice.

    Just as Tang Nian was dissatisfied with Alfred for always saying that he was boring, he was very serious. At this time, Alfred apologized very seriously. At least after Tang Nian heard it twice, he suddenly felt embarrassed.

    Tang Nian moved his lips, and a blush appeared on his fair face: "Yeah, it doesn't have to be like this..."

    "Then... are you still angry?" Alfred said, obviously at this time his temperament was more like a lonely wolf in human appearance, but when he talked to Tang Nian, his eyebrows and eyes were so docile.

    Very well-behaved and obedient.

    Tang Nian felt that his face became hotter inexplicably: "No, no..."

    After finishing speaking, Tang Nian seemed to feel that he was being very fierce in this way, and Tang Nian couldn't help but refuted: "I wasn't angry with you just now, so there is no need to apologize."

    Alfred was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice, "You just don't want to be angry with me."

    The two fell silent for a while.

    "Do you still... want to ask something?"

    Tang Nian was stunned for a moment, and the moment he raised his eyes, he met Alfred's serious eyes.

    The sentence is clearly "Do you want to ask anything else?", but no matter it sounds or looks, the other party is more like saying at this time: Do you still want to know me better?

    Tang Nian was stunned for a moment, a little shy and awkward, but he still nodded and said, "I think so."

    Of course he wants to!

    After all, what Alfred told Tang Nian before was always the few interesting things in his poor experience. Tang Nian listened very intently, but what Tang Nian wanted to know was the complete Alfred.

    So he wants to know more information, such as Alfred's family and so on.

    Yet Alfred said, "I have no family."

    Tang Nian was stunned: "Huh?"

    Alfred said calmly: "My mother passed away early, and my father died a long time ago. There is nothing to say about the rest."

    He acted calmly, but Tang Nian was not.

    Seeing Tang Nian frowning, Alfred paused, deleted some of his past, and told Tang Nian roughly.

    Let’s not talk about the parents. After Alfred was taken over, the people he met were basically people who wanted to get something from him. Those adults could still put on a hypocritical appearance.The child's malice is directly on the surface, so Alfred said that there is really nothing worth talking about in his past.

    And those so-called family members might as well have none.

    Tang Nian clenched his fists after hearing this: "Those people are all mental disorders!"

    Tang Nian didn't really like to swear, but at this moment, when he thought of Al being pushed out and bullied in a corner he couldn't see, Tang Nian was even angrier than himself being pushed out and bullied.

    He literally scolded those people with all the cursing words he could think of, and when he finished cursing, when he looked up and met Alfred's slightly smiling eyes, Tang Nian's face burned again.

    "That, that, I don't usually swear at people..."

    After stuttering the explanation, Tang Nian almost wanted to cover his face after he finished speaking. He felt that he always seemed to be easily emotional when he came to this space, and every reaction he made was extremely clumsy.

    "It's okay, you can be mad at me, I feel..."

    Alfred originally wanted to comfort Tang Nian, but in the middle of the sentence, the word was half-circled in his mouth before he said it softly: "I feel very happy."

    Yes.Alfred is not coaxing people, whether it is the beating of the heart at this time, or the fluttering emotions, or even the corners of his mouth that can't help but rise whenever he sees Tang Nian, they are all telling him what happened to him.An extremely light and bright mood.

    Alfred's voice was not yet fully mature, and it sounded a little childish in line with his appearance at the moment.

    But when he lowered his voice and said this to Tang Nian with a sincere smile, Tang Nian felt that not only his face, but also his earlobes turned red, and he couldn't say anything.

    "Then, that's good..."

    After talking about Tang Nian, he regretted it.

    Ahhh!

    What is this nonsense!

    What is he answering!Is he an idiot?

    Tang Nian screamed in his heart, but Alfred stared at Tang Nian quietly again.

    The boy who was blushing in front of him and didn't dare to look directly at him didn't look very different from the people he met before, but it seemed that every part was shining, even his hair was shining.

    The mysterious person who appeared out of nowhere obviously caught Alfred's attention in the past because of his mystery, but at this moment, Alfred seemed to be unwilling to accept the other's mystery for a moment.

    "What about you?" Alfred said suddenly.

    Tang Nian was stunned, only opened his eyes, and let out a dumbfounded "ah".

    Unexpectedly, Alfred lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: "Then what about you..."

    Obviously the other party just repeated a sentence twice, but Tang Nian could hear the depression inside from the change in his tone.

    The first time was a little curious, but the second time started to feel a little bit unwilling.

    It seems to be saying: Obviously you want me to tell you everything about me, and you do understand everything, but I don't understand you at all, it's so unfair.

    Tang Nian didn't know how he felt such a subtle difference in the other party's emotions. Inexplicably, he also stuttered: "I, just...just guardians, parents, etc..."

    Alfred didn't say whether he believed it or not, but just stared at Tang Nian quietly.

    Tang Nian: ...

    Tang Nian felt his face was burning.

    He doesn't know why, compared to the clumsiness of trying to explain and rummaging through words in his mouth, his face is always steamed with endless enthusiasm at the first time, and the blush is far faster than reason, when it appears on his face, It is far more obvious than the throbbing in my heart.

    Tang Nian really didn't know how to explain to Alfred at this time.

    After all, he can't say that in the future, you will be a cute and innocent little kitten who will be hugged, hugged and coaxed by me every day, right?

    Would this be considered perverted?

    He hesitated, that look in Alfred's eyes was extraordinarily guilty.

    On the one hand, His Majesty thought that Tang Nian's appearance of racking his brains to explain the relationship with him was a bit cute, on the other hand, he felt a little dissatisfied for some reason.

    As a conscious man, after spending so much time with Tang Nian, he naturally knew that the other party was definitely not the kind of person who would have ulterior motives for him. At this time, he naturally guessed the relationship between Tang Nian and his spiritual body.

    But it's one thing to guess for yourself, and another to want to hear what the other person has to say.

    Forcing Tang Nian to tell himself that their relationship is fake, and wanting to know more about Tang Nian is true.

    "In short, it's right that our relationship is very close!" Tang Nian suffocated, and finally only uttered this sentence.

    Alfred was still calm and reserved, and his words were as if the officer was interrogating him. He seemed to be ruthless and unselfish: "How close? Or do you have such a close relationship with many people?"

    "Of course it's only with you!"

    Tang Nian was a little excited, but also a little dissatisfied.

    Alfred still looked so calm and self-possessed, he just said "Oh?", and saw the person in front of him clenched his fist angrily, as if he wanted to give him a bite.

    "You can say whatever you want, but you can't question our relationship!"

    Tang Nian said loudly: "The two of us are the best in the universe!!!"

    The corner of His Majesty's mouth turned up slightly again, very slightly, at least Tang Nian, who was in a hurry to explain, didn't notice it.

    "Ok."

    Alfred seemed to be convinced by Tang Nian, he sighed lightly, and said seemingly unintentionally: "Speaking of which, I don't seem to know your name yet, what will I call you in the futureof?"

    Tang Nian bent his eyes and showed a bright smile: "You call me Niannian." He said proudly and sweetly, that idiot's appearance made Alfred, who originally wanted to know the other party's real nameAt this moment, I couldn't help but want to smile with him.

    every year...

    every year.

    It was slightly cute.

    Such redundancies are not only in the Rose Moon Empire, even in other places, they are basically nicknames and nicknames.

    "Is that all I call you?" Is there nothing else to say deeply?

    And... if there is only a nickname and not a full name, it seems that it will be more difficult to find someone.

    Alfred stared closely at Tang Nian's eyes.

    Unexpectedly, Tang Nian only thought for a second, and then said thoughtfully: "Speaking of which, I tried to ask you to call me big brother...but you strongly refused." It seemed regretfullook.

    Alfred: ...

    Although hate that spiritual body, have to say that it is a good rejection.

    The author has something to say:

    In the beginning, Your Majesty: Well, your mystery caught my attention

    Your Majesty now: hate people who are too sterious to give them a chance to understand

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