The woman in front of her made Su Nanxu feel strange and familiar.

He had seen her in photos countless times, but when Sun Ying was standing in front of him, he couldn't recognize her.

The smile on Su Shaojun's face disappeared immediately, and seeing the mess at home, he also had a terrible headache, "It's Chinese New Year, what are you doing?"

Sun Ying was very emotional, pointed at his nose and cursed, "You still know it's Chinese New Year? Su Shaojun! On New Year's Eve, you take Nanxu to have dinner with that woman? Are you married? What position do you want Nanxu to take?"

"Can you calm down?" Su Shaojun never quarreled, but it was the first time he saw Sun Ying in such a hysterical state, "How long has it been since you came back to see Nanxu? Can you stop scaring the child as soon as you come back?"?”

Hearing Su Nanxu, Sun Ying regained her senses a little.

She looked at the boy who had been standing at the door with tears in her eyes, her eyes full of apology.

However, they discovered that their son had been very indifferent from the beginning to the end.

There was neither the joy of seeing the mother who had been reunited after a long absence, nor the sadness and fear of facing the mess all over the place. There was only a moment of bewilderment, and then the indifference of not wanting to care about anything.

Sun Ying stopped crying immediately, and walked barefoot in front of Su Nanxu, bleeding from the broken tiles on the ground.

Without further ado, Su Shaojun hugged Sun Ying directly, even though the other party beat Sun Ying on the shoulder like crazy.

"Let go of me! Su Shaojun! Although we are divorced, I am still Nanxu's mother!"

Sun Ying spoke loudly, not as if she was speaking to Su Shaojun, but as if she had been convincing herself.

Su Shaojun frowned, and said in a deep voice: "I didn't say that you are not the child's mother. Can you treat the wound on your foot first? Don't you know that seeing blood on New Year's Eve is very unlucky? Nanxu has another yearThe college entrance examination is coming, and I don't want to delay his studies because of it."

As expected of the former husband and wife, Su Shaojun understood Sun Ying's weakness very well, and just this sentence calmed her down.

He put Sun Ying on the sofa, and just wanted Su Nanxu to go back to the house, but saw him turn around and leave.

Seeing this scene, the two fell silent.

Su Shaojun also sighed, and got up silently to clean the house, "I didn't take him to Xiaoli's house for dinner, I was invited by his classmate's parents tonight."

Sun Ying couldn't bear it anymore, she sobbed softly, "I'm sorry, I should have known, I should have known that Nanxu didn't want to see me at all..."

Suddenly, she thought of the child who had just left without saying a word, and hurriedly grabbed Su Shaojun's arm, "Don't clean up, go and see the child, it's so late, and it's still so cold outside, he will freeze to death!"

Su Shaojun paused, didn't listen to her, and just said: "Nanxu is not the kind of child who doesn't care about the importance, take care of yourself first, and I'll call him later."

Then the room fell silent again.

Su Shaojun cleaned it again, but because the inside of the house was too damaged, it actually looked the same as before.

Just give up, and can only wait for a professional to clean it tomorrow.

He poured Sun Ying a glass of warm water and sat opposite her.

At the beginning, he made up his mind that he would never say a word to this crazy woman again, but his eyes kept looking at Sun Ying's abdomen uncontrollably.

After a long time, he rubbed his hair irritably, got up and went to the balcony to smoke.

He has quit smoking for a long time, and he carries a box with him for entertainment.

Tonight is an exception.

The wind on the balcony was very cold, but he saw downstairs, his cub was running back and seemed to be holding something in his hand.

Su Shaojun couldn't help grinning.

Cub has grown up.

After taking the last puff, he put the cigarette butt out in the trash can, blew on the wind again to remove the smell of smoke from his body, and then returned to the living room.

The father and son seemed to have discussed it in advance. As soon as he walked to the sofa, Su Nanxu appeared outside the door panting, and what he was holding in his hand were the medicine and bandages he had just bought.

"The medicine box at home has been cleaned up and hasn't been replenished before. These should be fine. Let's treat the wound first."

After Su Nanxu put the medicine on the table, he stepped back.

He still didn't know how to face the woman in front of him.

The expression on Sun Ying's face ranged from astonishment, disbelief to emotion, "Nanxu..."

But just this sound made Su Nanxu push the door and leave, "I'm going to Ji Bei tonight."

He didn't know why he made such a move, but the woman's eyes and tone of voice made him feel suffocated.

It wasn't until he walked downstairs to Ji Bei's house that he suddenly remembered that Ji Bei was not at home today.

Sighing, he walked over to the chair next to him and sat down.

It was still lively outside, with fireworks and firecrackers, and every house was full of laughter and laughter. The more he heard this, the more flustered he felt.

After sitting for a while, the wind came in from his neck, making him shiver with cold.

Forget it, still have to find a place quickly, if really sit here until tomorrow, guess it will become a popsicle.

He turned on his phone and was about to find a hotel nearby, but he received a call from Ji Bei.

After hesitating for a moment, he answered the phone.

Clearing his throat, he tried his best to hide his low mood, "Hello, boyfriend, why are you calling me so late? I'm ready to wash up and go to sleep."

He felt as if there was silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds.

Just as I was about to ask what's the matter, I suddenly said, "Cough, I, uncle said that you ran away from home, what happened?"

"Run away from home?" Su Nanxu didn't care about the weird silence just now, but felt that the words really seemed like what Su Shaojun could say, "What did he say?"

"Uncle said, you were dissatisfied with the small red envelope he gave you, and you ran away from home in a fit of anger, where are you now?"

Su Nanxu couldn't help turning Byakugan upside down, wanting to say that he was in the hotel, but accidentally sneezed hugely, which scared the passing puppy and barked at him a few times. He wanted to cover the receiver, butIt was too late.

There was only a sound of footsteps, Ji Bei should have gone somewhere else.

The voice on the other end of the phone was a bit cold, "Where are you now, don't lie, I can tell if you are lying to me."

Su Nanxu didn't doubt this, so he had no choice but to tell the truth, "It's downstairs at your house."

Ji Bei was so angry and funny, "The door lock has your fingerprints, why don't you go up?"

Although Su Nanxu was a little embarrassed, she still muttered in a low voice, "You're not here, what's the point of me being alone."

The other end of the phone didn't speak for a long time, "Go up first, even though I'm not here, isn't Wang Zai still with you?"

The Wangzi Ji Bei mentioned was a doll bear, which Ji Bei caught when they went to catch the doll a few days ago.

Although he caught quite a few, in the end Su Nanxu left the ugliest one.

Many people can't understand, but he just likes it.

Inexplicably felt that this ugly thing had something to do with him.

Su Nanxu got up from the chair and walked home, "Okay, then I'll go back and be with him, okay, I'll hang up first, my hands are cold."

Before Ji Bei could say anything, he heard a busy tone coming from the phone.

And he stood in front of Ji Wu's car, showing a rare helpless smile.

Ever since he got in the car, Ji Wu glanced at the person sitting on the co-pilot from time to time.

Until the end of the red light, I was urged by the driver behind me again by honking, "Fifth brother, if you have any questions, just ask."

Ji Wu withdrew his gaze, and pretended not to care, "Your father didn't even ask, what did I ask, I didn't hear anything just now."

"Since you don't want to ask, then you should drive hard."

"All right, all right, do you think I'm driving slowly and delaying your meeting with your little boyfriend?"

Ji Bei looked out of the window, a face with slightly raised mouth was reflected on the glass window, "Fifth brother, don't tell him first, I'm afraid to scare him."

Ji Wu paused, and tapped his fingers twice on the steering wheel, "You're not afraid of scaring your dad."

After a long time, there was silence in the car.

It wasn't until he saw the gate of the community from a distance that Ji Wu said earnestly, "Xiao Bei, I'm an outsider, and I shouldn't have said this, but I have already regarded you and the boss as relatives, so I just said a few words, soFor many years, you and your father had quarreled and quarreled, and it was only during this time that the relationship eased a little, because I can see who, and I must be grateful to him, but this is not a trivial matter, not a trifle.”

Ji Bei also put away his casual expression, and answered seriously: "I know, it's not a joke, I'm serious, we both are serious, as for my dad, I'll talk to him, and..." He pausedNext, look at Ji Wu, "You are not an outsider."

Ji Wu was stunned, Anwen parked the car on the side of the road, rubbed his face with his hand, "Okay, just make up your mind, don't play too late tonight, I have to go to Qinghe to see your grandpa tomorrow morning, I'll come at fivepick you up."

"Fifth brother..." The expression on Ji Bei's face became helpless again.

"Oh, just kidding, I know you have a sense of proportion, get out of the car, I have to go home to catch up on sleep, I am not young and energetic like you."

Ji Bei got out of the car and watched the familiar license plate disappear into the night before he turned and walked towards the community.

What happened tonight was indeed beyond his expectations, but it wasn't bad.

While thinking, he had already walked outside his house. He wanted to enter his fingerprint directly to open the door, but after thinking about it, he rang the bell.

After a while, footsteps came from inside the house, "Who is it?"

Ji Bei didn't respond.

Su Nanxu muttered, still guessing who it was, but when he opened the door and saw the person in front of him, he slammed the door in fright, almost pinching Ji Bei's hand.

Fortunately, Ji Bei put his foot against the door and saved his finger.

"Ji Bei? Why are you here?"

"I'm afraid someone will cry secretly." Ji Bei paused, seeing that Su Nanxu was wearing pajamas, holding a remote control in his hand, with biscuit crumbs on the corner of his mouth. It seemed that his words were redundant.

It wasn't until the two of them walked into the living room that Su Nanxu seemed to be slowing down. He threw away the remote control and jumped on Ji Bei's body, burying his head on his shoulder, humming like a child.

"Ji Bei, my mother is back."

That night, Su Nanxu only said this about Sun Ying.

In the middle of the night that followed, the two of them either chatted about their favorite comics, or Su Nanxu made jokes, attacking Ji Bei with earthy love words learned from the Internet, and got goosebumps all over his body.

Somehow, Su Nanxu likes to make some vivid expressions appear on Ji Bei's face, always so cold and expressionless, it looks like an AI.

He kept talking about other topics, trying to forget everything that happened tonight, so that he probably didn't realize it himself, and he said the same thing two, three, or even four times.

But Ji Bei never interrupted him.

Until early in the morning, the sound of firecrackers outside the window gradually disappeared, and the person in my arms was only breathing lightly.

The person who has always been cheerful and doesn't care about anything is actually frowning in his sleep.

Ji Bei kissed him lightly between the eyebrows, "Good night, Nanxu."

Su Nanxu could feel when Ji Bei was leaving, but he was so sleepy that he couldn't even open his eyelids, he greeted him in a daze, and fell asleep again.

It wasn't until he was so hungry that he struggled to open his eyes.

Looking at the time, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon.

There are a few unread text messages on the phone from Ji Bei, saying that he has arrived safely at his grandpa's house and will be back tomorrow so he can have a good meal.

After replying a few messages, he called Su Shaojun.

To be honest, Su Nanxu was still a little nervous. In the situation last night, he just ran away. If he was any other father, he would have been arrested long ago, and he would have served him with fried meat with a whip.

After a few beeps, the phone was connected. Hearing Su Shaojun's voice, he seemed to be still awake.

Now Su Nanxu felt even more guilty. It must have been a long time to clean up the mess last night.

"Dad, you..."

As soon as Su Nanxu said two words, Su Shaojun over there muttered: "Come on, have another drink! Have another drink!"

...

It seemed that he was thinking too much.

"Dad, have you been drinking?"

Hearing this, Su Shaojun woke up immediately, wiped the saliva from the corner of his mouth, "Just have a drink, you wake up, what do you want for breakfast, I'll bring it to you."

"Would you like to see what time it is?"

There was a rustling sound from the other end of the phone, "It's broken, why is it already afternoon, haven't you eaten lunch yet? Wait there, Dad will pick you up, and we'll go out to eat."

He wanted to say no, but when he thought about what happened last night, he agreed.

after an hour.

The father and son walked on the street, nothing, feeling strangely cold.

The two searched for a long time before finding a noodle shop that was still open, ordered two bowls of noodles and sat down there.

The father and son had a very tacit understanding that neither of them mentioned what happened last night, or they were waiting for the other to speak first.

But Jiang is still old and hot, and Su Nanxu was the first to lose.

"Last night, when did you leave?"

"I left after you left for a while, and let her play there by herself." Su Shaojun said what happened last night in an almost joking manner, but Su Nanxu knew that he would not just let Sun Ying goin spite of.

He lowered his head and kept scratching his nails.

"dad."

"Eh."

"I did not do it on purpose."

Su Nanxu's voice became smaller and smaller, but Su Shaojun still heard it.

But he was as usual, without any blame, just raised his hand and gently rubbed his hair, "Dad knows, you are a good boy, your mother may be because the child is gone..."

When he said the word "no more", Su Shaojun's voice trembled a little.

Just as Su Nanxu said, he and Sun Ying separated only because of the disagreement of the three views. There was no love, but no hatred either.

Su Shaojun sorted out his emotions, and continued: "This time your mother came back alone. I don't feel at ease when she lives in a hotel alone."

"I understand, don't worry, I was just blindsided last night, and I don't know what to do. I'll go back after dinner."

There was a hint of relief in Su Shaojun's eyes, "Good boy."

after eating.

Su Nanxu didn't let Su Shaojun go up with him.

"You reek of alcohol, let her smell it, and you're in a bad mood again, go back quickly, can you get a taxi?"

"If you can make a call, your mother will leave it to you. Call me if you need anything."

It was light when he said it, but he stood at the door for more than ten minutes, but he didn't have the courage to knock on the door.

He was worrying when suddenly the door opened from the inside.

Sun Ying was also surprised when she saw him squatting on the ground, "Nanxu..."

Su Nanxu stood up, her expression still awkward, "I, I went to my classmate's house last night."

Sun Ying's emotional state was obviously much more stable than last night. She raised her hand and combed her hair, and said with a smile, "I heard what your dad said, come in quickly, have you eaten? I made your favorite sweet and sour at noonThe ribs have been kept warm in the pot."

"I just ate with Dad."

"Oh, that's it, come in quickly, it's cold outside."

The two sat in the living room, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward.

Just when Su Nanxu was about to go back to her room to do her homework, Sun Ying suddenly said, "Nanxu, this time, mom won't leave, and will stay with you and take care of you, okay?"

The company of his parents has always been Su Nanxu's biggest dream, but when Sun Ying really said it, he was full of resistance.

He immediately got up and went back to the room, fleeing like last night.

He knew that if he said something more, it would definitely hurt her heart, although the act of running away was not much better.

Leaning against the door, listening to the movement from the living room.

Sun Ying also went back to her room.

Su Nanxu slumped on the chair, looking out the window, his eyes were a little hot.

Why do you want to cry?

He couldn't figure it out either.

After that, Sun Ying never said this sentence again, but the relationship between the two finally stopped being like strangers. Occasionally, Su Nanxu would tell her interesting things that happened at school.Laughing, listening all the time, and occasionally giving an opinion of his own.

Su Nanxu still goes out to study with Ji Bei every day.

Sometimes it's a library, sometimes it's a bookstore.

"Mom, I'm leaving first." Su Nanxu put a piece of bread in his mouth, and put on his shoes at the door.

Sun Ying came out of the kitchen and saw that it was so cold outside, she said angrily, "I have to go outside in such a cold day, can't I learn at home?"

"There is more atmosphere in the library."

Sun Ying stared at him for a while, then hesitated and asked: "Today at noon, why don't you invite your classmate Ji to come to your house for a meal? I heard your father said that he helped you a lot.I should treat him to a meal and thank him well."

Su Nanxu didn't think there was anything wrong with this sentence, "Then, let me ask him. If he comes, I will send you a message in advance."

"Okay, be careful on the road, don't study for too long, and go out to play to relax."

"Oh, I see."

After closing the door, Su Nanxu breathed a sigh of relief as usual.

It's not that feel awkward, but still feel uncomfortable occasionally.

When they arrived downstairs in the community, Ji Bei was already waiting there, and Su Nanxu told the story directly.

"Do you want to come? It doesn't matter if you don't want to, I just say it."

"Can I go?"

Su Nanxu didn't understand where this rhetorical question came from, "Of course."

The corners of Ji Bei's lips curled up, "Then I'm going."

In fact, Su Nanxu thought that Ji Bei would refuse, after all, he was a person who didn't even want to go with his relatives, so how could he...

At eleven o'clock in the afternoon, the two packed their things and went home.

With Sun Ying's personality, since she said she wanted to treat guests, she definitely wouldn't just cook a few dishes, so they naturally wanted to go back and help.

When Sun Ying saw the two children appearing outside the door, she also showed surprise, "Why did you come back so early? My dishes haven't been cooked yet."

"I didn't study well today, so I came back early." Su Nanxu made an excuse.

Ji Bei walked up to Sun Ying, and obediently called her auntie, "I'm here for dinner."

Sun Ying has never met Ji Bei, and only heard that he is the top student in the grade, but she did not expect to be so handsome, people are visual animals, seeing such a handsome and well-behaved child, even makes her mood better, "YesCome on Xiaobei, come in quickly, how can you say it’s a meal, Auntie prepared this meal specially for you, Nanxu, you take Xiao Bei to your room for a while, I still have a few dishes to cook.”

The two put their schoolbags back in the room and walked to the kitchen.

"Mom, let's help you."

"I don't need your help," Sun Ying told them to go out quickly, "You don't know how to cook, so you stand here and block me."

"Although I can't, Ji Bei will."

Su Nanxu gave Ji Bei a look.

Ji Bei received it immediately, rolled up his sleeves, put on the apron very skillfully, saw that there were unfinished vegetables on the chopping board, and immediately walked over to pick up the knife.

This frightened Sun Ying, "Put it down, it's dangerous."

However, Ji Bei's sword skills were not inferior to hers.

Sun Ying was also dumbfounded. She studies well, is handsome, and can even cook. There are such perfect children in this world.

She glanced at Su Nanxu, who was leaning on the door frame and looking at Ji Bei with a smirk, and wanted to say something, but finally gave up.

In the next half hour, Su Nanxu seemed to have never heard Sun Ying smile so happily.

Ji Bei is really, one set of one set.

However, this meal was the most relaxing meal he had recently. believe Sun Ying felt the same way, otherwise why would Ji Bei stay for one night, and he was reluctant to leave.

After dinner, Su Nanxu went back to his room to do the questions, and Sun Ying warmed him a cup of milk.

She sat on the sofa and looked around the room. It was very different from what she remembered.

At the end of his line of sight, he landed on the young man in front of the desk again.

"Nanxu, Mom is very happy today."

"I see," Su Nanxu joked, "Those bad jokes can make you laugh like that."

Sun Ying smiled and shook her head, "It's not just because of this, that kid Ji Bei is your good friend, I'm very happy."

Her son is not alone.

This conclusion made her feel a little less guilty that was about to overflow.

The short vacation passed quickly. Two days before school started, Zhang Liang asked them to go out together to buy things for the accommodation. At this moment, Su Nanxu remembered that he had forgotten to tell Sun Ying about it.

Unsurprisingly, when she found out about this, her reaction was very violent.

"No! I don't agree!" Sun Yingyu persuaded earnestly, "Nanxu, my mother has come back and will concentrate on taking care of your life in the last year. You can devote yourself to your studies. If you feel that your home is too far away from school,We can also rent a house nearby, there is no need to go to the school to live, the place is small and there are many people, it is not convenient at all."

"Mom, there's nothing wrong with living in school, not to mention that I haven't lived in it before."

"It's because of the past, that's why-!" Sun Ying suddenly raised her voice, but stopped abruptly in the middle of speaking.

For a long time, she slumped on the sofa and rubbed her temples tiredly.

"I've met Zhang Fenfang."

Zhang Fenfang was Aunt Zhang who had been taking care of Su Nanxu before.

Sun Ying's face was full of regret and pain, and her eyes were filled with tears, "I don't know, I really don't know that you have endured so much, Nanxu, trust mom, mom will never let you suffer like that again!"

Su Nanxu had already guessed the reason.

only……

"Mom, that's in the past, I've come out, do you want me to be tortured by those unbearable memories forever?"

"No, it's not like that... I just..."

Sun Ying didn't know what she should say, she just felt that it was too late to say anything now.

Because of her and Su Shaojun's negligence, this child suffered so much in a place where they couldn't see, and she couldn't make up for it no matter what she did.

Extreme remorse and self-blame made her almost unable to control her emotions.

She clenched her hands tightly, her nails digging into her palms, "Nanxu, you go out first, and leave mom alone for a while."

Su Nanxu stood at the door, he didn't know what to do now.

Suddenly, there was only a ding, and the elevator door opened. Su Shaojun came over with a bunch of things. Seeing Su Nanxu standing at the door, he was stunned for a while, and said with a smile: "Yo, our father and I have telepathy.Are you here to meet me?"

But when he saw Sun Ying's expression in the room, he knew something was wrong again.

He whispered, "What's wrong with your mother?"

Su Nanxu shook his head and did not answer.

Su Shaojun saw that he was carrying a schoolbag, as if he was about to go out, so he signaled to him, "If you have something to do, go and do it first, I just have something to say to your mother."

Su Nanxu has never been so grateful to Su Shaojun for a moment, "Thank you Dad!"

Before leaving, he glanced at Sun Ying with some concern, and left with a heavy heart.

They haven't talked about it, but that doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

"Kid, kid?"

"what?"

"What are you thinking about so preoccupied? I didn't hear you a few times, hey, what do you think of these pants, handsome or not?"

Su Nanxu glanced at him with some disgust, "Can SpongeBob SquarePants not be handsome?"

"Hey, I think so too."

The three of them went shopping all morning, and they had almost bought everything they needed to buy. In fact, their parents were all prepared, and what they needed to buy was nothing more than small things.

After eating at KFC at noon, Zhang Liang suggested that we go to the library to do some quizzes together in the afternoon.

Ji Bei refused, "Let's go home and do the quizzes."

Zhang Liang was puzzled, "What's the matter? Are you secretly starting a small stove behind my back?"

Ji Bei hooked Su Nanxu's shoulders, turned his head and answered him, "There's no such thing as a wild topic."

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