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    After separating from Zhang Liang, Su Nanxu has been depressed.

    "Why, did you quarrel with your aunt?"

    Su Nanxu knew that he couldn't hide it from Ji Bei, so he told the whole story.

    After he finished speaking, he smiled again, "It's okay, just talk about it, my mother should agree."

    I don't know whether I am comforting Ji Bei or comforting myself.

    Obviously, when he talked about Zhang Liang, he was still in the same way, but when it came to him, he didn't know anything.

    He was in a daze for a while, but Ji Bei went to the milk tea shop beside him and bought him a cup of milk tea.

    Insert the straw and pass it to his mouth.

    Su Nanxu took it over, "Thank you."

    After taking a sip, the sweet and greasy taste made him feel much better instantly.

    The two walked to a park beside them and sat down, with an old man walking his dog beside him.

    Su Nanxu suddenly remembered what happened before, couldn't help laughing, pointed at the dog and said, "Do you still remember that when I went to the lake to pick up money, you thought I was going to die and jumped down to save me?"?”

    Ji Bei squinted his eyes, as if he was really serious about remembering.

    Of course he remembered, it was one of the few stupid things he'd done in his life after all.

    Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Nanxu bumped his shoulder again, "You haven't forgotten, have you? To be honest, I was also surprised at the time. I didn't expect you to look cold, but your heart is quite good."

    "I didn't expect that a seemingly normal person would even die for ten yuan."

    Su Nanxu was not happy to hear this, "Isn't ten dollars money? And I have observed the terrain, the artificial lake is relatively deep in the center of the lake, and the side is quite shallow, and I can swim."

    "Haven't you heard a word? Those who drown are those who can swim."

    Su Nanxu stared at Ji Bei's side face, and suddenly hooked his neck with his hands, "Are you ashamed to say, if you hadn't always rejected me back then, would I have been so sad? Don't tell me, in the futureMy state of mind at that time, maybe I really have the heart to die."

    Ji Bei turned his head and said solemnly: "If you had said, 'be my boyfriend', maybe..."

    "Maybe what? You agreed?"

    Ji Bei took his arm off and held it in his hand, "Maybe I'll throw you down myself."

    "Ji! North!"

    Su Nanxu really exploded, but Ji Bei had expected it a long time ago and grabbed his arm in advance. He struggled to break free several times but failed to break free. Instead, he was so hot that he was about to sweat, so he had to give up.

    The two sat shoulder to shoulder, blowing the wind for a while.

    Ji Bei smiled and rubbed his head, "Are you feeling better?"

    "Well, much better."

    "Do you want to listen to my immature thoughts?"

    Su Nanxu was amused by his words, "Let's hear it, let me see how immature Young Master Ji is."

    Ji Bei looked at the lake in front of him, with layers of ripples as the wind blew.

    "Is there any other reason why you can't open up to your aunt? I have observed in the past few days. Although your relationship is getting closer day by day, there is always something missing. I think the problem may lie with you."

    After Ji Bei finished speaking, Su Nanxu was silent for a long time.

    After a long time, he sighed deeply.

    "I'm just scared. She thinks of me because the baby in her stomach is gone."

    Although he tried his best to pretend not to care, the trembling voice gave him away.

    Ji Bei's pupils dilated, full of disbelief.

    He had thought about countless answers, but he didn't expect that it was because of this.

    He stretched out his hand to comfort him, and a hot tear fell on the back of his hand.

    Hugging Su Nanxu tightly in her arms, stroking her back, she comforted her softly in an extremely gentle voice: "No, we are so good."

    When Su Nanxu returned home, Su Shaojun hadn't left yet.

    He and Sun Ying sat on both sides of the sofa, both with unsightly expressions on their faces.

    Before they could speak first, Su Nanxu said directly, "Mom, I want to talk to you."

    Su Shaojun was standing on the balcony. It was already unknown how many cigarettes he had smoked today.

    It wasn't until he heard Sun Ying's distressed sound from inside the room that he hurried over and knocked on the door nervously, "What's going on? Nanxu, you open the door first!"

    With a "click", the door was opened from the inside.

    Su Nanxu's eyes were red, but he still stubbornly refused to let the tears fall.

    Behind her, Sun Ying covered her face with her hands, weeping uncontrollably.

    Su Nanxu smiled at him, "It's okay, Dad."

    But even though he said he was fine, he walked out of the house without looking back.

    "Nanxu, where are you going?"

    He paused, "I'm a little hungry, let's go downstairs and buy something to eat."

    What Sun Ying just said echoed in Su Nanxu's mind.

    She talked about her expectations for that child, about the pain of losing that child, and about her regret after the pain.

    She is an elderly mother. When she was pregnant, the doctor had persuaded her that this child might not be able to stay. She thought that she could accept this day when she was mentally prepared, or that she had beenFortunately, after all, many elderly mothers have successfully given birth to children.

    Unfortunately, she still couldn't keep it.

    After she was discharged from the hospital, she often had dreams of everything. At first it was the unborn child, and later, it was more about Su Nanxu.

    The two children appear together and disappear together.

    This made Sun Ying panic.

    And this kind of panic came back here after she met Aunt Zhang and knew what happened to Su Nanxu over the years, regardless of everyone's obstruction.

    When Su Nanxu asked that questioning sentence, even she couldn't answer it herself.

    Who is she coming here for, and what role does she want Su Nanxu to play?

    "But Nanxu, mom just wants you to be well."

    But for Su Nanxu, this sentence is enough.

    Just because she is his mother.

    Walking out of the elevator, all the knots in Su Nanxu's heart during this period disappeared in smoke at this moment.

    This wasn't the answer he most wanted to hear, but it didn't matter anymore.

    Suddenly, Su Nanxu stopped abruptly.

    Why is the figure standing under the streetlight so familiar?

    At the moment of his doubts, the man walked towards him first.

    "Ji Bei? What are you doing standing here?"

    Ji Bei stopped in front of him and opened his hands, "I'm worried that someone will secretly cry again."

    Hearing this sentence, Su Nanxu rushed over directly.

    Ji Bei hugged him tightly and comforted his trembling shoulders.

    This action alone made Su Nanxu's tense nerves suddenly relaxed. In the past eighteen years, he used to use gags and a playful smile to deal with everything.

    He never dared to reveal his heart to others, because he was afraid that he would be disappointed if he didn't get the answer he wanted, and he was also afraid that others would take your sincerity as a joke.

    But he gradually understood that there are always some people who are worthy of letting him let go of all his concerns.

    Su Shaojun called Ji Bei, knowing that they were together, he felt relieved.

    "The kid from Lao Ji's family is mature and stable, and he is loyal enough to Nanxu. In this weather, he is willing to accompany Nanxu to eat Malatang."

    After sighing, Su Shaojun fell into another cigarette addiction, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and was about to go to the balcony, when he found Sun Ying standing there motionless, "What are you looking at?"

    Sun Ying seemed to be frightened, she quickly looked away, and pushed Su Shaojun inside.

    "I still want to smoke, you..."

    "What are you smoking!" Sun Ying glared at him, "The whole room smells of smoke, and it's not good for Nanxu's health."

    Su Shaojun was a little aggrieved, "I didn't smoke in the house, how many can I smoke on the balcony?"

    "No! Either you go out and smoke!" After saying this, Sun Ying suddenly thought of something, and said, "Don't leave now."

    Su Shaojun has always been a bit rebellious, "Don't leave if you tell me?"

    "You dare to go and try!"

    These words really made Su Shaojun yell at him. Although he also felt that Sun Ying was a little baffled, after all, a lot of things happened recently, and it's normal to go crazy occasionally.

    Forget it, don't bother with her.

    Sun Ying paced back and forth in the living room first, but Su Shaojun was upset and asked her to sit down.

    This time was not scolded.

    Sun Ying sat across from her, thought it over before asking, "That classmate from Nanxu is Ji Bei, how much do you know about him?"

    "How much do you know? That's a lot. I have had a few meals with his parents, and we have a very happy conversation. It can be said that I know more than my future daughter-in-law. But having said that, Ji Bei's childThat's really good, if I have a daughter, I will definitely catch this kid and let him be my son-in-law."

    Thinking of the scene she just saw on the balcony, Sun Ying couldn't help but want to give him a big slap in the face.

    Fortunately, during this period of self-cultivation and self-cultivation, my temper is much better than before.

    She asked patiently again, "Don't you think that the relationship between the two of them is too good?"

    "You don't understand that, the friendship between men is so indestructible."

    Sun Ying sneered at him, "Okay, I don't understand, but you understand, hurry up, now I'm annoyed seeing you."

    Su Shaojun was not annoyed when he was kicked out, he just hung on the door frame and did not forget to tell: "The child has grown up, don't always treat him as a child, don't always think about any problems, communicate more, know?"

    If it was before, Sun Ying would have pushed the person away impatiently, but this time, she rarely refuted, "I know, but you also surprised me."

    Su Shaojun took off his coat and sighed softly, "We are not qualified to be parents, so we can only learn and change slowly."

    When Su Nanxu returned home, Su Shaojun had already left.

    It was very quiet in the house.

    He called out, "Mom."

    Sun Ying came out of the room, changed her clothes, combed her hair neatly, and even put on light makeup.

    "Come back, is it cold outside?"

    "It's okay, there's the sun, it's quite warm, where are you going?"

    Sun Ying picked up her bag and said, "I'm going to buy something for you. Although it's not the first time you've lived in a dormitory, you're a boy after all. There will definitely be gaps in shopping. I just glanced at it and bought something.I bought a toothbrush but didn’t buy toothpaste, bought shampoo but didn’t buy body wash.”

    Su Nanxu originally wanted to say that you can buy it in the school supermarket, but the words turned around and swallowed again, "Okay, I haven't lived in school for a long time, and I really don't remember what to buy.Let me go with you and wait for me to change my clothes."

    When Sun Ying heard this, a look of surprise flashed across her face, "Okay, okay, mom is waiting for you."

    Although Su Nanxu is not used to this kind of scene, but what is not used to gradually become used to it.

    That afternoon, Sun Ying helped Su Nanxu buy a lot of things, and there was even Ji Bei's share. Basically, as long as Su Nanxu had it, she would ask him to bring another copy to Ji Bei.

    During the shopping break, Su Nanxu took a photo of herself returning home with a full load and sent it to Ji Bei.

    - Kid: Half of this is yours.

    -.: Thank you, auntie, for me.

    Uninteresting answer.

    After seeing the reply, Su Nanxu couldn't help poking her lips.

    I'll settle the bill with you tomorrow.

    The school gave two days to set up the dormitory, and Su Nanxu was the last one to arrive in the dormitory.

    The old dormitory is a four-person room, but it is not the kind of bed and table, but two bunk beds on one side, and a cabinet and a table on the other side. Although it looks a little old, it is not bad overall.

    "You even left me an upper berth!"

    Only Zhang Liang was in the dormitory, and his bed was under the bed of Su Nanxu, and he was getting into the quilt cover and was struggling to put on the quilt.

    Hearing Su Nanxu's voice, he wanted to get out, but after struggling for a long time, he trapped himself inside.

    "Hey, I can't get out! Children, please help me!"

    Su Nanxu was speechless, Zhang Liang had the ability to kill himself.

    He put down the suitcase and went to help.

    It took Strength of Nine Bulls and Two Tigers to get Zhang Liang out of the quilt.

    "No, you don't know how to cover a quilt, why don't you let your mother cover it before you bring it over?"

    "She's still angry with me. My dad told me not to mess with her now. Be careful that I'll be drinking northwest wind at school next month."

    The air conditioner was turned on in the dormitory, and with the operation just now, Zhang Liang was sweating profusely, "Let's stop chatting, let's do it quickly, Brother Bei went shopping for food, and he will probably be back soon."

    "okay."

    The only person left in the four-person bed was Xia Jian, who also chose the lower berth.

    When Su Nanxu was making the bed, she thought about it and put the pillow on the side of Ji Bei's bed.

    As soon as he got off the bed, Ji Bei came back with a few cups of milk tea and a bag of snacks.

    Su Nanxu felt guilty, slipped and fell down the stairs.

    Fortunately, Ji Bei stepped forward to help him, so he didn't fall out of phase on the first day of school.

    Su Nanxu patted his chest in fear, "I was scared to death."

    Ji Bei let go of him, put the milk tea on the table, Zhang Liang also went to the door and picked up the scattered snacks, and kept muttering, "Children, you are always so reckless, how can people be at ease?"Oh, how about I give you the lower berth?"

    "I don't want it!" Su Nanxu retorted and found that Zhang Liang looked at him with strange eyes, as if he didn't understand why he was so excited. He glanced at Ji Bei who was pursing his lips and snickering, and said angrily: "After all, this bed is getting old, I am afraid that you will crush me to death in the middle of the night, and let me die young."

    Obviously, this reason convinced Zhang Liang.

    "You're right, then I'll sleep on the lower bunk. I don't want to wake up and find you sleeping next to me."

    Ji Bei interrupted their gag, "Zhang Liang, take this bag of snacks and share it with other dormitories."

    "Ah? Isn't this bought for us to eat?"

    "Also." He paused, "You are the head of the dormitory, so I will leave the diplomacy to you."

    Anyway, Zhang Liang was manipulated to death by Ji Bei, he was born to be like this.

    After Zhang Liang left, the two of them were left in the dormitory.

    Ji Bei handed him the milk tea, and brought two chairs to the balcony.

    They sat there drinking milk tea and basking in the sun.

    The weather today is good.

    Hope tomorrow is fine too.

    Obviously they haven't reached the third year of high school yet, but don't know if it's because of living in school. After school starts, their time seems to be put on an accelerator, and half a year has passed in the blink of an eye.

    In June, they sent senior seniors and senior sisters to the examination room.

    In September, they changed from quasi-senior year to senior year, with early morning reading and late evening self-study, and from the original weekly holiday to half a month, eating, bathing, and washing clothes every day were like wars.Finish it in a pinch, this high-intensity learning mode, even Su Nanxu can't stand it.

    As soon as he finished a set of papers for evening self-study, he felt that his vision was a little blurred and his head was dizzy. He thought it was because he had been sitting for a long time, and wanted to go out to blow some air during the get out of class time. He fell down and hit his head on the wall, the sound was quite crisp.

    Su Nanxu hissed and rubbed his head.

    When Ji Bei came back from fetching water, he saw him covering his head, "What's wrong? Did you hit it?"

    "Well, I didn't stand still just now."

    Hearing what he said, Ji Bei realized that something was wrong, and reached out his hand to touch his forehead, frowning, "Child, you have a fever."

    "Really? Maybe a little bit."

    "I'll take you to the infirmary."

    "Don't." Su Nanxu grabbed Ji Bei's wrist, "Old Li just got angry today and said that he would not ask anyone for leave. I don't want to make him suffer at this time. Don't worry, it may be a low-grade fever. It's in my schoolbag.There is medicine, I will take one first later, if the self-study in the next session is not enough, I will go to the infirmary."

    Seeing that Ji Bei couldn't resist him, he had no choice but to agree.

    But it can be seen that the mood is still not very high.

    But who is Su Nanxu? He and Ji Bei are old couples. Taking advantage of the fact that there is no one in the back row, he rubbed Ji Bei's shoulder and acted coquettishly, "The chemistry teacher said that I passed the self-study exam last time."It's not good, if I still miss the exam this time, I will be bombarded by the chemistry teacher and Old Li, help me to look at this question?"

    Ji Bei held his hand under the table to prevent him from touching it randomly, but with a very calm face, he picked up the paper and began to talk about the topic.

    The class bell rang, and the students returned to the classroom one after another. Zhang Liang and Xia Jian were discussing the scope of the upcoming exam.

    Xia Xiaoshuang flipped a Byakugan at them, "Isn't it, you guys, it takes so long to discuss just a quiz?"

    "I heard that the chemistry teacher will assign weekend homework based on the test results."

    "Damn! You're only telling such important news now! What's the point of your summary? Show me."

    Zhang Liang did not hesitate to share and took her to watch it together.

    Su Nanxu felt that his face was hot and uncomfortable, but he didn't want to be seen by Ji Bei, so he leaned against the wall and pressed his face coldly, which was quite comfortable.

    Ji Bei glanced at him.

    Su Nanxu immediately said, "It's a bit hot."

    "Take the medicine first."

    "Eat after the exam, or I will definitely want to sleep later..."

    Su Nanxu was still bargaining with Ji Bei, the chemistry teacher came in with a bag, and the classroom fell silent.

    Last week's monthly exam, many students' grades were not satisfactory. Old Li was so angry that he was indifferent for several days. He even talked to each student one by one.They all had a straight face, the atmosphere in the class had been suppressed for many days.

    Su Nanxu's ability to resist stress is indeed not very strong, and it was in this environment that he had a fever.

    But soon someone noticed sharply that the chemistry teacher did not bring the test paper.

    Zhang Liang asked tentatively, "Teacher, you don't have an exam tonight?"

    "Are you just looking forward to it?"

    "How can this be? I want to ask if you forgot to bring your test paper. I have to send someone to get it for you."

    The chemistry teacher was amused by his cute picture, "Okay, no exam tonight, I'll show you a movie."

    "Fuck!"

    "I'm not dreaming, am I? Hurry up and pinch me!"

    The chemistry teacher raised his hand to tell them to stop, "Don't quarrel, call the dean again, don't talk about watching movies, everyone will have a self-criticism."

    I have to say that it is still useful to use the name of the dean at this time, and the classroom immediately quieted down.

    The chemistry teacher asked them to choose, some wanted to watch sci-fi movies, some wanted to watch romance movies, and finally chose "Pounding Heart".

    All the lights in the classroom were turned off, and Su Nanxu was also relieved when he heard that there would be no exam.

    Taking advantage of the fact that the lights were still on, Ji Bei took out the medicine and water, handed them over, and coaxed, "You can drink it now, it doesn't matter if you fall asleep later."

    Su Nanxu still took this set quite well, and drank the medicine obediently without saying a word.

    The movie doesn't have too many exciting plots, but the simple narrative can still make people feel the beauty and preciousness of that pure love.

    It stands to reason that high school teachers shouldn't show this kind of movie that may be reported as "encouraging students to fall in love", but their chemistry teacher is naturally rebellious, and no one accepts it.

    Su Nanxu didn't know when she fell asleep.

    I only remember that when I woke up, I was resting on Ji Bei's arm, wearing Ji Bei's clothes, and my surroundings were surrounded by Ji Bei's breath.

    The light was dim, and Ji Bei's clear eyes could be vaguely seen.

    The last scene of the movie was playing on the big screen. The boy and the girl planted a sycamore tree together on the lawn at the door.

    That is their past full of memories and their future full of hope.

    Before the lights came on, Ji Bei leaned over.

    "Su Nanxu, I love you."

    The voice was not loud, and it happened that he was the only one who could hear it, but these words were engraved in his mind and will never be forgotten.

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