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    Lin Shuangxuan didn't wake up until three or four in the morning.

    He found himself in Qian City No. 1 Hospital, and it was a "luxury" single ward.

    Lin Shuangxuan's first reaction was to hide.

    He pulled out all kinds of tubes and monitors on his body, and buried himself in the bed for no reason. The narrow and warm place would make him feel safe.

    He tried to recall what happened.

    The only memory is that he was pressed under the paws of the leopard.

    Then can't remember anything.

    When the door opened, the nurse didn't expect him to wake up, and walked over directly.

    Finding Lin Shuangxuan covered in the quilt, while surprised at his recovery speed, reminded him that he is covered in injuries now, it is best not to move around like this.

    Lin Shuangxuan was on guard.

    He frowned, carefully poked his head out from under the quilt, and looked at the nurse.

    The nurse smiled at him, with a gentle and friendly expression on her face, and was a little surprised: "You look so good already! The doctor also said that you have to lie down until tomorrow at least before you wake up."

    She is not afraid of him.

    Why?

    Didn't the hospital check it out and he was a monster?

    Lin Shuanghuan swallowed quietly, and asked tentatively, "Why am I here?"

    "You were in a car accident. I guess you don't remember it. It's normal. You were brought in with all your injuries and blood. You had a few broken ribs. You had trauma to your head.It may cause some memory confusion. But don't be afraid, the doctor has checked and the organs are not damaged, this is the best news."

    As the nurse said, she approached him slowly, and said softly, "Look, you are awake now and you can move freely. I think you are recovering well. The young man is really in good health. I met you last week.A patient with a broken bone is in much better condition than you, and he has been lying in bed for three days without daring to move. However, you have many injuries on your body, we cannot guarantee that there will be no scars."

    "So it's like this..." Lin Shuangxuan pretended to be suddenly enlightened, and then asked, "Did the police send me here?"

    The nurse shook her head: "A kind-hearted person who didn't leave his name. There are really too few such people. Not only did you pay all the expenses for you, but he also stayed to look after you for a while."

    Lin Shuangxuan may indeed have been traumatized in his brain, so he was in a mess.

    He couldn't figure it out at all.

    Who are those three "persons" today?

    Who is the kind person who saved him now?

    Lin Shuangxuan's first reaction was that the person who saved him should be an ordinary person.

    Otherwise it would be impossible to send him to the hospital.

    The monster knew that he didn't need humans to treat him.

    Only humans do not know.

    But how could ordinary people save him from the hands of three monsters.

    Could this person be his kind?

    "I thought you would ask me, where is that kind person? Did you leave your contact information?"

    The nurse chuckled, looking for something to say, and wanted Lin Shuangxuan to relax, "We have also encountered some emergency patients who were brought in before, and the first time they woke up, they were looking for a 'savior'.”

    Lin Shuangxiu pursed her lips, and said without emotion: "You said he didn't leave his name."

    "Yes, it's a pity. Otherwise, I think you should want to thank him."

    Seeing him sitting up from the quilt, the nurse thought he had calmed down, so she persuaded him to put on all the monitoring instruments in a coaxing tone so that the doctor could make a judgment on his physical condition.

    Lin Shuanghuan shook his head, a little stubborn, and refused to lift up the clothes for her.

    The nurse said she wouldn't listen to him, but she couldn't let him hang around like this, so she decided to go to the doctor to persuade the child.

    As soon as she left, Lin Shuanghuan ran away.

    Grabbing the schoolbag on the cabinet that was already stained with mud and blood, wearing a hospital gown, he sprinted and ran fast.

    Lin Shuangxuan's self-healing ability is so good that the large wounds that the nurse said "may leave scars" have healed visible to the naked eye.

    If he is seen by a doctor and checked again, he will not be able to tell clearly.

    When got home, it was almost four in the morning.He was exhausted, but instead of resting, he rushed to the bathroom to take a shower.

    He hated the smell of medicine and the smell of blood on his body.

    Today's experience had a great impact on Lin Shuanghuan's short life.

    It's not because he almost died - Lin Shuangxuan was not particularly afraid of death.

    He just understood that there are many monsters like him.

    Lin Shuangxiu didn't pester the nurse to ask her savior.

    It's not that don't want to know, but don't dare to know.

    He was afraid that that person was of the same kind, but also afraid that he was not.

    This is a very contradictory mood.

    Lin Shuangxuan grew up alone, and when he wanted to be accompanied the most, no one was around him.He has always known that it is best not to expect easily, it is best to adapt to this kind of life alone.

    When I was in elementary school, the teacher taught me the meaning of the words "loneliness" and "loneliness" and the difference.

    All the students were memorizing the notes on the book, but Lin Shuangxuan didn't memorize it, so the teacher pointed him up and asked him: "Lin Shuangxuan, have you read the book? Do you know what 'loneliness' means?"

    Lin Shuangxuan, who was less than ten years old, said: "I know, I am lonely every day."

    Upon hearing this, the teacher felt that the child was very precocious, thinking that the parents were too busy at work to spend time with the child.She wanted to take this opportunity to enlighten her, so she asked again: "Then why are you lonely every day?"

    Lin Shuangxuan's answer was different from what the teacher thought.

    "Because I'm different from you," he said.

    At that time, the blood was not awakened, and Lin Shuangxuan didn't know what he was. He only had a feeling that everyone around him was different from him.But exactly what is different is not clear.

    He only knows that even though he has many friends, even if every teacher likes him, every neighbor and aunt praises him for being good, and every classmate surrounds him, he is still very lonely.

    But today, he knows he has many of his kind.

    Not like those wastes who only talk nonsense and call themselves liches, but the same kind who are so powerful that he can slap him so that he is powerless to fight back.

    They are completely different from humans.

    Some of them will kill him, and some may save him.

    Lin Shuangxuan felt very confused, and the emptiness in his heart spread more and more.

    He recalled the loneliness he felt in elementary school.

    The big house is very lively.There are nannies who cook nutritious meals for him, housekeepers who clean up, and father assistants who help him arrange schools.

    Lin Shuanghuan always obeyed the arrangement obediently, he was not like other children who were always barking, nor would he want one thing at a time and another at another time.

    Since he was sensible, he has been very docile.

    He wants what others give him.

    He doesn't seem to have anything he likes, nothing in particular he wants to do.The meaning of his existence is to make others praise him for being good, and make everyone think he is harmless.Then they will accept him.Father will take him home.

    When Lin Shuangxuan was a child, he always watched the people in his family come and go, and before he had time to get acquainted with any one, he changed to a new batch after a while.

    They work in the villa during the day and take care of him.Get off work when the time comes.

    So Lin Shuangxuan was left alone in the whole room.

    In addition, the biggest difference between Lin Shuangxuan and ordinary children is that he does not celebrate his birthday.

    His father did not allow him to celebrate his birthday.

    Because the day Lin Shuanghang was born, his mother died.died because of him.

    No cake, no birthday song, no one to wish.

    In this way, Lin Shuangxuan grew up to seventeen years old.

    Now, the house he lives in has become a little smaller, and he has more friends around him, and today, he finds that he has the same kind.

    But Lin Shuanghuan's loneliness did not decrease.

    The only thing that can make him feel no longer empty is when he stays with Yuan Mozu every day.He now wishes to see Yuan Bozhu.

    Like a lonely bird, after flying for a long time, I am tired and have to find a branch to lean on.

    But now Yuan Bozhu is not here.

    He can't be trusted.

    Lin Shuangxuan took off his hospital gown, took a shower, and when he threw himself on the bed, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

    He stared at the bloody schoolbag on the ground without moving for three seconds.

    ……etc.

    He sat up abruptly.

    "It's over, it's over, it's over!"

    His part-time job is over.

    Not only will he not be paid today, but he may also face the risk of being fired.

    Even death didn't bring Lin Shuangxuan such great fear.

    In front of him, it seemed to be his impoverished future.

    Lin Shuanghuan hurriedly took out her mobile phone from her schoolbag.

    I can only be thankful that he was afraid of cooling down when he went out today, so he packed a small sweater in his bag, which probably insulated him from the impact of the fight, and his phone was well preserved.

    At least not with smashed bones like himself.

    Sure enough, there were a lot of news about Pei Jinwang in the private message, and Lin Shuanghuan had already confirmed that he would be fired tomorrow.

    Without two days' wages on weekends, his living expenses for the next week will not be settled.

    What does he eat?

    How does he live...

    But Lin Shuanghuan hadn't been sad for a long time, and his eyes suddenly fell on another lonely unread item.

    Is it Yuan Bozhu?

    It's Yuan Bozhu!

    For the first time, Yuan Bozhu sent him a message on his own initiative.

    Very short sentence:

    "Where?"

    That was already a message sent in the afternoon, when Lin Shuangxuan was being beaten up by someone he didn't know.

    Lin Shuangxiu sat upright on the bed, after thinking about it, carefully tapped on it.

    04:06

    "Wood is back": at home.

    After posting it, Lin Shuangxuan felt like a fool.

    That was yesterday afternoon's news, what's the point of going home now.

    He started biting his fingers, thinking about how to send messages so that the conversation can continue.

    In fact, Yuan Bozhu's evaluation of him was quite accurate.

    Lin Shuangxuan's brain circuit is different from ordinary people.

    Now he either finds an excuse to perfunctory, or tells a lie to avoid the topic, in short, he just doesn't want Yuan Bozhu to know that he encountered such a terrible thing this afternoon.

    This is the normal way of thinking.

    But he couldn't help it.

    I couldn't help wanting to show off to Yuan Bozhu, and couldn't help but use this opportunity to make Yuan Bozhu care about him.

    After thinking about it, Lin Shuangxuan simply rolled up his sleeves and took a look. The wounds on his hands were healed and almost invisible.

    He picked up the clothes again, there was still a heavy bruise on the ribs, the gauze was torn off, and there was a very exaggerated tear that was not completely closed.

    He turned on the camera, hesitated for a moment, and only took a picture of the bruise.

    "Wood again": A Zhu, I had a car accident today, and the nurse said I broke some bones.

    "Wood Returns": Look... [Picture Information]

    "Wood Comes Back": It Hurts QAQ

    Lin Shuangxuan never thought that Yuan Bozhu would return when he sent a message at this point.

    He hugged the phone and lay back on the bed, the loneliness just now had disappeared.

    There is nothing more suitable for him to divert his attention than Yuan Bozhu.

    Just chatting one-sidedly with Yuan Bozhu can let him pass this meaningless few minutes of life.

    So Lin Shuangxuan sent another message very rudely.

    "Wood again": A Zhu, I missed work today, and I will apologize to Boss Pei tomorrow, can you tell him for me first, and tell him not to be angry with me?

    no!

    As soon as he sent it, he felt wrong.

    It was like he was using Yuan Bozhu for work.

    Lin Shuangxuan hurriedly withdrew.

    Then he sent out a smug message:

    "Mu Huihui": I'm so hungry.

    That's it, if you post more, Yuan Bozhu will definitely feel dazzled when he sees it tomorrow morning.

    Just keep the one he wants to show Yuan Bozhu the most.

    Lin Shuangxuan put away her mobile phone and prepared to go back to sleep.

    The next second, actually felt the vibration of the phone.

    He thought he was hallucinating.

    But looking down, there is really new news.

    "Yuan Bozhu": What do you want to eat.

    Lin Shuangxuan reconfirmed the current time.

    Reconfirm the person who messaged back.

    He inexplicably felt his nose sore——

    Lin Shuangxuan had the urge to be patted and hugged by Yuan Bozhu.

    Because he was actually scared and hurt today.

    But he knows that fear is meaningless, so he always hides his fear, and what he shows is calm, calm, fearless to a little reckless.

    If there is no one to comfort you when you are wronged, you will not be wronged.

    But everything was fine at first, and everyone was going to sleep.It doesn't matter when you wake up.

    Seeing a message from Yuan Bozhu, Lin Shuangxuan felt weak all of a sudden, with red eyes, and replied to Yuan Bozhu's message.

    "Mu Youhui": I want to eat anything.

    "Mu Youhui": I was so hungry that I could eat three bowls of rice!

    "Yuan Bozhu": Good.

    Seeing this news, Lin Shuangxuan was very nervous.

    He was a little looking forward to it, but also afraid to look forward to it.

    Lin Shuangxuan really wanted to ask Yuan Bozhu, what does this "good" mean?

    Is it to praise him?

    Say he has a good appetite?

    Is it perfunctory?

    Because it's too late and don't want to talk anymore, so solve the topic with one word?

    Lin Shuangxuan was in a state of confusion, and for a moment, many thoughts ran through his mind.

    But still don't know what Yuan Bozhu's words mean.

    "Yuan Bozhu": Wait for me at home.

    good.

    Now Lin Shuangxiu knew what it meant.

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